>Massive torrent archive (~60GB) of pdfs and more from various groups/traditionscontrolc.com/f90157e6>More general online archiveshttps://sacred-texts.com/https://hermetic.com/>T.O.P.Y. (~80S/90s Chaos magic group) website archive, some blog-posts and rituals be here.www.ain23.com/topy.net/>Temple of Zeus (formally, Joy of Satan) deity rituals, meditations/visualisation and magicktozrituals.org/templeofzeus.org/Magick.phptempleofzeus.org/Meditation.phpComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Necronomicon Physics is physics in the delusion-space filled by stories like QAnon and called by Kristeva horror.The abject is the unbearable. Abject = Unbearable = μη πασχειν = Not Being-Done-To = Not The BelovedThe abject (1) split occurs when you simply cannot take it any more; this space is then filled in by horror (2) which is founded in the semiotic (3). The abject-horror-semiotic triangle forms the subject of horror.Kristeva locates the thetic between the Symbolic and the Semiotic (or Symbolic + Object a, a.k.a. Lalangue). The thetic is the realm of speech and language associated with genius, particularly female genius (which also needs to be developed in males via gender-fluidity).The thetic, between the Symbolic and the Semiotic, is where horror is thinkable. Horror = Necronomicon = QAnon-Like Fantasies(Desire in Language)[The Source of the Pheonisms is the Necronomicon]Abject = Unbearable = μη πασχειν = Not Being-Done-ToComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Bumping the one on topic thread.
bumping, have any anons done any interesting work recently? ive been in a slump and always like hearing from other practitioners
What do you guys think of carl Gustav jung
>>41773604I may have adapted something from Stephen King to deal with trauma.I also have something I'm working toward.. need to study more about invocation though. I'm hoping to try and invoke myself as I am in my dreams: Confident, willful, and more skilled magically.I figure I'll need a mirror and some of the unique stuff I tend to wear in my dreams when I play that version of myself, then... I need to sort out the actual ritual.This all feels more psychological than magical though. I'm hoping after the Invocation of the Wizard I'll be on track for bigger things.>>41774912I like him alright, but like Crowley I think his fandom regards him way too highly. Someone starts popularizing older concepts, and suddenly they're a "genius."
Welcome. The purpose of this general is to show you how to use your own wonderful human imagination to achieve your every desire.The world and all within it is man’s conditioned consciousness objectified. Consciousness is the cause as well as the substance of the entire world. So it is to consciousness that we must turn if we would discover the secret of creation. Knowledge of the law of consciousness and the method of operating this law will enable you to accomplish all you desire in life.Your assumptions right now decide how long that will take for you.The Main Concepts:> Imagination creates Reality> Assumptions harden into fact> Consciousness is the only Reality> Feeling is the Secret> Prayer, Living in the End/In the Wish Fulfilled (remaining Faithful to your Idea)> You are the Operant Power> There is no one to change but Self (Self-Concept)> Thinking Fourth-Dimensionally (Time is an Illusion)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
So, recently I imagined myself dressed in a monk robe and hood, a christian cross and a bible in hand/necklace slot. And what do I see? I click on a video about some schizophrenic man who did the exact same thing. coincidence? I think not. And in fact that section of the video was probably created after the imaginal act, i had previously seen the video as a thumbnail. But i hadn't clicked on it, and it may be that the entire video was created when i had imaigned the monk thing.if that's true then that makes a lot of events in ones life quite interesting, places you go to never existed until you had imagined them. it's quite solipsistic, and thus spooky. ...
>>41774255i may alsoo say that a lot of youtube videos and shorts are very related to things i have imagined. Now the dissapointing thing is that the things i manifest show up in videos rather than in my reach. Don't know what to about that other than persisting i suppose, which i rarely do. Might be why...
>>41771536>>41773833I don't see why SATS can't be both.
What are small things you guys have tried to prove this to yourself. Not the ladder experience. Please tell your story. Thanks.
>>41773403>you'd probably change your tuneI would but not the way you think. I'm a very "I don't want to deal with this" person and getting together with a ten would involve infinite problems, even if she was a unicorn tier rare half-sane (half-sane is as sane as they get) and genuinely devoted gf, everyone would treat you differently. Every guy in the vicinity would want to fuck her, every woman would seethe with envy and all of them would treat you differently for it. Money is the same story and both in the 10/10 and $1mln case I don't want to deal with how it would make others treat me differently nor am I the sort that can simply keep huge things a secret. I think such mental blocks are a huge debuff to efficiency. Whatever you're working on, you have to want it without being overwhelmed or repulsed by it.
most Americans like to go abroad, but even when they do so in a job context (military, corporate, shipping etc) most people usually wanna go home after awhile, especially us burgers. however my old man was a bit of a character. He was a very clean person, and pretty soft spoken and polite. He was ironically terrible with languages and spoke English with an atrocious southern accent that drove my British mother insane and would have made bill clinton blush. How such an easy going guy lived in all the places we did and didn't act out as much I would is something I will never understand. Also I'll never understand the way with people that he had (given his complete obliviousness to languages). People wanted to learn to "speaka engrish" just to bro out with this guy. we came to live in port Blair because after his police career bothered him enough he decided cave to my mother's demands to go live with her family there. He became a bit of drunkard during this time but it just meant he spent more time with me instead of working so that was a win in my book. I naturally spent lots of time at home getting taught academics by mom and playing lots of vidya. I mean LOTS. I can to this day, speed run super Mario 3 and I don't always need to bother grabbing a coon suit. also woe to you if we running some AOE and I'm the Spanish. I give you all this background because the people we will discussing ITT aren't me, my dad, or his jarawa bro, or even the Indian navy captain who was friends with both. we will be discussing a conversation I overheard when I was 10. and the sentinelese. >dad: so when we goin fishin' again?>jarawa bro: weather is shit rn, you know this>Cpt sikh: all you two talk about is fishing. neither of you fools even owns a boat>Dad: well okay fancy pants you don't technically OWN a boat either>*mixing up dominoes* >Capt sikh: well nobody is going fishing for some time. two idiots like you nearly ruined my career.you guys want moar?
>>41775008*huge war a couple hundred years ago*port Blair and that whole area has a lot of weird stuff going on in and of itself. Its more haunted than the entire phillipines. if you guys wanna hear about that I can elaborate. there's lots of spooky shit that happens in the Andaman islands that's very unique.
>>41775030Dont quit now!!
>>41775204so the local religion they have is not that out of the ordinary, its a form of animism. they believe everything has a spirit in it, like for example trees are viewed as having their own personalities depending on where they are located. The jarawa are still pretty primitive for the most part and sadly most of them are jobless bums and they like their boose. However, some are educated. Its rare to find onge or jarawa that speak English and hold high level jobs (my dad's homie was a plumber) but they are there now. after the late 90s they became a lot more open to the outside world, but they were so recently contacted they can easily get sick from foreigners. a little known fact is they actually gave the japs hell during ww2 and managed to keep their ancestoral area. Of course if you ask one of them how they did it, some might quietly say THEY didnt. apparently there was some sort of thing that killed a lot of the Japanese that they stay away from. Its a huge black hole of information but supposedly its a "deadly fog" that settles on the forests after the monsoon season every few years. that's all that's known about it. their area still isn't that well explored to this day although it's been mapped since the 70s.
also not really a spook but all andamanese do this funny super squat like they're taking a dump when they're pissed at you which is hilarious. like "fuck off or I'll poo on u". its like a universal thing among all the tribes including the sentinelese, you can see them doing it in the famous footage where they shot an arrow at nat Geo.
>>41775258>but supposedly its a "deadly fog" that settles on the forests after the monsoon season every few years.Hydrogen sulfide from decaying organic matter and the humidity? Doesn't take much to kill you.
It's actually worth it. It could literally solve ALL of your problems.
give me the money and the bitches FIRST and then I will sell my soulI want at least 100 million US dollars in cash delivered to my door NOW along wiht 300 women that will lick every part of my body with total dedication, no deal? then you don't get my soul, fuck off.
>>41771766If I do will he turn me into a pretty princess?
only a fool sells their soul, a bigger fool gives it away. keep you.
>>41771766How much is a soul even worth anyways? Soul inflation or maybe soul debasement
>>41771766It isn't yours to sell and nobody will buy it.
Polish Insider here Earth is draco reptilian and orion grey colony genetic farm, some of billionaires are modified bloodlines and never get sick because of their blood type- these are hybrids, 3I/Atlas is draco reptilian ship there are some humans on it in a deep hibernation state ,atlas mothership is looking for somebody who awaken through methaphysical ways, you can catagorize aliens as residents, visitors and strangers(these one is craziest can open portals), always when UFO is about to appear air ionozes, many so called alien"whistleblowers" are dracos themselves, they predate homo sapiens and think we occupy their land, earth IS a sphere. However, the projection of the continents is artificially constrained, as is the path of all satellites to avoid flying over the hidden area.
>>41773361>Insider>Says theories that have already been strung together tirelessly for 20 years at leastDamn bro I guess I am also an insider.
>>41773895>trust me bro
>polishKURWA
>>41773361Why do you worship the fox?
>>41773828Saturday isn't the 6th day of the week. It is the 7th, actually.
This thread is being made in case someone wants to ask questions about spirituality and the nature of the self.
>>41771116>so one should abandon all knowledge and all thoughts and dwell in silencewhat is thinking? who is the one who abandons? who is the one who hoards knowledge (before deciding to abandon it)? How did this thinking mechanism come about?
>>41771116great writing anon. i enjoyed reading :)
bump
>>41765116Why can’t I be a pretty white girl
>>41765106How do I remote view winning lottery numbers?
if the things written in this book aren't true, why did the church try to cover it up?
>>41772365please dear lord, go back
inept/failed coverups are part of publicity, anon
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>>41772237If the things I say about you aren't true, why are you trying to stop me from telling everyone you suck dog cocks?
>>41772237You know it's not wrong to try and keep people from spreading lies. Idk what it said about the church personally but it's all bullshit when it claims hidden messages in the Bible. I mean, there are, but hidden in thr sense that one can only understand through proper discernment through the Holy Spirit.
Thread for creepy/paranormal/unexplained stuff you witnessed as a kid. Particularly stuff that was impactful enough to shape the way you behave or how you saw the world afterwards. Having such experiences so young kinda warps what you're willing to accept as real going forward. I'll start:>6 years old in the Summer of 1999, my parents told me that I was allowed to dig in a certain portion of our house’s yard along the side of the house. >Best friend would come over every day after school and we would dig with garden trowels for fun. >He's crouched to my left digging alongside me one day, and as I turned to speak to him I saw a spiky black ball floating about two and a half feet off the ground. >It looked like a matte black sea urchin, the body portion was roughly basketball-sized, with approximately one foot long spikes protruding in every direction. >Didn't have a metallic or reflective surface. My friend saw my eyes go wide and he looked as well.>It passes by us close enough that I could have reached out and touched it. >It first floated past him, then past me, and through our wooden fence without breaking form whatsoever. >It phased through like one would imagine a ghost walking through a solid object. >Lastly, it turned around the corner to the front of the house and I never saw it again.>I ask my buddy if he saw that too>He describes the same thing I had seen. >Almost wish I hadn’t asked him first, because now I can’t write this off as my imagination. >Recently found him online and asked him if he remembers the event as it has been over 25 years. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41767932On the night Maduro was being rendered I couldn't sleep and had the uncanny feeling that>men are coming to get meThat exact sentence. I walked around checking my locks and peering out of windows with a loaded firearm until about 3am then I could finally rest.The fuck is up with that?
I had 2 experiences, both of which were explainable but nonetheless weird.>be 10 years old>love to hang out and game in basement, since our family PC was there>basement has these small horizontal window at the top that you can look out and see the side of the house, but at like foot/leg height >one night, late at night>be doing some gayming >start to feel watched>dont look out the window at first for the same reason I don't like to look at mirrors at night just in case my reflection ever does something I dont do kek>eventually cave and look out anyway>something stares back with a face that looks warped and burnt>immediately look away and back at computer>pretend I didnt notice. Shut down game and PC as casually as I can manage>feel watched the entire time>as soon as the PC is shut down, immediately bolt upstairs>never game late at night againComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Midnightbroadcast touched me when I was a little boy.
>>41767932>seven years old>watch my dad murder my mom>he tells me to keep my fucking mouth shut, and that the dirty bitch deserved it>that God told him to end her life>he drags her out of the house>I hide under my bed for the next few hours, crying and losing my shit>"anon, come down! Dinner's ready. And bring your father, too">what the fuck.webm>Tiptoe out of my room and see my dad creeping out of his >we both sit at the table confused>she serves us a meal>she looks just fine>she sounds just fine>she is just fineComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41767932Just a weird experience. I'm in bed at night.Car drives by my house. See their lights light up the closed window and the lights fade away as they drive off. Another car drives by, same thing.Then the window slowly lights up, as if a car is coming by, but the lights never go away. I look out the window and nothing is there. It's just brighter.
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!On The Loosh Edition!>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>In case of urges:- https://imgur.com/a/nofap-anecdotal-evidence-g4eGH- Don't peek and Hold your breath for as long as you possibly can. The urge usually pass after that. If not, repeat.- Horse stance or chair pose: Do it while clenching the abdomen and all legs' muscles, raise arms for extra blood flow redirection. Works both for killing erections or urges.- Any physical activity.On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.>Advices:- Mental Purity 1.1: Semen Retention acts as a bio-electromagnetic amplifier. Watch the quality of your thoughts because your inner state will get amplified and manifested. Lust is the Ojas killer. Do not engage with Lust.- Mental Purity 1.2: Keep a journal as a tool for introspection.- NEVER watch porn of any kind.- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Keep in mind that the efferent nerves attached to your testes necessarily means that any lustful thought, image, or sound is necessarily a command to your junk to produce sexual fluids and this is the reason why celibacy is first and foremost of the mindThe root of this entire matter is the mind - without conquering the mind, celibacy is a futile effortThe signals from the brain happen on the subconscious autonomic levelThis is why any lustful thought, image, or sound is necessarily a command to the sexual organs to produce sexual fluids (the more intently you look, the higher amplitude of a signal gets sent: body > afferent nerves > brain > efferent nerves > body)Therefore "Conversion of sexual energy to something" is necessarily a HORRIBLY inefficient process (Not to confuse with Sexual Transmutation)Fluids will be reabsorbed, but the energy and materials cost to make it vs how much is "taken back" via reabsorption is SEVERELY unbalanced and super net negativeSexual fluids are made from the cream of the crop of the body's resources - constantly generating them means that you are constantly draining away the cream of the crop of your resources.Taoist writings said that the sexual organs will even take primacy over nourishing your other internal organs at some point. (Thus, doing a spiritual practice as a coomer is a surefire way to die faster).Scientific evidence and interesting readshttps://pastebin.com/q4rLprGshttps://pastebin.com/qbTd4Laihttps://pastebin.com/dzA2yCdrhttps://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/https://www.acupuncture.com/education/points/kidney/kid1.htmComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
It’s always good to remember why /x/ is the most accurate place for this topic: SR is one of the clearest paranormal inducing topics among all discussed on /x/. It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices. The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on.SR can be also be seen as a political issue. The porn industry is a tool made by the Jews to deteriorate and corrupt societies. Porn works in ways that program new sets of behaviour in its audience and because of its strong addictive qualities they stay hooked. The most important goal for porn’s male audience was and is the release of their semen. As we now know, the disadvantageous consequences of releasing are heavy: a man becomes less of a man, he gets sick and weak, his mind numbed, he will have impotence issues etc. Upto the point his spirit almost dies.SR is beneficial to make one healthier and stronger, more fit, if you will. So the topic could be discussed on /fit/. Anyone looking for more ways to get fitness gains would benefit hugely from the SR.Also SR has so many other benefits that it could be discussed in the /adv/ board. These would be topics how it improves one’s social life, mental state, makes more time to be more productive etc.The biggest benefits of SR are mystical in nature and the whole practice is fundamentally very close to the spiritual side of things. All the other topics in /x/ are left far behind and SR actually makes this board of any relevancy. This is also known by the enemy and they make strong efforts to suppress, hijack, twist to end this discussion.
# # # THREAD HYGIENE PSA # # #Starve the shillery.No attention for them.No replies.Focus.On.The.Prize.(Pro tip > Hide shill posts: Click on the arrow next to the post number, click 'Hide', Comfy.)
I have been working through some oniric techniques, trying to achieve a reality shift by entering into hypnagogic states.The issue is my first few experiments lead me to the umbral of egress, from this reality to the target reality. But I haven't quite fully gone all the way.Now, I have the faint feeling that at any moment I am going to awake in the aimed for anchor. But I can't quite seem to cross the liminal space between dreams.Any tips?
>>41760603>>41769157>>41769221>>41769341>>41770341Hey, I think this thread aligns with my own current experimentation, though I am aiming for time travel rather than shifting to a completely different reality, but this might be just an issue of semantics. Here's how my last attempt went >>41772439Something interesting is that I was taught in my dream about dragon gates, an aid in reality shifting.
>>41772459Well if you want time travel/reality shifting take a read at thishttps://mega.nz/folder/Ns9mhDSC#iKKxSnq5EoG_GxYLeylrSg/folder/lt1TFYIA
>>41772829Thanks, anon. Very useful testimonies and methods. Gives reassurance because it seems like I'm on the right track.Card drawn: The Fool
>>41770341>promise you'll do the same if you are successful!Sure, as soon as I get any success I would share on /x/. Will we still be both in the same reality though?>>41771297I'm not sure I understand. You mean I must first change my idea of what reality is, or rather understand what it is, before I can shift?>>41771470>>41772294Well, of course I can be wrong and I'm fine with other people like this anon not believing, but the way I see it, time passing and things changing, evolving, instead of a totally frozen world where nothing change, is forced reality shifting in a linear direction. According to science, Time is one dimension, like a line, and we move along it. Linear motion along a line. To me, Time has two (or more) dimensions, so it's at least like a piece of paper on which an infinity of lines are drawn in all directions, not just the line I am on right now. So to me, reality shifting is, instead of moving in a straight motion on that line on the piece of paper, finding a way to influence my path a little to find myself on a parallel line, that corresponds to my wish (so moving with control, not randomly). There are various things that I consider proofs of this being possible and already happening randomly, like mandela effects (which I believe in because I experienced one) or some quantum physics stuff. The problem is how to do this. Sadly, it may need some immense amount of energy, or maybe some weird cosmic event, or even the LHC colliding some particles, or some technology humanity will only discover in a thousand year. I can only wish that things like the void or lucid dream methods are real. I have to at least try.
>>41774462>Sure, as soon as I get any success I would share on /x/. Will we still be both in the same reality though?I figure if you can send your consciousness one way you could also send data right?
Im not expecting an ahhh kool trip lets move on ahhh kinda thing. Im literally putting all my hopes this shit changes me as a person. Is this possible? What are the risks?
I haven't touched mushrooms in a few years, and haven't had a full blown trip in over a decade. I've had at least one very positive, life-altering trip. It ended with me crying in a shower and yelling at myself to "fucking do something" because I was heading down a very dismal path.As others said; -Don't use it as a social or party drug. It's medicine and should be respected.-Don't expect it to do the work for you. It can help you find the path forward, but it won't take the steps. That's still on you.Personally, if I were going to use it again it would be alone and in a very controlled setting. No Internet access, all the snacks and drinks you could potentially crave, and something very comfortable to sit or lay on. Music may or may not be something you want to experience. I recommend meditating without the things for a week or so at least alongside a solid health routine as mentioned above and using your trip to focus on the issues you've identified through normal meditation.
>>41774951Haven't done shrooms but the advice I give on LSD is to not try and fight it. It feels like being on a roller coaster coming up and you are best off just letting go and letting it happen. The trip is going to happen and if you try to fight it like you might with another drug then you're going to have anxiety.
>>41775199Oh and samefag here, LSD definitely changed my life.
>>41774951mushrooms are good for reprogramming some of your shitty behavior. take it seriously and don't be a pussy.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R3pfsUgtL9A
>>41775151Definitely do not do more than 2g if its cubensis. Also chew em really good on a completely empty stomach.
Hello once again, Anonymous friends. I am a time traveler, and I have seen both your future and your past. I rose to prominence as a leader in a parallel timeline, and after years of service asked to re-live a 10-year span of my life to help heal. That is this timeline. I frequently work with a collective known as Pleiadians, and they are part of the galactic human family. They are a deeply spiritual people, and I see them as our true kin in this celestial soup we're in. I've been to their world and I've seen their cities, and I was *impressed* to put it mildly.As we move closer to the official day of ascension (which will be noted in your histories), the passage of time and closing of some probabilities allows me greater access to my alternate memories. What this means is that when I arrived in 2019, I underwent memory reversion and erasure to protect the integrity of this reality. This was voluntary, and I gave my full consent. We are just one week into 2026 and it would seem that more of my predictions are coming true or the seeds of them are being noticed by others. As stated above, ever more of my memories are returning to me as each day passes. To me this signals approval from celestial powers that now is the time to begin sharing more of what I've experienced. I can answer more questions if you could ask them. I appreciate all those who have been following and keeping track, and so I give my sincere thanks for your support. Nikodemos-Metatron-Ra
>>41775131SO LET SHADOWS OF THE REAL THINGMEASURE UP TO THE BLIND KINGTHE ALL SEEING EYEPOSSESSED BY MEA GAME WE PLAYAND WITH ITS POWERWE CAN SAVE THE DAYAND MAKE (THEM) COWER(THEY) USE EVIL SCHEMES TO BIND MY FOCUSSO I WILL SEND FORWARD A CURSE OF LOCUSTSLET THE MUSIC BREAK UPLET THEMES SHIFT OVERYOUR SOUL IS MINEComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41773012>Nikodemos-Metatron-RaI chuckle, hahaha
>>41774636You can't choose getting abused as a kid or immediately after spawning in. You have zero clue of anything happening around you that early. You creatures are disgusting.
>>41774662You asked for abuse you couldn't possibly see coming, love and light though tee hee.
>>41773065>>41773132so are reptilians the thing same as the the race draco? i was always confused, but never looked into it>war in heaven vs. demiurge>demiurge already lost once and were impressed by heaven's dragons so he created his own>he's the demiurge so his dragons didn't have souls>as demiurge army attacks, windows open out of nowhere and heaven's dragons come pouring out>they fight and the demiurge goes for the big blow>christ's first incarnation shows up and throws him into the lowest realms and traps him there while saying things like "ur not a god ur a pretender!"all those leftover, no-soul demiurge dragons escaped to a planet called theban in the draco empire. during their escape, they captured many of heaven's souled dragons (who were almost all female) and they turned them into slaves. this breeding gave birth to the half-souled race of draco who the demiurge will get in contact again after escaping
I've had a deep urge to sell all my unnecessary things the past two weeks but I can't tell if it's God nudging me to live a less materialist lifestyle, or if it's just depression. Older anons, is this a common phase people go through in their early 20s?
>>41774516I do that, mostly because drug use and I can’t find anything I actually need cause there’s shit everywhere
>>41775127Pauline blood worship is not Christianity. Living without a care for tomorrow, is.>lilies of the fieldYet you only give 10%, and don't live in commune with your local congregation. Bullwhips and table flips for your temple, sir!
>>41774808Not OP here, but what's your basis on thinking that interest in "/x/-related topics" lessens material desires?It makes me think, I've always been interested in the paranormal ever since I was a child, and I have never been particularly materialistic. Is there really a correlation?
>>41774516>is this a common phase people go through in their early 20sYeah absolutely. The more aware you become, the more conscious you are of physical things and objects cluttering your space. You start to really analyze what their purpose is and if they're serving you.Environment has a huge effect on your psychology/mental state, and "stuff" is a part of the environment. There's been times when I don't even bother selling things, I just donated them or in some cases threw them away. Because selling is a whole task in itself. You don't have to jump in the deep end though and get rid of everything. just start small and get rid of a few things here and there and be mindful if you really feel better or not. If you do then continue the process.
you have broken the conditioning of collecting stuff. leave lean but keep the basics for sleep, comfort, and entertainment the rest is fluff
I can't be the only one. Has anyone noticed the drones? Nearly every night I see them flying above my small rural neighborhood. They aren't small private drones. They are large, loud, seemingly commercial grade drones. Sometimes they are in groups of 2-6 at a time. I was alone, sitting out by the water late one night and saw two of them in the distance; shortly after I noticed them they both started hovering directly over me.
>>41771239Ok well that wasnt my video, and even if it is just a plane you are missing the point. These so called “drones” (gay ass forced meme term) or plasma orbs can put on the appearance of a plane, including sound and trails, lights etc. Most people would never second guess it, but they can swarm certain people for whatever reason and then you figure out all these “planes” might not all be what they “clearly” appear to be once you have observed some of them doing stuff that doesnt make sense. Thats all im trying to say.
>>41771239Not saying you necessarily but people have been conditioned largely to expect a “ufo” to mean a silver flying saucer making “weewoo” noises or shooting lasers. Ofc there are plenty of manifestations of the phenomenon that are totally outside what we conceive as normal sky stuff but it can also be a tricky deceptive kinda manifestation and for whatever fucking reason they like to hide as regular planes. Maybe its holograms projected to hide manmade craft but I doubt it. The whole mass “drones” sighting thing is just a more recent manifestation of this same pattern which has been observed for decades but shifting slightly to align with the greater commercial and military availability/prevalence of smaller remote controlled drones, which wasnt as much of a thing 10-15 years ago.
>>41766939Had a windstorm in idaho month ago.Through the gaps in the clouds my wife and I saw hundreds of dots moving in the sky. Fast. From how little of the sky we saw, and how many there were, id estimate 1-2 thousand over my city. Called a few neighbors and had them look too. No blinking lights, just solid white dots.
everyone trying to get a seat so they can enjoy the show
>>41766939Yep, same.
Anyone have a copy of this book or have read it? It seems like a very difficult thing to get your hands on. There are copies for sale but they're $1000-$2000.Ball state University in Indiana has a copy in their library. Any anon live near by and willing to use a book scanner on it?
>>41774019fuck off to /pol/
>>41773302Are you a pussy? Just walk in and take it. What the fuck is a librarian going to do?
>>41773223There are two copies on Ebay for $500 each.From what I can find this was only released in hardcover, however I did find one reference to it being in a spiral-bound format. Don't know if that's accurate though.Regardless, since it's almost 700 pages, it's unlikely to ever get digitized, given its rarity. Someone's gonna have to put in a lot of work to make that happen.
>>41774110Autism ayyy b liek...
