New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Alright, enough for tonight.>>42273205That first thing at least sounds horrendously suspicious, yeah. What the hell?>I'll give it a try. I can start this weekend.Do tell me how it went! And I'm glad you have the funds secured now for the bar, so that will make things easier during shitty weather conditions.>Nah, I didn't really make any connections. I know, I'm a loser ;-;Not at all, Anon. But in that case my first question would be the usual one of "what are your interests, and where could you go where people can bond over it?">What makes you see it as a boon?>Most people don't want to hear my manifold infantile jokes and the environments are never appropriate for me to make them anyway.My trick is actually precisely to foster an environment in which my humor is appreciated, and choosing my company to consist of people who enjoy my presence. Sure, it means not everyone can vibe with me, but those that do genuinely enjoy my presence so much more, and it becomes a game to adjust/tweak my jokes to their tastes in turn, it adds a playful dimension to relationships. Also, people's humor can tell you things about their general boundaries and subjects of comfort, and it can also be an advantage for some people to steer clear of me, I think.>>42274523>luckily my bloodwork is mostly normal and i do not have liver cirrhosisOh thank fuck, nothing but the finest vibes for your goals, Anon.>>42277634Hey there :v, haven't seen you in a bit! I suppose you are venting, but something must be weighing on your mind, wanna talk about it?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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Wish there was a way to kill yourself without dying. I just dont want to experience reality as much as i do. Its fucking boring and annoying. Day in dat out. Oh i wonder what will it be tomorrow? Wake up, jerk off and then either wall around for 5 hours or play on the computer till sleep. Great dude. Just what i wished for, exactly as was promised. Working sucked too to be fair. Education stank too and i was horrible at it. I just want to have memory blackouts. Cant imagine a nicer feeling than to wake up tomorrow only to find out that i cant recall the last 20 years and i'm this much closer to death.>Oh but what if you changed and did that and this.Won't work. I'm low IQ and psychologically mutilated. Nothing will ever get better. I wish i hadn't quit drinking.
Gonna post something decent after some more rest.Goodluck everyone!
>>42298391im feeling the same honestly, life is just suffering outside of distractions and i stopped drugs to think, i've achieved nothing meaningful/substantive while everything outside that bubble keeps getting worse in the meantimenow thinking is the bane of my existence again and i desperately want it to stop since it brings no value to my life>>42300829come back in 5 years and say the same
Do diaper transbian puppygirl servers actually exist
>>42313979yes but they are also suicide cults. beware nona, beware.
>>42313995isn't the desperate running from ones childrape, the grooming, druguse, ageplay/littlerape fugging as a substitute for any love, bpdemonism, drugpsychosis, cancellation and ruining your life when the relationships built on being either evil, obscenely raped, mentally ill or escapism making the fun fall apart awesome tho
>>42315458i dont like how the less or un raped ones with social clout get to violently ostracize and hurt the very raped ones. makes me sad, its too much like normal life
>>42315458Grooming ageplay server would be fun. I don't hang out with enough mentally ill people to find any of those sadly
Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42313765There's more to consider than just going bald or not. I'm genuinely afraid of the possibility of developing reverse dysphoria, even if there's no reason why I woul
>>42313337im an idiot arent i
>>42312033YWNBAW faggot
>>42315306Yeah but who cares lol. I can be more happy and feel better which is probably a step up on you lol.>>42315117Maybe a little bit but aren’t we all?
>>42315972I am happy though. I am also not delusional
How come trannies never choose ethnic names?
>>42315377how many samoan or tongan trans people have you ever seen the names of though?
>>42315377I would without a doubt change my name to david smith if that was the name my bastard parents gave to me
>>42315388I live in Auckland NZ and most samoans/tongans usually have a western (christian) first name. Lots of them are bottoms too lol
>>42315377>24>looks 47Grim
>>42315419aww cute, i want one
>tfw exhibitionist kink w bottom dysphoriai just wanna be caught/forced naked and embarrassed but i'll just feel like a pervert man cause i still have a pen15
I've noticed that in tiktok comment sections people always have more of a problem with trannies than gaysPeople who speak out against homophobia more, and also don't get offended by them so much, but transsexuals are far more disliked, and stuff yeah basically Does anyone have good lgbt spaces recommendations
>>42315727No this creator specifically doesn't have transphobia in his commentsIt's not bait
>>42315749ok yea youre right what shuichi said in that first vid is actually kinda based...
>>42315351>>42315390i already knew about that, i just thought there were some and i saw one muslim trans girl posted here. i knew an ex muslim woman that my mom used to be friends with and she hated religion so much it was funny as fuck.
>>42315506I think you're right but i also do think there really are a fair amount even if small of accepting cishet people. Especially chasers lol But yeah, it is called the "third gender" in some countries, and it does make sense, cause there is still hatred from cis men and cis women even if it's not all of them. I think the way westerners do everything also makes it worse cause compared to what i know about asians westerners have to make an annoying patronizing circus and performative spectacle of everything and cant do things quietly and sensibly like asians. westerners have to have handshakes, forced/strained/awkward eye contact, patronizing and infantilizing/weirdly fake emotional ways of discussing or explaining things in professional settings, unnecessary verbal communication instead of intuitive simple body language in certain instances, etc. asians know how to do things normally and not be over the top and discomforting in every single form of communication. I'm mostly talking about americans, it's like how in school they think you're a school shooter if you're quiet and in workplaces it varies but you get pressured into reciprocating uncomfortably personal small talk. maybe its "autism" but i am much more comfortable with the way asians conduct themselves in general.
>>42315514I love tumblr but i dont socialize on it at all, i just scroll through old blogs with aesthetics i like for nostalgia (2012-2014 tumblr for that old era tumblr overly color saturated style photography and early 2010s era weeb and koreaboo stuff, lol, and 2015 era tumblr sometimes cause i like those old "dark pale grunge" blogs, and the "asian babygirl" style blogs like tumblr.com/clhoa) I dont really have internet friendships anymore because my life is too unstable for it, i only have 2 irl friends as well who i also cant see often because of it so ive given up socializing for the most part. it just annoys me that i have to have a job and cant be a hikki (bad domestic situation and other things) when im basically cut off from being able to have a social life whether digitally or irl because of my abnormal circumstances. i like talking to random people here all the time though.
The thread got deleted but I'm tired of seeing fellow black trannies get fooled by the nonsense on this board. If you're black hell if you're just distinctly not white you're fucking yourself over by asking a bunch of white people who are already EXTREMELY critical of their features if you pass. It's not that they see it clearer or they have an unbiased view, they just don't fucking get it. Good luck.
>>42315242Honestly not as bad as i thought thank you tho
>>42315278i know cis women in australia that look like a cleaned up version of you so like, i feel like i have some sense of this.
>>42315307Oh well i guess i’ll get on hrt asap see what does for me and start effort maxxing idk i’ve been depressed forever so that’s why i look so depressed lol
>>42313593>tranny>nigger>seethe machineImagine being dealt this many bad cards by life lmao
>>42315398Welcome my sonWelcome to the seethe machineWhat did you dream?
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42314055My lack of memories only reaches up until I was around 16, when I decided to start working out, since I thought that was my only option how to be attractive as a guy, and then I did "enjoy" seeing that my efforts were paying off. Prior to that I simply have zero memories of my body though
>>42314091Growing body hair at 11 is a cruel fate
>>42314810think i had to start shaving my face when i was 13
>>42310181I wasn't dysphoric at all until i was 17, not even like an unexplained weird feeling like you talk about with restlessness or depression like a lot of other ppl, i was happy as a man, but then became dysphoric at 17. it's really hard talking to other trans people about childhood stuff, all my trans friends have been dysphoric since puberty or earlier I'm so fucking faketrans by comparison idk. i try to ignore it but i can't shake the feeling I'm a man who's tricked himself into feeling dysphoria somehow
>>42315416its all relative, i had dysphoria from body hair but i liked my skinny male body because it made me feel more feminine. idk, there is no faketrans, you are a unique person who had a unique experience of yourself. whether being trans is right for you is unique to you and what you have experienced.
Feminine bottoms: does anyone actually like these?
>>42315757Why is his torso so long damn
>>42315757i want to beat the shit out of this guy and im not even homophobic
their body scares me
>>42315757i hate this thing attractive people do with their faces where you can tell they are admiring themselves, its very uncanny
>>42315757Idk if I'm attracted or just want to inspect his body to figure out how it works...
I went from 208 lbs down to 189 lbs since October. I just looked at the pic I took right before I started and it's actually insane how much fatter 20 lbs looks. Based on weight, height and activity level my daily caloric needs are around 2700. I feel much more pretty but I am saddened by my decreased performance at the gym. Anyways it's cheat day time, going to cook up some burgers.
animationmeme bros.... we're so back
>>42315731That's not animated tho...
>>42315731oh hell no not scotch...
Im writing a scifi novel that involves a side group of trans characters and I need you to confirm my thinking.At some point the protagonist is watching a trans villain fly away in a rotothopter. He has a gender seeking missile but its hard coded to target males. Using a bit of mcgyvering, he shoves a coin in the fuse control board of the rocket launcher changing it from a gender seeking missile to a sex seeking missile. The rocket lands on target.SO....Is it believable that the factory that made sex seeing rockets in the Third World War would later convert to make gender seeking rockets in the Gender Wars, and still have most of the old control logic in the design?
>>42313734You'd need a different sensor package to identify someone's biological sex vs their personally identified gender. You don't want extra weight on a missile, so presumably you would only have one sensor package.
>>42313734Wouldn't it just be easier to target and hit the entire helicopter instead? Is the helicopter only filled with males?
>>42315721Adding onto my comment to say that this is a cool idea regardless and I'm interested to see what you'd cook up.
i love this board so much
>>42314144not if the protagonist isnt male
>big twitter account posts horny Hunter Schafer bait pic>world war 3 ensues in the comments between chasers, trannies, normie chuds and TERFswhat do you think about Hunter being the most famous #1 tranny mascot in the world? I kinda wish Alex Consani would take that spot, she passes way better and has less haters
>>42313027probably europa universalis
>>42313387Euphoria Universalis
>>42312793the left pic makes her look like a vampire
>>42313608She is a cock vampire
>>42312971You know perfectly well they ACTUALLY think "wow they're so right, moids are vile and hideous, aren't they? I'm doing them such a favor by tolerating their existence and allowing them to buy me dinner"
big cock trannies exist, but they refuse to talk to menlife is meaningless
>Be born as a cis man with a 3 inch dickHow is it even fair.Just fucking invent dick swapping technology already.
>>42307350I honestly couldn't care less about dom, sub, top, bottom, switch, verse, pan, pot and whatever, I just want my big cock tranner gf
bump
>>42315479Whats the appeal of her having a big one for you guys anyway?
big cocks are for the girls!
>be me>26 years old>8 years hrt>touch nipple>feel something small and kind of hard under nipple>not sure if it's normal or if I'm cookedI feel like maybe I should maybe see a doctor but I'm worried they will think I'm retarded for not knowing how breasts work or they will think I'm a fetishist, especially since I manmode...I will say, I've been inconsistent with HRT last 2 weeks lately because I keep falling asleep without taking meds.
Boobs do weird things sometimes. Give it a few days, could just be a benign cyst that'll resolve by itself. If it stays, see a doctor about it.
did you do a full self exam after? if so, did you still feel the lump then?
>>42315467ok>>42315481arghi will try this later(i wont im lazy and will go to bed)
>>42315524>>42315481I don't think I feel it on the other sideBut I feel a similarish structure?Idk, the one side it feels a lot more pronounced and harder. Can't tell if it's a duct or lobule
>>42315409female nipples are larger nona
