>>40933591
how did you manage to get that far to only realize you wanted to detrans after srs? why do you want to detrans?

>>40933640
it's just so fucking annoying being trans

>>40933654
Exactly. Being trans makes you depressed and when you’re depressed it makes it harder to be trans, but after a while it’s too late and you can’t go back.

i haaaave tiiiiiits. and they huuiiurrrrrrrtttttt

>>40933523
that hat is so cute oml

>>40931547
Post pic.

>>40931547
I don’t understand your question. How do you start effortmaxxing? Like, how do you take action, break from inertia, motivate yourself, etc? Uhhh you just do it? Confusing question

>>40931613
>>Skincare (minimum once tretinoin treatment + sunscreen)
>>Remove any beardshadow if its there
I've been looking for laser hair removal places, and they say you can't get laser hair removal if you take skin products like tretinoin. I could obviously lie, but are there bad effects? I've just been delaying laser for now unfortunately

>>40931547
have money

>>40933617
You can absolutely take tret while getting laser it just makes your skin more sensitive and prone to hyperpigmentation.

>>40933251
WHY?

>>40933188
The problem is that our desire for beauty and the sexual dynamic of men being dominant means that when the male sexual role is triggered by beauty, the man’s job is to display dominance and disrespect.

>>40933188
>that makes men ashamed of being with you, men are attracted to feminine "souls", they'll feel gay if you came across as a bro, having mostly masculine hobbies makes you seem like a bro.
You need to talk to more men. This is pure projection and brainworms.

>>40933325
Exactly, I could believe that men are literally biologically hardwired to view beautiful women as pets to tame and keep as trophies.

I want to more beautiful, but I dont want to be seen as object or even some darling bambi that needs to be treated like a kid

>>40933345
I'm speaking from experience
A few days ago I told an anecdote about how a young cousin dared me to eat a spicy pepper and I, wanting to impress the kid, obliged which resulted in me running 10 minutes to the local shop to buy yoghurt because my mouth wouldn't stop burning, in my boymoding days that would have had everyone howling with laughter, instead I just felt the stern disapproval or even confusion of my coworkers who understood that my behaviour was that of a juvenile boy and not the woman I'm pretending to be.

After that I had to excuse myself to go cry in the toilet, being a woman means I'm only allowed to talk about true crime and traveling apparently.

Moments like this make me wish I could be a ghost or some other kind of imperceptible observer, because clearly I am not cut out to be a human.

>>40933510
Either you’re coping, transbian, or way less attractive than you think. Men who are uncomfortable with patriarchal gender dynamics in the bedroom are pretty common. Lots of them are highly educated, employed, tall, and in shape. It’s not a huge percentage of the population but they’re easy to find in a city.

im not enby im a subhuman freak i fit in nowhere im a monster

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out looking for a job today and i walked into the liquor store, deliberately avoiding the dollar store beside it because a woman who used to come in and make me uncomfortable at my old job works there and i did not want to see her, to ask if they were hiring. AND THE WOMAN WORKS AT THE LIQUOR STORE NOW so i was literally about to turn heel and run out the door but she looked at me and i said hi i'm looking for a job and she took a few seconds to place me but remembered who i was and figuratively dragged me by the wrist through like a twenty-minute conversation about jobs and job-searching and my life and what i'm doing now and i don't know how to say "no" so i went along with it and ended up telling her that i'm worried about working in elementary ed and she started going on about how hard it is for teachers nowadays because they're taking away parents' rights and how the state wants to control our kids and there's "a lot of evil" going on in schools and that i'm such a brave and good person for wanting to take all that on as an educator and all i could do was nod along until she asked me if i went to church and like the fucking idiot that i am i said no not for a long time but i have been thinking about maybe going back and she said Oh Here Are Some Good Churches to Try; Don't Go to These Ones, Though, They Are Apostate and Have No Conviction of beliefs and throughout this entire experience i was screaming in my head and could not leave but on the bright side i guess that means i'm not as visibly trans as i thought because Holy Fucking Shit dude this description here does not even capture a fraction of the discomfort and psychic torment i endured why does she work there now why wasn't she at the dollar store where she was supposed to be why is she preaching her beliefs to me

>>40933518
i ran out of characters but she made me confirm my email address for her which i gave her under pressure a year ago ignored what was sent to me because i was already uncomfortable i don't want to be in contact i don't want to be penpals especially now that i know she is a terf WHY CAN'T I STAND UP FOR MYSELF i'm losing my whole entire mind

>>40933518
at least u pass fuck you

>>40933536
i promise you i do not take it for granted
but it isn't something i had anticipated would upset friends here. i'm sorry

>>40933235
>Do the women in your family have small boobs?
No

for now I'll wait until I'm away from my family, then research on hrt, then start

Do you have any tips on avoiding testicular athropy while on estrogen monotherapy with injections.
Might be a little unrealistic and a bit pornbrained of me but i really want to keep my genitals functioning as best they can and i know some girls are able to keep it going normally (big inspo is this girl on twitter, doggirlthing. shes been on hrt since she was 16, is now in her 20s, her bits seem to function normally and her balls while on the smaller side still look nice and full)
Do i like combine my hrt regimen with external meds? Ive heard people do testosterone cream on their genitals but idk about that.
I know im supposed to keep masturbating to not get ED, thats already something i do

So I was cleaning my apartment and found my old estradiol enanthate vial with MCT oil that i recieved about 1,5 years ago. I had drawn from it like around 15 times before I lost it. There is no discoloration, dirt or hairs or anything inside it and it looks clear. It was in a dry place out of sunlight for the whole time. Is it still safe to use or will I die if i inject it or something?

>>40933524
safe

>>40933618
probably

>>40933514
>SERIOUSLY, DEBATE ME BRO
Please get a job.

>>40933521
I am working but thanks for proving my point, brainlet. Remember, you will never be anything other than you assigned at birth gender and no amount of propagandized science will ever change that.

>>40933532
>no bro I am totally smart and employed that’s why I harass trannies and gays on the internet
Lmao yeah okay bud. What’s the next lie? That your dick isn’t actually small?

I can't cum unless I imagine a DL bear in his 40s or 50s pounding me senseless while I scream DADDY over and over until he cums inside me and collapses on me leaving us both in a pool of sweat and mutual disgust.

This is why all gay men need to switch

>>40931949
soz buddy you missed out on seeing my ass x

>>40931412
There isnt really anything less intelligent in the way I type/write ,yall just find it mildly irritating

>>40925768
Since everything is relative why not just call it euphoria?

>>40925706
Yeah but I'm also more nonbinary and not really trans. I don't want to kms because I'm a man there are just certain things about being a man I don't care for like body hair, man skin and balding.

>>40928076
That boy is literal perfection.

GINGER KAYLA LOLICYANIDE CHEESEPOLICE VICA

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https://discord.gg/47f8wAaK

>>40932453
I dated a girl from oklahoma once

>>40932453
which girl are you?

>>40927994
He is afab. Cis men are not given super girly names when they are born. he officially changed his name to a male name some time ago and its a public document that anyone can view

>>40923411
Barely, the blockers are doing more work than anything, and even then the main benefit they get is never being properly socialized as a man, so while they won't necessarily act like a woman they won't be conditioned to behave like a man, at least not a grown one. It's still down to a lot of blood sweat and tears to create anything resembling a woman out of that.

>>40930630
Apex bisexual. Iktf.

>>40930630
You're into cross dressing men basically bro.

>>40923794
Man I recognize this one. Did she have a Tumblr or something back in the day? Does she still post?

real... i just sleep all day and do nothing

Same but
IM NOT ON ESTROGEN >>40932279

>>40932546
nta but why arent you?

>>40932589
Because e very expensive here
My government want me to repress

>>40933084
what country?

>>40933168
>the only thing that matters is would transitioning make your life better or worse
yeah, i'm kinda trying to find the answer to that by figuring out if i really have gender dysphoria or if i'm mentally ill in some other way that could be fixed by something other than transitioning.

>>40933184
Both can be true honestly. Redditors just love to pretend dysphoria is isolated in its own little brain island, sectioned off from everything else behind a 60 ft wall and frozen in time in an unalterable state, but there’s no reason to conclude that. Like how other dysmorphia and OCDs may alleviate or exacerbate depending on someone’s level of depression.

But really it’s your body and mind so only you can truly know what will work for you. I’d just suggest not standing around in indecision and just start working on your mental health in general, separate from diagnosing what is explicitly and exactly wrong with it.

>>40933123
I hate when trannies say this because many people live with and normalize pain every day without questioning it's source. It took me going to therapy for over a year and squashing all my other sources of depression until all I could think about was how awful seeing a man in a mirror and being hairy made me feel

>>40933102
>it feels like the best thing i could ever do and the worst mistake i could ever make at the same time
Yeah, that's basically it. To be honest, if you don't feel like you *must* transition, then I wouldn't do it. It makes your life much, much, much, MUCH harder. I would only recommend someone transition if the only other option feels like suicide. And that's NOT social pressure to romanticize suicide. Just like, if trooning out feels like a thing you might like but if not life goes on = don't transition. But if if feels like you're going to kys unless you transition, then by all means give it a shot before giving up on life.

>>40933157
you should transition
the fact that you can manage to cope and be complacent with life doesn't mean you don't want to be a woman

>IT'S MA'AM
lmao this dude is so unserious. What a joke of a human being.

>>40931939
he's a pathetic worthless waste of air. I hope he "pranks" a crazy dangerous fucker one of these days.

>>40929891
I love lofe and his crazy shenanigans. It breaks my heart Dan was a pedophile after lofe was so charitable to him. Also if someone chill like lofe doesn't conform to your BDSM lifestyle don't start trying to censure him because he really doesn't have ill intent.

>>40929904
It's when you act like the gestappo trying to intimidate him into submission when it will backfire. Don't be so myopic to fall for his satire on your stupidity.

>>40931826
>>40931822
Nothing of value was lost

>>40932078
>he really doesn't have ill intent.
this has to be trolling right? he very clearly did not even make an effort to be respectful
>It's when you act like the gestappo trying to intimidate him into submission when it will backfire.
she was very respectful until he continued to disrespect him and all she did was remove him from her store, which is normal for someone running a shop being disrespected

>>40932477
>continued to disrespect him
sorry I was phone posting and driving and fucked up my typing

>>40930689
Im married to another bottom and we just cant really satisfy each other so we are happy to invite tops in to give us a hand. Those guys are basically just a dildo for me and him to use.

>>40930351
Im more concerned with my bad stomach days or when theres a poop remaining in my stool. Having those after sex feels awful

>>40928844
Is it bad If I'm okay with my trans gf having sex with other men as long as she lets me know about it?

>>40930449
i ate her ass for like 15 minutes straight and fingerblasted her too. i just have a genuinely huge cock

>>40928844
you should get a pussy so you can satisfy him more often