>Be me 30M, decent looking, from Europe no HRT, AGP sexuality since I was 18yo. > Had depression and suicidal ideation from 14 to 24 yo because of some acne in my teens and body dysmorphia - not good looking enough, not manly looking enough, not enough friends, not cool enough, not successful enough etc..> first watched porn with like 14-15. got into hentai, gender bender and body swap stuff. > regularly watched porn and at one point started identifying with the woman during sex/porn.> started to regularly watch porn from fem pov. I probably just used porn to sedate myself.> in my early 20s I started to fall behind in law school/failing school. wanted to kms really badly. just being alive and breathing felt like an insult to my existence.
>>42326221You need agp to numb yourself or to feel aliveHow does numbing yourself with agp even work
>>42326762Not numbing myself to feel alive. Just used to numb myself to escape negative emotions. And now it has become my main way of dealing with stress, fear etc...
>>42326420I refuse to be a slave to my sexuality :)
>>42326836does it help you deal by making you more alive or more drowsy like alcohol
>>42327389It used to be more like alcohol for me I think. Not really drowsy but it just numbed emotional pain, :)
As a guy with AGP and gets pinkpilled 6/10 times I make a thread, I struggle to restrain myself from convincing ftms and femreppers from pooning outLike there is something so so disturbing about embracing a male body and discarding your womanhood, to the point of obsession / losing sleepWhat should I do to treat my obsession? I despise masculinity and can't stop projecting the insecurities i have about my body on everyone else
>>42327202As a guy with AGP and gets pinkpilled 6/10 times I make a thread, I struggle to restrain myself from stopping ftms and femreppers from pooning out (basically I try to get them to depoon)Like there is something so so disturbing about embracing a male body and discarding your womanhood, to the point of obsession / losing sleepWhat should I do to treat my obsession? I despise masculinity and can't stop projecting the insecurities i have about my body on everyone else
Yikes. You're the equivalent of a gay man who tries to turn lesbians straight because he thinks everyone should love cocks as much as he does.
>>42327202we were never women. you have terminal woman brain, and if I were to meet you in person I'd put you in your place for daring to call me a woman you stupid bitch
>>42327496how are you gonna put me in my place? And explain terminal woman brain
>>42327522Shit my AGP is acting up again I can't believe I just said thatI will come cleanI am the anon who posted scaremongering bait threads on ftm transition (bike pump crotch etc)I just can't help it
Where I can find a cute tomboy ftm bf? I'm not interested in mutilated bearded women.
>>42327416depends on if you want him to peg you or not
>>42327416I will rape you and you wont like it
>>42327486They have tight vaginas, we have penises. So ftms are made for being plaped, not giving plaps. >>42327503You're 5'3 ana AFAB. How you excatly imagine that my lil bonus hole bro?
I want to see lesbian sex irl
>>42321162I want to be lesbian sex irl
>>42325668sorry you are black now
>>42325635nta but I get why they did it because like... why do this to yourself you can change your sex and then enjoy the lesbian sex in first person
>>42321162had a threesome with me and two girls once, it's pretty good im ngl
>>42327462>you can change your sexImagine if you could actually do that.
Been on e for a month and a half now and boobs r kinda noticable. Old lady coworker softy hit my chest (I think cause I said a joke or something idr) and she definitely felt it but didn't say anything. I heard boob growth slows down a lot after the first few months, will I be able to keep my a cups?
I wonder what my family would think if they knew I often spend 4+ hours a day compulsively masturbating to sissies getting dominated by women. They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.
>>42327417we all know you look like a fat sissy stop frauding
>>42327417not involved in this sissy debate but your dress looks nice
>>42327417but you genuinely enjoyed biking
>>42327280based
>>42325507>They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.Unless you somehow managed to chad larp (you're posting here, so no, you didn't) they already assume this about you anyway
Is the people's joker going to go down in trans history as classic cinema? Should I watch it? What do you think?
hell no it looks like a channel awesome skit except i have to take it seriously because a tranny made it>Should I watch it?think for yourself.
Its fun
>>42325717it was meaningful to me and i enjoyed it a lot. saw a lot of myself in it :)
>>42325717i fucking loved it, i saw it at a tiny local theater on queer movie night, drank a couple of ciders and laughed my ass off. it also very heartfelt and genuine. it's been almost 2 years since that experience and i wish i could do it again but i'm pretty sure it got copystruck or whatever the fuck.YES you should watch it. don't expect some iconic generation defining film for trannies, it's a shoestring budget satire made by a bunch of faggots and it's incredible for what it is.also fuck the haters who never created meaningful art in their lives but shit on this film, you're a fucking unfeeling robot if you can't appreciate the love that went into it
>>42325717No. It's shitposting. You should only watch it if you enjoy shitposting. But you're here after all.
>>42322285I too would like a brap trannys socials
I love braphog trannies
>>42316998This but unironicallyRelationships aren't about thinking everything your partner does is attractiveYou have to tolerate the gross, unappealing stuff for a relationship to workStuff like farting, periods, snoring etcIt's all a part of it
>>42316962Need a tranny like this
>>42325065>>42322337Blahblahblah33 is my v discord owo
Because no, they don't all look like dolls and it's transphobic to say that trannies only deserve support if they're hot
>>42327352Hons can also naturally have too masculine features that can't be fixed without expensive surgeries
>>42327357boo fucking hoohons just need to lock in and get moneythere's no excusesillegal mexicans can have a ford raptor, feed a family of 5 and have a wife at home that doesn't work in a single incomehons can work and get their surgeriesit's all fucking laziness and complacencylock the fuck in and stop whining, hon
>>42327385I'm not a honAnd it's not easy get that money, so not their fault
>>42327385bait or total retardation stemming from cushioned 1st world privilege
>>42327405it is easy. they just don't want to put in the work.you have to want it bad enough you're willing to work for it. this is actually a good thing because it separates the wheat from the chaff.
im so lazy, im so lazy, im so stupid, please think for me im so stupid
>>42324804well, 4 people responded already. might not be with all the info i wanted but it is still infinitely more that what i started with. thats got to count for smth
>>42324846That's just anna, she gets annoying sometimes. Don't let her get to you
>>42324846you think this for now>>42325013leave me alone chaser
>>42323240bump
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overweight mtf, i wanna start going back to gym (i was /fit/ pre transition) but what should i wear to not fucking humiliate myself? i’m at the point where im visibly mtf regardless of what i do, usually passing but with my hair tied back and no makeup i don’t think i stand a chance, im not retarded enough to use the changing rooms so ill turn up dressed, but what should i wear that isn’t delusional or manmoding?
I need to stop promising to post more and just post more.I'm getting annoyed with myself.
>>42325623I usually prefer stuff that covers me up a lot because I don't like feeling exposed, so take this with a grain of salt.>isn’t delusional or manmoding?I'd say a loose black/dark track suit with a gray tshirt.So long as you can move without hurting yourself it should work fine.
5 years ago i was like, either i start hrt and transition or kms, so i started, some good things and some bad things, but overall 5 years later, im just back where i started, even older now. i feel ive made no progress in my life at all in any aspect. im so crushed. 5 years ago i promised id just try it then i can kill myself. but now ive had more than enough time and i havent gone anywhere. stuck.
I have been manipulated by someone I was close to and considered a friend for 10 years, they owe me a large amount of money (close to £20000) and have no intention of paying it back.I know it is my fault, I was emotionally vulnerable and I thought I would be helping a friend in need when they seemed to be struggling, they kept asking for more and more and I believed them, convincing me that it would be temporary and I would be repaid. It turns out they gambled most of my money.How do I accept the loss and move on? I feel like this is going to permanently scar me and not in a good way, I already have a hard time talking to people and opening up to them. I wish I could disappear.
my little chud clitty leaks when a trans goddess insults me
>>42325665i dont lick poop dick...
>>42325656Alright well im gonna post a throwaway if YOU want to add it at least for fun.Disc: numetalappreciator
>>42325489you'll find your tranny top one day anont. boymoder that tops my big strong bf with my 7 and a half inches
>>42326556why call yourself a boymoder instead of a manmoder?
>>42326556You again. My depression is off the charts knowing you exist but are taken
Would you still be cute with short hair? Or do you absolutely need it long in order to pass?
>>42326667i'm female so i'd assume they are
>>42326867Maybe? Not all females are equally feminine.
>>42322838long hair makes me look more manly
>>42327015Are you a man?
>>42327008if it makes me look like a manlet thats fine also. i don't really care. just sick of having to wash my hair all the time.
Girlremoving FTMs: how does one go about it?
that's not an ftm though. she's just a lesbian
>>42322974i am not seeing any issues with this video
id let her stab meeeee
>>42322974I want to rape her
Will youngshits in the UK be forced to take anti misogyny classes?
>>42324592creating arabs from within the population
>bait thread>completely off-topic>throw dem troons somewhere
>>42325322
>>42325348clitty leak
>>42324229they're trying to instigate a cold gender war to avert a hot race war
