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>>37768469 (previous)
QOTT: What is the best way to relax before Monday?
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no one won
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i won :D
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>>37776612
For more than a hundred centuries the Emperor has sat immobileon the Golden Throne of Earth. He is the Master of Mankind. Bythe might of His inexhaustible armies a million worlds standagainst the dark.Yet, He is a rotting carcass, the Carrion Lord of the Imperiumheld in life by marvels from the Dark Age of Technology and thethousand souls sacrificed each day so that His may continue toburn.To be a man in such times is to be one amongst untold billions. It isto live in the cruellest and most bloody regime imaginable. It is tosuffer an eternity of carnage and slaughter. It is to have cries ofanguish and sorrow drowned by the thirsting laughter of darkgods.This is a dark and terrible era where you will find little comfort orhope. Forget the power of technology and science. Forget thepromise of progress and advancement. Forget any notion ofcommon humanity or compassion.There is no peace amongst the stars, for in the grim darkness ofthe far future, there is only war.
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i don't wanna wait 4-5 years to be with her
id rather kms
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>>37776749
Edating loser lmao
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>>37776777
ldr not edating, nigger. we actually meet up every few months
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>>37776814
neither of us can move
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Edaters should just die
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>>37776848
we see eachother every few months for a week or 2, but I can't move because of school and she can't move because her job just ended full remote work
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>>37776855
just say no one loves you anon
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>>37777014
>35 year old teenager chaser loves edating
Picture me unsurprised
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i love E dating it's really cool to be 4 hours apart and get no cuddles
no I don't want you to buy me timbits e dating is fine I love the Atlantic ocean
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>>37777077
You wanna know who isn't real anymore
Your mother
Because she hung herself NIGGA
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>>37776809
a ldr seems fun but really hard
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>>37777014
Easy on the eyes
>>37777049
Easy on the funnybone
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>>37777112
NTA but it's harder than I would have imagined desu
the worst part is missing out on little mundane things
like it feels really lonely longing for just being able to sit on a couch together
or like, imagine if something happens as you're going about your day and you want to tell them about it. you can't just sit down and have a natter like, it sucks that wanting to have a chat over a coffee is like 'wow I wish that were me'
like yeah it's the rly boring stuff and it's miserable that stuff other couples might take for granted becomes something you fantasise about
also no hugs :(((
we did not evolve to deal with catching feels for someone over the internet
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>>37777168
Enjoy seething midlife crisis ah nigga
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>>37777165
im sorry you struggle with it anon. but if you really like someone its worth it right?
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>>37777229
I just like older people because they tend to be more mature you obsessed ass nitpicking stalker
Literal reason why I left you is you being a literal child larping as an "adult" that permanently needs someone supporting him while he sits on his ass all day doing drugs watching anime and sperging out on 4chan over exs
If anything, you're that, you're mentally a child chasing people that are mature and can support you because you cannot fathom being an adult
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>>37777212
um idk the heart wants what it wants
I used to not understand why people did LDR and thought I'd never do
but then you catch feels for someone far away and it's like what else is there to do
so it's like 'worth it' is an odd way of phrasing it because you can't pick who you are into and I guess how much you'd be willing to put up with is going to be a personal thing
for me it's like I at the very least want to give things room to play out fully yk. like I think it's worth it in as much as I want to be closer to her so we can let a relationship play it's course whatever that might look like. to me thats preferable to ending it just because LDR is hard and then always wondering what could have been
I reckon my personal limit would be I couldn't do LDR if we had no plans to move closer to one another
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>>37777263
When's the activity rotation switching to doing drugs? World would be a whole lot better if you overdosed, though I doubt you even have the funds for enough to kill you considering you're more dependent on them than oxygen at this point
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eheheheheheh... the prawn is loose... no that doesnt work and sounds creepy, the prawn has drawn....

i dont even like know how to ... like i have a question . .. .
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>>37777279
Yes we all know how sad it is you didn't get to be with that ripe suicidal 19 year old that wanted to kill herself with you after months of bloodplay discord erp move on nigga
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>>37777286
Worst part is nicks ones are way worse but I never post them
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>>37777273
howling
you're silly
what's your question today
I saw my cat! she kept me up all night by pushing her head into my hand because she wanted attention
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The videogame industry has fallen
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>>37777306
Shit I could show you some grass for a change but you might have just developed an allergy to it from a lack of contact
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>>37777321
I was over at your mother's house for the week and left the game open man it's an idle game
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>>37776612
why is there a hon as the op pic
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>>37777294
yes!! i saw!!

alright i got two questions. #1 very excited to finally getting round to changing my name and sex legally, and getting a new birth cert and passport and stuff.. it should only take two weeks after filling in the form! anyways, my question is, do you think that like going to some european countries would be worth it? prague seems really nice, because like, since I hear alot of ... warranted ... complaints about the atlantic ocean, its like damn look how cheap flights are to europe right, so maybe i should take advantage of that, it shouldnt be toooo expensive all round right?

question #2, i actually dont know if I asked you this, i think it was ur gurl, um anyways, would be up to like... a festive card <_< like. .. for you
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>>37777339
Nah nigga I'm DHTmaxing the reflection of the sun on my forehead attracts women marvelously
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>>37777367
Only smoke crack?
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>>37777343
ahhh so you were mysterious
>how...
poster
we watched inside out 2 and wish and tarzan
wish was not good imo

1) yes go traveling if you can! interrailing is super fun and there's lots to see around Europe and as you say it's like cheap and easy to do :)
get your documents sorted and go for an adventure that's such a good idea omg
it'd be rly good for you too I think!
you can travel on the cheap if you're smart too like yeah for sure do it do it

2) that's so sweet ;_; yes let's do cards tho I'm not sure how I'd send you one hmmm
I have the letter you wrote on my corkboard still
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good morning tranners
https://youtu.be/c9oOKqMjNUo?si=S42JkUisC2TzCMP3
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>>37777395
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>>37777383
>ahhh so you were mysterious

kek yeah and then i went to bed, i always feel guilty if that happens... feels kinda <_< like im being evil ya know

>tho I'm not sure how I'd send you one hmmm

why not? things have changed at home so you can just send it to me normally! um, either way im not expecting like anything in return lul, i just really am fond of those like old american 70's cards where its like "Merry Christmas From the Stevensons" and like a photoshoot of the family y'know? those are cute, obviously its not gonna be like that um but you get the vibe.

>I have the letter you wrote on my corkboard still

awww cute ty <3
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>>37777405
wtf weren’t you leaving
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>>37777414
I feel like visiting for a little out of sheer kindness
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why is everyone employed at this part time halloween store fucking insane?
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voice training is so hard and it makes me want to kill myself :(
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>>37777511
Honkai star rail pom pom
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>>37777511
same
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>>37777519
thats true-
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>>37777523
I know.
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>>37777522
it sucks to be close enough to passing that people occasionally "ma'am" you but as soon as you respond they backpedal and apologize profusely
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>>37777535
Never experienced this, but if I did I'd probably kill myself
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>>37777574
Yeah just like how you keep at it harassing random people
Kinda funny that time you threatened a random mod and got nothing from it lmfao
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i dont want to write this essay about the mongols
i want to smoke weed and be paid by the government for existing
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>>37777574
i have a very masculine and deep voice naturally so i'll prob never rly pass XC
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Enough posting for this week
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time for silent hill 2 emulation
hope it’s fun
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>>37777535
yes makes me scared i will be hatecrimed
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>>37777687
i spend most of my very limited time outside at uni which is pretty safe but if i ever go into town theres a reasonable chance since its pretty rural and has a stupid high crime rate
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posting more pictures from last night for more (You)s
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>>37777840
terrifyingly symmetric
dont look dead ahead at the camera it makes it look like a mugshot
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>>37777885
i stare into your soul
>>37777900
lol
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>>37778059
i care
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>>37778239
sorry ill just go...
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Why have half the posts in threads vanished suddenly?
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>>37777840
This looks really good.
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>>37778361
your mom ate them lol
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i wish "edating" was short for emo dating
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>>37778425
tbf she does that sometimes
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>>37778449
You need to go back in time for that when emo was the in thing, sadly. They are now fairly rare despite being heckin cute and valid.
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I'm sad now :c FtM friend and I are gonna get breakfast and then he's gotta go back to Ogden
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>>37778384
>>37778434
thx guyz
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>>37778618
did u cum in his boygina
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>>37778772
No. We didn't have sex. We did cuddle tho.
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Why do cis men do this? Why do they lie and hugbox us like this?
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I CAN SMELL BUNGEHOLE
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>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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>>37779376
yes brother
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>>37779376
good luck I'm behind 9000 kleer
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I have my first date with a guy tonight, is there anything I should know? I haven't ever been taken on a date with a guy before.
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>>37779494
wdym by 'should now'?
also tell us about your date
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>>37779444
serious mode has taken years off of my life and my controller, I need to stop feeling like I'm not playing the real game if its not the highest difficulty that's not permadeath
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>>37776743
based tts viewer
have you seen bruva changed the playlist?
think this means something coming in the future maybe?
might just be wishful thinking
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>>37777028
whats got you so riled up 'anon'?
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:( FtM friend has left. Said he'd message when he gets back home. Just sad.
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>>37779758
queen
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pring won
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hello
how are you
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>>37779846
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>>37779857
what a cute picture
has my seal of approval :o)
sometimes i think about animals and how theyre just so cute and pleasant
and its like
they dont try
its just how they are
wish that could be me hope you have a good day anon
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>>37779765
Huh?
>>37779781
Won what?
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>>37779870
nnnnnope
go to bed

>>37779875
ty yes theyre all cuties I love them all, apparently that seal is blind and thats why they're doing that with their eyes, I too wish I could be as majestic and adorable as these little babies but alas I need to stuff like job and going outside
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>>37779875
and I hope you have a good day too sorr I forgor, v rude of me
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>>37779891
lol im just bored
sorry your guy fren is going tho, hope you get to see him soon, sounds like you like him alot ooooooOOOOoooo
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>>37779965
My roommate and I are planning to host Thanksgiving dinner next month, and he said he's coming to that, so looking forward to that c:
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lower back aches uuoughhguo

>>37779996
cute, one month isn't too long but it might feel like it, be sure to message him constantly guys love that (I have no idea what im talking abt)
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>>37779538
Like is there anything I should know or do for the date? I'm nervous and excited
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>>37780006
We talk every single day. I love him. We've had sex twice so I think he feels the same way but idk.
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my boss knows i’m a tranny even though istg i just look like a twink when i wear my work uniform and the baggiest jacket ever idk what to do
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>>37780078
she keeps using calling me a he and then switching to her but like only this week and i’ve been working with her for a month now
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>>37780043
I'd say talking every day is a better indicator but also idk either, sounds cute tho hope things go well and the next month passes quick!!!!
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any rapeable little faggots here
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>>37780043
are you gonna impregnate him
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>>37780111
You do realize I had an Orchi right anon?
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>>37780108
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>>37780148
kys used goods
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>>37780078
I keep wondering if everyone at my work knows I'm a tranny. I get treated differently and women are really chatty with me and nobody I was outed to was surprised to learn I was trans and already assumed I was soooo
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tf is this?
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theyre watching me
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am i stupid? is this shit working? first image is -1yr, middle is +3months, right is now after 14 months
https://unsee cc/album#6HvUYlXo1cRA

if u know me, mind ur business sobsob
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i wish i wanted to detransition i would be so much more attractive as a man
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theyre back
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>>37780194
lmaooo its actually so hard to tell since most people refuse to gender me other than the customers who usually refer to me as sir or something similar. i’m lucky im only in a seasonal position so it won’t matter once october is over. hopefully girlmoding at my next job
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>>37778981
It's probably not hugbox, it's probably what that person thinks. T on T scrutiniy for voice and image is usually the heaviest.
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>>37780306
is what working? hrt?
i'd post highlights but i not gonna dox you
you have significant fat redistribution, especially on the jaw, its softened and rounded some of your features
its VERY noticeable in the lower cheek area
congratulations
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>>37780453
oh you asshole TwT
>>37780460
thanks for the reply
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>>37780453
larry you should seriously kill yourself
genuinely
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stop doing that everytime someone posts unsee
not v poggers
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>>37780497
just stop doing it pls and treat people the way you want to be treated, within tthe boundaries of normality ofcourse
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>>37780306
luckshit basically
look kinda like gillian anderson with a perm
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>>37780306
congrats you make my dysphoric /pos
good progress
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is it weird to get hit with regret over leaving my high school gf like a decade ago?
we basically don't even know each other now but i just started thinking about it out of nowhere. she was the only person who ever treated me right and when we went to different colleges i cheated on her and dumped her for an abusive pos. it's been so long now that was another life basically but i find myself now wishing i hadn't done that.
i hope she's doing well
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>>37776612
This is what I call a hot guy.
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I just find it wild that people lie to me telling me that I pass, when I know well that they know I'm a man.
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>>37777777
I wanna see who got it
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>>37780453
how did you get a version without watermarks from unsee?
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>>37780778
by being a massive creep
now stop being a massive creep
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>>37780800
I just find it weird that unsee would have a retrievable version without watermarks that's really strange
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>>37780814
they shouldn't and the only people that would save shit off unsee are massive creeps
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ehg night fuckers
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>>37780800
>>37780823
that's not what they are talking about retard

also anon ai eraser could do it i think
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>>37780823
maybe it's just removed with ai or something I guess that's possible
I don't want to victim shame but I hate the way things like unsee make people forget that when you put something on the internet it's on the internet forever, there is no way around that
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someone post the "incel inside" photo again
he should reap what he sows
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>>37780844
oh ok that makes sense
this stuff like limited views and watermarks are like a padlock, they deter the casual but anybody with a pair of bolt-cutters or that can work a lockpick can get in, I hope people learn that
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Y'all, I found the best way to clock trannies other than voice (AMAB voice is real and inescapable no matter how much "voice training" (lol) you do).

Just ask to see their hair line. If it's anything but a perfect hairline then you know it's a moid in disguise. And that doesn't just mean a bit of balding on the side, if there's ANY extra forehead then it's a man baby 100%
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>>37780402
Same, I want to just girlmode at my next job... The idea of going full time before my face is totally clear of hair bothers me though and hair removal is taking aeons
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>>37780933
Also by the way they walk.
Lmao, whispering isn't gonna make you sound like a woman. Also blocking your nasal.
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never once been gendered as a woman even when girlmoding. is it over?
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>>37781002
For disobeying God
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>>37781076
Lmao. Jannies deleted your post.
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>>37780846
people shouldn't be creeps and save pictures in the first place

>>37780844
see above
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Why does maiq wish for a dreamless sleep?
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>>37781149
unfortunately people are creeps and there's no way to prevent that currently and people need to know things like unsee aren't protection
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>>37781222
ruining shit for everyone else as always
I hate moidcels
and sorry before for assuming that anon was asking for nefarious purposes, for obvious reasons I have little to no faith on this site
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it would have never happened if you showed me empathy, you know
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maybe i didnt know how, then
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>>37781248
you can always start now
Im not expressing hatred for you, just the behaviour
as long as you don't do stuff like that again you should be fine
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no thanks, i will keep doing it
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>>37781402
you truly are disgusting
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no u
i am the only actual good person on this person, the rest of you are soulless psychopaths saying that they are actually good
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>>37781431
on this planet
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excuses to be a wretch
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>>37776612
im sad and i think the only way to cure me is if cute trans girls talk to me
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>>37781459
try chasergen
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there is no excuses, i am a horrible human being and idc abt it at all, ik that what i do is wrong, i just don't care
also, i act like this bc my head hurts and feels extremely bad daily and my life is shit but i cannot improve it if i feel like crap 24/7, being mean to others just helps me cope and makes me happier, like smoking a cig or drinking a beer
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>>37781477
im a woman
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>>37781562
I don't think they discriminate
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>>37781445
i support the use of the word 'wretch' and 'wretched' to describe bad low quality transsexual behaviour
it just fits so well
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i am feeling really bad about being transsexual today
i am not sure why
i feel very ugly and its made me like irritated and confused and angry when i pass
and i've been like doing the like 3d model CT scans of peoples skulls with my eyes. like looking to see how people are shaped and then thinking about how i am shaped
and its made me feel like i have a tarzan-esque face
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>>37781597
>to describe bad low quality transsexual behaviour
larry is just a straight up dude
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i am very dysphoric, i am trans and i hate being trans and i want to kms, my head hurts 24/7..
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>>37781701
real as fuck
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i wish i wasn't ugly :(((
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>>37781701
you are a repressing retard
go to repgen and whine faggot
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repgen is dead
please offer me emotional support and cuddles :(
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im bi but not bisexual because i get no play so the sexual bit would be a lie
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i cant wait until this election is over im so sick of hearing abt it
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>>37781870
ur ok have a hug
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good afternoon
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>>37781985
fuck off to chasergen pearl diver
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>>37782014
go to repgen larry
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>>37782023
not larry, maiq
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>>37782014

what is a pearl diver.
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>>37782040
go to chasergen maiq
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>>37782057
maiq took off its trip to sexually harass lia
>lay back and shut up Ima start by licking up this cute precum pearl
one of the things it said
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>>37781985
good afternoon sir maiqington.
Halloween bar crawl last night was fun!
It was me and my only irl friend and his one friend with benefits who was so cute and he said he really liked my energy and bought me drinks and stuff. And we went to 8 bars total, a lot of them were sort of too straight for us and playing sports on tv and had empty dance floors but more than once we got there and started dancing and then more people came on the floor and joined us. It was nice to people watch though, I didn't interact with any strangers just danced with and talked to my friend and his friend at each place we stuck together. me and his friend were sort of outshined by my friend's costume so there were strangers that came up to him and interacted, cause he was dressed as a white bedsheet ghost but was wearing lacey black stockings and heels and like lacey forearms gloves and had red lipstick mouth, and he had a white fan that said BOO that he would flap open as people walked by. He got a handful of kkk comments lol but most people loved him.
I was super super sick this morning from like 8am-12pm and threw up like several times but now I'm feeling better!
did you have a good night?
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>>37781979
thank you friend, i luv you <3
>>37782105
omfg, this maiq simping is so sad and pathetic
just chat outside of here at this point, this place is dead
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>>37782105
doesn't maiq literally have your feet pics saved?
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>>37782105
sounds like a lot of fun !
glad you are feeling better and hope you feel like eating dinner
I hung out w friends last night and played a racing game that was really fun
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>>37782128
i just described my night becuase I thought he would like to know lol
>>37782141
afaik no one has feet pictures of mine saved except me
>>37782157
ah I see I think I saw you describing that the other day itt and it sounded interesting. Going to play anymore heroscape anytime you think?
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>>37782181
I hope so, that was also really fun and I think the new expansions should be coming out pretty soon
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>>37782181
maiq posted them though sooo
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>>37782200
do you ever play the same game over and over or do you try to mix it up? or depends on the game? I feel like you are playing a new game all the time!
>>37782215
what??
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>>37781597
larry is not human

>>37781979
don't offer larry comfort
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>>37782238
generally it ends up being different stuff I actually wish we would play things more consistently
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>>37781618
stfu larry

>>37781701
you're not trans
stfu larry

>>37781829
stfu larry

>>37781870
stfu larry

>>37781912
stfu larry

>>37782128
stfu larry
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>>37782242
I can help larry
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>>37782257
larry refuses to be helped, he literally cannot be helped, but if you think you can then godspeed and if you manage to then you will be a genuine saint
I aint
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>>37782247
yes I would think that part of an appeal of a game is trying to get better at it and play/experiment with the game itself like different strategies or classes
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>>37782256
two of these were salt
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HEAD HURTS FEEL SICK
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>>37782283
yes that’s exactly right
and in this case there is a campaign mechanic that let’s you link three races together
I would really like to try that
do you have any plans tonight ?
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>>37782104

who cares. stop responding to his posts and he'll leave. the only ppl that respond to him are u and clara. and i can't filter u. which is really annoying.
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>>37782256
>>37782288
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>>37782256
based
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>>37782330
meant
>>37782284
not
>>37782288
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>>37782324
idk if it sticks around for my posts it's mostly clara's fault
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>>37782304
well after i started feeling better I actually went back to my friends apartment to pick up my things but I'm still here sort of occupying his living room watching vaush react to the trump rally at madison square garden happening presently. waiting for the weed dealer to swing by in an hour or two and will smoke and go home and shower and clean my apartment while watching more videos.
>>37782330
66% isn't bad
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hello
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>>37782284
sorry I need to watch out for the casewords, he tends to repeat things that get stuck in his head

>>37782330
again, sorry
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>>37782343

are u paige
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>>37782344
>vaush
ew shittiest taste that dude's a major chaser creep
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>>37782344
I’m gonna get ready to go out for something to eat and maybe run some errands
>>37782347
hey how is your weekend going ?
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>>37782357
NO this is like the sixth time I've been asked that
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>>37782357
yeah paige is jealous that clara is getting all the attention and not her. so paige lashes out
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>>37781985
thats a expensiv sword tigerman where u get that
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>>37782390
maaaaaaaiq
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chicken big mac looks rly good
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>>37782391
ancient china i think
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>>37782367
i don't really watch things based on the morality of the creator
>>37782373
oooh, what are you going to get for dinner u think?
>>37782390
if paige listened and tried to learn from any of the criticisms I give her she could improve her life dramatically
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why does writing code feel so good?
doing it wrong and finding the mistakes feels good?
putting all the little pieces in place so it does what you want and does it efficiently. nothing else is so nice except maybe building circuits.
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>>37782433

its cathartic
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>>37782429
what do you watch based on because he's also a moron that produces only low quality slop
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>>37782407
it almost looks like aztec or myan or whatever. it looks sick tho wuts it called
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i am not a cis man
>>37782433
coding fucking sucks i hate it or maybe i am just too mentally ill and feel like shit to be able to enjoy it, oh, i want to kms, i have been unemployed for so long, i want to kms
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>>37782433
I love the feeling of coding and being stuck then figuring out a solution
>>37782444
depends, but I'm mostly watching him right now because I have not much else to watch and am curious to learn more about political figures and facts so I can be more informed in conversations when it comes up and basically access more social power through that social knowledge
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Why am I so depressed today? I got to see my FtM friend for two days in a row, took my Lexapro, and got breakfast with FtM friend. So why am I so sad?
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>>37782443
tru. like watching a jigsaw puzzle come together but the pieces are made of logic
>>37782472
i'm sorry you feel so unmotivated and unhappy, i hope things improve for you anon. maybe coding just isn't what you're cut out for? it's a kind of composition that it feels like my brain was made to do but different people find their joy in different work. i would be miserable and struggling in Hr or social work or such but some people feel a similar satisfaction as i get from coding out of those. you gotta find your niche
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>>37782433
autism agp desu
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>>37782495
literally any other streamer even destiny would be better, or better yet not a streamer
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>>37782508

who prescribes you lexapro.
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>>37782514
cope destiny watcher
hasan won
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And now we'll pull down every single notice, and every single leaf of grass shall be allowed to grow as it likes to.
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>>37782429
I am not sure but hopefully something filling as I have not eaten all day and I didn’t eat that much yesterday either
what about you ?
>>37782447
yeah that’s a really good point it does look kind of like aztec designs
iirc straight bladed chinese swords are called jian
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>>37782495
yess same
when it's something like a syntax error it's like a tidying the house satisfaction. logic errors are like, you've learned something by error and that's even better
excited for this to be my career
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>>37782508
period
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>>37782519
The doctor I saw in the psych ward.
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>>37782508
maybe you feel a little tired and hungry rn
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>>37782513
rip it's over time to order my amazon socks and hot pink tismo ear protectors
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>>37782373
We went out to Point Reyes yesterday and walked the dog. There's like a dozen little waterfront cafes that sell oysters that are farmed in Tomales Bay, it's a cozy little area. Just relaxing today, it's raining.
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>>37782525
I don't watch any streamers, hasan is better than destiny but he's still dumb around a load of things, badempanada might be the only good streamer when he does
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>>37782433
idk but i relate to it, i've always liked math and programming bc of the problem solving aspect of it
wonder if it's related to the desire to actually have control over something in my life
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>>37782512
i don t hate coding that much, i like it sometimes, i just suck at it bc i don t code enough and it makes me feel anxiety
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>>37782537

so nobody is managing your meds? once you run out of refills you're out of lexapro?
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>>37782529
wish i had a backpack that had a built in scabbard for a chinese straight sword.
a jiansport.
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>>37782508
me tpo bestie maybe we're syncing
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>>37782514
nah destiny is boring and worse than vaush and is more untrustworthy because he tries to be ironic more than he tries to be truthful
>>37782529
I will probably have instant ramen for dinner once I get home and maybe bake chicken nuggets but I'm worried my oven is falling apart and can't take it (the knobs are warping and some have fallen off). maybe you should get sushi to fill you up tonight!
>>37782530
aw im happy that we can share our joy over these experiences! I really need to start coding more and put together an actual portfolio
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>>37782551
oysters sound delicious rn !
>>37782570
how about one I could ride in a nyansport
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>>37782580
vaush is literally a paedophile
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>>37782588
okay paige
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>>37782567
No, I go back once every 3 months for a checkup and then I get refills. Last visit was funnily enough on 9/11
>>37782532
Hon science
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>>37782599
how is that a paige post and how don't you know this already he literally accidentally brought up saved cp on his stream
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>>37782609

do u have a therapist
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>>37782612
it was a joke response because paige posts loli/shota here all the time but denies and calls other people pedos for loli/shota. Vaush's leaked porn folder had loli which honestly doesn't bother me that much
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>>37782560
>wonder if it's related to the desire to actually have control over something in my life
now that one hits close to home oop
it does feel nice to make solutions for a change aha
>>37782563
ah i see, you don't hate writing programs, you hate the looming pressure of time that casts its shadow over your wasted days, over focus unhoned and skills unpracticed, darkening horizons as they stretch longer with rumination and the passage of years.
i prescribe sunshine, caffeine, and a good psych
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vaush told me and several other to kys on stream when having a menty b
to be fair i was being a bother like i think i probably deserved it
he got told to log off by his then gf because he was not thinking straight and then did a dirty delete of it all the next day
lol
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>>37782627
I do but I haven't seen him in it a minute. He's also FtM. I went to him when I wasn't sure if I was trans or not.
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>>37782639
I don't have a problem with people killing themselves and I think the broad anti-sui sentiment in society is selfish
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>>37782639
wow ur so fish
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>>37782635
gross of you
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>just listen to one of the dumbest posters on mtfg and your life will improve
>trust me, i listen to real thinkers like vaush and hasan
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>>37782650
what kind of response is that to that post
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>>37780963
so fucking real i’m on laser session 4 but it’s going quick, im more concerned about my voice honestly though
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>>37782657
how did you know it was me
>>37782650
uh i am not sure if i agree or not but whatever the case this seem a bit of an aside :')
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>>37782580
same! it's nice you and other ppl here can relate :)
>put together an actual portfolio
ahh big same, i need to get better at finding use cases for random applets and stuff to make, just to have a codebase of finished things that aren't school projects. i've been thinking about making a site full of random open codebase classroom tools or something, cause i TA'd for a history professor in high school and have a few ideas for things that'd fit. need to think of some meatier things though. maybe should ask the career center at my school for advice
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>>37782648

maybe you should go back. everyone should have a therapist and u should tell ur psych u feel depressed even when u take your lexapro. lexapro can worsen depression.

also why do u always emphasize the fact that ppl are ftm. if u were friends with someone would u want them to constantly tell ppl that ur mtf. wouldn't that be a little bit annoying.
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>>37782680
therapists are pretty much useless
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>>37782697

therapy is ineffective if you don't actively participate and work with your therapist.
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>>37782669
one desperate for attention
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>>37780306
You do look more fem over time.
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>>37782665
Emerson once said "“In my walks, every man I meet is my superior in some way, and in that I learn from him.”
>>37782661
yeah I'm a gross person, possibly even the grossest?
>>37782669
what are the different categories to pick from?
>>37782678
i see, well sorry he said that to you then babe
>>37782679
personally I want to get a better understanding of shaders and the open graphic library shading language because I think the way things look can earn a looot of approval points from people who base judgements on appearances
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>>37782757
just very strange to respond to somebody saying they were told to kill themselves with a comment about how it's fine to kill yourself
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Posted the other day but I went to a Halloween party on Friday and got a lot of compliments on my appearance. What do y'all think?
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>>37782788
what's going on with that hair why is it like that
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>>37782798
What do you mean?
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>>37782709
i have done both for ages and it does only so much

>>37782757
waow ur so bright bc u can quote things
vaush is probably better at bestiality and being a creep, and those are things i’d rather not learn
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>>37782805
it looks like it's both wet and dry at the same time, frizzy but also limp, greasy but dry, it's confusing me
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>>37782788
what were you going as
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>>37782813
he's also a racist and sexually harassed a couple of women
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>>37782813

can u elaborate
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>>37782838
care to extrapolate?
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>>37782824
I didn't. Just went as myself. Some people didn't dress up.
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i do not feel very 'fish cunt boots' today
not v doll at all
i feel like an awkward funny looking goober
i do not like feeling ugly and weird
i would like to live in a cave for a bit
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>>37782846

insufficient data
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>>37782757
Emerson, Whitmann, Thoreau, pick one
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>>37782891

is this appalachia
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>>37782837
yeah that’s fucked up too wtf

>>37782838
i’ve only seen a real improvement from dbt and bit from ifs
it really depends on the therapist, and even then i think there’s limits. some things can’t be fixed. not to mention finding a therapist who’s intelligent enough to be helpful and with the right temperament to push back on stuff is very very hard and even harder is finding one covered by insurance
ime even under ideal conditions, they can help with behavioral issues and maybe a little with giving you the tools to reorient and integrate some things, but other things are just the way they are
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mushroom swiss burger assplay loadout paige think cud extrapolate this into the graphic book? it wud rly help imo
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forgor assplay combo meal
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>>37782866
>a bit
it's time to finally start our permanent remote society babes
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>>37782866
same desu

>>37782891
clara could only ever quote, never create
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>>37782926
art film that's just paige in their car monologuing about fucking their dad
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>>37782926
>>37782932
ugh your designs are so sick
i love mushroom swiss portobello burgers
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>>37782776
how is that strange? because suicide is bad? I don't think that, that was the whole point of my message
>>37782813
yes quoting art actually is a good mark of intelligence and indicates being able to learn as opposed to someone who doesn't learn from other people and makes their own ways of understanding the world like grendel with the minerals or that iron man co-star who "figured out a new math system"
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>>37782922

>but other things are just the way they are

give an example.
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>>37782891
10000% whitman
then emerson, then thoreau
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care to extrapolate ex bff fucking dads?
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>>37782949
i just bit this thing desu.
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>>37782954
you are aggressively dim
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>>37782954
because if somebody is sad about being told to top themselves when they clearly don't want to it's at best cold to tell them that killing themselves is fine and worse sounds like you're agreeing and encouraging them to go through with it
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>>37782932
you and emo really need to stop drawing me
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cave life
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>>37782954
no but most people consider telling others to be bad
to the point of it possibly leading to legal ramifications, not sure you understood their post earlier
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>>37782949
mushroom Swiss burger save me please save me mushroom swiss burger
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>>37782954
quoting art isn't a good mark of intellect there's no correlation there
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>>37782908
North of PNW in Canada
>>37782934
Whose Clara?
>>37782960
Patrician taste, Whitman is my inspiration, heres one that I posted on the broken bird thread
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>>37782973
frfr. dis nigga still dont understand why aint no one wanna be they friend bruh like BRUUUUUUUUUUUH
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>>37782974
ur a gun?
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>>37782974
no
I am a manly man but also a fat guy in the case of emos depiction
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>>37782973
i do agree that it was a odd reply but to be clear im not upset about it like i was being a gobshite to a man who was at the time not well lol
i probably did deserve it
just an odd story considering he's like internet famous now
>>37782934
>>37782933
w-wagmi dolls
haha ;_;
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>>37782956
depression
cptsd
anxiety
they can be managed but they’re never going away and for some people treading water is the best they can hope for
manage the symptoms, but the roots are too deep
some depression is too deep seated for meds and therapy to do anything other than hold course
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hardees mushroom swiss my beloved
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>>37782997
and I am also a fookin weapon so yeh
also really good drawing btw!!!!!!
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>>37782933
also gracie how is results/healing coming if you feel comfy discussing, i was thinking about you earlier
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>>37783015
wud
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>>37782993
clayton ie lunchwoman
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>>37783011
i've already accepted my fate but ur making it for sure <3
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Avoid This Stardew Valley Mistake
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why does my hair get so matted from simply being in a bun?
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>>37783011
you probably didn't deserve it, he's a nasty freak, sexually harassed me once too
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>>37783021
hell yeh ty ty
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>>37783025
kys paige
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>>37783028
do you spray it with anything or wash it too much?
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>>37783028
long. thicc. try braids
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>>37782972
oh okay that's cool
>>37782973
again re-read my message. I do encourage people to kill themselves if they think that's what right for themselves, like I encourage a newborn seabird to fly out into the ocean
>>37782976
ooog goog aahg
>>37782989
yes there is though
>>37782993
im clara. but also based poem and taste! I can see the influence, it's nice.
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>>37783025
one step closer to understanding the drama and the nature of all the trips here, thank you
>>37783028
you're the Canadian trip right? how tall are you? asking for a friend
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>>37783042
at this point i wash like once a week
only thing i really spray it with is leave in conditioner after those showers and then detangler when really tangled
>>37783045
not fembrained enough
>>37783056
one of them. 6’1.
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>>37783056
half this place is canadian
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>>37783015

disgusting

>>37783014

>manage the symptoms, but the roots are too deep

mental illnesses are incurable . you treat the symptoms, not the condition. any mental health practitioner will be upfront with you about this.
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>>37783037
yw :3
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>>37783049
>if they think that's what right for themselves
do you think anon was thinking about how it would be right for them to kill themselves?
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>>37783022
is going good ig, i don't really know how well it should be going. pain is all gone and i'm just taking my ibuprofen for the swelling. the top of my head is still extremely numb but the feeling in my forehead is slowly coming back and i don't look like i got punched in my right eye as much anymore. i've been really lazy with my vaseline on my incisions though which is kinda bad ig but i'll be better,,,
worst part is still the nights, i'm going to get zzzquil to help me sleep because sleeping on my back is extremely uncomfortable and i'm always waking up tense and in discomfort and found myself naturally sleeping on my side while half-awake which i need to stop doing. prog and benadryl at night has been helping but i don't want to fall down taking that every night again
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>>37783065
why are canucks such fags?
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>>37782757
>the way things look can earn a looot of approval points from people who base judgements on appearances
very true ya. i am planning to learn more ux/ui for similar reasons, if i'm building applets as a portfolio strat i think clean usability will tick a similar box.
i wanna get good at efficient coding too, like minimizing memory usage, minimizing calls for lower power draws, i think very portable code for very low-spec devices is a good thing to be able to demonstrate proficiency in. we're sticking computers in more and more things
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>>37783065
giwtwm
>>37783031
oh i don't like him to be clear just like in that instance it was shit people being shit to one another
what did he do to you?
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>>37783062
how often do you brush it then? I do it every day and it's only a little tangled and we have similar hair, I don't tie it in a bun though
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>>37783072
ok but then you would agree that past the point of learning to manage symptoms, therapy is mostly ineffectual?
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>>37783093

yes but what more could you want.
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>>37783084
tried to get me to look at his cock
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>>37783105
how old were you?
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>>37783065
it should be 100%
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>>37783112
not under age
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>>37783077
no she was talking about how vaush said to kys, implying an unspecified judgement but noted that it was taken down, because its against TOS and would also hurt the brand's reputation if she actually killed herself. And I was sort of responding to that more clear part of her sentiment about the video being taken down for a mix of those reasons. nothing about whether she should actually do it or if i encourage her specifically
>>37783082
based
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>>37783049
Thank you! I'm glad some people can appreciate it :)
>>37783062
dang, you wear the height well
>>37783065
really? I had no idea
>>37783080
its the maple syrup
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>>37783098
to be not suicidally depressed and severely mentally ill
just because i’m not acting on urges doesn’t mean i don’t feel like total shit constantly
talking about stuff with a therapist isn’t going to help
meds don’t reach it
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>>37783088
i do it every morning and every night but i’ll get off work from having it in a bun all day and it’s a mess!!
>>37783141
sad
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>>37783137
how is that a reply to that though,
>video was taken down because somebody told somebody to kill themselves
>I don't have a problem with people killing themselves and I think the broad anti-sui sentiment in society is selfish
like is this not a non sequitur?
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>>37783049
I’d like to go on a trip to a cave type national park w the glittering caverns and all the stalagmites and tited
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>>37783149
you can do fake braids or gypsy braids by tying hairbands all down your hair, so like one right at the top like a normal pony tail then another one a bit further down and repeat like 10 times
wont get tangled much at all that way
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>>37783149
Why sad?
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>>37783187
idk still looks too fembrained for me to do
>>37783192
becoz tall
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>>37783132
thank god
*unloads each barrel*
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>>37783178
>just blame the patient for therapy not working
>even if the patient had tried as hard as possible for a decade to improve with numerous different therapists and psych ward stays
this is what i’m saying
some things don’t seem to be able to be moved no matter the effort involved or the angle at which it’s approached
i’ve talked about this with multiple therapists and nothing has helped
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>>37783210
it's not too fembrained, if you can tie a ponytail (or a bun) you can tie multiple hairbands
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sad and sour
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>>37783232

what causes you to think about death. is there some sort of trigger, like thinking abt trauma. or is it just random.
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>>37783172
how was her post about vaush telling her to kill herself not a non sequitur my posts right before it about vaush
>>37783181
oooh those places are beautiful! I got the chance to visit Carlsbad caverns in new mexico several years ago and it was beast of cave that had lot of unique structures and features! While I was there i went to an event at sunset where you sit in front of the cave and watch all the bats fly out at once, but sadly there wasn't that many bats and the park worker said they used to be bigger numbers of them coming out
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>>37783210
bruh, all the models are tall, what do you mean?
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>>37783269
sometimes it’s that mostly it’s constant
the main thing is distracting until the more intense thoughts pass
but generally it’s always there, like thoughts about my fp
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>>37783269
some people are broken, I think about suicide almost everyday and I'm just a regular dude
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>>37783271
her post wasn't to you though she didn't (you) anybody it was a post about a person being talked about
and do you admit it was a strange reply to that post then? if you're going with whataboutism?
you seem a bit nutty ngl hope that's mostly in the good way
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>>37783295

if u actually put effort into dbt u wouldn't have an fp

>>37783296

> I'm just a regular dude

no, you're not.
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>>37783307
I'm not doing a whatboutism. the answer to my question is the answer to the question you asked me.. all you have to do is think hard enough to answer my question and you'll also have the answer to yours
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>>37783315
I am, I just lurk here so I can be a better friend to my trans friends and write poems
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>>37783236
i cannot tie a bun
>>37783274
all the models are female and ugly
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>>37783315
oh fuck off dude
i’m in love with him, it won’t stop. dbt is helping me cope and not contact him
it’s really rotten to insinuate i’m not trying hard enough or something, i’m doing everything i can and have for years
i don’t act on urges but the urges don’t stop happening the thoughts don’t stop coming, i just deal with them as best i can
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this would be a great thread if i knew how to read
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>trying to find an horror movie that doesn’t sound kinda hot challenge: impossible
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>>37783325
it is whataboutism you whatabouted something they did earlier instead of explaining why your reply wasn't a weird non-sequitur, which it was
this reply isn't clever it's just banal, the answer to why wasn't their post a non-sequitur has been asked and answered
>her post wasn't to you though she didn't (you) anybody it was a post about a person being talked about
this isn't true of your post which was (you)ing them directly you mad bat
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>>37783388
why would you even search for something like that
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2xxizpHuoo

Might be going to england next summer for quite a while so im hoping I can go on a road trip to visit and totally not mooch off of all of my online trans friends :)
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>>37783349
you said you had it in a bun -_-
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>>37783397
because i don’t want to feel uncomfortable bc im fantasizing about a horror movie sexually while watching it
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>>37783271
that sounds so cool I would love to see that hmm wonder if I can have an excuse to go to new mexico
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>>37783406
sloppy ugly malebrained bun
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>>37783350
limerence is a bitch, medication + meditation has been the only thing that's helped me this guy has OCD focus but its useful
https://drmichaeljgreenberg.com/how-to-stop-ruminating/
>>37783349
hmm looks to me like some validation seeking, you look great sweaty :)
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>>37783394
its not a what aboutism at all. it's exactly what I said in my last message. if you are not able to answer my question I would wager you aren't a really a great thinker and I worry about having to try to explain further
>>37783411
that's a normal feeling though, it's like getting uncomfortable having sex fantasies while you watch porn
>>37783422
reno trip? B) lol
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>>37783411
watch The Changeling it is about a man whose wife and daughter get hit by a tractor trailer
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>>37783428
messy bun is fembrained actually
just tie your hair in a ponytail
then do it again but down a bit
ez
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>>37783435
yeah my sibling and mother both have ocd, and i display traits of it on top of the bpd fp and “limerence” and the true love
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>>37783348

its not normal to constantly think abt killing urself

>>37783350

yah but he's not in love with u which u constantly fret about it and it makes u want to kill urself u resort to drugs like marijuana alcohol and psilocybin to comfort urself these are maladaptive coping skills that will only make u feel worse. when do u ever exercise. when do u ever meditate. when do u ever cook for urself instead of sending out for calzones and tiramisu. what friends do u have irl. what hobbies do u have besides sitting in ur room playing with robot figurines. it's really a shame that u can't be honest with yourself.
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>>37783442
normal ppl do not get turned on watching horror films
horror films are not porn
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>>37783442
ad hominem attacks are no substitute for an argument pea-brain and switching to trolling now doesn't cover your tracks of posting something genuinely weird earlier
you're weird, bad weird
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>>37783460
Another thing that helps is learning to focus on other things, I essentially don't get to have relaxation or my mind wanders to people I don't have, I'm reading a book called Flow and its been helpful just learning to focus on small things in life and concentrate so other things can't infiltrate. Godspeed, the other anons don't get it, DBT and CBT and new age shit is useless, replacing thoughts with more thoughts its a waste of time, either learn to no-thought or direct your thoughts to a task at hand.
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>>37783442
are those caves near reno ?
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>>37783472
clara is literally patrick bateman
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>>37783388
this is giving a Paige Post..
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>>37783463
>drugs
have done any drugs since march
>cook for yourself
haven’t gotten delivery in months, and i made pasties for myself like a week ago and other small meals since then
>exercise
i try to go for a jog or a walk at least a couple times a week
>meditate
daily
>friends
not any really, but i’ve tired going to social places
>hobbies
writing, drawing, working on gamedev, helping mum with the garden, painting gunpla, learning things and reading etc
i’m even getting close to having a job again

on paper i’m doing a lot better than i was at the start of the year and yet i’m still deeply unhappy and depressed and hurt all the time
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>>37783463
I think not thinking about suicide in the current society is the real absurdity, its only stigmatized like this in the West. Places in the East don't even try to get rid of the thoughts they just teach you to ways to manage and be a part of society while you want to die. Everything is relative m9
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>>37783514

what have u been reading recently.
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>>37783514
you know that is a really good point your arc has been one if improvement so far this year
good job actually paige hopefully you will keep it up and gather momementum
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>>37783472
yes they do, that's why it's normal to go on dates to horror films with people you want to fuck
>>37783477
it's not an ad hominem, I'm explaining that if you can't answer my questions because you refuse to budge from the first thought that crossed your mind and consider something else, then that is going to be the case for the rest of conversation and it won't be worth my energy
>>37783495
I'm not sure.. i was visiting family in reno at the time but we may have done that as like a road trip from there. carlsbad is close to texas, i just forget where reno is. cause we also went to white sands national park in texas right around that time too
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Drive boy, dive boy
Dirty numb angel boy
In the doorway boy
She was a lipstick boy
She was a beautiful boy
And tears boy
And all in your inner space boy
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>>37783495
>>37783537
forgot pic
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>>37783537
provide better bait
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OK SUI TIPS?
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>>37783544
https://youtu.be/iTFrCbQGyvM
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>>37783553
me saying that I am done with the convo is not bait lol
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>>37783564
ask clara she's all about people killing themselves
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>>37783537
I have been to California but basically nowhere else west of the Mississippi
Went on only one vacay in my career so far I need to do a better job of taking time off but I am also not much of a traveller anymore at least not by choice
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>>37783569
hmm no this is not good enough bait either, pass
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>>37783564

hang urself position the knot around your carotid artery and jugular veins and sit down as long as u don't put too much pressure on ur windpipe it should be pretty much painless compression of the cartoid artery will result in a syncope almost immediately
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>>37783550
that is so cool looking I imagine it all as much bigger and it being like a giant underground city
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>>37783600
it really is that big! There's even a food court at the bottom of the cavern
>>37783575
maybe time for a pilgramage of sorts haha
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>>37783598
thank you!
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>>37783598
that method seems liable to risk a failure and waking up with brain damage
proper hanging is best done with a long drop to break the neck
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same rules apply
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>>37783598
>>37783682
wait so which one do i do? help pls
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>>37783598
I tried this with a noose I hung in my closet back around 2020
seems easy, but once everything starts going black the body starts to fight back
it's alot harder to do than it sounds :(
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>>37783533
recently i’ve been going through dennett’s consciousness explained tho i’ve stalled a bit lately
i have a few other cognitive science type books lined up
i read through some short stories the other day, none really stood out tho

>>37783534
ty mick
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What about cutting in a warm bathtub? Seems like a cozy way to go
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>>37783735
exsanguination is exceedingly painful
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>>37783709
option one if you're afraid of a failed attempt that could cripple you for life or at best hospitalize
option two if you're willful enough to drop a good 20 feet and feel the pain of dying from a sudden snapped neck
if you want to avoid a painful death or the risk of a debilitating botch the only real solid option is one they use for some executions (not the injection shit, not SN either) but i am not going to tell you and it's also expensive to set up.
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>>37783760
i cant read this much
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>>37783682
>>37783709


compression of the jugular vein can lead to death from cerebral hypoxia within as little as 5 minutes, brain damage can occur within 3 minutes. if the rope is tied from a secure place and the knot is tight enough i don't really see what can go wrong in that span of time. where are you going to perform a long drop hanging. if you mess up, you'll sit there choking to death which is a really miserable way to go.

>>37783730

have u ever heard of hebb's organization of behavior. provided the impetus for modern machine learning. really interesting read.
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Hello nerds! How goes your Sunday?
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>>37783791
head hurty
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>>37783752
Don't you pass out well before the point of pain?
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>>37783806
Like hangover hurt or something else hurt?
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>>37783791
sharing epic ways to kill ourselves
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>>37783791
managed to get outside for a walk earlier, currently high
can't complain
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>>37783819
just headache I think
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>>37783821
Eh, sui is just so 2022
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frems do u think i cud b fish??
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>>37783786
ok short version there's only one way to avoid a painful death without any botch risk and it's not anything you can do with a rope or anything i will tell
>>37783790
there are so many ways to do that wrong, especially if not in a state of perfect calm. syncope is also not as guaranteed or as immediate as you make it sound there. this is just faster choking to death.
the long drop method works, it's how they built gallows to avoid failed hangings. as for the where that's not really my prerogative i am not trying to get this person to commit suicide i'm telling them the practical reality of how narrow the window is for achieving it painlessly so they stop looking for the answer i already have before they find it
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>>37783854
no you're paige
stop trying so hard to fit in. these people don't like you
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>>37783854
maybe so
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>>37783854
cud!!!
i've had picrel for years but never had an fish dream is excuse to post it so tyty
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>>37783940
omg this is like i had a stroke what happened here
was meant to read

cud!!
i've had picrel for years but never had an excuse to post it so tyty
fish dream is real
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>>37783791
gay as ever
my lower back is tender af
otherwise chill
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>>37783940
lol whaaa
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>>37783940
>never had an fish dream
faketrans sry
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>>37783854
idk whut fish means
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>>37783961
it means fish n chips lad jellied eels m8 bread sandwich innit
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>>37783972
ells go into buttholes my mum said
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>>37783956
>>37783958
pls see >>37783946
i had a little stroke i got better tho
cheers x
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>>37783791
I'm supposed to be studying but now I'm stuck here learning about tranner culture so I can become more relatable and talk to more girlies, please don't hate me
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>>37783972
>>37783980
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AckvdGbk4w
god i was obsessed with boosh back in the day
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>>37783869

>there are so many ways to do that wrong, especially if not in a state of perfect calm.

this is true. it's hard to imagine this perspective when you're not in crisis.

>syncope is also not as guaranteed or as immediate as you make it sound there.

in my experience it's very easy to induce a syncope via compression of the carotid sinuses. have you never seen someone play the choking game? it can be done within two seconds. i've seen ppl do it with a karate chop to the neck. i think the issue is whether you'd remain unconscious while it's compressed. idk, i'm not a doctor.

>the long drop method works, it's how they built gallows to avoid failed hangings.

several of the executions were botched at nuremberg. do you really expect a 4ch tranny to be able to do it on their first try. and you only get one chance. otherwise you sit there immobilized choking to death. if someone finds you and cuts you down, you'll also have brain damage.
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>>37784001
soup soup a tasty soup soup a tasty
curry and coriander
chilli chowder
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>>37783999
are you a tranny?
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>>37784069
crouton crouton

i used to get told of in school for crimping
also i used to have a crush on vince
both cringe in hindsight
howard moon is the real heartthrob of the two of them
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kill normies
kill happy people
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>>37783735
wud not recommend/10
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EVeVNtkLGs

he's literally me
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>>37784089
I though naboo was cute
shamefully no one else from school watched so it was just an inside joke with my big sister, crimping was fun
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>>37783953
Gay is 100%ok and fun and awesome.

>>37783999
Nice trips
>Tranner culture
You've come to the wrong place friend

>>37783825
Aww nice what are you high on?
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>>37783911
i fit in desu uwu

>>37783915
yay
have you seen jacob’s ladder? i did not really like it but i think you really would

>>37783940
kek
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>>37784072
no I'm an appreciator, are you an archaeologist?
>>37784091
thanks for the warning, i'll take these notes down for next winter
>>37784103
how do i learn the culture, its here or reddit :\
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>>37784102
i wud drink dubious cauldron potions with naboo then have a j
idk if i think he's cute tho
what was your favourite crimp
i think mine is the tundra one
is that even a crimp? idk its maybe more of a song but i liked
>arms in short then with the claw
>>37784134
no but i am an appreciator of other things
i am a tranny so i can't really be a participant observer here but i like doing so with other groups
i spent a lot of time in incel servers this year just out of curiosity
though i ended up sleeping with one of them so i think i might have gone native
occupational hazard of such anthropology ig
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>>37784134
oh and to help you understand
people itt are saying fish a lot at the moment
thats a new trend and refers to omega 3
basically hrt doesn't work if you don't have enough fatty acids
so if someone is fish it means they eat a high omega 3 diet to try and get the most out of hrt
if you see a passing tranny she is probably fish but a lot of them get mercury related health issues which is sad
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>>37784144
incel servers are too much, more self hate than here
by the end of my research I'm going to go full chaser aren't I?
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>>37783987
>recovered
very thankful
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>>37784163
>mercury related health issues
suicide?
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>>37784172
>incel servers are too much, more self hate than here
well i joined them to practice my voice in a crowd i knew would be critical if it was bad
but i made friends with some
it turns out a lot of them are faking it and are actually chads or cis women which i did not expect
im friends with a group of big gym guys and an ex terf now all of which i met through these incel hikkineet servers and most of which outside of our comfy fren server continue to pretend to be incels
i do not understand why
but i pretend to be a divorced dad online so ig its the same impulse
>by the end of my research I'm going to go full chaser aren't I?
are you not already
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>>37784198
only when it's in retrograde
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going out to eat at a restaurant by urself is really weird

>>37784198

lol
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>>37784144
ice flow nowhere to go
ice flow nowhere to go
lost in the blinding whiteness of the tundraaaaaaaa
checkimout
they call him the shrew, claws of doom, arms in short, INWITHECLAW
love that one
im not even sure what a crimp is desu, I just think its whatever they do
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what is best push up bra for conetits?
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>>37784253
radio series I think is the best if you haven't heard that
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>>37784163
I literally don't know if this troll or not but interesting if not, creative if it is
>>37784205
thats actually really smart way of preventing hugboxing. I also don't expect the fakers, maybe I'll check em out.
No one can give me a clear definition of a chaser, I'm bi, which trans apparently hate, so I just see I just see people as people
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>>37784303
chasers objectify and fetishise trans people and project weird ideas about all trans people onto individual trans people, classic stereotyping, it's the same as asian chasers or chubby chasers
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>>37784300
omg they have a radio series?
where can I listen other than on a bbc service caus fuck the bbc
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>>37784329
put all the chasers into a big blender desu
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>>37784303
>which trans apparently hate
nah i love bi guys. of the like 3 or 4 guys i trust all but 1 are bi
i'd sooner be with a bi guy who's comfortable being with a trans woman than a straight guy who is attracted to me but worried about what that says about his sexuality
i don't think all trans women hate bi guys as a given!

also it was a troll sorry i am mischevious
fish means like, cis passing
its a term from like ig ball/drag culture
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>>37784345
Imagine the smell
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>>37784303
oh and re; chasers
idk i like it when people are into my body desu
i think there are people who like treat trans women as exotic in a cursed way and i don't like that
but yeah obviously i like guys who are into trans women lol
because whats the alternative? guys who aren't?
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>>37784358
dear god pls no
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just NEW it

>>37784359
>>37784359
>>37784359
>>37784359
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>>37784329
yeah that sounds gross and dehumanizing, I'll call myself an appreciator, if you're good looking your good looking
>>37784351
yay! yeah I'm fairly open, pretty people are pretty and thats about as much as I care. everything after that is about decent personality.
impressive troll desu, damn I should've known that! I'm getting into drag culture too! I met Boscoe and Naomi Smalls this summer!



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