sometimes i think about how lucky my bf is. imagine just having a free use princess passoid tranny walking around bottomless. like, that’s a lot of people’s dreams. last night i bent over the bed to look for my charger and he just rips down my shorts and panties and starts eating my pussy (which still had a giant load of his cum in it from 2 hours before) and playing with my girldick. then he says he wants me doggy style and bam just fucking plows me before finishing in me in a mating press.then when i saw the giant load of cum and progesterone come out today i thought to myself… damn. i only like men now, but before i transitioned all those 7 years ago, i liked women, and femboys, and trans bitches, and holy FUCK. if i had a passoid tranny free use sex toy like i am today? my god. i would’ve been fucking four times a day. i would have destroyed her. till my dick gave up.and now im the tranny getting pounded multiples times a day anytime my bf asks, buying new outfits just to get fucked in, shaving my entire body, loaded up on estrogen for 7 years. i suppose in a way i became what i wanted.i wonder if tops think about how lucky they are to have people like me willing to be a living sex doll for them…
>>42383426>free use princess passoid trannygiwtwm
>>42383426yes we know and in our deepest hearts we tremble with gratitude and feelings of luckiness but we can only vaguely allude to this verbally because it would ruin the vibe
The only time that I'm actually happy is when I have a dream where I'm a twink/femboy. How do I have these dreams more often, and how do I make them more vivid/memorable?
estrogen/progesterone
>>42383516I tried estrogen a few years ago and all it did was make me cry a lot. Like a ridiculous amount.
>>42383519fuck off retard
only gay people have souls
>>42381993I saw you on intwhy are the brazilians always the most likely to be fags?
>>42381993Everyone has a soul, because deep down, everyone is a faggot.
This board is dead now. What happened? I remember like 3-4 years ago it was much more popular. Also people just don’t fw trans people anymore. Thank god I repped because being trans seems so cringe now. I guess everyone just stopped larping or did something else happen. Somebody fill me in
>>42381603>Thank god I repped because being trans seems so cringe nowThank god I stopped repping and didn't allow social media or political trends to dictate my action.Now, when it comes to this board, >>42381979is correct, with the mention that it's not just this board. All queer spaces are shit-tier now.So most oldfags just moved on with life.
>>42381641Yet here you are, posting away
>>423816034chan as a whole is pretty much dead outside the botted propaganda threads.
>>42381979>>42381641yeah the normalfag invasion has killed it. i still read and lurk a lot but seeing a billion active chud bait posts is just boring, i have no idea why theres so little moderation.
>>42381641I left as well, only come here once in a blue moon.> I am also happy now and actually believe I am worthy of love and see myself having a futurenever achieved this though
Are trans girls who aren't awful gfs real or is that what they're always like?
>>42382923where do u go to meet ppl or how do ppl meet u
>>42378719you have to find ppl in relationships and be attracted to slutty people
>>42378719i thought you said before you would let your gf cheat on you?
>>42382923>When ex's hit you up once or twice a year wanting another chance, it becomes apparent you're a catchIf you have enough ex's for them to be hitting you up that often, you're clearly a run through whore and not a catch lol. They didn't fumble you, they pumped and dumped you because you're a mentally ill tranny.
>>42383333Ah yes, single digit body count means I'm ran through. Just say you're a loser that has never touched a woman cis or trans>>42383267I've met guys in lots of places. Skateparks, metal shows, apps, bars, etc. I'm very picky tho and purposely don't sleep around. I met my bf in passgen, we lived about 8hrs apart but we took a leap of faith. Going on 4 years now
I once looked at some pics from a pride parade and saw a person that looked identical to me from the face, but more androgynous and overall less disgusting from body. I still have it saved like 3 years later.
do any other transbians avoid explicitly using the word "lesbian" bc it makes you feel like a gross cosplaying moid or is it just me
>>42382770ya
>>42382770yea i honestly try to avoid labelling myself too much in general... i really don't want to force a specific perception of myself onto other people like im just existing
>>42382770this is such a non passer problem lmao
>>42382916i think you should die
>>42382770No, calling myself a transbian makes me feel like a gross cosplaying moid, that's why I call myself a lesbian. And if me being trans is relevant (99.999% of the time it isn't) I would call myself a trans lesbian.
joining queer communities has made me feel awful about myself, its all quirky fun neurodivergent artists and creative people, i feel like the only place where i feel like i belong is being a free use hole on grindr and that makes me sad :<<
>>42382374i have the willpower of an ant, i find it immensly easier to find out more elaborate ways to whore myself for maximum gratification then spend a second trying to create something, espacially with all my peers already being at a certain level of competencethe thing that stops me the most is the shame of trying, like how you see someone really unhealthy trying to excersise and some people might make fun of them or judge them for how they got to that point, so instead of facing the shame of trying to better my mistakes,i hide away from the eyes of others, so i cant dissapoint someone if they never saw me try yknow, a bit of a weird way to describe it but you get what i mean
>>42382435Well not really, I don't feel any shame, but I kinda understand what you are feeling, the purpose of art is expressing what's in your soul but if you prefer you can keep it private until you are ready, you could even learn to dance, it's a form of art and it would improve what you are good at, making yourself more desirable is expression too.
>>42382501im not good at it, its just that being youthful atliest gives me some value to some,and i cant ever imagine myself dancing,it just doesnt compute, i would look like a total retard im stiff
>>42382812lmao, youth runs out fast. this is when you need to be developing your personality
>>42382350>artists and creative peopleit's way, way, way better to have a non-creative hobby. people are mindbroken by feeling some need to "produce" things. i'm all about art and beauty but so many artists are the most annoying jerks about this. im not saying sitting around gaming is a better hobby than art but the value attributed to creating SparkleDog#91283174134 on your tablet and uploading it online is vastly oversold.just be the token fitness dork or the book nerd or the comic book/tabletop games autist or something. surely you have some interests to be autistic about?
Redditors are finally getting what they deserve, especially the preT pooner menaces. Just reposting this because it's so funny, it was the first thing I saw when I checked out the subreddit and instantly left.
>people unironically used to believe this was a tranny in 2010-2011the standards for tranny beauty and passing used to be high...
no they just believed men can't grow long hair
>>42383015i mean she could be a tranny, it's not unbelievable. i don't get what you mean
>>42383015that clip is still fucking funny
Thanks for reminding me I'm old
>>42383326she's also old but still looks great
i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42382908depressing post
>>42382922im not on gibs so at least it's not on your taxes
>>42383225irl fat people look nowhere near as cute as furry fetish artwork
>>42383241simply not truecandii kayn as a singular example of multitudes that carry weight extremely well.
>>42368237this i liked the original work but p much everything else is just freaked out transbians
I had a phase where I was attracted to men and trans women but now that I’m almost 30 I’m strictly attracted to cis women.
>>42382939it’s normal for fetishes to go away at 30
>>42382939I can fuck your pussy for you if you'd like.
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42382260this but without the cellulite would be heaven
>>42382260god im ngmi
>tfw fat but no titsI need to get on pio
my endo said pio is a meme and that it wasnt worth trying
>>42383040You should lose weight before starting pio and regaining
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42348849No, even though I can relate! The only way I can manage to make as many posts as I do is by sticking to my rhythm of Sun-Wed-Fri, +- a day usually. I do yearn for the times I had more energy to post near every day but.. I make do.>>42350588>>42350619First of all, welcome, Anon. You've been with us for quite a long time then, and I am glad to hear you speaking up. Huh, a familiar with a cat motif? Since I was reminded of the Sabrina cartoon today, I am tempted to dub you Salem. I don't mind your prose and I can handle a bit of theatrics, and I am sure some will vibe with your approach. In the end, it sounds like you intend to make people ask themselves questions. I jotted down your contacts and will probably get back to you in (unfortunately) a few weeks from now. January has been hellish thus far and with many obligations (moving, new work contract, private matters) wrapping up early February I will finally have enough clarity again for a more in-depth talk. For now I'd just welcome you here, see your approach in action, and work from there. If nothing else everyone trying to help here supplements the general with fresh perspectives. Sounds good?>>42353077In general, no form of exercise can affect where you lose fat on your body, but we do have a book on butt shaping exercises in the resources that may help you!>>42354348That's a pretty shitty scenario. How mobile are you? I assume public transport sucks in your area or is prohibitively expensive with no larger town nearby? How rural/conservative/anti-lgbt is the town?
>>42356916What is your starting off point, NEETdom wise? Like living circumstances and such, and what have you tried to get out so far?>>42354791I tend to agree with Panty, your main focus gotta be finding grounding techniques that work for you as a first aid, although the fact that you are quick to anger by frustrations is actually something you might wanna seriously explore. It might be something as simple as you being very stressed. Is it a constant thing? Or does it happen reliably every time, no matter your prior mood?>>42353065>>42358784Welcome back once again, Anon! I took the time to re-read our old conversations trawling through the archive links you provided each time, I appreciate it. My last response back then was actually cross-thread since the old one died https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/38422948/#q38424094, unless I messed up the reply chain.There's a lot to talk about (I had to split the post in two even) in all this and I try to be brief for now, I can expand on anything you want, but in short, I would put depooning considerations on hold and talk long term relationship goals first.>i agree to depoonThat's.. one hell of a thing to offer, Anon. Of course he feels guilts, depooning might seriously fuck you up. If he is from a red state and his family are turbonormies then I am afraid he would need to radically depart from his current social climate for the chance to have this relationship work. I mean the fact he wants to make it work for you should mean even he should have issues with his own family, right? Let me be frank, he needs to seriously consider if he wants to die cuffed to his family for life. Family is an intricate subject for many but, as awful as it is, sometimes you gotta cut ties if you want to live.Does he have friends you would vibe with? This matters for something else I'm saying below.(1/2)
Enough for the night.>>42353065>>42358784(2/2)>i think i stress way too easily, i cant take small things and think of suicide daily.What you lack is grounding, which makes sense if you are isolated and the only relationship you currently have is both romantic and under difficult circumstances. Your bf is a loner from what I gather and I assume that by living the car life you mean the plan was that the two of you were to live out of your car with no stable surroundings or a permanent address? There are a couple sore spots even if you weren't to detrans, the most pressing is that if you had no friends and 100% of your social life was your partner, your relationship would be doomed in the long run anyway. It is not a healthy set of circumstances.>and i need to get some cavities filled and am scared of the drill too.We can talk about that too if you wanna. Remember, we've got your back.>>42357348You're very welcome, wishing you all the best!
>>42382385I'll take a look at the butt shaping exercises then. Also, any idea how to reduce loose skin? I have a massive apron of it since I gain rapid weight gain as a teenager due to being prescribed SSRIs instead of estrogen.
>>42382700I’m glad you agree with my reply here >>42355683 and I wanted to agree that our emotional responses can be situational or environmental, and that identifying and managing specific triggers is another important step to take. Semi-related, I recently watched a video about the long-term mental health effects of prolonged doomscrolling. It cited a National Geographic article (it’s paywalled on the site proper but it was posted publicly on Scribd here: https://www.scribd.com/document/952794856/The-Surprising-Way-Doomscrolling-Rewires-Your-Brain-National-GeographicBasically, reading news that you perceive as threatening puts your mind in fight-or-flight mode, we’re drawn to that sort of information because of an instinctual drive to learn about potential danger, and reading a lot of news stories about things you perceive as threatening can put you into a sustained state of distress where you’re primed to keep looking for more of the like and you get yourself more and more upset. That was happening to me pretty regularly a year or two ago, and I’m glad I’ve got that issue under better control, but it was kind of a relief to know that it could happen to anybody.
How do you fix looking like botw Link?
>>42382981Im mostly considering it because I hate how my waist looks and I want to feel less muscular looking ill know my E levels next month
>>42383006If you're less than two years into your HRT, don't worry about your weight.You have a better body than I did when I was two years into my HRT.
>>42380264ur shoulders r fine nigga, quit tweaking
>>42383081Even though it doesn't hinder my passing in public, it's ruining my life and leading my transition to a dead end.How can you find them normal? They're curled and, above all, wide—wider than most cis men's. My upper body looks like a block.I've dealt with all the brainworms, but my shoulders are causing me more pain than anything else
Have you tried starting over and using body type 2?
