Creed editionQOTT: do you like buttrock?QOTT2: do you look like Scott Stapp IRL?
>>37506394previous: >>37489494
a little bit, kms
so men what are the weekend plans: dinner with the wife, fishing with the kids, tailgating a football game?
>>37506532fuckin nothing desu
>>37506543real
>>37506394>QOTTCAN'T HOLD ON MUCH LOOOOONGERRRRR>QOTT2yes but picrel is literally me lol I didn't know I just looked him up for the first time
>>37506532gonna hunt a live bear then spend a few hours lifting its corpse before I hit the showers then go out clubbing to crush some puss while drinking a whiskey and smoking a cigar and reciting ron swanson quotes
pls dysphoria go away so i can have sex
>>37506394What in the millennial hellWho are these men
>>37506643oh I envy youhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J16lInLZRms
>>37506643the greatest rock band of all timehttps://youtu.be/99j0zLuNhi8?si=Hf9BoLpK6HHrA2pG
>>37506394what's buttrock? like chop suey?no i don't think so
>>37506654>>37506659the duality of man(moder)
>>37506670WAKEUP
>>37506596hell yeah brother
>>37506610try drugs and then come over (me) :3
i fucking hate my browridge why the fuck do men existdisgusting disgusting disgusting disgusting i hate you. i hate myself. fuck everything. i am evil and male inside and out. testosterone=aliens living inside of my balls. alien demon ballsack technology is controlling my mind. fuck the CIA and their plan. i refuse to have any more sex. i refuse the sexual thoughts CIA Satans are inserting into my mindI guess you're right about me being demented, like you said. I knew I acted like that online but not in real life. Speaking of being demented I'm on meth right now. My heart rate is like 125 bpm.You kept on saying masochistic things and didn't hit back or even get up and leave. I thought maybe you wanted me to hit you. I was on the floor the entire time it's not like I was following you around hitting you. It's your fault for telling me I'd be cuter with a pussy (which I will never be able to have) and also for calling me submissive and pushing me against a wall unexpectedly and also for saying trans pussy probably tastes bad. So am I supposed to get the surgery or not then? Make up your mind. Why Accepting Child Transgenderism Will Pave The Way For Pedophilia: As children are lured into the world of transgenderism, they become open to a number of abuses beyond cross-sexual treatments.Outrage as transgender child groomer who is ‘legally female’ is put in women’s jail: A transgender paedophile has been moved to a women's prison despite her history of grooming underage girls.
>>37506683lmao just kidding I'm gonna get drunk and try not to kill myself, maybe go out for a walk, and play some castlevania
>>37506698a nice estrowalk is calming
>>37506680PUT ON A DRESS AND WEAR A LITTLE MAKEUP
>>37506704>estrowalkbro what
>>37506707HIDE THE SCARS TO FADE AWAY THE SELF-HARM
>>37506708how else can you see estrocrows?
>>37506654Haha this made me laugh thanksI bet you blasted creed sooooo loud during your lan parties
>>37506708well you’re an estroman and estrogen
>>37506714TAKE YOUR KEY AND LOCK YOUR SISSY CAGE UP
i cant take it anymore. i love the smell of my own dick and balls so much. im going to fuck the water. im going to cum in it. and then im going to drink the cum water mixed with foreskin juice mixed with ballsweat. because i have AGP, ASE, AGAMP, & APP, i.e., im autoerotic. i woke up today, got out of bed, looked in the mirror, and saw and 11 year old boy with D-cup breasts with a six inch penis. that's when i couldn't stop staring at my own undescended innocent little wrinkly girlballsack and got an autopedophilia-induced blood-engorged, stiff, throbbing, precummies-dripping, magical meatwand. drinking my autoshotacumwater is ultimate perfection. it is bliss. it is the ideal match between mind and body
>>375067183 years on E, is there any hope for me?
NO ALCOHOL: The reason you have to STOP DRINKING is that drinking makes you impulsive, leading to smoking—both of cigarettes and meth oh my god im so drunk im crying someone's name oh my god im banging my head against the nearest vertical surface and throwing fragile objects (alcohol inhibits you, often leading you to thoughtlessly drink way too much once you've had even a little bit. it even causes you to lose all standards of hygiene and decorum, overstaying your welcome at a party, jumping over the fence into the neighbor's yard, walking through screen doors, breaking them, and even particularly unclassy behavior like trying to get yet even drunker off of other people's abandoned and half-finished beers and a lot of alcohol causes your emotions to become less controlled and more destructive leading to particularly loud, difficult, and long, crying sessions and fits of rage with an inappropriate level of physical violence: starting a fight with a woman by throwing the first punch at a woman without warning. if she's really such an asshole, it's better to leave her and the situation. (flee) behind you than it is to fight her, a move that makes you look bad because (a) you hit a woman, and she didn't even hit you first. sure, maybe she disrespected you. maybe it was technically a physical """"""attack"""""" such as spitting or throwing food. but those aren't lethal weapons, while firsts potentially are (b) well, not your fists; you're not a very good fighter)
>>37506750drop the flower youre beakfrauding
mental illness hours, i want to eat smth but i am so sick
i keep making cookies but their marginal value keeps diminishing halp
>>37506759mogs me>>37506782what is this sickness? fever, feeling no love, brain atrophy?>>37506805sure, give them to me, i'll keep them safe!
The reasons you have to STOP USING METH are variously—It makes you hypersexual to the point it's socially unacceptable but you don't seem aware enough of your own sexual feelings to hide your desireds or have the impulse control (another thing meth weakens) to avoid fulfilling unpermissable desirables (mastubating in places you shouldn't like the public park, something a freak like you can barely refrain from while sober. walking around with your dick out like you think people can't see if because my shirt is long enough to hide if (dude they can see the rough shape of your dick where it's pressed against the shirt)) and with your tits out (yes, they are love enough to look weirder on you than your chest did pre-hrt or does with a binder on. holy fuck im cumming this meth feels so good oh my god oh my god oh my god it feels so good (you get way too fucking high when you do use meth. you don't know when to stop and you become so hypersexual that i can't even explain to you how much of a problem it is when you're on meth, you dumb asshole. you don't even see what you're doing as wrong so you'll literally commit a sex crime then admit to it like you're proud of how evil you are)I am sexually aggressive and must be imprisoned for life. I have delusions of breast growth when, in fact, my body hasn't changed at all.i deserve death. i want to be shot in the headif im a man, then im an ugly one. were i a woman, id he even uglier. as nonbinary, uglier still. inside and out. fun fact: i am sexist. i sexualize and fetishize innocent females.i am the most disgusting person to ever live
>>37506820just regular cold, i guess the other ones too
>>37506831how do you even get meth?
i used to sniff my undies when i was still a man and jerk off at myself now i cant really
>>37506845jessie pinkwoman + walter white
Bros the guy i am supposed to date next week hasn’t texted me in over 24 hoursWe text like every dayYeah he is on vacation but everyone uses their phone…. Relationship over i am confirmed to be unloveable yet againWhat movie should i watch tonight by myselfI have been trying to only drink two shots a day to restore my gut health but at this point who even cares
Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's livesThat's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or fiveIt's kind of hard walking through life with my distorted eyesWhen I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thriveI hate being attracted to women. I'm such a sick pervert. I want to rip my eyes out and eat them while screaming I can't take it anymore. I want to set myself on fire. I want to be sawed in half. I want to bathe in blood. I wish I had a big tongue so I could wrap it around her. I just want to eat her up. I want to taste her sweat. I want to lick her thighs.>>37506845im not actually on any right now im just copy pasting old rants i wrote while on meth because i feel like it's still true but a namefag from /mtfg/ would give it to me for free. i just want everyone to understand how evil i am so i can be imprisoned or killed or publicly shamed like i deserve
>>37506845you can buy it online for dirt cheap
the sexual predator the abuserthe narcissist the sexistthe pervertthe autogynephilethe violentthe criminalthe insane
>>37506833:(drink tea with honey and milkdoesn't affect the cold but feels a little better anyway
testosterone made me uglyestrogen made me even uglier if only i had no family, committing suicide would be easierat least i have no friends
>>37506845wanna do meth with me? :P
>>37506913i dont believe that estrogen makes men uglier unless they try even less. E literally makes mid or ugly men look like models if they manmode and watch their weight
>>37506726lol no I was more about korn soad nin deftones etc... and a lot of shitty techno
>>37506913maybe try to get friends, things might feel a little bit better then?otoh i'm thinking of dumping mine, they're so fucking boring
>>37506805get a nice grandma to bake you some more
>>37506893ah, may bc i am from eastern europe and drugs are not as common here as in america but like i couldn't imagine how someone as innocent autistic nerdy looking as methschizo could find it>>37506918hell no, if my life gets so bad that i need drugs to cope, i would rather just kms at that point
>>37506942lmao
>>37506750cawcawcawgs me
>>37506945i've met some pretty innocent non-threatening meth heads in my time. it used to be a drug for bikers and truckers but now it's for anybody.
>>37506733HERE YOU GO THINK ABOUT GOING OUT IN GIRMODE (YOU WANTED TO)
wait is methschizo into men or women (unironically here outside the shitposting)
>>37506945who's talking about coping?
it's shocking how ugly i am: https://unseecc/album#4GuhCtJXvzKz>>37507059women and cute men (prison bi, AGP, AGAMP, ASE)
tfw too ugly to be raped in a meth induced sexual rage :/
>>37507079are you a pooner or just a jewish highscholer?
>>37507079ugly yes, but not at all masculine. to /bmg/ with you.
>>37507079moist lil poon
>>37506935Love deftones and shitty techno xD maybe you would like this idkhttps://youtu.be/QkYhUdU95Mo?si=GSZg3iLQvZs08VpB
>>37507079I wish I was ugly and feminine, instead of moderately attractive and masc.
life is so fucking unfair
might lose sleep over not complimenting a girl's dress today
Might loose sleep tonight cause I look like a man when I should look like a woman.
haI look the way I was supposed to look now, strange and not right for either
i was always attracted to the margins. i did this to myself. i wanted this. i hate my body. i know this is my fate. i have always known.
>>37507617>>37507601I wish I understood this was my fate, I wish I could understand this is my fate. But tomorrow, or the next day, or some day eventually after that I will wake up and have the delusion I can make it again. That I am not the way I look, that I'm actually feminine and look like a woman.
mogs me
>>37506876I will watch the silence of the lambs for the 40th time if nobody answers mePls
>>37506876>>37507837silent hill (2006)
>>37507851Good choice thx
>>37507864I think they're both corny af but I've always loved them and think they're probably some of if not the best vidya movies (despite being a weird bastardization of multiple games' plots)
>>37507881Dw i love corny media. i will watch it as a comedy insteadFun fact it was filmed 30 min from where i live
>>37507794You mog me chudette>>37507851God I love this movie. I wish they kept going with that story, I'm so mad with the ending not being finished. I still need to play all the game. I own the first one on ps1, bought it years ago and recently saw it's worth more than $200 for some reason. And also own homecoming on the 360.>>37507837Not a big fan of Hannibal movies. One of the more glazed horror villians imho.
>>37507939Anthony hopkins is enjoyable to watch. i like the film because of the themes from the bookI think the author wrote the trans character in a way that was fully fledged and sympathetic despite him being the antagonist
Buffalo Bill is a manmoder icon
>>37508025so true, bestie
>>37508004If I like one thing about tge movie it's Jodie Foster.
>>37508071Yeah she is a hottie i agreeI would have busted a load and thrown it at her like a baboon
>>37508088I was talking about her acting. But yeah she's cute, that's forsure.
The cop in silent hill is so hot wow
>>37508258RIGHT???!??!?!
i ate my own ass, im a man so i can do things like that
you guys think syd barret was a repper?
>>37508354no, why would you think that?
>>37508402well he did write a song about a cross dresser in the 60's
would estrogen have saved her?
Would estrogen have saved her?
>>37508492wow that is literally me rn
>>37508532PLUCK YOUR GOD DAMN EYEBROWS
>>37508544NO!I mean, why should I?
>>37508550do it faggotit makes a difference
>>37508544>>37508555consecutively increasing terminal consecutive number gets... okay, what kind of difference does it make? I am a man, after allalso I don't know how lol
NANI?! GETTO DA!!!
>>37508565if you have tweezers just start by getting rid of the bushy stray bits close to your eyelids so it forms a clean arch
would transition have saved her?
>>37508544Why? he looks hot the way he is
>>37508532Nice hairline faggot
>>37508701thanks bro I receded it myself
>>37508532get some green contacts bitch DAMN
>>37508701>>37508708my hairline is much worse and i'm not even uncomfortable with it
>>37508740why green?>>37508758I'm actually quite happy with its evolution over the course of my time on HRT and finasteride, considering how I let it get
I'm the human equivalent of a SMASHED and SLAMMED toadline pitbull.
>>37508708? it is growing in nicelyIt is much better than before no?
>>37508846it is, very much and I'm very grateful, but man lol I let it get bad...
>>37508858Yup major improvement congrats anon :p
>>37508802but why the haircut though. how deep in a closet you have to be you could have several different fabulous haircats as manmode
I WAKE UP IN THE MORNIN AND I GO OUTSIDE AND I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND GET REAL HIGH
>>37508888holy consecutive digits, GETman>several different fabulous haircats as manmodeidk what you mean, I shaved my head back in april or may after I started finasteride and it made me shed so much hair that I couldn't tie it back in the ponytail any longer and that was my first haircut in like a decade>>37508902HAAYYYYAAAAYYYAAAAYAAAHHHWHAT'S GOIN ON?
>>37508911>idk what you mean, I shaved my head back in april or may after I started finasteride and it made me shed so much hair that I couldn't tie it back in the ponytail any longer and that was my first haircut in like a decadeah, ok. i've never had any shedding. though i think i'm a hyper responder to minoxidil and people say they shed with it all the time
>>37509068>i think i'm a hyper responder to minoxidilhave you had any unwanted side effects or hassles using it? it's the step after next up for me if fin doesn't do what I want or the regrowth gives out, after duta
>>37509084yeah, i only use a fraction of the recommended amount but still have some excess hair growth in other parts of body. when i used the recommended dose i got dizziness and light headedness
>>37509112that is very valuable firsthand information to me, thank you, and I'm sorry that you deal with that and hope it's still worthwhile
https://youtube.com/shorts/6yKIYQEImMg
>>37509232I look like this and sound like this but I've never done meth in my life and seriously need to never nothttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11Y_xyi-8Mc&list=OLAK5uy_l3f834prfKKeOr_ObZPyv-IkaiMzwiBXA&index=2
post mock chuddie
>>>/b/925464162
Yuck.
The pooner at the weed store lied to me this oil does absolutely nothingNow i can’t sleep… never trust a woman who gets a mastectomy for fun
>>37509313it's okay to be jealous of the agp rapehon
i want to set myself on fire
>>37509323
>>37509361GiwtwmI am considering the gin bottle still but i don’t want a headache when i wake up
>>37509254Chudette has a name in forever b.. mogged again. Angry trap is better than chudette.
>>37509487well, it started a couple years ago and the archives don't seem to go back far enough but it was because someone was posting my tits from an unsee or maybe a risky direct post here on this board and pretending it was them... also apparently someone has my old stuff saved lol
i wasn't meant to transitioni should have spared myself the pain and roped years agoWHAT IS THE POINTWHY SHOULD I LIVEI HAVE TO DIE, NOW
I was meant to transitionI should have spared myself the pain and started years agoWHAT IS THE POINTWHY BECOME AN HERO NOWI HAVE TO LIVE, NOW
Decided to hook up the ps1 for silent hill>>37509521>someone has my old stuff savedThats actually legit lol. It's sad, but I check every so often after I post some there to see if anybody ever posts me, has saved me. I don't get many replies, and have gotten none a couple times.
>>37509561BASED BASED BASED BASED I'm just gonna retroarch it like a pleb> I check every so often after I post some there to see if anybody ever posts me, has saved meI compulsively search my aliases and variations thereof as well as image md5s to see who or if is reposting or discussing me
>>37509582The controls suck holy shit lol>retroarchI really need to figure out how to do all that. Cause buying physical is getting expensive and I need ffs money.>image md5sHmm that would be the easiest way to know lol. Instead of just lazily checking every so often. I think you replied once to me, cause I got called out and idt any other manmoders from here ever chill there. It was several months ago now though.
>>37509610yeah sh1 is a real janker no matter what you do lol... also it's easyhttps://thebarchive.com/b/search/text/angrytrap%7Cangry%20trapyou can use 4chanX and archive sites
gock in my handin my pocket is a knifelooking for a victim got a plan for tonight
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7liYfhRgXGk
>>37509670I’ve got one gock in my pocketThe other one is hailing a taxi cab!
>>37509655I'm getting used to it quicker than I thought I would. God I love the ps1. The vibes are unmatched. My favorite console by far. Also I'm not named or anything there, so only can try image search. But having trouble figuring out image hash. Doubt there's any reposts though, might just take some new pics tomorrow and post lol.
where the FUCK did i put my phone?
>>37509883bathroom? kitchen? bed?
>>37509912it was on the floor next to the bed
>>37509920nice, glad you found your estrophonehappens to me too when I use my estrophone and fall asleep
I'm too estrotired for an estrowalk estronight
>>37509559i like this one better
>>37509959I was thinking about going for a walk, it's 2am but I had planned on starting to walk today but didn't.
becoming a manmoder is a symptom of executive dysfunction
>>37509984ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>37509975same but it's like midnight, I'm just gonna go around a block or two to estrostretch my estrolegs and help digest my late-night estromexican delivery
>>37510005>late-night estromexican deliverythat's something
>>37510017Me as a kid
You ever notice how nothing feels good?
>>37510188my boobs feel good
>>37510188About half the months of the year yeah. Other half the good isn't even fully good. It's like every feeling and experience is lessened.
>>37510016literally me........
>>37509959I just went on an estrowalk, but it is morning in my estrotimezone. Maybe you can do it tomorrow after your estrosleep.
How do I know whether I'm a boymoder or a manmoder? I'm don't interact enough with people to know whether I'm read as male or female
>>37510256If you even have to ask odds are you are a boymoder.
i threw my needles and hrt in the garbage todaybut then i calmed down and realized thats stupid and not how im supposed to dispose of it anyway so i fished it out and put it into a container to take to where it needs to go to be properly disposed offinally the curse is overMEN ARE SO BACK, BABY
>>37510295based, see you in a few years when you inevitably realize you fucked up and get back on HRT
>>37510311why does this happen so often anywayis this shit really unbeatabledoes the strength of my will really mean so little
>>37510295Don't do it. You'll just start again 5 years later, even more masc. I hate myself. But I hated myself less the first time.
>>37510188can't remember the last time anything has.
>>37510295Respect, I wish I could do that but the FOMO is too powerful >>37510311All that’ll happen is that you’ll go bald if you’re genetically predisposed. And who cares if that happens, it’s more reason to finally grow a pair and end it than anything.
>>37510295>>37510320bye
saw her again why wont she leave
xth for END YOUR LIFE
I haven't eaten in two days and I think I am about to get estrarrhea
>>37506690>why the fuck do men existI'm asking this
>>37510295bad move, it doesn't go away and re-adjusting to your new hormone levels is gonna feel bad
>>37510320strength of will is irrelevant, you are your biology
>>37510295Bro as a cis guy i am telling you to stay on hrt If you are dysphoric it will help out. just don’t try to pass as female and you srr golden
I pass as a man
I don't pass as a man or a woman. I am masculine and feminine.
I CANT WEAR MOST CLOTHING WITHOUT LOOKING LIKE A TRANNYYYYYY
>>37512855same lmao it's ogre
>>37512872do you think ffs would make me look more or less like a tranny?
>>37512895Ugly but could pass. Unironicaly has soft features.
>>37512855cut your hair
>get hip growth from HRT>still have a 52cm bideltoidI just look like a freak now
>>3751306420 inch bideltoid???
>>37513064I've got stretch marks on my hips and I'm dealing with worse growing pains than I had as a kid but like bald marilyn manson, it's just getting weirder and weirder over time
>>37513064>hip growthcan we split mmg into hongen and mmg
>>37513082Yes!>>37513101I do not ever wear female clothing
>>37513064Don't ever complain about hip growth.>>37513091You have good hips, stop.
>>37513111I'm grateful, I'm not complaining about the growth, I'm just remarking on it pushing me further into uncanny territory
>>37513178I'm gonna need more coffee to wrap my head around this
https://voca.ro/1oyFZK2tMEeq
>>37513180>uncannyIdt it is though is my point. Your body is incredibly fem passing. I think when your hair finally gets long again you could legit girlmode. Your facial features are soft as well. Like the Marilyn comparison is old, and more so unrealistic atp beyond being a girl version of him.
>>37513212ideal masc4masc voice
>>37513261
i look too much like a woman to pretend to be a gay man guys wtf do i do i cant be a woman either guys im scared i dont want to be a tranny
>>37513306
how much would a vet student be willing to accept to do an orchi on me
THEY SAID I COULD MANMODE FOREVER THEY SAID I DIDNT HAVE TO BE A HON THEY SAID I COULD BE HAPPY THEY SAID I COULD STILL BE GAY WHY DID THEY LIE WHY DID THEY LIE WHY DID THEY LIE
>>37513395what you look like anon
>>37513379what if I don't want to girlmode? what if I'm genuinely more comfy in between like this and just defaulting to male social stuff?>>37513395I'm gonna manmode forever you can't stop me
>>37513417That's perfectly fine. All I'm saying is you can if you decide you want to, and you arent uncanny. You've lucked out with fem body growth, and minimal test destruction to both face and body despite being a 30s transitioner.
>>37513448if you saw the looks I get... I do appreciate the positivity, but I am very much uncanny lol even wearing the same kinds of or exact articles of clothing I used to
When should a manmoder decide to try detransition? The new prescription is making me a gay man.
>>37513530If you aren't trans, or are in danger for your life. There's literally no other valid reason to detrans, and every single one is a mistake.
gonna keep trooning to make the honmoders, shrinks, passoids and chuds seethe
>>37513588BASED
>>37513588grift for terfs bet that bag sis
>>37513575but i could be such a happy gay
>>37513620Yes, you could. For a bit. But if you have dysphoria, the only proven "cure" is transition.
you cant trick me into being like you
what if I want to be female socially but that is not achievable for me and I will not be cured if I will not get it not that anon but just wondering haha
>>37513731>>37513739Then detrans and see for yourself
>>37513530Estrogen didn’t turn you homosexual, your brain is just experiencing a new sense of attraction due to the change in sex hormonesThat is my honscience for the day. lolDon’t detrans, there is literally no reason to unless you hate having breastsI tried to socially trans which was a big mistake but hrt is decent medication for treating dysphoria imo
>>37513776never said I will detrans I just do not think this really solves anything sure it makes it a little bit better but it doesn't really cure my real real issue and I honestly do not see anything ever making my life decent or enjoying it in general
what I don't really get is the difference in reactions from people - sometimes girls will look terrified of grossed out by me or cross the street to avoid me (guys too sometimes), but a lot of older ladies tend to offer compliments or start conversations and look kind of wide-eyed and curious but nice, and the girl who complimented my tattoo yesterday looked fucking shocked when she saw me as she was coming out of the store but then said oh hi like she was so delighted to see me (and I'm still kicking myself for not complimenting her dress) and I've had a lot of interactions like that maybe because I'm a novelty to themguys are a little simpler, it's almost always no acknowledgement but once in a while I get the absolute death glare like my just being in their field of view is offensive to them, or more rarely I'll get kind of a flirty approach or look but then that typically dissolves if I speak up or they look more closely and can go in the fear/disgust/surprise direction or shift into the death glareI just wish I knew what people thought of me
when will my flu and dysphoria go away? :'(
>>37513776i will never detrans>>37513779i meant adderall not estrogen ive been on estrogen for 2 years and have been androphilic the entire time but the adderall is making me want to be a gay man. last time i repressed hard was around 18 after my last time consistently taking adderall
>>37513819>the adderall is making me want to be a gay manwhat does that even mean? what are you talking about in terms of actual actions or choices or changes in your life relative to what you're doing now? (which I presume to be taking HRT and not socially transitioning, and if it's not then wtf are you doing here?)
>>37513797yeah the naked look of disgust from some women is absurd like im literally presenting male what’s your deal? i was saying hi to 2 friends of mine on campus and there was this third person i didnt know and we made eye contact and she gave me the evil eye and never said a word the entire conversation. weird
it is bc you look faggy and feminine and weird, women are homophobic asf
>>37513797being liked by old women seems cooltoday on my estrowalk and old woman stared at me and kept staring when I talked past her, like literally turned hear head and tracked meI wonder if she just was afraid rip
>>37513835my assumption is they see that I'm "different" and then just make a bunch of assumptions about being a tranny stereotype or something, or maybe even think I'd expect or use feminine pronouns and InVaDe ThEiR sPaCeS, like they've just got the terf rhetoric baked in as their default
>>37513834>what does that even mean?Instead of feeling like a depressed neverpassing transsexual I feel like a twinkish gay man with an embarrassing secret. I feel like i could make it as a man.
>>37513782You said it yourself, it makes it a little bit better. Now add on the fact that you would have kept masculinizing on test year by year. So that adds to making it better the longer you are on hrt. Obviously the full cure is to be fully passing, fully female socialized, fully done with surgeries you may need/want. But a small cure is better than nothing. And realistically(or more so hopefully) uou will keep getting better feminization each year.>>37513797I know exactly what you mean. I had 2 interactions like this yesterday. One was while grocery shopping, was in the freezer isle with the door open, I could see a guy walking towards me looking like he was gonna say something, then when I closed it and he got a clear look at me he quickly turned and his face changed. The other was at Jimmy johns, the girl handing the sandwiches was super nice and put on the most soft nice voice for the dad and kid in front of me, and not 3 seconds later when she handed me mine she had almost a mean disgusted way of calling out mine. And also didn't say have a good day like she had just did for the 2 in front of me.
>>37513874>>37513856hons did this to us bros. not to be a pick-me but seriously they did this
>>37513863>I feel like i could make it as a man.cool, so again:>what are you talking about in terms of actual actions or choices or changes in your life relative to what you're doing now?I'm actually not understanding what would be different - are you just declaring to us all that you're changing your identity from failed tranny to gay man on hrt?
women and arab men are overly nice to me, although women act like they're talking to a retard especially at campus. southern california moment? like awww let's be nice to the wittle twanny... i guess i'm glad i live here after reading other's experiences. the rest are indifferent
>>37513888yeah nah, you're a disgusting worhtless piece of shitpickmes against the wall
>>37513835Its because women hate men who aren’t masculineIt’s called “misandry” and is what causes dysphoria in adolencence imo, also honscience but makes a lot of sense
>>37513874>also didn't say have a good day like she had just did for the 2 in front of megigacunty
>>37513888Society, not hons. Not be to all fucking incel joker like. If society just had a little empathy in understanding the hardships and obstacles a trans woman who's had to go through male puberty and socialization, we would be better off.>>37513927I couldn't believe it. I was so taken aback, I didn't even send any cunt back. Which I'm usually pretty good at doing. Might go in again soon to give her a taste or her own medicine.
>>37513874>And realistically(or more so hopefully) uou will keep getting better feminization each year.sure you are right about everything, but it feels a little hopeless when the other improvements to my life that I want (FFS, SRS) are very far away for me at this point and I am only waiting for more money to start electrolysis which I guess would help somewhat feel better
Not only am I not allowed or able to be a girl, I was born malebrained feel male and will always be male and have no dysphoria. I’m losing my mind!I’m taking hrt for what? I don’t even know if my levels are on but if they are then wtf why do I feel like shit???Xd xd xd xd xd xdAt least my agp fetish is satisfied with the boobs I have hahahshaha
>>37513942I'm too passive aggressive and lazy to get into it with people but I've gotten good at just relaxing and openly acknowledging that someone just slighted me without getting too emotional about it, whether it's slow-walking across the street while flipping off the guy who almost hit me or giving the woman who cut me in line a dead-eyed stare when she pretends to apologize afterward and saying "yeah you did, and no you're not sorry"people are funny
agp is not real, there is no fetish, you and everyone that is on hrt is just trans, it is just that there are also some trans people that are extremely autistic and have no self awareness so they will obviously come across as degenerates
>>37513954God I know. Ffs needs to be federally covered already. It would help with so many issues for us and cis people. I'm so far away too, and it's killing me. Because I truly believe it's what's keeping me from being able to do all this. I'm considering ffs in south America lately, both for cost reasons, and cause they might even be better for brown people compared to the us surgeons.>>37513963Although I'm getting better at letting stuff go, I'm still super confrontational when someone slights me. I give what I get. Especially when it's so blantant as it was with this bitch yesterday, to the point when I don't stand up for myself I get even sadder. Sandwich was so fucking good though.
>>37514042>federally coveredI live in eastern EUrope
>>37514015nobody said AGPs aren't trans, they've always been considered trans. it's no wonder you don't believe AGP exists if you fundamentally misunderstand what it is.
>>37514042>plastic surgery needs to be covered federallyLMAO YOU IDIOTThese are the people voting for kamala…. hahaha
>>37513091age?>>37513809after i use some sexual magic
>>37514053go ahead and prove "AGP" exists in the blanchardian sense of 1 of 2 groups of trans people based on their underlying motivation for transition without fudging data or asserting causative relationships with no basis
>>37514066are you lost?>>3751406935
>>37514072Who cares about blanchy niggaAgp is real just as any other fetish
I know it's the weekend and all, but does it feel... weird in here to anyone else?
>>37514066i hope ffs will be covered here soonnot that i'd go to any surgeon near here but its be covered within eu, so i guess facial team too
>>37514089Well yeah it would be niceBut super unrealistic and the tax dollars could be allocated to something more importantUgly women don’t get a free nosejob lol
>>37514079and you got hip pains?damn
You don’t get itI’m not a trans womanI have no female soul or sense of selfI’m maleI’m a manI’m manmodeIt’s all justXddddSomething elseWhy else would I do all this?Why? Why would I even care so much?Mental illness?Why do I wish I was exactly like a girl not even trans a cis cool lady who goes to animecons, has sesbian lex and gets to fuck her husbandIdk random sex sex sexOopsI’m all alone!!!Il die aloneIt’s fineI don’t need to cry or feelI’m a non dysphoric manmoder who will never be a girl :)
>>37514096>But super unrealistic and the tax dollars could be allocated to something more importantyou're not very bright, huh?
>>37514066Yes, I think things that make society run better as a whole should be covered. There is more than enough money to allocate to it. While also paying for everything else we should also be federally paying for. Tax billionaires way more.>>37514096Not even remotely similar situations.
>>37514116>WAAHHHH I'M SO DYSPHORIC I'M NOT DYSPHORICshut the fuck up schizo you are making no sense
>>37514121>>37514096Also I'd like to point out that I wouldn't be opposed to free nose jobs, or boob jobs to cis woman. Or free hair transplant/care to cis men. Again, the money is there.
>>37514118Average intelligence i’d say. i analyze situations a lot heavier than most people do though. i also have the gift of being (apparently) really kind and empathetic, so i can see both sides of a situation without it being clouded by my own personal bias.
>>37514147nah
>>37514127I’m not dysphoric but I just can’t admit itSo I just gonna kill myself i think
>>37514161>I’m not dysphoric but I just can’t admit it?
>>37514072>go ahead and prove "AGP" exists in the blanchardian sense of 1 of 2 groups of trans people based on their underlying motivation for transitionI never said that's what I believed thoAGP as a paraphilic disorder/broad subset of trans people is an easily observable phenomenon and you'd literally have to be intentionally ignoring it not to see it.
>>37514173>intentionally ignoring it not to see itSounds about right
>>37514173irrelevant>AGP as a paraphilic disorder/broad subset of trans people is an easily observable phenomenoagain: show me the evidence for this as a paraphilia or a subset of trans peopleI am not saying AGP is not a thing that people experience, but it is not a class of people and cannot be in the ways you are trying to make it (which are 100% in alignment with blanchard no matter how you try to dance around it and make the same logic error)
>>37514168What I saidMentally stunned cognitive dissonance
>>37514205>Mentally stunned cognitive dissonance???????
>>37514212How am I not making sense it’s a simply sentence are you wanking my chain?
>>37514191it's apparent to me, from having spent a lot of time around a lot of trans people, that AGPs share a lot of common traits, to the point it suggests similar psychological problems. later onset of dysphoria/later transition, more willing to pursue a transition that's likely to fail, frequently autistic, horrendous fashion sense, you get the idea.
>>37514226I'm trying to understand your incredibly broken english and self-contradictory statements and you're not making sense
>>37514237great! so you admit your source is pure speculation and you have no actual reasoning beyond the EXACT same shallow appearance-based assumption-first approach blanchard tookgo read thishttps://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5
>>37514237so basically autistic trannies who had a hard time understanding their feelings as adolescents?
>>37514237Those are problems very easily associated with lack of trans education and knowledge. I didn't even know trans people existed till I was 21. And even then I was still deconstructing the religion that I was indoctrinated in from birth to adulthood. Your argument is so clearly refuted by seeing the average age of transition plummeting as trans awareness and education has increased significantly over the years.
>>37514248>unironically citing Anne Vitaleok you're actually just retarded
>>37514261you're talking to someone who would have told you back in the day that left-handed people were the devil>>37514264>citingoh? for what, exactly? what specific assertion am I making and citing that for? unlike you I'm not making a sweeping classifying statement and attempting to treat it as unquestionable dogma
>sniffs my own panties I AM AN REAL ANIMU GORL>rapes a stranger I HAVE A FEMALE SOUL, Y'ALL >spends hours reading about the history of CPU instruction setsME SO KAWAIIING LITTLE 11-YEAR-OLD JAPANESE SCHOOLGIRL ON THE INSIDE DESHU NEE~~~~~>jorks it to dickgirl on loli rape manga>scrapes data from your web directory >drinks vodka saturated with meth>assaults a female friend my feminine energy... it's radiant. im glowing. im healing, sisters. come feel my lesbian vibrations>starts playing PCB on wine with my dick in my handi use Chimera BSD+Linux, btw
LolIn the spirit of honscience i will add my two centsAGP as a fetish develops due to repressing femininityAt puberty time the shame and guilt of not being masculine enough is internalized and expressed sexuallyThis isn't a bad thing- it just doesn't happen to gay guys who transition because most of us aren't attracted to women.Anon is right semantically, people HAVE agp or experience it, they are not "AGP" as a label.
>>37514275Left-handedness is associated with a higher likelihood of mental health issues and violent behavior.
>>37514295Way to totally dodge the recent refutes to your bs. Because you have none.
>>37514318>recent refutes to your bs? wdymAnd what am i dodging ?
something's fucky
stop arguing, bend over, and let me sniff your girlballs, you weakass faggot bitchboys
i wish i were a woman i cant handle this anymore
my girlballs smell wrong
43in shoulder circumference33in underbust circumference37in hip circumferenceit’s wrong it’s all wrong it’s wrong it’s all wrong it’s wrong it’s all wrong
my girl balls are sore and my mosquito bites keep rubbing on my shirt
just took a nasty loose estroshit
I miss my old manly testosteroshits but I estroprinted an intact 3D model of my estrocolon the other day
I recommend estro psyllium husk
why do schizos have to ruin mmg
estrizos
>>37514476Schizos improve this threadChaos is fun
>>37514474I've read it's contaminated with lead due to processing, and that's a very old bioaccumulative enemy of ours with classic health and sanity ruining toxicity
>>37514505https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UpOQPyN1Fw
>>37514506a little lead never hurt anyone
>>37514506https://www.consumerlab.com/news/best-psyllium-fiber-supplements-2024/02-29-2024/>Lead in Psyllium Fiber – Key Findings:>All psyllium fiber supplements contained some lead: ConsumerLab found lead in all eight psyllium products it tested, but those with the least contained only 1 mcg of lead or less per 4-gram serving of fiber. The state of California’s Prop 65 law requires any product containing more than 0.5 mcg of lead per daily serving to bear a warning on the label, and there have been many cases in which psyllium products have exceeded the limit without displaying the proper warning.>Almost half contained excessive amounts: Four of nine products tested by ConsumerLab contained excessive amounts of lead — ranging from 2.4 mcg to as much as 38.7 mcg of lead if taken at maximum suggested daily servings.>Dose matters: ConsumerLab’s tests showed that some products exceed lead limits only if taken at their maximum suggested daily serving, although it’s advisable to minimize any exposure to lead.>>37514520I know we're living in a toxic chemical soup already but I think I have enough predisposition toward cognitive decline without heavy metal poisoning, and yes every little bit hurts just a little - there is NO safe level of lead exposure
>>37514506really? like also in yourop or just in the US? rip, it is essential for my bottomhood
>>37514240Fair>I don’t feel like I have any dysphoria>yet I don’t admit to myself that I simple don’t have it>I have created this cognitive dissonance in my head in order to continue manmoding and doing hrt and all that stuff even despite the fact that I dont feel dysphoric>this drives me crazy and sad
>>37514525those desires to be feminine or physically change yourself and take HRT are gender dysphoria - you have gender dysphoria and are gaslighting yourself into believing you don't and causing yourself unnecessary cognitive dissonance, probably because accepting being a tranny is scary and kind of fucking sucks tbdesu
>>37514524look up the specific products you take but it's not specific to any region, stuff gets shipped everywhere and there's no real regulatory oversight on most of these kinds of products anywhere
>>37514523>I know we're living in a toxic chemical soup already but I think I have enough predisposition toward cognitive decline without heavy metal poisoning, and yes every little bit hurts just a little - there is NO safe level of lead exposureI played with soldering wire as a kidfml
>>37514554I think I read about it with spices and stuff like that. And generally Indian/Asian stuff. I only buy expensive organic tea, but I wonder how spices like tumeric, ginger and stuff might be contaminated.
>>37514505when i was 13 i ran an anarchy nsfw everything’s allowed schizo subforum on a videogame website and got groomed by a 17 year old furry. i think that memory made me repress
i wish i could look like a tranny in clothing instead of a cis man
>>37514555checkednot much you can do now but avoid more exposure in the future, like so much other bullshit on this fucked up rock>>37514575good, start looking it up if you're concerned
I look like a manny
>>37514534But I’m not a trannyI’ve made every possible comparisonI’m unlike other trannyex if I am one. Nobody is this uniqueI just wish I was like other girls. Real. I’m not. I’m too masculine to be like them because I am a man. I think like one too it seems.Idk what I am or what I want. I’m just doing things that sound good ig.
>>37514587i look like a tranny in clothing. it isnt fun
>>37514593like even rice is contaminated with arsenic I stopped eating brown rice after that
>>37514604>But I’m not a trannywhy? I'm not doing this with you, because you are using defeatist repper language and before had a bunch of stacking nested negatives that make it really frustrating to understand what you mean, so just ask yourself:why are you not a tranny? what do you think specifically makes you different or unique or special? I'll shortcut it for you and tell you that you'll find you're not, but you need to think through that for yourself
>>37514612mogs me
>>37514587Idiot>>37514581I am pretty open sexually but furries are so nasty kek
>>37514614good luck avoiding all poisons
>>37514671I mean I shoot up bathtub estrogen I paid with crypto currency, have done weird ass research chemicals, and have been on cypro for years so maybe I am already cooked
Don't do RC's in your teens!!!I had a bad trip and never recovered
>>37514614>>37514671I just try to be aware and limit or find alternatives to the obvious things that I think are most harmful or least necessary, but like idfk lol I'm sure something will get me and at a certain point... well, I think we're only just seeing the tipe of the iceberg with the plastics problem and we're going to run into serious germline issues down the road like Children of Men style
>>37514634>shortcut it for you and tell you that you'll find you're notOh since I’m this unique it means I’m definitely not one. I see. Yeah that makes sense. I am too scared and a coward to really know if my feelings are 100% unique, can’t ask anyone, but I guess it must be true right?
>>37514652he used to say kek all the time, everybody did. i could have trooned then and i even came out but i desisted. t ruined me, it’s over
>>37514707not uniquewhat the fuck is wrong with you
>>37514713zomg people said kek? on 4chan?
>>37514698I think the amount of plastic in the average human brain weight about as much as a credit card by now. Not sure if I remember correctly though, but I hope micro and nanoplastics won't turn out to be dangerous.
>>37514729wait I can't read, well everyone said it everywhere after it blew up on 4chan (top lel, zozzle even)
my boyfriend's sister thinks i'm a women from a picture he sent of usgmi
>>37514734>I hope micro and nanoplastics won't turn out to be dangerousuhhhhhhttps://www.thelancet.com/journals/ebiom/article/PIIS2352-3964(23)00467-X/fulltext
>>37514729umm it wasnt on 4chan sweaty im cooler than youu
>>37514751Industrial society was a mistake.
>>37514770lol shut up kid
why are you even here if you do not look like a man. go away.
why are you even here if you do not take hrt. go away.
>>37514720But I am quite uniqueLack of clear dysphoric feelingsNo real traumatic dysphoria growing oldOnly found out about transitioning in my adult life, despite the exposure I had on it before through porn and trans artworks, that I took as pornNo similar feelings.Can’t discern wtf I am clearlyDon’t understand what I wantMasking my identity and emotions to the point of not knowing what is the mask and what is meConstantly feel that I switch between said masks just because I’m supposed to “rn act feminine” or “rn act masculine”I only do things I’m supposed toMaybe I’m not uniqueBut I don’t belong with trannies or cis girlsIdkOkIdkI wish my feelings were clear and true abd showed me how to be myself
>>37514831so you admit you're not unique, at all
>>37514805no
Could it be that I'm not special?
>>37514816i am a spiritual manmoder. also if i take hrt or not. i look the same anyway. it doesn't like matter, and repgen is dead.
>>37514840I guess maybe I’m not entirely unique
>>37514868you're telling the same story as half the posters on this board
>>37514853https://youtu.be/Qn0HZoVUBu0?si=hnHDQYjxJ-zILiVL
>>37514885I might be those posters I post a lotBut yes does everyone else feel like they aren’t even trans or female and just take hrt and do stuff for 1% reasons?
>>37514901>I might be those posters I post a lotno you fucking retard, I mean over the past 5 years people of all kinds with different backgrounds experience a similar thing>But yes does everyone else feel like they aren’t even trans or female and just take hrt and do stuff for 1% reasons?are you being stupid on purpose?
https://www.webmd.com/balance/what-is-imposter-syndrome
>>37514901i feel like acknowledging that you are a manmoding tranny would benefit you
>>37514901None of us are female broGranted some of us are better at repressing femininity and have it worse off geneticallyBut we are all men (except for shannon)
>>37514956I genuinely am stupid but not on purpose>>37514993yeah I am a male manmoder I take hrt and manmode>>37515002I hate repressingI wanna be real
>>37514860You aren't even on hrt? Top kek, what a loser. You aren't remotely like us.
>>37514173The main reason this happened is that Blanchard engaged in some transphobic rhetoric recently. He is not too transphobic but considering the pain trans people undergo it is enough for the majority of the trans women to deny his theory. AGP/hsts difference is extremely easy to observe and the study purported to refute it is never taken seriously, heavily flawed. (Essentially, it ask cis women questions like “ do you feel aroused when you dress up in sexy attire in preparation to sex” while Blanchard asks questions like “do you feel aroused when u dress up in women’s clothes.”) AGPs are not aggressive freaks nor HSTS’s are Chadsexual bimbos BUT in my experience AGPS are all (any non purely androphilic trans wome) share 1) roughly same interests as any nerd guy 2) roughly share same sexual typology with each other (abstract, virtual desire / liking for other trans girls, “smooth, cute, UWU, Asian female centric or bbc fetish) And hsts are all 1) share roughly same interests with straight girls 2) share same sexual typology (real life sex and relationship centric, getting involved in relationship to a single guy and getting obsessed over him etc.) So let us be real and accept that while typology holds this does not make anyone less of a woman or more of a freak/bimbo
>>37515107the evidence for that divide you are attempting, weakly, to uplift is literally falsified you fucking moron
>>37515112It was not falsified AND was replicated. Give source that shows it was falsified. You are fucking idiot
>>37515047i am repgod, i do not need hrt, dysphoria will just go away eventually, it must, i am 100% sure
>>37515112Even the brain imaging studies show higher feminization in hsts brain and no feminization at all among AGPs
>>37515107They are right. Transitioning is not a reason to reject truth T. Transbian
>>37515107>So let us be real and accept that while typology holds this does not make anyone less of a woman or more of a freak/bimboBlanchard himself said there is no "better" or "more trutrans" type, a fact that his detractors always ignore. it isn't "AGP bad HSTS good", they're purely descriptive categories that are generally accurate. AGP denialists are just thin-skinned people who get angry over nothing.
so here's my theory about blanchoids based on my observations and speculations, there are two unique categories>one is motivated by misandry I will designate MABs or MisAndry-motivated Blanchoids>the other is motivated by fear of misogyny I will designate MOBs or MisOgyny-avoidance-motivated Blanchoidsand the key difference is whether or not they hate men! so what I'll do is survey a bunch of reppers and self-identified AGPs or HSTSs and ask if they hate men, and everyone who hates men will be a MAB and everyone else can be a MOB! simple, right?now you might ask, what if there are people who are classed as MABs that are also motivated by a fear of being misogynistic in their transition or identity? doesn't matter! or, what if there are people who are classed as MOBs but don't experience that motivation? they're just lying! by asking this question and handling my responses and data this way I can confidently and scientifically assert that these are the underlying motives for their subscription to blanchism and that there are only these two groupsI am a genius!
>>37515129>Give source that shows it was falsifiedtry reading blanchard's work, sweaty>>37515143show me that study, go ahead lmao you're so full of shit - and yes we do have many brain imaging studies showing differences in both sexual identity, assigned gender at birth, and homo vs heterosexuality, that all relate and overlap (which has nothing to do with what you're suggesting)
>>37515163include me in the screencap
>>37515161Main reason for Blanchard denialism is a common fetish among agp is to have a feminine brain/inner life. They should just accept that not all woman have feminized personalities and move on
>>37515190dude you're literally spouting terf rhetoric, fuck off
>>37515196I’m not a dude and I hate terfs
>>37515209ok bro whatever, you're saying the same things they do lmao
>>37515196TERFs and Blanchard don't get along. there's a video of Blanch talking to glinner and a panel of angloid TERFs and the whole thing is just them getting mad at him for constantly disagreeing with them about basically everything.
>>37515196I’m saying that AGP trans women are women. They identify as women, they (if they somewhat pass) have the same social experiences as women and are perceived as women. They just do not have a feminized brain. Some cis lesbians also have masculinize brains. How saying these make me a terf?
>>37515231entirely irrelevant to my point, terfs (ab)use blanchard's already-harmful shit all the time>>37515235prove your claimsyou are posing conjecture as fact with no evidence or reasoning other than "common sense" and leaning on the notion of real extant studies and imaging showing different conclusions in a handwavey "everyone knows" kind of way
>>37515231Which video is that? I wanna watch terfs get mad.
>>37515235>How saying these make me a terf?also to be really specific because you're not getting it: you're asserting the existence of a disparate subgroup of trans people and attributing to them all a fetish as the reason to fabricate evidence for them being different so that you can justify discrimination against them, that's terf shit
>>37515260https://www.youtube.com/live/5m6VILKKkfI?si=eY0zgwUDntz-AqABBlanch comes on around the 20 minute mark
who cares
I DONT WANT MY TITS ANYMORE
>>37515278Fetish merely means an unusual sexual target within an orientation group. But it has dirty connotations now and I’m sorry for using it, They do have a sexual target location that is associated with being feminine-minded.
>>37515328HURRR DURRR MUH ELTE shut the fuck up retard, come back after you learn to read and bring evidence - literally any
>>37515320why not? you can get them yeeted but that's a one-way deal
>>37515353im so scared people can tell im manmoding. sometimes i feel like i made a terrible mistake. iwnbaw and im so terrified. i just want a man to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright. i wish i could just be gay
>>37515278Anon stop being obtuse. a lot of men who transition experience agp. of those with agp, a lot of them are similar.Again, blanch was mostly wrong and 99% who transition aren’t sexually motivatedNo i don’t have an article to cite but i don’t need one, it is called observationDoes anyone else like bird watching???
>>37515383I'm not being obtuse, I am being precise and faithful to reason - I absolutely believe a lot of mtfs experience something you would most effectively refer to as agp in a literal sense, AND that with better studies and imaging we will see perhaps quite unsurprisingly similar phenotypes emerge from the brains of people who are various permutations of cis/trans gender of either agab and finally their hetero/homosexuality, but that is not something that they "have" or "are" in any sense and you cannot establish that with the actual evidence and studies we haveframing being transgender as a paraphilia is the entire history and context of bl*nchoidism and it cannot be treated as holding any value simply because it upholds assumption and speculation as evidence
>>37515422>lot mtfs have similar experienceAbsolutely not. The experience of and reasons for transition among purely androphilic and the rest of trans woman are binarily divided. If you cannot accept this either you have absolutely zero observation skills or you have no trans friends
>>37515496This isn't truet. has trans friends
>>37515496>>lot mtfs have similar experiencewho are you quoting? that's not what I said, and not pertinent to what you said either>The experience of and reasons for transition among purely androphilic and the rest of trans woman are binarily dividedgo ahead and prove that then re-read my post and reconcile what you think I said that you're attempting to refute with what I actually said
i wish i knew how to have friends
>>37515653i am almost 30 and have 0 friendsi am pretty weird and off-putting
>>37515383estrocrows are my favorite
>>37515660this is my future>>37515653i have 1 pity friendship i think. everybody else in my life is gone because im insane and self isolating and generally grating and it's only getting worse.
>>37515689I'm gonna on another estrowalk later and see if I can find some more estrocrows...
>>37515496Bro you mog barry for the dummest person in this thread lolYou lot don't even consider bisexuality or closeted same-sex attraction when discussing this stuff. We are not in a binary divide lmaoooot. bisexual fag >>37515422>with better studies and imaging we will see perhaps quite unsurprisingly similar phenotypes emerge from the brains of people who are various permutations of cis/trans gender of either agab and finally their hetero/homosexualityI too am excited for the future of neuroscience and figuring out why people like us are the way we areI think a lot of it is social, but i also feel like accepting being transgender would be a lot easier if i had this kind of evidence
>>37515701>bisexualityblanchard's solution for that is simple: they're lying!
>>37515697all estromales should befriend estrocrows
>>37515697cuteI saw some estrocrows today on a field and threw an estronut towards them but they got scared and flew away :( maybe next time
>>37515716Dummy please don't throw food at the birdsIn the course i am taking they say feeding animals fucks with their biosphere
>>37515759but crows like nutzI'm not even feeding the ducks or anything
>>37515759what are you studying?
crows are nice birds, and smart toothey deserve some estrocandy once in a while
>>37515759oh but when oak trees do it all of a sudden “its masting” “they coevolved this way” look how they’ve played us for absolute fools
feeding regular crows estradiol pills and androcur so they become estrocrows
>>37515701of course, imo none of this is "necessary" to treat each other with acceptance and compassion and not place double standards on those who are outliers or non-conforming, but I believe understanding all of this from a more informed perspective grounded in hard evidence will help everyone with the insights into our neurobiology in general (in terms of social treatment, medicine, reproductive health, etc etc etc it touches everything)we've got the beginnings of some good stuff out there alreadyhttps://academic.oup.com/cercor/article/30/5/2755/5669983https://www.science.org/doi/10.1126/sciadv.adn4202https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1053811922008539https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8604863/#Sec27titlethis last one is interesting>The data extracted may suggest that before hormonal treatment the majority of transgenders’ brain features covered by the studies reviewed could be similar to those of their natal sex, but certainly some brain parameters differ resembling those of their experienced gender. Also, although homosexual’s neuroanatomy, neurophysiology, and neurometabolism may tend to resemble those of heterosexual individuals of their same sex, some brain features differ and are similar to those of heterosexual individuals of the opposite sex in some of the studies analyzed.I think it all supports my pet theory that, firstly, being trans is a form neurological intersex (also posited by real people with better framing and support) and that, secondly, a three-axis space for Sex, Gender, and Sexuality will eventually be able to help us see the 3d "clouds" of bell curves for combinations of dimorphism in those rough binaries and their outliers with specific densities or structures emerging from those clouds that could tell us a lot
>>37515774I have to take high school biology and chemistry courses so i can apply for paramedic college this january Taxonomy is really interesting and there is so much info on wikipedia. it is a lot of fun desu
>>37515795>>37515786based
>>37515759i will continue feeding the cute finchies and blue jays and sparrows bc they're CUTE and they love me
>>37515805i was into both of those things before, and yeah it was interesting :)
how malebrained is my taste in music? is it physically possible to be more male than me, an 11-year old little BOY with a six-inch COCK and D-cup TITShttps://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQgR-WZDCZrm7XBk5kZzqkTbLr-Mvvgfq>be an incel >""""""jus' hab sez,,, incel"""""">""""""why can't you just be normal"""""">""""""get a gf, loser…LOL!!1"""""">finally get a gf>have sex >it didn't FIX me…>it BROKE me;-;WHY? WHY YOU LIE?? YOU LIE! YOU LIE!! YOU LIE!!1fuck all of youthis is why i can't have friendsi hate you so much right nowkKill yourself as fast as humanly possible. jump off a tall building. step in front of a speeding train. put a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger. that would be ideal. that would be just fine.
nobody messages me on grindr anymore even though i think im hotter than when i was cismale? wtf is happening i still present male and everything did i ruin my body
Crows are easily the best. Owls, second if you even count them.
>>37515883gay men arent attracted to women nona
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>>37515886as a raven appreciator i have to disagreebigger, smarter, and can learn to talk
>>37515796Wow thanks angrytrap <3Will read these laterNCBI is so fun to read when you are high
>>37515896i dont look like a woman though, also who is nona
>>37515916you don't KNOW
>>37515886i got swooped at by a barn owl once, i got out of my car late at night and there were two of them sitting on a power line. i assume he didn't like me interrupting their date. scared the bejeebus out of me but they're still pretty cute i guess...
>>37515883My messages get more and more as months go on. Although Christmas time was the most I've ever gotten for obvious reasons. Have you changed the type of pictures you post? Have you become obviously trans? If you are, you need to fully lean into it on your profile. That's what gets the most attention. I fully girlmode for grindr pics and hookups. If I just manmoded I'm sure I'd get like no attention.
>>37515915I should have mentioned them too. I put them at 1 with crows. They are interchangeable for me.>>37515930Lol I literally just saw a tiktok of this exact thing. Was funny af.
>>37515935it’s literally just a pic of me smiling in a dress shirt. i look slightly boyish for my age, but that’s the ONLY sign
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>>37515793Big Tree can't keep getting away with this
>>37515957Lmao, I don't even need to see it. Take better pics, don't smile if you're in guy mode. And post multiple pics. Only 1 Pic is crazy for a profile.
>>37516017it's a good pic, i WILL smile, and why should i post multiple pictures? i did fine with 1 pic when i was a man. these rules are so autistic i just want a guy to come over
>>37506394new thread: >>37516032
