Im at my limit. I can only be so selfish. The guilt gets to me. People like me do not belong in families. Its another year of i got lots of presents and i got no one anything. I come home with my "haul" of presents, all gifts from people who are only kind to me because they love my mother. Im a parasite of christmas. And im done. Im done with my family. Im done with presents. Im a lonewolf from now on. The focus is on me now. So yea, as a transbian i think christmas is good when you like <25yo. But after that its time to move on. The charade, the parade of familiarity has to end eventually. Ultimately we are all, alone.I also have some prose i wrote yesterday if anyone is interested..
>>42118577I'm curious to read the prose, I like it when transbians write :) I disagree with your take on Christmas though. Its meaning certainly changes shape over the years, but it's still a time of joy. This year personally, I found more happiness in giving gifts than getting them. I also really liked cooking for my family.
>>42118728>and yet you cannot even be bothered to the most basic act of reciprocal kindness...Being kind to the enemy is not a good thing.
>>42124275She constantly spams this board with the most narcissistic shit possible and the rape part you can't disagree with, that's just a fact. The only way to see OP as a somewhat "good" person is to argue that she is just pretending in all of her posts, that all of it is just a character she's playing and that everything is just ragebait. But then she's still constantly shitting up this board with ragebait.
>>42124382ik you are wrong
>>42124562so you think rape is funny too? go fuck yourself
>best friend asked me what i wanted for christmas>told him that i would like to go on a christmas date with him >he hasn't responded hoursits over sisters...i shot my shot and he left me on read...
>>42119177what exactly is a christmas date like? arent most places closed? nowadays there isnt even snow to make a snowman of.
>>42119177Last time I went on a Christmas date he docked my clittly and blasted cum in my foreskin like a balloon and it popped and covered both of us in what he called wet snow.
>>42120148stay home and fuck all day..?
>>42123729romantic.
>>42120054>>42120206Hot.
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>>42047951ive been on monotherapy for about a year, recently upped my dose of enanthate, been thinking of getting on progesteronebut i'm still trying to lose some stomach fat, my body fat distribution while androgynous still has some pretty male aspects, is prog even worth it if i'm going to be on a calorie deficit and thus not really gaining any meaningful amount of weight? my tits are already pretty small because ive lost a bit of weight after starting hormones
does anyone here know what to do if i solely want to age appearance wise a slowly as possiblei dont care if i need to become a troon in the process if it helps
>>42091880wouldnt this move youngshit to somewhere before 23 bc hip fusion?in my eyes i see 21-22ish as the last call to start and expect anything decent, which i dont conflate with youngshit at all
>>42124005NAC, glutathione, etc
>>42124224>etcthanks ill take the etc that was not listed to me
I'm so lonely and sad. I'm in a relationship and not getting the affection I need. I've been drinking. When I try to talk about it my partner just goes quiet. I'm a total loser and ugly too. I cant really ask for more. But I really am lonely and sad. Is this just how life goes?
dump their ass and find someone better
How old are you? Also, what letters?>Is this just how life goes?Sometimes, yes. But if this has been going on for years, then clearly NO.How should I put it?Life isn't an endless stream of excitement and joy. There's ups and downs. And a lot of the downs aren't even your fault or the partner's fault.I've been with my husband for 12 years. We just finished a family dinner (his family and some of mine came for a visit; plus my brother's children). Sounds lovely, except it was really tiresome.I should be doing dishes now but I'm exhausted. I'd want to have sex too but he's exhausted too. And likely tomorrow we won't have time for ourselves too either.A few years ago, due to a hormonal imbalance, I felt i wasn't getting the affection i needed. Turns out I was, it's just that i wasn't perceiving it right.In 2020 my business collapsed and my husband got fired. It was really stressful. None of us got the affection we needed.Point being, it's not supposed to be all happiness. Real life doesn't quite work like that.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42123588If your partner keeps you miserable you need to dump them. I know it's hard but that's the only way it can get better
i’m in the same boat, thinking of breaking up with him
I'm curious what dating cis women looks like if you're an hrt femboy. I'm only interested in afabs. I've often thought that I'd like to have female curves but don't want to fully transition & would like to keep my function downstairs. I have good boob genetics (busty mom, busty sisters, an aunt had a reduction) and also tried E once and quickly started developing buds. They only thing that's held me back is I don't know how it would impact my dating life. My *ideal* goals would be to grow sizeable breasts and a round butt + get hair removalm
>>42116104People underestimate how common it is for (even straight) women to like androgynous features. Don't fall for incelslop like >>42116133or >>42118468. There's a niche for your thing. However, a lot of women will expect you to top.
>>42124214NBE as in 'natural breast enhancement', like that breastnexum forum where guys try consuming stuff like pueraria mirifica or bovine ovaries to give themselves boobs?I've never heard of an afab having a fetish for people doing that before. Sounds interesting.
>>42124345There's a niche for anything but quality is a whole 'nother question. I doubt many normalish women will be into this.
>>42124394Not that anon, but honestly as a guy with severe AGP it wouldn't make much sense for me to be picky about the women who agree to be with me. However abnormal and bad they may be I'll still most likely be worse.
>>42116104i’m a masc cis woman and you sound like exactly my type. i miss having a weak little boyfriend i can throw around
>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better>are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they want, “neurologically intersex” is not real as being intersex pertains to the sex organs or hormonal productions>how is this /lgbt/?We share similar experiences of discrimination and social prejudice based on sex and gender norms, even though intersex is a variation of sex characteristics, not a gender identity or sexual orientation itself—————————Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42118244Tbh the way/reason I stopped wasn’t by choice >>42119006I kinda love it, like I spent a lot of money this year on my niece and nephew and even though I don’t see them often or ever (my family lives in a place I’d rather never return to) but it’s soo much fun to shop for them.
>>42120274It went pretty well! We did the opening of presents this morning.
>>42122232Soo cute, I’m waiting for the pics from my brother, I’m sure him and his wife are exhausted right now lol
I am home alone for christmas because my family is a fuck.
>>42123437Don’t worry anon I am too, I like having a day off I don’t get them often so it’s nice to have that time to catch up on life
>Japan may legalize gay marriage in 2026thoughts?
>>42124006not if 髙市早苗 [さっちゃあまあがれっと] gets her way
>>42124095she is a PM, not a supreme court judge
>>42124119correct me if im wrong but surely she could pass legislation to the effect of reversing it unless it is found that the constitution specifically \requires/ it akin to america?
>>42124393I think the angle they're taking is that a gay marriage ban is unconstitutional, so 髙市早苗 can only reverse it by changing the constitution
the way men on here talk about women or those they perceive to be women makes me nauseous
>>42122708Also, cattiness and passive aggression. It's common for women to hate having women bosses for these reasons.
>>42122748>>42122804No. Keep sheeting and making scenarios about women in your head.
>>42122897Bro, if you think women are these sweet little angels that can do no wrong then you don't spend enough time around women.
>>42123083Your "experience" with women is from internet.
>>42114880Being more sensitive to negative emotions and getting offended by casually used metaphors does not make anyone a better person, nor is it even a sign of it
ill forever be a lateshit honbeast
>>42124059me too
>>42124059how old are you
>>4212425423im about 27mo hrt
I got fat
>>42124111too skinnypeople should be at least 200
i have hips like this but a fat ass rib cage so it doesn’t matter
>>42124111An orgasm burns around 100kcal. If we meet up for 2 hours a day I can easily burn you 1000kcal, which is like 1.5 meals :)
>>42124111Would breed/10
>>42124111I think you look nice. idk why you're posting your body on the board for no reason though
does shoulder to waist ratio matter?
is grass green?
>>42122999wash your shoulders
>>42123183backne is annoying as fuck to deal with, this guy just needs accutane
>>42123470accutane isn't as gentle as so many anons on here seem to think wtf
>>42122999charcoal soap and ketoconazole
hello lgbt does anyone have any ideas for what i should draw. i am out of lightbulbs and very bored. im happy to draw you if you want or somethingpicrel by me but like a two minute ms paint drawing i can draw better than that i swear hahaalso post ur own drawings if you'd like! i love seeing peoples art
bump
Bup
prev - >>41966595 (i think there was actually one after this but i can’t find it in my history)travel edition qott: where was the last place you travelled to?
merry christmas kiria!
>>42122753Merry Christmas to you too! Glad to see this thread active again. Did you get anything nice?
>>42099900i went to new york and met up with another boymoder it was nice
>>42122987>>42123272merry christmas!!! i got an white all stars shoes hbu??
>>42124201Nice I got a new hoodie, couple of t shirts, 2kg of hot chocolate powder, also a card game. Thankfully no men’s deodorant this time.
do i look big here?
>>42124084yeah, i think honestly u just gottle style ur clothes and work out your lower body. do your best to megapass and you may land in semi passer territory
>>42124098>>42124098real womens underbust are 25-27in and so no amount of lower body will help me but ill try to focus on my tva or smth
>>42124164its okay nona, we all have our struggle. as i said just try and do as much as you can in your situation. you might get farther then u think. you dont wanna be a hon forever right? so DO something!!!
>>42124205mhm gonna try my best ^_^
>>42124218yippe !!! u got this nona !! i believe in you !!
guy randomly kisses gay man in public. you wont believe what happens nexthttps://youtu.be/TuExLyh-ZsA?t=892
