As a ftm who's into other ftms, it's fucking annoying when people use t4t to mean st4t. I always have to scroll through thousands of posts of trans men lusting for "girl cock" and mating press before I find a single one who actually means t4t when they type out t4t.
>>42311019what are you?
>>42311250femrepper. Almost 2 yrs HRT if that counts. I'm not going through the humiliation ritual but testosterone did help with the GD. Maybe after a vaginectomy and meta I will since I'm already flat. For the most part I just focus on other things. Most people make me sex repulsed and I will never be able to sleep with men without being emasculated.
>>42311303>I will never be able to sleep with men without being emasculatedSome men like being the one getting emasculated by their fit tomboy gfs. The want their wife to hold them down in more ways than one.
>>42311345I've fantasized about it but that would take committing to being a tomboy permanently. Great since I already look like one but horrible if I have to put up with the social ramifications of being seen as female for the rest of my life. I am slightly muscular so I've considered it as a temporary measure. Nothing is gonna change my mind about getting rid of this thing. I'm already kind of in that predicament in the first place.
lol you couldn’t find a real man to reenact your yaoiz with and so now you had to turn prison lesbo and go after other meta attracted mutilated women to rp with, good job girl
>Pooner art
>>42311367it wasnt that serious. why are you mad?
>>42311621LOL were you trying to turn it around on me by repeating what I said.....
>>42307921whos hitomi?also>picrelthis is literally just kate spacechannel555 all over again but somehow worse
>>42312553LOL huh? huh? what?
>>42312717I think this type of response only works irl, and usually makes the user look irritated... I don't think you're very good at this...
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>>42309389my partner says my tits are way bigger but i cant tell. they fluctuate in size during the day and also some days theyre soft in a gross way and look deflated and some days theyre solid and look healthyas far as i was aware, and in all my anecdotal experience: itch almost always means growth, growth does not always mean itch. theres just kinda not another good reason for them to itch like thatmaybe that isn’t true for you, idk
Has any ameritrannies ordered diy from outside the country after the tariffs were imposed? Im wondering how bad/risky it would be to order from otkphm, or if i should just wait and hope that open gate restocks in time. Plz help idk how any of this works esp for something gray market like this
>>42310814Astrovials isn't shipping to the US so that must mean something
>>42308817Are you on AR as well? Have you ordered from them? I know no one from here that has gotten DIY via any of the usual pages, so I'm hesitant to lose my moneyMy bone health is fine, got it tested a few months ago
>>42308817>CPA gave me osteopeniawell shit, that's what I've been on without checking my blood, I've only been on it for a month but I'm not sure what to do about asking my gp specifically about it
>>42304028it's still winter here and i'm still fatmaxxingi'm up to 220 which is more than my initial goal but it's addicting
Up 10 pounds, aiming to beat that 3x this year!
>>42304028i gained -5kgs... i lose appetite in winters. all i do is sit around and do my work from home... i dont have to eat because i dont do anything. in summers i go out with my friends and eat out together. i love sugary summer deserts >.<
>>42311139good girl
>>42304028Too fucking much snd now im a fat chid again
have any of you noticed this new NICHE tranner phenotype? its the BPD HAUNTED MOUND TRANNY. They are the sweetest girls, neither AGP, nor HSTS, but the elusive third thing: bisexual. Usually had a transbian phase but got slapped out of it with a boyfriend whos lowkey dumber than her that she verbally abuses. The sex is one of the best but her mood swings make you wanna ACK! only real ones fw this awesome girlwhat other silly niche tranny phenotypes are you aware of?
>>42310554I dont really want cock though....
>>42305471Lol this. OP is projecting or some shit.
>>42311048pussy-obsessed rapehon or cock-crazy hsts. there are no other options. if you think you're not either of these, you're in denial.
>>42311270Uhhhhhhhh my sexuality is more whipping people, I'm not that interested in genitalia
>>42304493I feel so called out
Had an EXTREMELY uncomfortable talk with my father a couple days ago and it's bringing up a lot of horrible shit I have tried for years not to think about. I have a therapy appointment in a few days but i don't even know what to say. If you have dealt with something similar I need to know how you cope. I just literally don't know how to resolve this for myself so I can move on and stop thinking about it constantly. Haven't posted here in months but there is absolutely nobody i can turn to about this.
>>42312217I'm rooting for you, nona.
>>42312217self harm / disassociation
>>42312330these r not copes these r symptoms of CPTSD, i meant like DBT strategies or something>>42312291thanks
shameless self bump i'm desperate
>>42312330you should self harm until you bleed out
>reddit banned me>discord mod from tttt server banned meFMSTLUnblock me im not a retard
No rules for talking abt disc
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>>42312222>would you date a troon?i dont really date, at least not in the normal way. i sometimes think about dating but its like all in the context the person who im "dating" being there to affirm my AAP. its all very archetypal and egocentric in my mind, like the person who id "date" would have to be female or at least female passing so that i can get off to the thought of being a badboy archetype straight man and maybe in return id pretend to love them in a normal way. that is to say that id maybe "date" a trans woman. its hard to find people who i deem worthy of being close to me and who do not trigger my paranoia, its even harder to explain all of this contrived retardation inside of my head.>i kind of forgot if you were the type of person who would hate them or tolerate themi hate both trannies and cisoids alike
>>42312375>so that i can get off to the thought of being a badboy archetype straight manlmao this is actually so pathetic my bad i kind of wanna take back anything i ever said about having a crush on you>i hate both trannies and cisoids alikefigured, you seem the type of person to do that but its still funny
>>42312425>lmao this is actually so pathetici know, thats why i wish i was a normal lesbian and not whatever the fuck i am at the current moment
would u date a troon who looked like https://litter.catbox.moe/tirv17qpbo260e9g.JPG
This is not /soc/, gtfo.>>42312223No.
I want to turn a miserable sack into a happy ladyI want to be there for herI want to watch her become more a more girly and beautifulI want to pay for her transitionI want to marry her
Contrary to what the miserables will undoubtedly say this CAN happen for you but you gotta be willing to deal with some trial and errormy bf lucked out and found me first try but you may need to find a girl who wants this as well and that could take some time just don't be discouragedYou'll make someone very happy what your mom said was true
>>42312249Not joking….Unironically mogs me. wtf
>>42312191I met a girl like this several years ago. I wanted to be close to her because just after talking with her for like 30 minutes when we first met I started to care a lot about her. I trooned out myself but sometimes I wonder what it would have been liked if I wasn't such a freak and instead dated her. She was clearly early transition, maybe not even on HRT yet, but she was already pretty. A bit rough around the edges, but pretty.
Anyone have any advice on growing out your hair REALLY long? I'm hoping to have thigh length hair and I'm trying give myself a good start, already at shoulder length but I need more. Also if you have any products for increasing hair growth and length retention that'd be great too.
>>42308682>Anyone have any advice on growing out your hair REALLY long?you take care of it and only get your ends trimmed when strictly necessary and ONLY WHAT YOU NEED, theres no poing in trying to grow your hair if then you go to the hairdresser and let a dumbass cut your ends excessively>I'm hoping to have thigh length hair and I'm trying give myself a good startgood for u, I wouldnt obssess too much about it tho, most women that get hair that long almost always end up cutting it shorter. over the butt length is probably the best length that doesnt make it insufferable in your daily life>Also if you have any products for increasing hair growth and length retention that'd be great toorather than getting meds for that, you should take care of it, cleaning shampoo conditioner, using heat protectant if you use too much heat, oil for ends every now and then, hair mask every now and then, getting enough sleep, eatin healthy, reduce stress, sleep with hair tied when you sleep specially the longer it gets
>>42308682If I as a cis man had feminine hair would people think I'm a tranny? Or a fag
>>42308722brappa
>>42308915Thanks, I'll only get trims when I need to
>>42309039you'd need to elaborate on the meaning behind feminine for a better assesment but having had long hair for quite a while now I can tell you nobody reasonable would draw such advanced conclusions from hair, it's just super normal and common these days. I assume you are yet to turn your hair feminine; beware, as you might be overestimating your abilities in making your hair appear they way you intend. It's all mostly learnable though. If you succeed partially at least, then you might be mistaken for a woman if someone only sees your hair or is damn near blind or a drunk retard. I myself might think you are a deeply closeted troon but that would be an unserious projection. I don't think anything deeply feminine is seen as compatible with gayness though, the standard labeling out of the two would be feminine traits -> troon, effeminated masculine traits -> fag. But there's a lot more reasonable possibilities which are neither of those.
my tits are noticeably rounder after just a week of clobetasol cream and ive got another week to go
>>42312306glucocorticoid receptors in the breast have a unique function where they rapidly increase intramammary fat for prog like effects. it in effect is the only other drug besides prog that can give you cis like boobs, and as far as i can tell its arguably better than it for that. my boobs are noticeably wider and rounder after just a week of application. this does not work anywhere else, and you need to read up on possible sides before using it and stick to a protocol that prioritises short bursts of application followed by a long off period for complete receptor reset.>wherereddit tip off followed by some experimentation in a random discord server
>>42312352Gotcha. Any other supplements or medications to try such as phytoestrogens or bovine mammary?
>>42312352Can it stunt future growth like prog supposedly can?
>>42308773Mines in the mail can't wait to try the new meme drugI'll escape conetit hell someday..
>>42312352How long should you wait for reset? and how many cycles are safe? Those sides look like they could be nasty
I'm so scared of my bf leaving me it's all I can think about sometimes. I wish I could be good enough for him but I fundamentally can't and sooner or later he'll realize and fuck off back to his ex or something. I'm glad I get to at least know him but every time I think about it I'm filled with paralyzing dread. Sometimes I'll see thirstposts on this board and wonder if they're from him.I loath myself.
>>42312434the ex is trans?
I just found out that my repping strat thread was reposted on RedditHeh more reppers need to hear the good word, that it is feasible to rep like a winner
>>42312338> Anyone into you Romantically?Girls who had crushes on me think I am weirdI tried flirting with them to make up for my lack of a sexuality, to prove that I am a real man who is really into women, but it falls flat every single time and I don't know whyThey know that I am not actually into them, but I don't know how to prevent them from calling my bluff
>>42312337Yeah I’m pretty weak now I kinda love it ngl my bf is kinda smallish at like 5’9 and nerdy but he can pin me down and it’s pretty fun to struggle because growing up people always saw me as strong/intimidating (even tho I never was lol)5’5 though wtf are you doing lol I would have transitioned the day I discovered hrt at your height. Being over 6ft was always my excuse to rep and it worked for a long time. Was easy to just say “too late oh well” and ignore it because I had 0 chance of ever passing etc. so I just coped with agp and distractions for a long time.If you have to consciously repress and suppress your thoughts I think you’re kinda fucked and coming here is really not gonna help you. Just take the damn pills already.
>>42312488But how do I contact you? We are all anons hereNot that I wanna transition, but it's wishful thinking ok? The tranny thoughts are so loud
>>42311612i remember my dooming in repgen getting posted on reddit a few times lol i think i inadvertently pink pilled sm ppl who were like jfc i don't want to end up like that.
>>42312509reminds me of me a little I couldn’t sexualise women I knew or had any connection with even if I tried so we’d just end up being friends lolI could sexualise women in porn etc where I could pretend to be them. But with women I knew the best is ever get was a kinda flirty sapphic friendship that was kinda sibling like if anything.
How do I get into sexwork in western europe?I dont have contacts and wont do online stuffIm into lots of nasty stuff so I think I wont have much problem
>>42309459Contact a brothel where it's legal.I told a cis girl to try it in a Nevada one once and then she did and had lots of success it was weird
What is the chance of a chaser coming out as gay or trooning out on you?
>>4231244450/50 imho
where tf is my 16ft boyfriend...
