The egyptians used to believe that when you died your heart would be weighed against a feather, and if your heart weighed more than the feather, you would struggle in the afterlife, but if your heart weighed less than a feather you would have easy passage.
My heart is a burning star...My soul fights against the wheel cycleMy mind seeks truth and truth speakersMy being seeks The CreatorMy Love is of CreationMy hatred is of creation
>>41717789>accuse everyone he disagrees with of being Christian because he can’t stand on his own two legs in a debateThese are your tactics you narcissistic degenerate failure of a Buddhist monk.
>>41717884>asshurt wall of text that says nothingKys you stupid whore. I’d strangle you myself with my hands if I ever met a person as narcissistic and stupid as you.
>>41717916>This is the true nature of Buddhists. Just as they had killed Muslim Rohingya is a genocide.See I can do that too faggot.What do you want from me, to namefag to prove I’m not Christian, and you are a narcissistic psychopath?
5G READS YOUR BRAINWAVES
nah not really though
>>41718485it also reads the brainwaves of animals and bugs and makes them control thingsor all technology is used to hide the paranormal and it's cover for paranormal things with technology (material realm) advancement being used by the paranormal entities to cover and hide the paranormal that's happening around us. did man/aliens invent advance tech to control us and uses paranormal "effects" of technology to do itor did the paranormal use magic to make man/aliens and controls us using the material "illusions" of magic to do itpretty neat inversion right?
>>41718485somethin is, idk what, but they need to stop puttin dumbshit in there, i'd rather be thinkin about nice things and good memories with frens than whatever edgy sour stuff they tryna wedge between me and whoever
What are some good books that contain practical and interesting occult exercise for you to do? Prefer not the usual Bardon slop but maybe some lesser known stuff.
>>41710328They aren't, it's most likely an attempt to reconstruct sun salutations using German gymnastics and rosicrucian energetic anatomy based only on written descriptions of the eastern exercise at the time.
>>41717703>German>rosicrucian>Rosenkreuzwoooooooooo, boy.....
>>41717759Rosicrucian, like the Masons, are from Catholicism
>>41718447nah, unlike masons and cathlolics, rosicrucians were a literary creation. carry on with your larp though.
world will end 1/1/26 ?
>>41715645Is this what we've come to now..?"Human sacrifice, murder and cannibalism is fake news, goy"?Please read that out loud to yourself again.
>>41715187hell doesnt end, it will continue.
>>4171518719/1/2038
>>41718381since when are there 19 months
>>41718400He's one of those people who go by day/month/year
They have to be doing some occult shit, what is their deal? How have they gotten so big in the last five years?
>>41700374Porn addicts. There was a survey at a con and 95% of the men have admitted they consumed furry porn
>>41716047I really didn't expect the direction this video took. Talk about subverting expectations,
>>41717920yes because Romans did not forcibly assimileted the Cyrenecian berber tribes.
>>41718030Wow, 95% of people consume porn? I would have never thought that. Are you saying non-furs don't? By the way, people can tell you are an ESL yourself, not going to give you any hints.
>>41718426Are you fucking retarded? He said furry porn, not porn. Are you completely stupid? Do you need the implication to be spelled out to you like a barely conscious troglodyte? 95% of them admitting to fetishized furry-ness, porn only one imaginative step away from beastiality! You disgusting freak!Fuck man, i love anthropomorphic cartoon animals as a vehicle for creativity. If it was actually a wholesome, fun, creative fandom like it claims to be, I might even be a furry myself. But 95% of them are actually pornbrained sick fucks gooning to animals. If this doesn't make you sick you must be retarded, evil, or worse...
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Father of Chads edition!>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and more.On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones"), deeper meditations, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, a closer "alignment" with God/Source and more.>In case of urges:https://imgur.com/a/nofap-anecdotal-evidence-g4eGHhttps://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/Do ANYTHING else. go outside, do some push ups.. even gaming is far, FAR less damaging.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
A goal of mine for 2026 will be to ask out at least three women IRL. I know that doesn't sound like a lot at all, but for me, that would actually be a monumental step forward.
>>41718353I too hope to find love next year as well... As well as making other huge changes in my life I've been meaning to, with newfound confidence spurred on from SR. I wish you luck anon.
>>41717020I think about this post of yours a lot. The phrase lives rent free in my head. I am 30 days in, maybe a little more. I feel changed.
>>41717020How to make this type of lifestyle sustainable?
>>41718477Find things to occupy your life, get friends that dont find it stressful for you to be like this. Get your family ok with it.
I remember coming across the story on picrel and finding it creepy and very /x/ worthy(yes I realize this concept is not new, this is just a good example of it). Link to thread where the anon goes into more detail: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/38486538/#38486538What if we are already in Hell? What if this life of ours is an illusion to keep us from knowing the extremely dreadful truth of our situation? Why are we here? Is there anything we can do to escape?I personally am not on board fully with the 'this is Hell' view as I feel Hell would be WAY WAY WAY worse than this place(I think it is a demonic matrix tho), but I will say that me seeing 666s/616s all the time is certainly pointing towards this being Hell or somesuch.How do you feel about this take anons? Any similar experiences to share?Thanks in advance as always!
Whether this place is "hell" is a matter of perspective. If one feels restricted or limited, it can feel that way.I will share some truths I have learned:1. Most all that is presented as truth in this "world" is far from it (think misdirection and inversion). Human belief systems primarily come from "facts" accepted without discernment. The way forward is to deconstruct one's beliefs and re-form them from personal observation.2. Narratives are human explanations for events that are of a "spiritual" nature. Discount all narratives and the "world" will appear differently. There is no true separation between physical and spiritual.3. This place is a realm. Like a dream, it has no size or shape. One's environment is a product of one's belief system and that of others similarly situated. What matters is all local-- family, neighbors, personal interactions. All else is distraction.4. There are "others" here, in positions of "influence." These others have a purpose, as all things do. They are creators of the systems that exist collectively as human society, restricting independence, promoting distraction, manipulating emotions. Society is their game. Design and play one's own game.5. There is only the present. From it, all potential exists and all things created. Anything that suggests the likelihood of a future event is designed to manipulate one away from the present, where Creation creates. If one thinks in terms of likelihood, probability, inevitably, one has strayed from the present.6. Intuition extends the abilities of one's senses to make connections that are not otherwise visible. It should be exercised regularly.7. There is a stage of existence after the "human" stage. Humans are in differing levels of evolution toward that. Evolution occurs when the "physical" state is no longer adequate to contain one's mental state. Listen to others, observe, interact, experience, but follow one's own lead.
>>41690639Sigh.None of you want to hear this but here I go.A very holy woman in Japan, a pure land Buddhist, left this poem to her son on her deathbed as her final revelation:I was utterly blind and did not know it. How shameful to have thought I was all right. I thought the nembutsu I uttered was my own, but it was not; it was Amida’s call. How grateful, indeed, I am. NAMU-AMIDA-BUTSU.I know now my being,definitely destined for the path leading to hell, neither the Pure Land nor hell is of any use to me.All conditoned beings are destined for hell. This is why you must realize you are not a conditioned being. God's gift isn't mindless bliss, it's emptiness itself. Potentiality. The ability to create anything, to be anything. To be a Buddha and a son. But we can't do this currently, faced with emptiness we will create infinite suffering and torture ourselves with demons. This is why you can't just be zapped up to eternal heaven, because you won't perceive it as heaven, it'll be hell. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41716935I think it's some kind of loosh farming. Those souls who did not kneel for the evil, are getting tortured the hardest.. maybe
This was a triumphI'm making a note here, great sucessIt's hard to overstate my satisfactionWelcome to Hell, we do what we want, because we canhttps://youtu.be/_P4XOiMKLhk?si=8FVBSIpCNc8M4kZC
>>41690639another day another retarded name faggot thread
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_MkVIdb940
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Currently reading this Keeps making me laugh a bit as the author keeps saying "she (Sophia) is identified as the son of God" lol. I appreciate the information being given to me but these ideologues are so afraid to call Sophia God's daughter, while instead opting to use feminine pronouns for God's son instead. It's a bit of a slippery topic tbf.
>>41717398Here's an interesting snippet >Therefore may You say, may You ask (O Sophia), that He (God) make me worthy to participate in Your splendor... May Your assistance help me... May Your holy, pious and most pure prayers stand by me, for in no way could they be ineffectual with God... Driven out of the paradise of joys, I cry in the land of my exile, when I think of You, O Mother Jerusalem, O Holy and Beautiful (Bride) Zion.Here we see Augustine (Liber Meditationum XIX) addressing a prayer to Sophia in a similar (identical?) fashion that Christians today make prayer to Mary.
>>41717440I think what may have happened is that "Mary, full of grace" actually did genuinely have an "elevated" interpretation in the early church, where "Full" was interpreted in an almost gnostic sense. The human Mary would be "filled" with the Holy Spirit, completely, in a way very similar to the way the human Jesus would be full of the divine. In that case, prayers to Sophia being so similar to prayers to Mary makes perfect sense: Mary "IS" Sophia in the same way Jesus "IS" God, which is to say when God completely Fills someone with God they become One with God.
idk but to me existence itself is paranormal. like why does anytthing exist at all? just weird shit man.
>>41717463>Nothing cant change, there is nothing to change.There is everything to change.>SOMETHING changes to something else.>Eternally.Nothing changes to everything.Temporarily. Because nothing lasts forever.>You have SOME THING and you have slapped the name of "nothing"" on it.We had nothing and now we have something. And that thing, is everything.>And now your THING with this label can want and try and has an "itself".Don't overthink it, anon, because it was nothing.>Because it was never nothing.It was always nothing. Because everything exists. You can't have everything without nothing. And nothing lasts forever.
>>41717661>There is everythingExactly.>Nothing changes to everything.Nothing cant change, there is nothing to change.>Don't overthink it,This is you admitting it is stupid.
>>41717667>ExactlyExactly.>Nothing cant change, there is nothing to change.There is everything to change. Because as I said before, you can't have everything without nothing. There is no way around that simple fact of existence itself.>This is you admitting it is stupid.This is you admitting you have no proper counter argument but to call me stupid instead. Bravo.
>>41717690>There is everything to change.Yes.>you can't have everything without nothingThere is no nothing. Ever. Everything has always been. And always without nothing.>This is you admitting you have no proper counter argument but to call me stupid instead.No it isnt. That is also a very stupid thing to say, and makes no sense.
>>41717697>There is no nothing. Ever. Everything has always been. And always without nothing.This is incomplete and wrong. There has to be nothing in order for there to be everything. As you said previously, "SOMETHING changes to something else.", But if this statement is true, then it's impossible for everything to exist in the first place, because something that only changes to something cannot be either everything or nothing since it only follows itself, which is something. Something will only be something, but never everything. But we both agree that everything exists, so your statement is false because it is fundamentally incomplete if we agree that everything exists, which it does. It's not complicated to understand. Everything and something cannot exist without it's last final component which completes the set, which is nothing. Observe.Nothing = Something = EverythingNow it's complete.Why you may ask? Because the concept of 'something' exists in-between everything and nothing. You cannot have 'something' without there being nothing and everything. That's what the word 'something' means. Something is more than nothing, and less than everything. It's in the middle of everything and nothing. Just like how present is in the middle of past and future. It's simple logic my friend.>No it isnt. That is also a very stupid thing to say, and makes no sense.Yes it is. You haven't provided a counter argument and instead resort to name calling. And because you cannot understand it, you call it nonsense, instead of explaining why it's nonsense, which you haven't. That's your fault, not mine. Don't be a coward, provide a counter argument. Or you can give up and cry that it's stupid and nonsensical. That's your choice, my friend. As for me, I'm Bing Chilling.
Does the big man exist?
>>41718143yeetus beetus hitting the yoinky sploinky tonight
>>41718145I have eaten this mushroom, sir.
yes. he'suh clone senpai and hes based. dad is the father of the grinch hence why he atheist.watch out for saturns suon krumpus who hates santa and steals presents.# team santadid you know my mum is half elf?true facts.
>>41718143He was Peter Kropotkin.
>>41718143isnt it interesting that no matter what race, ancient old men all have hair that turns white/gray?makes you wonder if santa is actually a real ancient being
What is the point of life?To procreate? I'm not doing thatTo sustain and eat? I don't enjoy doing thatTo survive? I really wish I wasn't here to begin withIs there any silver lining in living? Can someone answer that?
Because this reality sucks dick. I hear many people say they don't wanna exist or that life sucks, but it's literally this reality that sucks, not any other potential existences. You get born with one of the main goals being procreating, which means you gotta survive and hunt other beings just to create other beings who do the same shit. Everything also sucks and is unfun. Before you needed to hunt, get diseases and die, die from cold,heat,starvation etc. Its just a suffering shitfest with only choice being to kill to survive. Now in the modern world reality still sucks since there's no worthwhile purpose, even the normies who go for the procreation meme which i find extremely boring, are getting blackpilled how unfair it is based on genetics/environment etc.There is no fun exploring, no hard grinding which is paid off by working towards a purpose, no ability to change certain things you would want about yourself, a complete lack of information on how the world actually works.If you'd want to explore and just randomly wander, you'd die of starvation/animals/heat/cold. If you want to grinds towards strength, theres a hard limit and you get injuries if you push yourselves, even fucking swimming makes me get ear infections and having to stop.There's barely any to do anything worthwhile, it's sad when you see the "grindset" which is just working out and working to get money in order to get women or freedom. The worthwhile purpose i and others have is literally to grind to get freedom, which isn't even real freedom anyway.But all this has nothing to do with how things could be, it's just how poorly designed our shitty reality is. I do believe in prison planet but sometimes i'm afraid maybe it really is random shit we don't understand considering how fucking bad this shit is, why would anyone design it. 1/2
Just imagine a random videogame world that even a kid can imagine. You instantly get "born" with a character that you want at level 1,choose age etc. or whatever and your purpose is to progress and explore the world.You turn the pain down, still enough to want to avoid it but not enough to get a mental breakdown. You remove shitty fucking disease design, level up based on the effort you put, add unique classes/skills so people become more unique based on their personality.Just this random game if turned into reality would be 100x times better than whatever the fuck we have. And even if you think this is gay, you could easily create a better reality for what you enjoy than what we have.So why the fuck are we in this shitty reality? I really don't get it.The thing that makes me the saddest about this is my imagination, i always think of worlds i would enjoy so much if i could exist in them.This is why we have animes/videogames/series etc. This reality sucks so bad so we imagine better ones, theres also realistic ones that where living sucks cock but are more relatable.There's a reason isekai is one of the most popular anime trope, it's because this world fucking sucks and everyone wants something else.Even in shitty isekais the losers always "do their best" in another world, because being motivated in this world is meaningless. That's not to say that im not trying to be in the best shape or become rich. (only shitty goals you can have)You could try to compete in sports/games but sports are kinda genetics based and you need to start since childhood to be in the top field. And unfortunately most games suck.What a fucking shitty design.
>>41716679I'm a male and not a simpleton, i just know myself and is honest with it, not a presumptuous holier than thou.
>>41717019None of that explains how existance came to be, very short sighted.
>>41716660why would you want there to be eternal losers?
Does anyone know a god or supernatural being I can pray to to help my girlfriend battle her mental struggles? We are online only for now since we can't meet because of the distance between us. She has been struggling with depression and mental anguish for a while now and she always gets in a bad mood during her birthday, christmass, and new years, is there a way I can help her by praying to some kind of god or eldritch being? She gets high on pills and/or alcohol whenever she is like this and is not herself anymore when she is in this state...Recently I watched this video by Nfuel, specifically the part in 6:16 where a guy battling his addiction prayed to a bunch of random gods and one of them appeared to him at night to cure him from his addiction. Please help me I am desperate, here is the video I was talking about, timestamp of the story I was interested in is 6:16 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjRPucgmwFk
>>41718384She doesn't need to know. Just do it in your head in your bed alone.
>>41718388Thank you anon, sincerely. I will.
OP here, thank you all for your advice and words, even the jokes like the rimming one are good to calm me down, I will pray for all of you and whatever you need help with in your lives, may whatever being is closest to you help you realize your needs.I will go to sleep soon, thanks again.
>>41718405Pray to Jesus. Which means in essence using the holy spirit which resides in you, commiting your entire being to the notion, and listening to the father for guidance.
>>41718394https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lpyg94OzHK0This is the kind of thing you should be doing in your head btw. Good luck.
Thoughts on the Ghost of Christmas Present?
>>41718327I think he’s supposed to be some kind of Celtic pagan pre Anglo Saxon god maybe the dagda or the Brythonic equivalent was and so are maybe the others ghosts are too but I don’t know if Charles Dickens had any knowledge of Celtic mythology or anything
>>41718397He is basically Odin.
>>41718327absolute chad
It moves in the pitch of night. The trees, the mountains, they move like waves the locals say. It's impossible to gather data, the nights get so dark no sensory measuring tools work, but you can feel it, in the night the ocean moves.
>>41703707Remember to keep important life-saving threads open!!!!
>>41697980I believe you
>>41697980At least you have a few years of private garden here before the image is captured again
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>>41701693Worth a try
No one is ganstalking you. You just want to feel important, because you're a socially useless and dysgenic trash. You are irrelevant to everyone, even your own family. Think about it logically. Why would Gov waste their resources to stalk some pimpled ugly fatfuck that has never contributed to anything ever. You just want to feel better about yourself.Unless you're someone socially important, no one would waste their time or resources to follow you.
>>41716932I have been living off of savings for a year while studying and helping my parents renovate the other house, you are just trying to insult others to give yourself a boost but this is an anonymous forum this isn't even a school where being a bully makes the bullied kid anxious and the bully look cool with a girl. You are a sad lonely man who can't have a good day without replies from "sick schizos" meanwhile you are obsessive over the topic of gangstalking even doe you don't believe in it. My IQ has been tested at 127(inb4 the reply "erm my IQ is 140 my dick is bigger! which I am expecting a narcissist like you to claim, I am content even if I am not the best, you clearly need to put others down to feel better about yourself) offered to skip grades before, made more money than most hedge funds in the stock market as a percentage and more money than 90% of people on /biz/. My father is a fucking bus driver, we are middle class people but I overcame adversity and you just want to kick people while they are down. It is sick you getting off on doing this to schizos, the person who keeps gaslighting gangstalking may unironically be a demon because why else would you post in a thread for years if you don't believe in the threads topic? this is /x/ the schizophrenia board how dare you belittle our favorite schizos. Type A personality loves to belittle but once everyone else goes home you are just sad and alone, I am happier than you ever will be because I was able to have a full sabbatical to work out my issues and still have money left over. Brazilian hands typed this post. I am tall I could of dunked on your ass but I had bigger priorities rather than sports ball. We all have issues in one way or another, if you don't you are fronting, a psychopath or inhuman I am going to enjoy christmas with my family then have some alone time, thankfully I can enjoy both rather than losing my shit like a narcissist if I get DNI'd. How long have you been making these threads?
>>41715443OP is spending christmas talking to the void because he's such a boomer he has no more IRL people to talk to. They all got scared off by his toxic style of communicating. A thing to look out for: Any thread that tries to talk to YOU directly is either a glowie psyop or made by a narcissistic faggot who thinks too highly of himself
>>41717592>overly narcissistic faggots who thinks too highly of themselvesyou're describing people who believe their plethora of nonsense knowledge attracts all sorts of attention from powerful entities and organizations that somehow decides it's worth it to send people to gangstalk themit's not that hard to put two and two together lol you can call anyone else a glowie all you want but these are just people who wants to think they're important just because they got redpilled after lurking in a self containing internet asylum
>>41715443thank you for making this thread OP. I spam them with the same shit.
>>41715443>Ooc in icCan you please stop ruining our larp role plays? We're just trying to have some fun!
