Ever since i got raped by a tranny (am tranny too) the very idea of meeting trans ppl socialising with them etc scares me so much. When I meet someone that looks cool or even friends I've known for a while online I just freeze I'm so afraid of everyone not only trans ppl ofc but it especially sucks I can't meet ppl like me :((I wanted to try again to socialise and add someone from there on discord which seemed safe (compared to meeting ppl irl) and I had a panic attack and cancelledIt's been more than 5y I thought it'd be okay by now :(((I whore myself out here but the very idea of just meeting ppl for real triggers me like crazy Kms
>>40920549Dw you didnt feel dryIts past 5am here lol I should have been sleeping if I didnt panic like an idiotSorry your life is this way too i hope you can make it too
>>40920480>>40920500well, it sounds like a hard hand regardless of where it sits in the overall world wide all time trauma rankings.Wishing you the best anon, take care!
>>40920571Cis people are the source of 99.9% of the bad shit that's happened in my life. And all before I transitioned lol
>>40920587Thx I'll try i sometimes need to vent idk i still struggle accepting the stuff I went through is real and not imagined I've been called a manipulative liar since I was a kid lol...
>>40920593cis people are also like 99% of the global population, so it kinda makes sense that most of the interactions in your life would be with cis people. both positive and negative.
I'm straight but1. 5'6, clear skin2. nearly done losing weight3. long curly hair4. 22 and look 16how do i /twinkmaxx/I have a necklace of a cat and one of a unicorn, what is essential twink core?
>>40920350You sound like you're already there
>>40920350what does TWINK mean to you? what does FEMBOY mean to you? What does a normal guy mean to you? in terms of aesthetics, i mean.
fall editionconfess your feelings, secrets, or get something off your chest
>>40917812if we live in a just world, someone will do the same to you <3
>>40919739I know. But I don't hate you. I probably should, but... I just can't. I could never feel that way about you. I love you. Even now, after everything.
>>40919812lol
>>40918551hmmm
>>40917156then why did you you stop talking to me
Is /tttt/ prepared for peak oil?
>>40920574nigga that shit aint my problem hope yall solve it so i don't die in some war because i can't fight, steer, or even influence this leviathan
man 2020 era memes are getting stale as shit
Is it too overly zesty as a guy if I have a lot of earrings? I got 6 rn, studs and rings.
Gay teacher onizuka lol
Are magnet studs/earrings cringe? My ears were pierced (nonconsensually) but they healed and I don't like wearing ear piercings.
>>40920018Depends on the look you want
>>40919738I think trannys are dumb and ugly, but I love "The Great Teacher Onizuka."
>>40919738Can never be too zesty, don’t let normalfags convince you otherwise
What makes FtMs so breedable?
day 75184 without a ftm twink getting me pregnantday 0 without a ftm twink shoving themselves into my mouth
>>40920506you're supposed to impregnate them
Society family friends lovers if you have nothing and nobody loves why not kms?Everyone hates me for being a troon faggotI can’t hold a job and it’s not helpingOther trannies are disgusted by meWhy bother?I’m tired of everything
Don't do it OP, you'll never know what's around the corner that's why you have to get up everyday and enjoy the small things in life.
>>40914952You aren't able to handle your current relationship with social media. Get off the internet and try becoming good at something. Try learning how to make friends in real life by becoming someone you would want to be friends with. Keep trying things until you find something that makes life worth living.
>>40914952me too poggy me tooi have no idea why i am still going
>>40914952I don't understand why people care about "love" so much. You should just make friends. Like, you can at least make friends online, like on Discord and stuff. If you have a hobby like drawing or whatever, just hang out and make friends or go to a hangout server or whatever. Just try. And don't sperg out if someone "misgenders" you, especially if you're not good at voice faking.And of course, you could always try detransitioning. If you are actually suicidal and looking for solutions, and not just suicide baiting narcissist.
>>40914952just become an alcoholic or do ketamine like the other transbians do. find a kingpin tranny to fly you out to seattle and be her slave
it's crazy how being stopped from transitioning at 15/16 really was the end. like, i just masculinised so fucking much in the time it took for me to get released from the psychiatric hospital that even if i had restarted after then around my 17th birthday (instead of after i turned 18) i still wouldn't have been able to make it. i kept fighting but it was over the day i got institutionalised
>>40920057ok by 4 months out do you have the appointments booked? i would tell you to diy so 4 months doesn't turn into 6 months or longer with blood tests but if you're committed then i guess it's fine
>>409200724 months is when I would make appointments or order troonshine. I need to come up with a few dollars, rn I am a retarded community college student but there is a job I might be able to work weekends to get money for this. I might ask them if I can start work honestly and just get this over with sooner.
>>40920118you need $50 to $100 max you can make that this weekend on craigslist
>>40920131you have inspired me, it still might be T- 4 months but at least thats a much more active 4 months now. The good news I am wasian and I seemed to have masculinized early and (but weakly) as we do, but better to not chance it.
>>40918401>saved a thumbnail it didnt even begin
how the fuck am I supposed to bottom with crohns disease? or am I doomed to only top for the rest of my life. If anyone can give good advice let me knowt. trans girl
>>40919173No dont eat spicy food especially just before our date.
>>40916399im tgirl with crohns and i shit blood everyday for the past 2 years at least, i just gave up on the thought of bottoming before SRS :/
>>40917845There are no interactions that I know of. I'll say that if you're diy, you wanna make sure youre going with a decent provider (so no otokonoko or Lena) because your immube system is now less capable of dealing with whatever impurities their product has.Ive been in remission (apart from slight arthritis lately) for 5 years and also on hrt for a similar duration. Hope you can get it under control, Crohn's is not the end, and you can live a basically normal life with a bit of luck. Take care nona!
>>40916399find someone like me who isn't bothered by a little poop :p
>>40918911I'm sorry about no remission :(. Afaik there are no limitations for srs, but my gastro told me of an example where one trans patient had srs using a part of her colon ... and then she had a flare there. So that particular technique is out of question.
has anyone tried girlmoding in lucid dreams?
>>40916018I sometimes do
>>40915997My dreams are genderless, just in first person and i usually just fly around in my lucid dreams. My last one i went to a bakery and wanted to get sweet things but i got too excited and woke up
>>40915997That is how I've spent the majority of my time for the last 20 years of my life. My favorites are>Succubus summoned by a wizard>Angelic paladin on devoted to a god who fucks his paladins>Big fat babymaker on a farm with a big inheritance>Sex trafficked minor>Reverse Harem of nerdy boys and we all play games and DnD together. >Captain of an Armoured brigade>The Ai of a revolutionary high tech battleshipEven when I have a normal dream I'm either female or monster.
>>40920091not even mossad could torture this out of mewhat tf is wrong with you freak
>>40915997the whole reason I got into lucid dreaming as a teenager 15 years ago, before inception came out, was to be able to be a girl in my dreams.it worked a couple of times then I eventually had a breakdown and trooned.>>40915997>>40916126>>40917423Why are you still here mefmoder? Can't you just detroon, get a guy haircut and stop it with this pathetic shit?
first things first im the rillest
>>40920155>Iggy Izalea claims to be the realest>Spent half a million dollars on cosmetic surgery on every part of her bodycurious
>>40920188she looks inflatable
>>40920208I want to be just like her.
y is she bone shaped
>>40920155Looks like a ghost from a Mike Flanagan show>>40920188Top tier bimbofied sexpot
I believe that most cultures possess an implicit awareness of autogynephilia, but that most people don't fully understand the concept.In most cultures, there's an understanding of:>There are some heterosexual men, who, for some reason, and in some way, get off on being female/feminine.They don't know in what way AGPs "get off" on this. Is it sexual? Romantic? Aesthetic?It is all three.The easy example would be otaku culture. Ranma for example, is clearly gynephilic, but possesses major AGP traits, he literally dates his female half in two separate chapters.I think wider understanding of AGP would lead to more acceptance, and would generally make life easier for all AGPs, both cis and trans.Question is, how do you make people explicitly aware of AGP?
>>40918089People here love Blanchardism because it aligns closely with 4chan's worldview
>>40916714the coolest women have masculine personalities
>>40920212I meant when people socially transition and try to pretend they're not masculine in personality
>>40920408"social transition" has always seemed like kind of a meme to me, people who look like women get treated like women and people who look like men get treated like men
>>40920425I think that makes it hard for AGPs to be happy, there's no established social script for them. I want to be physically female, but socially, I want to be male, I want to engage in male behaviors etc.
I see people everyday that have romantic interested who give them attention As someone who's never been asked out or has sex what are people doing that Im not? give me a few times I must be missing the basics
indicate an interest in sex or romance. or any desirable qualities.
Reminder if you aren't getting involved in your local state politics, you are willingly ceding ground to the far right. Here (Pennsylvania) we have local State Supreme Court elections for three seats. It's currently 5-2 Dems on the court and I was the one who helped flip it in 2015 and I'm gonna keep it that way.
>>40919438>trans people should stop being involved in politics and instead focus on their own lifeI'm not even trans. I'm cis bi guy. I'm friends with several very radical trans lassies who are very political. As for "focus on their own life" politics is focusing on your own life, your life is dependent on politics.>>40919439>I don't see what someone without a great deal of time and money can do beyond making themselves feel like they're helping. American politics are directly set up so only throwing money around matters.Do you think having a Supreme Court in PA that is Republican or Democrat will have significant ramifications? Answer yes or no? If you say no, you are full of fucking shit.
>>40919416i dont live in america but i hope you guys succeed in putting trump and jd vance into blenders and nuking the electoral college so retardicans dont have a comically unfair advantage
>>40919492Thanksyea my primary goal is focusing on 2025, 2026, 2027 and finally 2028 elections. After that, whoever the dem nominee in 2029, I want them to formally arrest him, don't care if he was pardoned or not. Formal arrest charges issued. and a complete dismantling of the judiciary.
>>40919416pennsylvania mentioned
vote against faith
