im a retired sr-71 pilot
i also served in nam

>>37199692
you are afraid of the truth cause the truth means death, just accept death whatever, you have never lived anyway
>>37199610
no, we won't, this shithole has at least 90% fatality rate

>>37199610
my gf keeps calling me her gf even though i don't pass at all and i feel really nice when she does it but also like im skinwalking being trans

my bf keeps calling me my bf

>>37199797
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dChl9aNsOIs

>>37199828
what is your girl name?
i assume is not soph, unless you like it i guess

>>37199808
I would pop a boner

>>37199847
i don't know if i should say it on this board, larry would probably find some way to use it against me

>>37199855
I don't think he has any way of doing that.
I am just curious what your name is since you are from northen europe iirc.

probably some hon name like älice

>>37199894
I'm not going by it right now since only my parents and sister know about this stuff, but in 4 years I'll hopefully start going by Anna

hej my name's ælice

>>37199907
kinda lol

>>37199918
wdym that's normal though? mine is way worse it's a flower name

>>37199929
then why did you choose it?

>>37199935
flowers are incredibly sentimental to me for a variety of reasons, also my given name is gender neutral and i kinda like it so i picked something that could be realistically shortened to it. i can always fall back on that instead of my eventually legal hon name

>>37199954
>flowers are incredibly sentimental to me
wow that's fembrained lmao congrats

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>>37199911
you are dumb Anna, very dumb. you will never go by Anna publicly, you will never be yourself, you will never exist, you parents and sister think that you are a weird abomination and will bury you with disgust like some mutated rat after you finally spare them and commit sui, you have bad case of terminal man face Anna, you will never be a lesbian and have a girl love you as a you as a girl, she will always see a man face staring back at here when you have 'lesbian' PIV sex, you are a literal rapehon kys, you have never lived, you do not live rn and you will never ever live Anna. you will only ever live archived here as some nasty AGP manmoder name Anna. your pillow will never be replaced by a real girlfriend so you can keep having fun imagining it as not being a pillow forever.

>>37199610
>one day we'll be happy
maybe you will be.

everyone thinks I'm gay, I have no idea why, I'm pretty sure I'm just meta-attracted

>>37200005
my sister is actually an annoying ally and says i have internalized transphobia when i talk about neo-blanchardism and this board. and her best friend is a bi twinkhon.

my parents might secretly be disgusted by me, but i'll still get the last laugh because in that case they have some weird guilt complex making them give me huge amounts of money to change my appearance.

and i'll never have piv sex lol. i'm functionally asexual. i hate my penis more than anything. when i first started getting erections at the start of puberty it made me freeze up and gave me anxiety bordering on panic attacks. when i was 14 i used to self- harm using a sideways razer as a cheese shredder on my legs because i hated my rapestick so fucking much. it was the only way i could sleep.

if you want to be accurate in your hatred larry then talk about my future axewound instead lol.

>>37200097
eh, i would never even cut my balls let alone the ax wound, i have seen some horror pics on this board, you should have it with the mad psycho surgeron from outlast first game
i can't have sex with this body and it pisses me off, dypshoria is reduced but still kinda debilitating, oof

>>37200145
yeah, srs in free in sweden but i'll probably have to pay a mardirossian-tier surgeon to avoid getting botched. some people have great experiences with it so I don't think srs is completely terrible even if it's scary and unpredictable.

>>37200171
you mug is literally like a manmoder/repper meme,you could turn it into a meme, why do you even think that you stand a chance?

>>37200184
i don't think, i just hope i do. the reason i'm getting mardirossian ffs despite it being insanely expensive for foreigners is because i want to maximize my chances. maybe i have like a 50/50 chance of becoming a twinkhon post-ffs. marie said she looked like me pre-ffs and i'll absolutely be okay with looking like her.

if it fails at least i'll know i tried.

>>37199610
i'm going to kill myself, you queers want anything?

>>37200203
>i'll absolutely be okay with looking like her.
you won't, she is not ok with looking like that and has the same tranny brain, you are just coping bc you know that you cannot possibly look cis

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>>37200224

going to use my sledgehammr on a pile of dirt today because im primitive

>>37200264
imagine being a 5'3 post-op twinkhon with a bi aspie girlfriend who fully accepts you and you both help each other become better people. that's such an amazing second prize holy shit.

>>37200270
i have less than a hundred dollars to my name but if you sell my books and comics and DVDs at a flea market you might get another $10. if you sell my furniture you might even get another $100.

>>37200287
that is not going to ever happen mister
stop harassing lesbians

>>37200319
i know cisbians wont ever be attracted to me, duh. but bi women like androgynous twinkhons.

>>37199853
it's not that kind of nice feeling im not agp sorry
>verification not required

>>37200336
you are just prolonging your suffering by coping, i am sorry for you, i feel great amounts of empathy for you and pains me seeing you like this, rope rope rope

>>37200339
99% of all trannies are agp

>>37200367
i highly doubt you have the ability to predict ffs results with any bit of accuracy. 50/50 is the most reasonable prediction.

>>37200382
whatever, how can i have sex with my body?
i hate it

I WANT MY DAD TO BUY ME PLASTIC SURGERY
PLEASE DADDY I NEED IT

>>37200402
i don't think it's possible. i'd puke and sob hysterically if i ever did it

>>37199610
I'll never be happy
I'll never let myself

>>37200425
i need to find a way, maybe if my dysphoria gets reduced more? but again, it is not really dysphoria related, more sexual arousal related..

>>37200428
same bestie

are manmoders hsts, agp or ase?

https://strawpoll.com/1MnwkDP90n7

>>37200541
fuck off, tiny blancher

>>37200541
who cares?

>>37200590
i do unironically believe in neo-blanchardism. i mean the bottom dysphoria i got at the start of puberty was basically a sexual disorder. i could also only get aroused while imagining myself as a lesbian woman in the "receiving" position.

there's nothing wrong with being hsts or agp though, they're romantic and sexual orientations just like hetero and homosexuality.

im primal primitiv manmoder i swing club backyard

>>37200617
>i do unironically believe in neo-blanchardism
and I unironically look down on you for this and see you as constantly trying to uphold, spread, and enforce against others a restrictive ideology around classifying all trannies into one box or another over some misguided guilt complex or need to put yourself down or make yourself less dangerous to others' perception or because you have no spine or will of your own and instead need to subsume your own to that of someone else's whose words carry more authority in the eyes of yourself and others

also I ironically look down at you, literally, because you are half my size and I could fucking eat you
anyway I'm both "AGP" and "ASE" if you want to try and frame any of those concepts in relation to each other instead of exclusively to each other, good luck with that, retard

>>37200617
i'm just a tranny who likes guys these ancient letters are so dumb leave them to the terfs

>>37200677
he's not even using them "right" lmao, he should do that poll in /agpg/

>>37200541
>>37200617
Bro why do you care
People transition for a multitude of reasons some people are feminine growing up and want to fit in better, some people try to man up but can’t and develop gender dysphoria; for some people this develops into a fetish, for some people it doesn’t
Then the decision to manmode is also personal and depends on the person, for some it is a stage until they get surged up and for others it is a choice to feel less dysphoric, etc
So many different reasons
Blanchy was just trying to categorize transexuals to fit his brainwormed worldview- while his theories do have basis they aren’t relevant in the context of the 21st century as society has changed so much
Fuck you rkun ywnbaw

>>37200698
idk i thought this board mutually believed that everyone was either hsts or agp, it seemed like that.

i didn't mean to be mean or disrespectful, maybe i'm just dumb?

>>37200714
The idea that transition is motivated by sexual gratification (chasing straight guys for HSTS, crossdressing for AGP) and no other reasons is stupid

>>37200732
that's not what neo-blanchardites believe

>>37200714
>i thought this board mutually believed that everyone was either hsts or agp
I'd say a majority of legbutts or at least /tttt/rannies do, and that's fucking gay and dumb especially because most of them only know it as the Good Ones vs Bad Ones dichotomy as it's taught to them by TERFs, /pol/tourists, and other self-hating tranners (and that's exactly why you see the same fucking thing reinvented and re-labeled over and over again because it's an easy color-by-numbers formula to box yourself and others into whichever of Good or Bad based on whatever observed traits you want or need at the moment

it's complete bullshit and you should stop falling for, or worse propagating, it and related ideas and I will ree at you every time over it just like I do at frenchie

>>37200735
and it's still more of a materially self-consistent basis for using those phrases than whatever the fuck you think "neo-blanchardism" is you fucking retard

you don't understand what AGP or HSTS really are

>>37200761
they are a set of assumptions spun as something somehow corroborated by evidence and predictive capability (despite having neither)

gonna get a haircut again since i'm being pressured into it
i feel so bad though because i loved having long hair until i shaved it off and i want to grow it out again

>>37200790
least self-destructive ttttranner

https://youtu.be/f_JygUgiweI?si=qq-rsF_h-aUuLTYs
there goes my hero
watch him as he goes

>>37200790
>i'm being pressured into it
then don't, FUCK whoever is trying to pressure you into it, and then kill them and eat them (or don't wait do it during)

>>37200800
least annoying ttttranner
rope

>>37200811
i'm not even doomposting anymore???

how can i have sex with this body?
come on, i need help, i am sexually frustrated

>>37200823
go on grindr those guys will fuck anything

>>37200822
you are very stupid, just like Shahonn
stupid people are annoying but you must have like 75 iq to even believe you have a chance so whatever

>>37200823
get on cypro and you wont even think about sex anymore

>>37200822
lol don't let yourself get l*rried

>>37200850
yh i should just ignore them shouldn't i?

>>37200837
it is not abt that, i have dysphoria, i cannot use it
>>37200842
>crypto
even dumber than i thought, that ship sailed a long time ago, only first people that invested in crypto really made bank, once something becomes mainstream it is already too late

>>37200807
schizo

>>37200855
cyproterone

>>37200861
yes, and?

>>37200871
aha, lol, i pay so little attention to what is wrote that i confused it

again, i cannot have sex with this body and feel my sexuality properly so i am sexually frustrated

>>37200855
if you're very insistent that you don't like it touched then they won't (usually)

go fuck a goat about it

>>37200841
Babe make a vocaroo dragging shahhon

>>37200899
yes, please do. i wanna hear larry's cute voice :3

it could all be so skrimple
but you'd rather make it hard

one does not simply

>>37200974
TELL ME WHO I HAVE TO BEEEEEEEEE

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it aint workin

>>37201066
I look like this and say this

>>37201082
same beksinski

>>37200899
https://voca.ro/1g3kcZika3Dh
my mic is shitty, this is the best qulaity you are getting

>>37200380
i actually don't really get agp people. like ooohhh i can't believe it im cumming so hard thinking im a woman im gonna transition!!! idk. seems strange

>>37201066
>>37201092
Love this painter sm
>>37201127
Thanks baby

>>37201127
carbon monoxide poisoned goatfucker

>>37201197
maybe because that's literally not how it works and is just what some washed-up "sexologist" diagnosing criminals and psych patients with sexual diseases assumed based on his own narrow-minded dick-sucking "theories" about how women and the world function

after ten months, i believe i can finally say it's over

>>37201209
i wish bro, i hate my life from the bottom of my heart, i want to die already but i cannot, fuck this shit

>>37201232
you are like little baby

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>>37201235
you expect anyone here to feel any sympathy for you? you've spent the past year here telling us to kill ourselves or give up and detransition

>>37201239
you can't seriously tell me that i look like a woman

all the lhr places here are for darkies, i'm fucked

>>37201253
are you fuckin stupid? did I say that? I don't know or care what you look like, how could I possibly? you're 10 months HRT and bitching that it's over, hence >>37201239

>>37201247
i did it bc i loved you and i will never ever do it againm i swear to god and beyond and back

>>37201273
even so it doesn't change my daily reality of just looking like a guy

>>37201247
mogs me

My enviroment is 100% male
Crusty old clothes and shitty underwear
A few anime posters
Some garbage game cds
a shitty stereo that barely works, dust upon dust, old things I should prolly throw our like my old computer, humidifier and boxes filled with things form my childhood and adolescence
Too afraid to paint my nails, or get a nice haircut or anything. Too afraid to live a bit better. Numb to everything until it hits me and I try choking my self because I will never be a she/her haha
still not trans btw

>>37201291
that is the worst thing
if he trooned out he would eventually pass

>>37201312
you are crazy my friend

>>37201309
literally me. how do i escape

going to lift weights

>>37201322
Honestly I have started believing I might not even be dysphoric and it is all just resulting in intense pain
Idk
I really wish I did
I am going backwards
Or maybe This really isnt my authentic self, and being a real man is what I needed. testosterone and RAAUGHH MALE
haha
wouldnt that be funny?

i look lik muscular man n dress since used to bodybuild

>>37201309
tranny retard

do adoption agencies care abt personality disorders

I can't adopt children as a tranny in my country

i am scared that i will end up in prison one day

>>37201372
Why
Why
Why am i one?
it hurts to be called one when I cant even figure out what I am by myself.
You know what? I WISH I WAS TRANS AND A WOMAN
But I am just
this
Male on estrogen
Taking estrogen
Without even thinking about it beyond
"lol its effects are ok I guess and I guess I wanted this since i found out about hrt and trans shit and i guess it kinda would help with my fantastic fetishes which include me being a woman/feminization"
See that?Yep
Just so fuckign raped in the brain

hello, men!

>>37201489
>Why am i one?
see
>You know what? I WISH I WAS TRANS AND A WOMAN
welcome to the club, buddy, shit sucks but you're a tranny and you need to accept it (you don't actually need to lol but you will make things worse for yourself if you don't)

im true manmoder can i blogpost cavetran thoughts?

>>37201477
control ursef

Trooning is so gay guys it isnt 2015 anymore
Just take hrt and be a femmaxxing chad

>>37201599
Hey baby boy post tattoos

>>37201642
sorry wrong thread

>>37201650
Kys baby boy i need to see your body

>>37201127
>the guy who keeps attacking me is one of the ugliest posters on /lgbt/ and sounds like he actually suffers from retardation

lol

>>37201471
that's genuinely evil

fuck my abhorrent faggot life

>>37201610
But I AM A MAN
100%
Dysphoria is fake memories looped back into me from my fetishistic desire for this farce to be "real" and not just a sissy fetish
I never corssdressed
I was a nomral boy until puberty when depression started and never left. I knew nothing about trans shit until iw as already an adult and I was doing my isolation shtick just fine. Porn ruined my brain while I was avoiding friends and girls to play games on my internet.
There is NOTHING FEMALE ABOUT ME
I cant even do laser haha
Cause I am male and they will know it and I will know it. I am BULLSHIT
I HATE THIS
DOUBT AND PAIN FOREVER
THIS IS THE LIFE I CHOSE
ILL CHANGE MY LEGAL NAME AND GENDER WITH MONEY ALONE AND BE AN FTM AHAHAHHAHA
I AM FAKE
I TRICKED EVRYON AND TAKIGN THEIR PITY AND VALIDITA ND EVERYTHING SO I CAN FEEL ELSS ALONE!

>>37201902
shut up and keep taking your tranny meds, tranny, and go schedule your first laser appointment right now

>>37201912
fuck you fuck you you dont know me
i wont stop my fucking hrt fuck you
you dont know what I am
I am a monster
Ill eat all the people i love for my own ego until I die in 2.5 years
Laser will only permenantly change my body in ways I cannot comprehend. There is no visual future unless I am dead, burned to ass.

>>37201932
>i wont stop my fucking hrt
>Laser will only permenantly change my body in ways I cannot comprehend
you are incomprehensible

hon or twinkhon post mardirossian ffs?

https://unsee cc/album#F8tdXleJsRJ2

please be honest

i'm so sorry

post ffs twinkhon at absolute worst, your lower face is obvious masculine but in ways that are probably the most effective to change with surgery

>>37201998
god i hope you're right

>>37201948
I AM INSANE
I AM
I KNOW
I CANNOT STOP HRT
BECAUSE THEN I WOULD BE DONE WITH LIFE
it is the wrongest thing I have ever done, believing I was ever anything but my disgusting self. But I cant stop. Idk. i dont hate it and it is not making me anything more than a man. I am fat, the tits wont show
But a beard shadow will always carry me towards manhood
I cant do it
I cant be female. Its not possible and at this point, the only think on my mind is if even still want sucha thing. A feminine body, and to "be a girl" and to appear as one. Do i? I dont know.
I just catch glimpses of myself longing for laser and getting piercing and doing my nails but...those dont make you a woman.

>>37202008
>I CANNOT STOP HRT
nobody is asking you to (except maybe a goatfucker but you're supposed to ignore him)
>I just catch glimpses of myself longing for laser and getting piercing and doing my nails but...those dont make you a woman.
so then fucking do those things and still be a man, I mean what are you, slow? who cares about the label or identity?

literally just be a fem man, there is no excuse not to

>>37202018
>who cares about the label or identity?
Somehow I do
Idk why I am so caught up on it
idk whats wrong with me
It is cause I met real trannies and I was just
viscerally different
It was defeating to see such people.
I will never be like them
It was never a choice.
I am just
a man on hrt
A deadend

>>37202047
>I am just
>a man on hrt
>A deadend
well, shit, same worstie but this was kind of what I accepted and expected going in (and doing so was the only way I could "allow" myself to start HRT)

>>37202062
WHY
WHY CANT I BE A REAL TRANNY AND TRANSITON AND BE OK

>>37202087
>WHY CANT I BE A REAL TRANNY AND TRANSITON AND BE OK
idk I mean this seems to be actively your choice
if that bothers you this much, manmoding is not for you longterm and you should be open to using it as a stepping stone to making meaningful steps toward feeling or acting or appearing more as you want

>>37202102
>to making meaningful steps toward feeling or acting or appearing more as you want
yes ok but the issue is
What the fuck do i even want anymore right?
like
what is my real authentic desire here
Therapy in a few days.....hopefully I figure shit out
until then I will be posting ahahhahahahahahahah

you people actually waste money on that?

>>37202159
laser? it's not quite as insanely cost effective as the free/dirt-cheap HRT and its life-altering relief from symptoms of dysphoria, but it's the second best thing I've done for myself and spent any money on without any contest in terms of my personal comfort level

also nail polish is really cheap and piercings and tattoos and cosmetic stuff like that are not really a part of transition in my view at all so much as general investments in self-expression

I don't feel nothin anymore

>>37201959
Why are you so hung up on mardi please link a good result, i have never seen one

>>37202202
no, therapy

gonna start electrolysis
it's so expensive (thoughever)

>>37202241
oh... lol... no I'm too avoidant to find and commit to a therapist...

>>37202235
i've read everywhere that mardi is the best ffs surgeon in the world. keojampa is also good and xavier lachiver in france looks promising, but i need the best ffs in the world to stand a chance.

there are also mardirossian before and after pictures on reddit that serve as very powerful hopefuel.

>>37202256
>lachiver
Opinion discarded holy kek

>>37202273
i haven't done enough research to have a detailed opinion, lachiver might be bad idk

>>37202291
Mardi actually isnt too bad i just checked srry
I was thinking of the guy who did the trip sparky

what if a balding middle-aged man had fat cowtits
would he be able to find love in this f-cked up world

>>37202329
can't you just get hair transplants?

>>37202329
literally me

i wish i could eat enough to have tits

>>37202336
i am very poor, fakemoderkun

>>37202365
drink milk

>>37202397
>fakemoder
what does that even mean?

not a trvemoder confirmed

>>37202468
gatekeeping helps no one

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I will never be a real tranny
I will always be malebrianed
I will always be too afraid to move forwards because I am not really a woman
It is over before it ever begun

>>37202527
gatekeeping is sometimes necessary to weed out the boymoders

>5'5
>manmoder
huh, hmm
I don't know why but I think there is a problem here, can anybody help me?

>>37202562
i am 0% a boymoder. i might not even be a boymoder post-ffs. i wish i was, i really do, but nothing about my appearance is cute or feminine. maybe if you're extremely kind you could say i'm a "guymoder"?

His theory on short men having a compact and wide skeleton is mostly true unless they had super weak puberty
So i dont think 5’5 means he’s not a manmoder desu
t. 178cm

you are delusional

>>37202694
who? can't you just click the numbers?

at worst a poonermoder

>>37202739
>implying pooners have gigachad skulls
i'd have to be a true luckshit for that jfc

methschizo looks like a pooner lol it's kind of funny

>>37202614
>short men having a compact and wide skeleton
this is litruhlly me as a 5'6 dwarfmoder who even had a hormonal imbalance going into puberty

>>37202772
the poonrages are hilarious

>>37201642
nsfw reddit juwune94 ^-^

ew

>>37202772
why that nigga constantly moist

>>37202843
You are the sole reason why I cut my wrists

>>37202907
god I wish

bpd teen in the body of a 40 year old man

>>37202753
post gigachad skull

>>37202907
hey baby boy post cuts

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>>37199610
larry x rkun hatesex smut

>>37202806
Are you retarded or typed it wrong

>>37202966
https://unsee cc/album#F8tdXleJsRJ2

>>37202976
omg

>>37202991
damn this nigga ugly as fuck lmao

>>37203001
truuuuuu

>>37202991
unfortunate jaw and nose, but you'll look okay after ffs

>>37202976
shut the fuck up that isn't even funny

on crip how do you continue living i would HANG MYSELF if i woke up looking like that

>>37202958
real

>>37203017
nah you're too much of a coward :3

>>37202991
ffs will fix you
smol man with fem leaning body? idk

>>37203080
i'm pretty i'm allowed to be a coward
everything gets handed to me

>>37203110
Post nsfw reddit bro you know you love the attention

stfu june post pits and thighs

>>37203016
>be me, larry
>manmoding, obviously
>most masculine guy in the room (and by that i mean i act like a bpd bitch)
>rkun and i are forced to work together on a class project
>rkun is 5'5 but claims to be a manmoder
>i hate her
>except i like her because she’s way too cute for her own good
>she doesn’t see it, though
>rkun insists she’s "ugly and disgusting" while looking like a goddamn anime girl
>tfw dysmorphia is a hell of a drug

>we’re hanging out at the local mcdonald's because we’re classy like that
>i order 20 nuggets to assert dominance
>rkun orders a small salad
>"you know you don’t have to eat like that, right? you’re not even fat."
>"l-larry, you’re just saying that to be nice…"
>bro i am the meanest person you know, i don’t do "nice"
>"no, seriously, if you were any more twinkish, you’d collapse into a singularity of boymode energy."
>rkun blushes furiously
>stupid, cute, oblivious idiot

>we sit down, me with my glorious nuggets, rkun with her sad lettuce
>she’s picking at it, looking all melancholic like some tragic figure from a victorian novel
>decide to cheer her up, but in my signature style, which is basically roasting her until she smiles
>"you’re really going to sit there and pretend like you don’t have the face of a cherub? the mirror didn’t crack when you looked at it this morning, did it?"
>rkun turns bright red
>mission accomplished

>halfway through my nuggets, i get that sudden hit of existential dread
>why am i like this
>why can’t i just say something nice like a normal person
>god, i’m so emotionally unstable, i’m surprised i haven’t thrown my nuggets on the floor in a rage yet
>"larry… are you okay?"
>rkun looking at me with those big, concerned eyes
>no, rkun, i am NOT okay
>but instead i just say, "yeah, i’m fine. just thinking about how much of a mess you are."
>rkun frowns, clearly about to cry
>wait, that’s not what i meant to say

I have a boyfriend now I don't post lewds

>>37203175
>"i… i know i’m a mess," rkun mumbles, pushing her salad away
>oh no
>oh no no no
>damage control time
>"no, you’re not a mess, you’re just—"
>brain shuts down
>mouth decides to keep going
>"—an adorable, perfect, anxiety-ridden nightmare and i wouldn’t trade you for anything."
>rkun blinks, taken aback
>realize what i just said
>fuck
>"i-i mean, you suck, but i tolerate you."
>good save, larry, good save

>rkun suddenly smiles
>that genuine, heart-melting smile that makes her look like she just stepped out of a damn shoujo manga
>"thanks, larry… i think you’re pretty great too."
>feel my soul leave my body for a moment
>shit, emotions are happening

>awkward silence for like a full minute
>both of us just staring at each other, blushing like idiots
>we look like two disaster lesbians trying to figure out if they should hold hands or throw punches
>finally, i shove the last nugget in my mouth and stand up
>"alright, enough of this gay shit, let’s go watch bad anime and complain about everything."
>rkun nods, still blushing but smiling
>we head out, both of us a complete wreck but somehow making it work

>at end of the day, we’re still manmoding
>we’re still brainwormed
>but at least we’re brainwormed together

not enough weird racism to be larry

not gonna read that

>>37203179
He can’t fuck like me guaranteed
I have done a lot of things in life but i have never disappointed in the bedroom
Even when i threw up water on a guys dick he was into it

>>37203283
you sound like a faggot, might wanna end urself eh?

>>37203302
I am a fag that’s why i want your nudes baby
God i love men

>>37203187
i should stop trip posting

>>37202907
Add a few more for me <3

he is probably like Lari Tranniescu or something like that

i go up to 8mg a day this week.

>>37203465
fent?

nah he's got some peasant lineage goatfucker name

who here transitioned the latest? i'll start:

>20

kys midshit
>31

why did the thread die?

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AAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY'D I REP FROM 17 TO 21 WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH MEEEE

>>37203742
i did from 8 to 20 so there must genuinely be something wrong with my head

There is no point to any of this, and everyone in this thread will either go insane and become a true rapehon hedonist sociopath or suicide once the honeymoon period of transition ends.
There is no possible way to live as a woman if you have the body/skull to force you to manmode to begin with, and the standards for what is required only gets worse each day with each new youngshit gigapassoid brought into this world by parents and adults that love and care about them.
It's like watching people with confirmed terminal cancer go through chemotherapy for no reason, just to experience the unique pain and suffering that brings. No actual light at the end of the tunnel for all of that pain and struggle, and no one on this planet can offer any actual advice that isn't, "Well, just get over it".

This is one of the last generations of reppers/manmoders in human history, and this shift within the next 10-20 years is going to cause the majority of millennial and Z trannies to take their own lives once they see more and more of what an actual transition can do.

>>37203766
i disagree

>>37203786
You're 5'5.
The fact that you could even rep in this era, with your height, until AFTER puberty, just makes me think you're a typical AGP faketrans that wouldn't ever have made it anyway. Absolutely batshit insane repping or pretending to be male at all with genes like that at any point in your life for any reason.

>>37203766
>born in 2004
>in an unaccepting country
If only I was born a few years later and in a country like America...

>>37203110
true :|

>>37203766
last generation of reppers is crazy, there will always be people repping for bizarre internal reasons even when young transitioners enter the wider cultural zeitgeist and parental support is super common. and it goes without saying the barely dysphoric boomerhons who "realize" late in life aren't going anywhere either.
if we keep realistic expectations of transitioning from male to trans woman, i don't rly see where these raised standards are coming from if acceptance will only spread with time? i just wanna make my bf happy and confident with me in public, and get miss'd consistently in dark grocery stores, is that too much? idk this heat is frying my brain sorry it's 107

>>37203607
ahahahaha
hey you know of any older swedish manmoder?

>>37203807
i don't know if you've noticed, but i very much am batshit insane. my sister is a cisbian, so when i hated erections and the only sexual thoughts i liked at the start of puberty were thoughts of being a lesbian, my mind just broke. i thought there was something wrong with me and i immidietely drank up the agp koolaid as soon as i found out about it. i was browsing r/itsafetish and thought "yes that's me, that's what these feelings are pulling me towards". i used increasingly twisted logic to keep myself from accepting myself and when i was 14 i started using a sideways razer as a cheese shredder on my legs to punish myself.

it wasn't until i had made up a suicide plan at 19 but realized i was too scared of death to go through with it that i decided to manmode. that quickly spiraled into telling my parents and doing everything i can to hopefully become a twinkhon in the future.

>>37203982
no, there aren't a lot of swedes on this board from what i've seen

>>37203766
nah, I accomplished the goals I set out to when I started this

>>37204092
yeah :/
there must be swedish manmoders but not itt

>>37203766
>This is one of the last generations of reppers/manmoders in human history
Disagree
The next 20 years will be full of detransitions and suicides once people realize that social transition does not work if you don’t cis pass
By 2035 it will be more normal for twinks to just take hrt into adulthood to stay pretty and not have to call ourselves women to justify taking hrt

no one can hurt me more than i hurt myself but not transitioning at 13-16. larry's words are all pathetic compared to the irreperable trauma and damage i did all by myself. IWNBAW IWNBAW IWNBAW IWNBAW IWNBAW

>>37204732
You probably still wouldnt have passed

>>37204844
if i were lucky and fortunate i could have put the pieces together at 8. i literally could have been a gigayoungshit right now with a loving supportive girlfriend but now i'm an ugly rotting ase rapehon. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF I WANT TO FUCKING DIE

>>37204873
Learn to be a man on hrt or stop taking it, you will never pass as a woman in everyday life

>>37204941
agp euthenasia should unironically be a thing. i'm just deluding myself by thinking things will ever be okay. trenders make psychologists think dysphoria is a lot less severe than it actually is. this warrants a peaceful death. i will never be happy and my entire life was just broken at its core.

take your meds neanderthal-kun

>>37205030
they don't help, cyproterone just makes me want to die while also making me euphoric since it kills my rapestick. i can't stop taking it and i can't afford gnrh.

>>37205004
Sis what is a woman? we are born with male brains but some of us are just low t or socialized around women is why we want to be women
Accepting my brain isn’t female was a process but you have to get over it eventually i think

>>37205030
i feel like someone took my neanderthal posting and just started saying weird stuff with it wtf
follow jesus or something instead of freaking out idk

>>37205068
i know i'll always be malebrained. my problem is my hideous extremely masculine appearance. i'm a gross ase so i want women to find me attractive in a way similar to how they find women attractive. i want to be pretty and if i can't be then i have no reason to keep going. i literally slowly murdered myself and i wont got this blood of my hands until the day i die.

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>>37205112
>ase
Real fancy term for a dyke fetish
Its not bad. people like what they like
But dont see how that relates to you transitioning at all

>>37205210
10,000 points for you i like this song

>>37205210
SAW is GOAT

>>37205222
my romantic and sexual orientation requires me to look feminine, otherwise i'm functionally aro ace. i'm also extremely dysphoric in general and can barely look at myself in the mirror. this is a constant body horror nightmare that i'll never wake up from. and this can't be treated by educated professionals like cptsd or other complex disorders can. i will literally never ever be happy or at peace unless i'm somehow lucky enough to not still look like a rapehon post-ffs. and i'll have to survive 4 more years without 41%ing before i get ffs.

you need to log off motherfucker
even methschizo is less annoying

>>37205210
weird nostalgia feeling

i'm volcel now
getting pussy is cringe actually

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>>37205240
hell ye

>>37205303
>SAW is GOAT
wat

>>37205351
a lot off that album has that feel desu been really deep diving his music lately

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXpKC8TIAxE&list=RDwQyZ0Rn3xRI&index=4

>>37205329
i'm just waiting to die just like larry, but unlike her i don't take it out on others. i know only i'm to blame for my life being ruined.

>parents and gubmint gibmes are paying for this neanderthal lookin ahh nigga's surgeries
>he continues to bitch and moan about it on a romanian sissy fetishism image board
is it bpd? autism, perhaps?

>>37205480
>neanderthal
and there's the problem. surgeries can't save me.

get mentoplasty dumb snowroach

Rkun went from being a slightly sought after cutie twinkhon to an annoying doomer in a matter of months. Lol.

>>37205560
i'm getting everything ffs-related mardirossian offers, even if they say it's not necessary

>>37205590
>twinkhon
LMFAO

>>37205590
told you it was an annoying child back then

>>37205615
*annoying adult gigahon

>>37205590
larry mindbroke him lmao based

what a spoiled cunt

>>37205669
you can be spoiled and an ugly neverpasser anon

i say this with the utmost sincerity: please get nerve damage during ffs and suffer for once in your life

>>37205651
>implying i'd be any less hopeless if i just didn't think about it

see why I called it soph 2.0 lol I know I'm an asshole but I'm not wrong

>>37205701
i suffer horribly every single day.

all of you know i'm ngmi. you always point out my height and supportive parents but you can't say anything about my face because you know it proves me right. you know it's over for me and i'll always be ugly.

>>37205732
I told you its over you just choose to only listen to advice that you like
Anon is right you are like big soph. money can’t fix your problems
Also you dont suffer any more than anyone else: if anything way less because of your cushy situation
Also you even said it yourself your personality isn’t feminine so its not like you are a feminine person suffering in a masculine body or anything
ALSO you are 5’5 so everyone treats you like a manlet anyways so its not like you are a huge ogre that women sexualize for your masculine features

Anybody a fan of survivor? New season in 10 days, can't wait.

>supportive parents
>5'5
>wealthy
>in a very accepting country
lolololol I see the suffering

>>37205821
neverpassing overrides all of that. money can't buy you happiness dummy.

>>37205827
you make me seethe with rage

>>37205921
am i wrong though???? am I????????????

>>37205924
Yeah
Imagine you were dysphoric AND had material / financial insecurities

Why do you even come here? Literally all you fucking do is complain about what we say.

>>37205966
am i wrong about how i'll never be a twinkhon? i'm not. and gender dysphoria overrides EVERYTHING else.

>full head of hair
>decent skin
>smol
>money
>support system
i fail to see what the actual problem here is.
stop cringeposting, retard, and live your life!

>>37205966
you might as well call rich cancer patients with no chance of survival privileged because they're able to spend the rest of their days however they want. none of the things you guys are bringing up bring me any sense of comfort because i'll always be a man. we're all dysphoric so shouldn't this stuff be obvious?

>>37205982
*Woosh* right over ur head

>>37206032
speak english

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This bitch just compared herself to terminal cancer patients. What an absolute cunt.

>>37206050
i have no reason to live if i can't be a twinkhon. i'm basically dead already. i can't get out of bed, i can't go to school i can't in any way function as a human being. that's spiritual death.

I just look like a twink, not a hon or a trans woman, just a twink
jc/album#nVe4aYWBQotJ

>>37206160
a very young ethereal twink

>>37206169
i still have facial hair, just not a ton and i shave often, wonder what people will think once i get it removed

>>37206160
go to /bmg/ future passoid

>>37206224
10 months already, zero malefails, no rich parents to fund transition

>>37206231
that's because you have short hair and don't voice train

>>37206238
it's also because i'm 6'1 and have a bigger browbone than you

>>37206272
6'1 twinkhons > 5'5 rapehons

>>37206281
even i'm not claiming to be one of the really doomed manmoders because i recognise that i have some privilege that others don't have
just think about that for yourself

>>37206297
your priviliges will allow you to eventually girlmode while i'm here for life. i don't think we're very similar tbhon

>>37206238
how are you still here

>>37206281
you don't deserve to hear this but you need to get away from this website girl. you're extremely delusional. i wont say how because you'd just argue against me but please for the love of god just go away!

>>37206324
can't sleep

>>37206310
i don't have rich parents like you do, i live in eastern europe with zero (0) coverage for transitioning, i DIY and avoid going to doctors for this reason

>>37206342
but which one of us will eventually be able to girlmode?

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>>37206352

>>37206025
Babe i dont care about privilege anything. i mean that yeah being a man sucks a lot but its a lot easier if you don’t have to hold down a job in manmode to provide for yourself and can just take hrt for fun despite not being feminine until it became apart of your fetish when puberty hit

>>37206352
you, because you have money, you are literally 5'5 are you even listening to yourself

>>37206449
i'm doing this because i have to, not because of some fetish

>>37206453
ffs can't save my skull that's obvious

i cut myself for the first time in years and it felt way better than i remember wtf? it's like my emotions are being validated and the physical pain gives me a weird calming, consoling feeling. this is bad, i could get addicted to this.

go talk to some real people and get therapy

whatever not gonna bother with you, go on bmg you'll see countless like you

>>37206506
i somehow got by during my teens so maybe i could just permamanmode if i go to therapy and stick to a calm and manageable routine? i should probably leave this website, i don't want to relapse anymore.

>>37206535
i asked my dad to block 4chan on our network and i used the iphone screen time settings to block it on my phone. the only workaround is to share internet from my phone to my laptop and browse tttt on there.

if i'm able to block the ability to share internet behind a password i'll be gone for a long time.

practice self control

zoomers are so netcucked vro just turn the screen off and do something else

i'm going to sleep now. hopefully we'll never see each other again. i wish you all the best.

see you tomorrow!

>>37206742
cu :3

no, YOU hang up teehee

it's gonna be so cool when i finally die

if i return i'll have a different tripcode since i posted everything today in a private browser window

anyway bye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIRhM3HpjLY

>>37206955
hell yeah dude that rocks

dawg no one cares about ur shitty larp go play dress to impress or something

>>37205800
omg same i can't believe i missed the survivor post. i'm locked in i just rewatched survivor china for like the 3rd time

so you say GOOD BYYYYYE, MAN MODE

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>i will NEVER ever EVER be as cute as her

first step is to stop posting frogs

that one's okay

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>>37207417
what makes pepe evil doe? who gave him to da devil?

>>37199610
new: >>37207628

>>37207188
I knew u were my favorite:) this just solidifies it more. I'm more of a newer fan, but thus year I've watched several seasons with my brother and mom including last season live every week. Kenzie was actually one of my 3 picks in the first couple episodes we do.

you are all the worst scum

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you too evil doe. we gon' give u 2 da devil

you are all the worst cum

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>>37207714
>cum
yum

>>37207652
that's amazing, if the thread gets annoying in a couple weeks i'm posting thoughts and predictions on the new season so there's at least some good in this world. i love the new era of seasons too but if you're ever bored take your pick from seasons 9-20 they seriously never get old for me. contestants had that dash of 2000s craziness you don't quite get in reality tv anymore