most terrible female generallast >>36965573qott: what compels you to keep going
>>36971395Videogames food and social interactions
>>36971414u should be fine then idk talk to a dermatologist
>>36971422poutine sounds good tbhonesdt
>>36971395qottmaybe cud pass one day?
>qotta relentless drive for making it dream of middle aged gigapassoid wow streamer canadian couplegmialso i want to have a garden and a bath and a cat again so yeah that
qott idk
>qottpleasure I guess
i really just want it to stop i want this feeling to stop i want it all to end please
>>36971460She's dead tho jumped off a bridge remember? I bet they put her there as a reference
>>36971438!!okay doing so nowi am sorry i have been absent i can only describe how i am rn as burnt out on life and it makes me not v good at such things ;_;
>>36971457;_;ahhh i was not expecting to open it to such encouragement you're so sweetlistening to the recording now :))
that game doesn’t even have maiq what a load of slop to lick off the floor
>>36971507Am batta sliiipp auuugh
i usually manmode but prob shouldnt post this thereive been practicing makeup the past few dayshttps://unsee cc/album#B3Q4C8UTOWl1what can i work on? also, i want to go more natural/lighter makeup too, but feel like the dark & esp eye shadow helps my midface toowhat are some things i can try?also, i want to get my hair done kinda soon, is there a style that would complement my face?
>>36971473rofl
>>36971524smaugs me
>>36971524No
>>36971534lol
>>36971524i have a v minimal makeup thing i do so can't give much help therebut desu the biggest thing for you hair wise is length, the more you grow it out the more you can do with it and longer hair would work better for youdo you know what you want to ask for when you do go to get it cut? :)
>>36971507it ? it ?????
>>36971424 thank you anon.
>>36971534i doubt it>>36971547yea im planning to get it longer. as for what to ask for/style... idkmaybe wolfcut? but i truly have no idea what would work for me
>>36971550cats are objects
i think i hate her
>>36971555t. Obsessed with me
>>36971566never daud it
>>36971566this is going to sound mental but did you post pics last year saying you were saltmodingyou look similar to her and that lives rent free in my head lolif you don't know what you want i would suggest finding a stylist you can trust to be real with. tell them you're transitioning, that you want a to grow your hair out and to go for feminising styles, and see what they suggestdoing so was huge for me lol
>>36971577you would want to. hard to
>>36971604literally what the fuck are you on about
>>36971524very demure very mindful
>>36971606idk most times if im going to be clear.
Divided between sleeping now and working out tomorrow morning or staying up and play games. I also have to eat w my dad in 2 days and honestly I only said yes because it was awkward not to since it'll almost be my birthday by then and he might be busy that day
>>36971567I feel terrible
just put the fries in the bag bro
Any word from MEF-moder?
>>36971590i do doubt it... i literally manmode most of the time>>36971593no. last year i was repping (am only 8m hrt rn)but yea, i should find a stylist>>36971617...am i being made fun of...
>>36971637>im with mef moder rn were having a blast drink beatboxes and smoking cigarettes
>>36971629you work too hard.>>36971623you're named after that lewd anime?
im dreaming rightthis is a bad dream and im going to wake up soon
>>36971648ah iciclast year i was posting a lot about my sex being entirely indeterminate and how i hated that sort of androgyny and some lass posted about how she was 'salt moding' because she was androgynous i thought you might have been her but must just be misremembering
>>36971674Get a grip already woman
>>36971682why cant i wake up
>>36971655>drink beatboxes and smoking cigarettesNIOCE!
>>36971687WAKE ME UP
>>36971687It's not that bad and you know it.
wow.
>>36971648>am i being made fun ofno sry just a meme im repeating
>>36971729thats the whole world lil bludas if this is surprising at all
>>36971729you'd think people with low dimorphism would have fewer hangups huh?
>>36971748Same law passed in many diff countries w little opposition wtf are you talking about
>>36971721how the fuck would you know
What drugs help deflate chest and decrease chest growth?
>>36971763its one public opinion poll
>>36971665nah just lonely and feeling sick gonna leave and try to figure it out
>>36971766Because I see further than you. There's much more that gives value to your life that you're ignoring for no reason. You tripped and fell it doesn't mean the road isn't still there right in front of you
>>36971395i can kill myself at anytime - why rush it?
>>36971780marry me maiq.marry me and youll never be lonely again
>>36971783none of what i want is even remotely attainable for me and i need to give up its just not feasible
>>36971772only weight loss and surgery
>>36971793Time and effort will give you all you'd want
>>36971804thats not the drug. the one bodybuilders use after regretting roiding
>>36971822liesi was never meant to be happy i was put here to suffer
>>36971665ABSOLUTELY not i just like doctormonster
>>36971862Stop being an idiot
>>36971395the chance of anything happening
>>36971874make me?
>>36971914I'd rather you start having some independence.
is diy easy enough for a braindead retard to do?
>>36971928im plenty independent
>>36971395>qottthanatophobia mostly or I'd have killed myself ages ago
>>36971906good answer
my life would be perfect if i transitioned at 10
my life would be perfect if i was never born
but alas i did notand nowsuffering for the rest of my miserable existence
>>36971972you mean life would be perfect if you were born with a womb and some honkers
god i wish i wasnt so fucking worthless
god i wish i wasnt so fucking awesome
god I wish I was a baller
I think I should pick between the new sonic game and the new dragon ball game but I think I can't. It'll be 100+ for both of them and that's a bit much in games for my eyes. I also want money for gachas and clothes and getting laser but like. Idk. Job will come in rlly handy for this stuff but I'm not managing w managing my moners. What do? I think I'll just live w it and buy both. Need the dlc for the db game tho. Idk if I can pirate the dlc on it since it's online even if I could w the sonic one hypothetically
tis the life of an ugly never passing honnever afford any surgeryno friendswill never be lovedyep its suicide time
>>36972028if you dont have a job where do you get money for anything?
>>36971395good boyfriend, good friends, got a education and have decent job prospects, pass, buying house in 2 years. life is good.
>>36972021i wish i didnt get brain fog after i eat or have a cigarette
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQ04gPb4LlY
>>36972032Parent give me money me rich But parent no give me money if bumStop be bum I get money for stuffs I do yesWill happen soon
>>36971787who
I made a tinder and was like “why are all these women so straight looking” and realized I accidentally set my profile to man. I switched it to woman and now all the women it shows me are ugly :/
>>36972165its me, anon... you know... anon
>>36972209Oh
https://youtu.be/atwbAJpGz9gSo deep.
fax
do you guys think getting hit by the acela would hurt
>>36971395my brother's gonna need an aunt for his kids one day and my sister in law's family is batshit crazy so i hold out for them :))
Voice Actress Atsuko Tanaka Passes Away at 61 - Some of her most well-known roles include Makoto Kusanagi in Ghost in the Shell, Lisa Lisa in Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure, Konan in Naruto, and Bayonetta. Some of her more recent roles include Rose in The Wrong Way to Use Healing Magic, Hanami in Jujutsu Kaisen, and Flamme in Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End.
why does texting my dad about when i’m going to visit him feel like texting a guy on grindr about meeting up
>>36972439Because you're a mentally ill freak
>>36972439because you hope he'll fuck you in front of your step sister
>>36972398Fuck.I really liked her as Rose. Inspirational muscle mommy material for me
>>36972439bb that's just anxiety :((
>>36972451no>>36972456definitely no>>36972458gross cringe etc>>36972462i think you’re onto something desu, it’s really nervousing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0DiM2LW2sEi dont think it would huit
it could be so easy
>>36972499I can really see the bruises on this one I can't believe they are still coping about it
>>36972499i can see the pixels
>>36972499you could try and imitate it, it does sound a little childish tho so it might sound or look uncanny
Christ someone please make the diapers a new new discordTheir stinkTheir drippingsI'm gonna vom
>>36972491i got caught on a train bridge one time fucking around when I was 17, and couldn't get off fast enough, and had to hug the railing to avoid getting killed. The amtrak was doing 70-80 I would say, it passed me by inches. Hell of a rush once it was over though.
>>36972560"Yapping"
>>36972566i wonder what it would feel like
got those shinitranni eyes clocking bitches left and right I see only skeletons now
>>36972584I'd imagine it's over quick if the train is moving at high speed.
>>36972493I need support desu
>>36972595yeahit runs through my town at 140mph+i wonder if you even feel it
>>36972585Most women have the proportions trannies think makes them "clocky"You are assuming random strangers are trans and deciding it must be true based on the fact you believe all women need to have birth giving hips and a ribcage smaller than a soda can(This is just a rant and I'm not taking it that seriously but I needed to say it)
>had a dream that I was Asuka Langley Soryuwhat the fuck am I supposed to interpret from this
>>36972638yeah women with masculine bodies are still women, just like men with feminine bodies are still men
>>36972673lol what are you even threatening to do
>>36972666Everyone is whatever they identify as unless I dislike them and I'll act like I don't agree with these views merely to bother themExcept out of 4chan.>>36972673I'm so scared nick
that tranny keeps posting and flexing how the get to go as a girl and they keep making the front page of reddit and forcing me to witness i hate them MAD
>>36972673Android does ffmpeg just fineIt's how I do my lifting webms
>>36972702u think i could get maid for trans illness
>>36972638this but unironically. x and y gene expression is wild. like "child bearing hips" only show up in 1 in 4 cis women despite being massively advantageous to cis women during birth. cis women still have to carry genes for male gene expression in their dna so there's a lot of mixing and matching. seems that so many ppl think your actual dna determines everything in discrete ways, but your body can and will express different genes based on the hormones running inside of it. its why "no blockers till 18" is basically saying "i think u should suffer" as there are time-gated windows for certain genes to be expressed. >tldr fuck cissies
>>36972718maybe. but not like they’re gonna legalize it this century (mad)
i should detransition so i have no option but to kill myself
i hope you all die painfully and alone
>>36972638No I think this is unfair I know what you're suggesting but also I think it is genuinely like dolls know dollsI shouldn't have made a flippant comment about skeletons it was more just a reflection on cursed tranny vision
>>36972749why
>>36972773its what everyone deserves
>>36972779u come kill me pls ty
>>36972738>tldr fuck cissiesTLDR retard>>36972766Not really kek. I live in the middle of nowhere w most people not even knowing what a tranny is and a LOT of women here look trans. Like an unproportionate amount. You're just imagining things and believing them after. Any cis person can look trans and any trans person can look cis. It's impossible to actually know what they are nor does it matter
>>36972797you come to me and ill consider it
>>36972808Nobody here has the guts to kill anyone stop yapping online and work on yerself
>>36972822what do i have left to live for
i hope you all die joyfully and singing showtunes into the afterlife
i will never be able to empathize with a female
>>36972826Quake live deathmatches?
>>36972851ive never played quake im bad at shooters
>>36972858Ok play kovaaks until you get good
>>36971395So I'm a little confused about this boymode thing. Do you have to pass as a man in order to be considered a boymoder? Is it boymoding if you just wear mens pants and shirts but just look like a woman in men's pants and shirts? Is it the whole "using dead name " thing that matters?
>>36972851Wait this nigga's from UT not quake holy fucking fake fan of arena shooters ggs
>>36972799It's not a bad thing or a big deal it's just like, idk It's really not controversial to say we recognise our own lolI'm not even saying I clock every tranny or never clock cos people lol just likeIdk trannies clock trannies this is known
had more ideas for VN (visual novel)it’s slowly coming together
>>36972911boymoding is when identifying as man when trans women. usually associated with trannies that pass, distinguishing them from manmoders. also usually seen as a temporary stepping stone while manmoding is permanent
>>36972920Known to be make believe by permaonline trannies which they decided is true
>>36972936are you going to include ur skinwalking misogynist trauma
>>36972766>genuinely like dolls know dollsI think I know what u meanbeyond clockable features because my brainworms have reached an advanced state where I'm finding clockable features on cis people but even with that I don't look at them and think they're trans
>>36972897no i dont like shooters id rather pick up a real gun
>>36972977How about you pick up some job applications and a gym sub
>>36972957what does that even mean
>>36972990whats the point of anything if i cant have what i want
>>36972949I'm the exact opposite of perma online and probably have spoke to more trannies than you can even comprehend of irl lol
>>36972994creepy faggot
>>36973011?
>>36972996I thought people get over this after their parents say "no" to them buying oreos at 12 years of age>>369730094chan user = perma onlineThere's a severe disconnection in mentality and beliefs compared to non 4chan/twitter usersJust how it is
>>36973036id say what im going through is fairly distinjct from not being able to buy oreosbut yeah cool thanks for the great advice awesome thumbs up
will never pass to real females
>>36973044OkI'm gonna go to sleep now
>>36973060enjoy
>>36973036Idk I think you don't know me very well perhaps Anyway goodnight frens! Have a comfy one
every day i will become stronger
>>36973083sn(you) too!
every day i get closer to death and that is a comforting thought
i have returned (computer)
i just want her
>>36973126me but with him
>>36973134kill yourswelf retarded ugly troon you deserve to be alone and i hate you for thinking otherwise stop fucking complaining this is what you get for being a disgrace in the eyes of god shove a knife into your throat you stupid faggot
>>36973145dude what
>>36973152have fun burning in hell faggot
>>36973157Kill yourself
the best bit is some sky dude retard thinks he's made a difference by posting on a basket weaving forum while inadvertently signing himself up to burn because he's too fucking stupid to transition or gauge the scripture :3
>>36973173inshallah
every trans girl is bi. you just have to figure out if it's polar or sexual
>>36973145Your self-talk seems really hurtful and I'm sorry you feel even a little of that about you
i do wish ex bff still talked to me sometimes>>36973183im neithr
>>36973176your retarded lol i dont even believe in god i just know every troon is disgusting and deserves every ounce of suffering we experience and the suffering needs to continue indefinitely after death
>>36973201thats nice honey
>>36973188rope !!!
i should just detrans i havent injected in 15 days so ive already got a head start and its what i deserve>>36973188having pity for me doesnt make it any better
>>36973209i think im going to court laguna
>>36973299ok and why are you telling me this
>>36973309i need a support system
>>36973183I am neither. I'm a mentally stable, well adjusted transbian
>>36973317why would i support you
>>36973318funny joek
>>36973322cause im super cool
it's taco Tuesday, u kno wat that means
>>36973345i mean you could be lying to me
>>36973346i annoy believe its tuesday
>>36973373cannot lol
in pretty fly for a white guy when they go “give it to me baby” it triggers my agp
>>36973373but it is already, it's hard to belieb
>>36973390i laughed irl
>>36973390based mef babe
>>36971395>qott: what compels you to keep goingYou don't achieve "the perfect life" and lose it all to your own relentless decision making and just decide to give up.I know I'm vague about it, but do any of you have any clue how fucking *p e r f e c t* my life was before I fucked it up? It was fucking stellar, in every way. Clout, money, girls, looks, everything. I fucked it all up so, so fucking hard.Some would probably kill themselves after such a fucking downward spiral, all from preventable things that I could have stopped from occurring.Life sucks now. It's boring, uneventful, it's a shadow of what I had before and the opportunities I had back then are gone. GONE. I'm never getting them back and I've accepted that.What compels me to keep going? I want the perfect life again. I did it once, I can do it again. I'll fucking die before I give up. If I die without getting my perfect ending again, then at least I died fighting and not sitting around rotting like I was almost two years ago at this point.I got a lot of it back, but it's not the same. Different is good.I keep going because I know things can get good again, where waking up every day is a priviledge, not an obligation. Where I can provide happiness to those around me as well as myself.I was so, so close to giving up. Never again, I refuse to give up. Things get better, they already have. Now it's a matter of applying what I learned through my own turmoil and utilizing it to further my development in life.I really, *really* shouldn't be alive. Yet, I am. There has to be a reason. I'm going to find that reason if it's literally the last thing I do.
>>36973411brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRUHwtf is this essay posting
things getting better doesn't mean they get good or even get worth itmaybe i'll kms once i finish the visual noveljust typing that last sentence actually makes me want to kill myself right now ugh
>>36971395>Qott A fatal concoction of Duty and Cowardice
>>36973439can you stop posting shota porn you disgusting pedophile
why are the ftms trying to steal lain can't they create their own media consumption culture
>>36973411You strike me as someone who cries when they drop their ice cream cone on the ground.
>>36973455let's *all* love lain
>>36973455WE ARE THE CULTURE
>>36973476we are the culture they're stealing baka
>>36973411>>36973472;3
i dunno how sel became a trans thing but it makes sense to me that generally anyone born like 1975 - 2005 who wasn't raised like a luddite can relate to the themes n such
>>36973449what do you think shota or pedophile meansthat's an adult twinkplus you post lolishit w homura and meguca all the time, don't throw glass stones etc
>>36973562you literally post shota porn constantly you disgusting pedo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SS686sSklI
god i love the feeling of warm blood on my skin
>>36973567i don't post or have any shota porn, all the images i have are from /cm/go cope about how you shit in diapers and get off on it but totally aren't a pedo tho lmao
God I hate you all so much. I really doubt I'm a real tranny sometimes cause I'm not a complete fucking loser. I gotta get out of here
>>36973589isnt it past your bedtime
>>36973589you say this every day multiple times per day and have multiple people begging you to leavewhy do you still stay
>you look okay, you'll pass with FFS!FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFU
>>36971395If every stranger you meet automatically genders you female even in non-gendered clothes and on the phone does that mean you pass
>>36973589get back in school you were better before you knew any of us
>>36973629no
>>36973629yes i have no idea how else you could interpret that
>>36973530in the west anime is, or was at that time at least, entirely a sad amab thing losers enjoyed, and the way it was spread was on internet message boards that were inhabited almost entirely by sad amab losers, it's not surprising trans women would relate to lain and the ideas of techno isolation and versions of the self even more than cis men, that's how it became a trans woman thing
>>36973651plus it has the transbian bait and loli bait
>>36973681I don't remember any loli bait I disavow sel I disavow
>>36973599I'm a different anon to whoever you're talking about. I think multiple people must have this realisation independently. It's one of the rational responses to this kinda cringe
>10pm>neighbour decides to cut their grasswhat the FUCK
>>36973741the anti-boomers have arrived
>>36973749im not even trying to go to sleep it's just fucking annoyingthere's enough noise during the day just let the night be quite reeeeeee
>>36973769what a weird image
>>36973794it's kamille and charkamille is short and char is tall but they still love each other anyway
>>36973814why are you posting them
>>36973836bc i think they are cute and char makes me think of my ex bff and i wish i could be with themseeing them being together is cute and lets me vicariously live out the fantasy of being with the man i love
Tfw average trans life expectancy is 35. How the fuck are people able to live that long and be a tranny. Is that statistic skewed by boomerhons coming out in their 70s? Wonder what the number would be like if we discounted John 50s
>>36973845be with him* desu>>36973847idk im 30 and a late transitioner (started hrt at 19), unless my body gives out im not able to kill myself so im probably gonna make it to 35 as depressing as that sounds
having small boobs is actually really starting to get to mebasically stalling my growth to lose weight is so assneed a BA so bad
>>36973845you can look at it without posting it though
>>36973860wtf I'm 30 and started at 19 too
>>36973866ok i'll stop posting it so much, im going to bed anywayit's better than gatcha spam at least
>>36973875>it's better than gatcha spam at leastnah not rly
I don't understand why people post their special interests for no reason
>>36973900what's your special interest?
>>36973905I'm not asd or whatever so I don't have one
a minor added my gf asking for crypto from tagmaps so they could buy hrt and she was like 'what should i do I don't want nefarious ppl to hurt them' and I told her to report their tag and then remove them bc it's not her moral obligation and frankly it's weird, i understand not wanting them to get 'hurt' but it's complete random personAnyways she didn't end up removing them, what should i say to her?? Am i being weird and this is normal??
>>36973977Nah that's not normal. Tell her to sort her shit out and stop talking to minors.
i want to wake up from this nightmare
Today was a good day :)I got to see an old coworker from the DoorDash customer service days, and got to see a really really hot guy at work.
>>36973977they should tell them to contact the trevor project or whatever then block them
>>36974014dude kill yourself
>>36973977I had a part time job at 15, I made enough money to buy an El Camino. She should tell them to stop asking strangers for money.
I don't get itthe more I go outside the more scared I am when I go out
I'm too embarrassed to go to a doctor
>>36974049No :)>>36974054Out of curiosity, what was your part time job? I got my first part time job at 16. Worked at Whataburger. Was alright but I made $9 an hour, no tips
>>36974081same
>>36974090daily reminder that you're going to die alone
>>36974090I was a machine operator, I made $7.50 an hour
>>36974102log off
>>36974099are we cooked?
>>36974122no you
>>36974130idk maybe, what's wrong with you?
>>36974138im watching this let's team watch ithttps://youtu.be/1rEoHOxuZ3E?si=D7XfIfAKCQjsTL5B
>>36973411>I'm going to find that reason if it's literally the last thing I do.oh dear
>>36974151ok sure
>>36974151seen this one, clickbait title, it's just hanging, the actual method of execution is far better than what yanks do, but I guess the cowardice of the people around it is interesting
>>36974156swell
do u think one day will obtain man to chain up my hands above my head and play with my nipples?
I need a cis woman to let me pretend rape her
>>36974251yes, it's inevitable
>>36974171ok i finished watching itthey should put me on death row
>>36974308O.O’
>>36974102Most of us are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Downloading the FFXVI Demo on PC, hoping it runs well but knowing Square, the port probably sucks
>>36974314do jazz hands until you feel better
>>36974361why would that make me feel better
>>36974118Just barely above the federal minimum wage, damn.I only worked at Whataburger to afford a 3DS and eventually a PS4.
>>36974148gender dysphoria hbu
fell asleep dreaming abt bf and then i woke up :(((
>>36974365go outside and do cartwheels. distract yourself b, i got real problems
>>36974436if you have real problems why even concern yourself in this first place over a troon on the internetalso i cant cartwheelcheckmate liberal
>>36971395Wtf it seems like overnight my breasts got bigger and rounder. Not like a ton but noticeably.
>>36974251hello mefmoder how are you today?
>>36974471your retarded
so fucking tired of being mei have never felt such intense hatred for anything like the way i feel about myself
>>36974479K, anything else you wanna say?
>>36974491ummmfrick u
>>36974394blood comes out after I, you know, I think it's because of atrophy which is what I'm trying to prevent by doing it in the first place
>>36974477i have been more suicidal than usual
>>36974459im killing time until i kill myself
>>36974525how do you think youre gonna do it
>>36974529i don't want to talk about it. have good night.
I'm studying necromancy to resurrect every tranny who's ever killed themselves. And I'm going to study healing magic to cure them of their brainworms and heal them of trauma.
>>36974547oh ok. ever since i was a little kid ive thought about throwing myself in front of the high speed train that goes through my town
>>36974505oh same, any reason in particular for you?
>>36974559shut up
>>36974557Finally, tranny madoka is here
>>36974559god i wish i lived in europe>>36974563wnbaw
>>36974574i dont live in europe im talking about amtrak>>36974568why should i
>>36974369it was a long time ago, but it was the state's minimum wage at the time. I worked there for idk about a year
dead cope thread
i dont know how to stop feeling like thisim so lonely and depressed
>>36974700how did u get that tripcode
Anyone watching the DNC?
>>36974737who actually watches the dnc lmfao
penis brain penis brain penis brain penis brain penis brain penis brain penis brain https://youtu.be/0GVXbZzR0gA
why is it so dead tonight
>>36975570too busy planning out my next life ruining event to monologue, sorry.
>>36975570playing games sry
>>36975576Motorola
>>36975594what games
a relentless drive for making itdream of middle aged gigapassoid wow streamer canadian couplegmialso i want to have a garden and a bath and a cat againso yeah that
>>36975610im sick so fnv and sims
somehow deleted the >qottat the top of this post, tragic
>>36975576the gits sac "Major" , Atsuko Tanaka passed away...i drew the arms too long. fuck.
there fix'd
>>36975776
migraine kms>>36975776nice drawing desu
>>36975776really cool
I may be dying. For the past 3 days at night, I've had really bad headaches. Around 9:30 P.M. and I've no clue as to why.
>>36975922congrats
>>36975931Unironically thinking of going to get an MRI scan. I'm scared.
>>36975950why not go to urgent care or make a doctor's appointment first
>>36975963Not sure what they'd be able to do that an MRI scan couldn't tell me.
>>36975894oh based that looks sick ty>>36975905>>36975917ty ty
mtfrens i'm three years hrt and i have shitty tanner iv tits w puffy nipplesis there still hope to reach tanner vit took like 2 years to get to tanner iiii hate my puffy nips
>>36975967what if you don't need an mri scanyou're not a doctor, you don't know if that's what's appropriatehave you been hydrating properly? have you been stressed out more than usual? have you physically overexerted yourself recently? have you slept enough in the past several days? etc there's tons of factors involved in headaches and jumping to needing an mri scan is a bit ridiculous
>>36975981>Have you been hydrating properlyYes. 3 glasses or water a day>Have you been stressed out more than usual?Not really. >have you physically overexerted yourself recently? have you slept enough in the past several days? etc I have been getting about 5 to 6 hours of sleep for the past 2 weeks or so. I may have overexerted myself though. I walked at night to a friend's and it was almost 2 hours. By the 45 minute mark I was running out of steam.
ugh my head...>>36976007>I walked at night to a friend's and it was almost 2 hours. By the 45 minute mark I was running out of steam.bruhwhy would you walk like 8 miles at nightalso didn't you spend 12 hours moving heavy shit like a day agoi don't think you need an mri
still extremely hateful towards myself for not letting myself be slenderweight loss is feeling good but then it comes crashing down when i look at my bodywill literally never forgive myself for thisonly 3-4 more months of failing at coping with this disgusting body>>36975978try prog desu
>>36976025I walked explicity because I need to walk more. Once it cools off, I'm gonna walk to work. It's a 10 minute drive, or, a 70 minute walk.
>>36976033>only 3-4 more months of failing at coping with this disgusting bodysui plans?
>hydrating properly>3 glasses of water a daylmao
>>36976039no poogeffs+continued weight loss. i only need to lose like 20-25 more lbsid imagine ill lose a lot of weight during the first few weeks of recoverybut also god i wish i could go through with sui
>>36976050I don't like when you talk like this :(
>>36976038yeah but at night? sounds dangerousi understand it being hot out during the day but it's nighttime>>36976040oh shit lmao i missed that>guys i walked 8 miles and didn't drink any water, why does my head hurt>i think i need an mri to answer this one>>36976050>id imagine ill lose a lot of weight during the first few weeks of recoverywhy? that sounds really unhealthy
>>36976033grace cc: <3ya i was thinking that too, i started taking prog again last weekhaven't noticed any changes so far
>>36976062I carry pepper spray with me, but SLC is pretty safe in general. I appreciate the concern though Paige. As for the walking thing: I always have a water bottle with me in my backpack when I go walking. Now, more accurately I drink 3 glasses of water a day, in a medium sized cup. But, I do drink more if I'm walking.
>>36976054bitch idc>>36976062>why? that sounds really unhealthybc im going to be drugged up and have an even more reduced appetite for weeksno solid foods for probably a few weeks
>>36976073>a medium sized cupsurprised u own one of those>>36976075wtf that's terrifying
>>36976077Haha, cause I'm chubby. But it's just a standard plastic cup.
>>36976077why is it terrifying
like i drink maybe 3 liters of water a day, sometimes 4there's like 4 glasses of water in a literso that's like 12-16 glasses of water>>36976081drink more waterwaterbottles don't hold lots of water, they're for bridging the gap between starting a workout and ending it when you can actually drink some water>>36976083getting your face cut up and being unable to eat for WEEKSit just seems horrifyingi hate liquid meal replacements though, and i'd be afraid of relapsing hard on the eating disorder
>>36976088Damn, do you have to pee a lot? I usually space my water out between every few hours. I don't really get thirsty too much
>>36976088idc its worth it
i miss my wife
>>36976096yeah but im ok with peeing a fair amountjust by (((google))), you're supposed to drink 8 glasses of water per dayhow bad are your headaches btw on the pain scale>>36976098good luck w the recovery, if it's really that bad i don't think i'll ever end up getting ffsnot like i could afford it anyway but still>>36976101>wifetrans?
>>36976119Out of 10? Maybe a 3 or 4.
>>36976119ive heard mixed things abt recovery, mostly mental issuesit doesnt sound that bad desu ur just not going to be eating solid foods after getting ur jaw and chin literally sawed at
>>36976126b r u hjust take some ibuprofen and drink more water, you don't need an mri to tell you that>>36976129i guess that's a good pointi wonder if i do end up getting srs, if i could get them to take pics during the surgery
>>36976133I'm just scared that it's been consistently happening the last 3 days, since Sunday, all at or around 9:30 P.M.
>>36976140>get to the end of the day>dehydrated>spent a lot of energy walking or moving>wtf why do i have a headache>repeat three times in a rowplus the dehydration debt doesn't magically go away when you start a new dayyou're probably fineif you really want to you could schedule a doctor's appointment or go to urgent care, but jumping straight to an mri is a bit insane plus your insurance might not like it
migraine migraine go awaydon't come back another day
>>36976151I'll keep you updated. My roommate has a water filter that she said she's okay with me using so long as I fill it.
>I'll keep you updatedjej
>>36976162>willing to spend money on an mri but not a water filterpriorities
im actually shook over this discussion right now oml
>>36976169this is the person who answers medication questions when you pick up your meds lol
>>36976161:/ sorry fren migraines are the worsti was having one this weekendmaybe i should get my eyes checked
>>36976167Well so, I've always had a water filter since I was like 13? All my roommates here in Utah have had filters, and so I've never had to buy one.
>>36976184yehtook meds but it was a bit late bc i didn't have any signs before going to bed, and didn't wake up until it was hurting so they didn't have enough time to prevent it>maybe i should get my eyes checkedy-yeah
>>36976189uggghhhhhh that sucksssdsssthe worst is waking up to one and then it hurts so much u can't fall back asleep ://i have a scarf i tie tight around my headthe pressure relieves the pain somehow, and it doubles as a blind fold
>>36976196oh holy based i do the same thing sometimes, the pressure really does feel like it helps
Goodnight thread.
pretty sure my doctor didnt order a fucking testosterone test even after i reminded him to order itoh wellguess i just go in on thursday and hope its ordered and if not just kill my bica and go back to my regular doses
>>36976277rigghhht gracie rigghhhhttttanyways hows the visit with paige
dude what
>>36976336?????
Just don't give the retard attention
>>36976362fr no cap (farnsworth voice)
hiiii mtfg>>36976277grace babes i miss u and simple is complaining tht no 1 feeds or waters them anymore comeback oomfie
Good Meowning Thread!>>36976277>>36976503Yesss, we miss you Grace, you are missing out on my probably getting plapped next week arc!!! :<(This time I'm approaching things it a bit more responsible)
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>>36976071idk if this will help but once a month I skip my cypro dose since a little bit of T is needed for boobie growth and it seems to be going well34b in 6 months :3not sure if it will help but its worth considering idk
>>36976101UUUOOUAGGGHGH
