>Be me 30M, decent looking, from Europe no HRT, AGP sexuality since I was 18yo. > Had depression and suicidal ideation from 14 to 24 yo because of some acne in my teens and body dysmorphia - not good looking enough, not manly looking enough, not enough friends, not cool enough, not successful enough etc..> first watched porn with like 14-15. got into hentai, gender bender and body swap stuff. > regularly watched porn and at one point started identifying with the woman during sex/porn.> started to regularly watch porn from fem pov. I probably just used porn to sedate myself.> in my early 20s I started to fall behind in law school/failing school. wanted to kms really badly. just being alive and breathing felt like an insult to my existence.
>>42326221You need agp to numb yourself or to feel aliveHow does numbing yourself with agp even work
>>42326762Not numbing myself to feel alive. Just used to numb myself to escape negative emotions. And now it has become my main way of dealing with stress, fear etc...
>>42326420I refuse to be a slave to my sexuality :)
>>42326836does it help you deal by making you more alive or more drowsy like alcohol
>>42327389It used to be more like alcohol for me I think. Not really drowsy but it just numbed emotional pain, :)
Been on e for a month and a half now and boobs r kinda noticable. Old lady coworker softy hit my chest (I think cause I said a joke or something idr) and she definitely felt it but didn't say anything. I heard boob growth slows down a lot after the first few months, will I be able to keep my a cups?
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Is the people's joker going to go down in trans history as classic cinema? Should I watch it? What do you think?
hell no it looks like a channel awesome skit except i have to take it seriously because a tranny made it>Should I watch it?think for yourself.
Its fun
>>42325717it was meaningful to me and i enjoyed it a lot. saw a lot of myself in it :)
>>42325717i fucking loved it, i saw it at a tiny local theater on queer movie night, drank a couple of ciders and laughed my ass off. it also very heartfelt and genuine. it's been almost 2 years since that experience and i wish i could do it again but i'm pretty sure it got copystruck or whatever the fuck.YES you should watch it. don't expect some iconic generation defining film for trannies, it's a shoestring budget satire made by a bunch of faggots and it's incredible for what it is.also fuck the haters who never created meaningful art in their lives but shit on this film, you're a fucking unfeeling robot if you can't appreciate the love that went into it
>>42325717No. It's shitposting. You should only watch it if you enjoy shitposting. But you're here after all.
>>42322285I too would like a brap trannys socials
I love braphog trannies
>>42316998This but unironicallyRelationships aren't about thinking everything your partner does is attractiveYou have to tolerate the gross, unappealing stuff for a relationship to workStuff like farting, periods, snoring etcIt's all a part of it
>>42316962Need a tranny like this
>>42325065>>42322337Blahblahblah33 is my v discord owo
Because no, they don't all look like dolls and it's transphobic to say that trannies only deserve support if they're hot
>>42327352Hons can also naturally have too masculine features that can't be fixed without expensive surgeries
>>42327357boo fucking hoohons just need to lock in and get moneythere's no excusesillegal mexicans can have a ford raptor, feed a family of 5 and have a wife at home that doesn't work in a single incomehons can work and get their surgeriesit's all fucking laziness and complacencylock the fuck in and stop whining, hon
>>42327385I'm not a honAnd it's not easy get that money, so not their fault
>>42327385bait or total retardation stemming from cushioned 1st world privilege
>>42327405it is easy. they just don't want to put in the work.you have to want it bad enough you're willing to work for it. this is actually a good thing because it separates the wheat from the chaff.
Will youngshits in the UK be forced to take anti misogyny classes?
>>42324592creating arabs from within the population
>bait thread>completely off-topic>throw dem troons somewhere
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>>42325348clitty leak
>>42324229they're trying to instigate a cold gender war to avert a hot race war
You are a man pretending to be a woman.I want to fuck you. I will call you a girl if it makes you feel good, but I am 100% a faggot for fucking you. I don't see why this is such a big deal.
>>42327088nope, most gay men are closeted and self hating and date femboys, troons or some other feminized/crossdressing variant who appeals to gay men who want to feel less ashamed when they have gay sexlots of gay men want to go "im attracted to feminine people!" trannies cater to the population
>>42327106There aren't enough trannies for that. If there were then trannies wouldn't be as popular as they are. Their popularity is due to scarcity.Much more common is regular gay men who don't take hormones.
>>42327180maybe not trannies proper but if you add up tranny adjacent stuff like crossdressers, sissies, femboys, reppers, boymoders, manmoders, drag queens, etc, there's tons of men who try to make their look more feminine to appeal to other men who want to believe they can be attracted to women even if they are dating other men
>>42326903>>42327060I like feminine men.Trannies are the ultimate feminine men. It's that simple.
>>42326701Wow you're really pretty
I refuse to work or contribute to a society that hates me for being an ugly incel and trans.
>>42327056that still leads to rotting and stagnation
>>42327195"oh no it's retarded" (meme quote)
>>42327213The amount is relative. In the middle of nowhere, 100k might get that effect. In a big city, a chud will know plenty of peolpe who make that, he might even make that much himself. The line is having enough money to spend so conspicuously that you make them feel broke. And conservatives are vapid, materialistic grifters, if you haven't noticed.
>>42327213Also, I'm talking about normal trans people. Not people who intentionally stick out of the crowd by following countercultural styles and then wonder why they are suffering the consequences of not fitting in. So no, that won't work for "Lilith." You are an autist without social skills and/or experience if you genuinely think I'm wrong. Like I said, they might still hate you, but it will be enviously and not contemptuously.
>>42327154the ones who hate are in the hiring roles. unless you succeed as troon business owner, they can just choose to keep you in shit jobs that people feel are so worthless that you are not contributing enough
There's this girl who hasnt talked to me in four years im obsessed with. tonight i built a little minecaft dream home and it and put an npc of her minecraft skin in it and had it say it loved me. I immediately felt guilty and closed the game. How do i get over her?
Did anyone have a tranny phase as a grown up and then sort of stopped and lost all desire for it? I still have my AGP fantasies but actually being trans IRL is not in the cards I think.PS: This coat is cool but way too expensive...
>>42322043my agp progressed to the point where i had to start taking hrt in my late 20s, still on it a couple of years later, don't know if it's a phase
>>42322043This is called repressing OP and it doesn’t work don’t be stupid. Your AGP fantasies are literally just a coping mechanism that will eventually fail you.
I had a tranny phase from 20 to 25-ish then it naturally faded. It's not gone completely but it's not even a blip in my daily life.
i feel like my low dose phase could be considered a lowkey trooning and detrooning i haven't lost all desire just turned into a rock again knowing riding the fence is not enough
don't you hate it when you go to cis women's spaces or hear cis women talking to each other and it dawns on you that you're nothing like them and wnbaw
>>42323999Jan Foster is a hottiehttps://youtu.be/HVUHFdHx8nM?si=mDbGfsagz3mH-fR3
>>42323999Jesus could transitioning have saved him?
>>42323999this doesn't happen to me but i also don't go to anything that people call 'spaces'
>>42323999feels bad to be jealous of steve buscemi of all pplt. ogrehon
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ive been a neet for so long i dont think ill ever recover
>>42326284i find this stuff to be kind of psuedoscientific.ofc diet and exercise help but like, the reason neets feel retarded is because we have nothing to stimulate us, we forgot how to socialise because we havent done it in years. slow supportive exposure is all that is needed.
>>42325108>it's the late 2010s>lazy, unambitious person to begin with>work part-time / temp / seasonal jobs; make nowhere near enough money to afford my own place, but it's enough to entertain myself>never had friends and i still don't, really, but i'm starting to meet people thru hobbies and such>realistically i'm not going anywhere living like this, but i'm still young, there's time to change, and it's a fairly comfy, pleasant life overall>2020>pandemic hits>now have a legitimate reason to stay home and do nothing, >naturally, this activates all my worst tendencies>tell myself i'll get back out in the world and try to live better when things clear up>things never clear up>never (re)connect with the world>isolation predictably shreds me mentally>been half a decade now lol>too old for it to be cute anymoreComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>42326344>>isolation predictably shreds me mentallyif it's any consolation i think that fucked everyone up pretty bad, some time warp shitfeels like it's been 3 years since that but it's been like 7 wew
when you ruined your life repressing for 15 years and neeting for 10 years and you have to face reality
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42322727i didn't start shaving until i was 22 so that also feed into it a lot i think. i realized i was going to keep growing into a man just as i discovered how much i liked wearing women's clothes and looking like a twink
>>42322457Pretty sure that trans people being dysphoric prior to puberty are not in the majority
Had dysphoria as a child. Lived old enough to become a man. Almost killed myself. Then decided to begin transitioning. One day I realized it’s too late for me. I’ve decided to give up and keep taking estrogen. Be a Boymoder. Maybe one day I’ll have enough money for ffs
>>42317769Men enjoy being rough
had agp since childhood did weird shit growing up like never wanting to have facial hair and borderline feminine fashion but i always look at through the lens of obsessive fetishistic rumination which has matured into seeking relief from feminine presentation
my boyfriend abuses and uses me and he's far away and i miss him because i want him to ruin me i love him so much everything else is worthless to me apart from him i have carved his name into my body, i have carved my flesh for him and i would end myself if he ever starts treating me normally <3he probably qualifies as actually abusive and i love it. whenever i thought i wanted him to act normal and treat me nicely i'd always end up begging him to go back to being horrible
>>42326338where can i find a tgirl like this?
>>42326740You don't want one like that anon
>be me, waiting in line >little old lady walks up to me, asks me where i got my coat>"i don't remember, i've been wearing it since i was 11"(+1 poison damage)>she says she wants to buy it too because i'm short like her and it fits me so well(+1 poison damage)>she calls me pretty and trots off(+1 poison damage)>i will never be a man
>>42326963does anyone get hatecrimed while being called cute
>>42326904>nice old lady being nice>probably harmless and meant well>gave u psychic damagei get it but lol
>>42326993it's not her fault that i haven't had a growth spurt since i was 11 and now will forever look like an 11 year old girl. but Still
>>42326904>random oversharing>bougo stray dog picrelYou should fix your foidbrain first anon
>>42327024>manlet gets lil bro'd by grandmalelsorry
