what stage of transition am i at when i want to be owned like an animal and have pushed everyone away from extreme depression and at what stageof transition does the desperate need to be domesticated go away
I'm in two years in and yeah I'm basically in the same boat.if it's any consolation all my 8+ years on hrt friends say the first 1-3 years are the hardest.but damn does bpd feel so fucking contagious on estrogen.
>>42130066they are different for everyone surely but yea the end-goal is that eventually you become happier and more secure and can live like a normal personi have not really reached that point but it took me about four or five years to achieve some semblance of it
>>42130710i used to have 8+ years transition friends but i lost them and they said the same thing
>>42130726I don't know about your situation, but I've told myself the same thing, even very recently. A lot of my friends who were there for me I've pushed away and distanced myself from. I've been messy and very ashamed to exist around them and be a mess, feel very undeserving of love from them.But I try to remind myself that they still love and care for me even if we don't talk, some of them have had to not be in my life as much for their own well being and some are just dealing with their own shit, but they don't hate me.Maybe try reaching out to the people who you used to vibe with? It's hard rekindling the past, former experiences, but folks you used to fuck with can be easy to get back to doing stuff with, as long as you don't let your past bog you down.
>>42130743hahahaha. alright. well pretty sure all the old people never saw me as a human being anyway and when i even tried to grovel back in to the only friendgroup i ever had, they ignored me.
Say one thing you know that would surprise niggasme: I keep a folder for every attractive tttt poster and do ocassionally do things related to the pictures that can't be discussed on blue boards
>>42130765What do you do with them?Jerking off, nutting, ejaculation, and gooning are all words that can be said on blue boards
prev - >>41966595 (i think there was actually one after this but i can’t find it in my history)travel edition qott: where was the last place you travelled to?
>>42124283waow lot of things, nice to hear you had a good christmas anonette ^^>no men deodorantlol i was also scared i was going to get some male gift because its not like my parents or family treat me or gender me correctly but yeah it was nice to get the shoes, i was needing one
gn /bmg/
>>42124201I got some money from my dadfirst christmas estranged from my mom but on my last birthday she got me a bunch of men's grooming products so meh
where is the "gn/gm boybobbers" anon?
>>42130049im normally too mentally healthy for 4chan nowadays
is this AAPgen the film?
i got a puppy for christmas this december! shes so so sweet and stupid. shes small and precious and all she wants to do is follow me around and lick my face. she has a collar with my name on it in case she gets lost. she has a leash and she gets so excited when i pull it out.when we're alone she loves to hump my leg and grind hopelessly against me. sometimes if she gets stoned she can do it for hours. she cums three or four times for me and then i give her her reward!her faaaavorite thing is my cock in her mouth. she just can't help herself. it's a treat she craves every day and i try to give it to her. sometimes if she's really good i kiss her on the head and pet her and tell her she's a good dog. and if she's just the best then i fuck her while i look in her eyes and remind her how good she is for me. she isn't well behaved for anyone else, just her owner.if she's bad, i punish her as i see fit. i hit her hard, i slap her face. i remind her she's a stupid mutt who doesn't know any better and i teach her how to correct her behavior. but even when she's bad--even when i have to punish her--i still love her. she knows it, too. i see it in her eyes that she loves me no matter how hard i brutalize her, and she knows that as long as she behaves she has something to look forward to.she has the prettiest eyes and the most beautiful face. her arms are tender and weak, and they always look lovely, bruised or not. her waist is to die for. her hips are lovely and her butt is one of my favorite parts about her. her legs are soft and her feet are tender and wonderfully shaped. i remind her how beautiful she is every day, whether she's battered and bruised, or she's clean and well-behaved. i hope she knows how valuable she is to me, and that i never truly mean her any harm. she's my everything. i'm so lucky to have her and i hope she's here next christmas too
>>42126816>forever3 months tops
>>42126772
>>42126772I'm sure she loves reading about you gushing about her too.These posts make me so happy.I know this is part fetish but it's also a public display of affection which is so sweet.
i want so desperately to be loved & treated like this but idk if i could ever truly humble my pride or my ego to someone else like that.
>>42130703me neither but that is part of what is so alluring about it to me i do not want to belong to myself or my ego or my pride anymore i want to belong to someone else and not even have to consider those things because all of my thinking is done for me by someone stronger and smarter and better at living
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>add some ppl from there>they eventually stopped talkingi shall walk a lonely road
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>>42130256That's completely normal 8/10 people on here will just randomly ghost you. Don't take it personal
>>42130640Are you gay?
>>42111624>doesnt want online>doesnt specify country or even region of europe
I don't want to troon but I dont want to grow long nose hairs or to grow bodyhair literally everywhere. why is life so unfair
>>42128821I don't have the money or the pain endurance to do it everywhere
Sometimes I'll look inside my nose and randomly find a 2 inch long nose hair that feels like a cat whisker. 16 years hrt
>>42129312My dad bought me a nose trimmer when I was 19 and said I would be needing it "soon" and then laughed
>>42128806same so i just castrated myself and live as a man who wont be smelly bald and ugly
>>42130152but now you are a castrated man and is that really better
qott: what can we do to destigmatize HSTS and AGP in the trans community?
>>42129512yknow they say a hit dog will holler. i think they were coping with being agpim running out of chainsaw man panels man. let me remove my image 4chan dot org
>>42130339nah, blanchardfags are okay, let them proceed
>>421303601. who even are you2. I thought so too and some blanchardism in general is evidently okay and the board culture but given the sheer hostility of some of their responses ITT and the bait-y OP, "blanchard general" which gives the distinct impression of a middle aged man who isn't funny I'm gonna say nah this sucks actually
>>42118701> Sorry, being dysphoric + getting a boner when you wear a skirt is textbook AGP. Are you arguing that the sexual feelings stem from some innate identity or that AGP (as in, getting aroused at fantasies of yourself as female) isn't a thing that exists?Everyone finds themselves hot when they are closer to their ideal though. You don’t think a straight dude who is thinfat fantasizes about being a twunk ubermensch who can like please every woman with his monster cock? Cis people aren’t starved of that sort of basic body euphoria because they’re at least broadly built the way they want mechanically whereas supposed AGP (or as I would be described as a transfem enbie, AGAMP) trans folks are starved of that basic body euphoria because our bodies by default feel like horrific imprisoning meatbags. Why when I actually look kinda the way I want and feel on the inside I can’t have some momentary bask in sexual pride like every other hominid that has ever existed? Why is a core human desire to look like ones true self and the euphoria when we look our best some bizarre sexual urge just because the gender wire got crossed or kinked in our brains?
being a faketrans manmoder is a humiliation ritual
>>42126115the chicago rat hole show some respect
>>42126150ok thats really funny
>>42125997this
>>42125997Kys chuddy
>>42125997repper cope
I don't know if my bottom dysphoria is me hating my penis or me not wanting to have any genitals at all. I have never had a pussy, how am I supposed to know if that won't feel awkward as well?
>>42130340How do you feel about this thread: >>42117633 ?It may enlighten you.
>still not gay enough for /lgbt/how do you even manage?
>>42130545>sex with woman>gayPick one.
I know this is only a drawing but realistically what is stopping you people from simply dressing like this in public?
>>42125191this is what i was gonna post too. OP posts the most normie average outfit that probably every woman born after 1960 has worn as if it was something out of the ordinary, and tttt trannies go like "reee im not a hooker!!1!". what a truly bizarre thread.>>42125277>le unwanted male attentioni guess cis women also explode whenever they go out like that in the summer. ive worn that kind of outfit many times and never had a problem. the type of guys that get creepy dont need a specific outfit to do it, they just do it to young and vulnerable women regardless. and dont get whats so particularly slutty about this outfit. it shows legs, yeah, like lots of summer outfits do
>>42125381>tttt tranniesAre not a monolith, you could probably hop into the thread next to this one and find an optics-nightmare trans woman who revels in that type of style.>the type of guy that gets creepy are not beholden to any specific outfithalf true. Statistically, predators are most likely someone the victim knows and like you said. target vulnerable and abusable people. But it doesn’t disprove the real experiences of people, like when I dressed in a nice tight red dress that was just above my knees for a private home party at a friend’s, I constantly got hounded by men driving down the road when I waited for my Lyft, and then the driver himself kept trying to peek underneath my skirt every moment he could. As opposed to when I dress my usual outfits that cover my skin, I’m respectfully ignored and am able to just exist without getting harassed. So yes, the outfits do have an impact on men being creepy.>don’t get what’s so sluttyit’s more just the exposed legs sets men off and low-iq predators who can’t restrain themselves, leap at the opportunity to solicit attention from the victim.
>>42120053getting beaten for being a faggotalso it's cold outside man
>>42128116kthen just repress and stay in the closet til old age and death thenORnot live in the middle east or russia
>>42120053what do you mean you people?
>arrive in germany as a med towel boy twink seeking to reenact my conquering >every guy is tall, heavy, and masculine uwu>feels like I finally reached the gay promised land>all bottom slaves>get asked to topwhat happened?
It's funny to think that a lot of slaves at the time were forced to top because gays were lazy bottoms
When will biphobia stop?
>>42130529how did you even find 4chan and /lgbt/ manhow did you even end up here
>>42130544No!>>42130552You act like 4chan is some unknown website when it's probably the most popular image forumTo answer your question, I was looking at the 4chan subreddit and it was transphobic, and I didn't like that so I decided to search "4tran", which happened to be a real subreddit, and I ended up lurking there for months and months before going to the board itself
>>42130576Go back.
>>42130580I don't feel like it
>>42130471appreciate you using a tripcode at least
I love to smell the vaginal discharge in my panties at the end of the day. The faint gutsy scent of the jejunum secretions that have absorbed into the liner is delightful. I can put a finger inside, withdraw it, and sniff it, but it's not quite the same.It's nothing like my semen used to smell or taste (mildly salty, for the record). When I'm able to ejaculate (which is difficult; non-ejaculatory orgasm is much easier to achieve) the fluid squirted is rather like semen in terms of odor and taste, which isn't terribly surprising given that it is prostate fluid.An ex refused to drink his own semen after cumming on me, claiming that that would have been "kinda gay." I asked him whether that meant masturbation is gay, and he became annoyed with me.
>>42129589A man having sex with anyone is having more sex than you are.
>>42129580who did ur surgery?why did you pick jejunum over ppt or penile inversion?
>>42129580Its ok op. Im a cis girl and I love snigffing my own panties. My pussy smells so nice.
>>42130069Del Corral and Lisle.Jejunum is more robust than PPT, self-lubricates reliably, and is less prone to shrinkage than both PI and PPT.It's a very difficult surgery and recovery, though.
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