I still can't bring myself to accept that immortality is fake. I can't bring myself to accept that I am an alive creature and will eventually die. I am so incredibly fucking scared of non-life. Not even the dying part, just the "We have no idea what the fuck happens after".Can someone give me a revelation here? Something I can do to have a spiritual experience? Quick astral projection? Quick communication with a spirit? Anything to help alleviate the fear? I'm begging for pretty much any sort of proof right now. I really just do not want to have to come to terms with the finality of it all.
>>41722567>purgatory>i trust the biblePick one
>>41722539Actually you will just be given a respawn that favors Christianity so it's less likely you will go to something degenerate.
>>41721738This isn't meant to be a blackpill, but consciousness has no value. You'll be fine in the end.
>>41721738immortality isn't fake tho, there are animals that have eternal youth
>>41722719Think of consciousness as training wheels for the soul, you're supposed to ditch it eventually.
What are you manifesting right now, /x/?
Moneyyyyyy
2 billion gold in old school runescape
>>41721725Lottery jackpot so I can live like a NEET while living off income, traveling abroad at least 3 times a year, fucking hookers once in a while and donating the money I won't use monthly to charity
>>41721941It's kind of ruined now because I can just avoid any situation where I could get this gig. What you guys should do is manifest stuff for me tomorrow, and I'll tell you all about my day, and you can tell me what parts of it you all manifested. Manifesting is super fake but I'm always happy to give it a fair shake.
>>41721725Healing and having a life.
>Reminder that NASA is officially an intelligence agency>>41699628https://theskylive.com/3dsolarsystem?objs=c2025n1https://ssd.jpl.nasa.gov/tools/sbdb_lookup.html#/?sstr=C%2F2025%20N1&view=VOP>Lightcurvehttps://cobs.si/comet/2643/1.Retrograde orbit aligns within 5° of the ecliptic; p. [probability] .2%2.July–Nov 2025: showed a true sunward jet (anti-tail), not a geometric illusion3.Nucleus mass ≈106× 1I/Oumuamua and 103× 2I/Borisov, moving faster than both; p. <.1%4.Arrival timing placed it <10,000,000km of Mars, Venus, Jupiter and hidden from Earth at perihelion; p. .005%5.Gas plume: far more Ni than Fe (industrial-like Ni alloys) + Ni/CN ratio orders of magnitude above all comets incl. 2I/Borisov; p. <1%6.Gas plume: only 4% water by mass7.Extreme negative polarization, unprecedented; p. <1%8.Arrival within 9° of the “Wow!” signal; p. .6%Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41722363because it's looking like a manmade structure the more info gets released
Man I had a feeling about this goys. Whatever it is most certainly took out MAVEN and at best we will never know what happened to it. Worst case is we will
>>41722497Is MAVEN our first interstellar casualty?
>>41722661Most certainly not. This feels super drawn out now but I’m sure it will feel nostalgic after not too long
>>41722346They'll see our dick is equivalent to Mr. Chow's in the Hangover series
Let's see if anyone here has any actual capabilities.
>>41719549Yep
>>41716318What do I get if I guess correctly?
>>41719664You're a turtle
Monkey
>>41716318An attention seeking lonesome faggot that wants validation?
Ayys or Gays?
>>41718694Glows
>>41719973moar
>>41718694unfortunately for the haters and gaylords here, this is as real as it gets
>>41718694Middle looks like motherboard chip.
>>41718694It's buga time
(Bridge)**Just think you inspired it**, every heavy note and every whispered line.This is **what I do for a living**, turning the mortal into the divine,.Finding the **rhythm in the old and the new**, where the shadows and the gold align.(Outro)**Teaching selfless love** to a world that is **running out of time**.The **music box** is silent now, but the **magic** is still mine,.**Soul is gold**.**Face is green**.**Agape**.*****Note on Style and Content:** While the lyrical themes and specific phrases—such as the "gold soul," "G clef beat," and "agape"—are drawn directly from the sources,,,, the specific arrangement into the styles of *Puscifer* and *A Perfect Circle* is a creative interpretation not found within the provided text. You may want to independently verify how these themes align with the established discographies of those bands. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I am a schizophrenic and since my diagnosis I've been thinking in patterns where cars and people go in a certain way. it happens when it feels like a time synchronicity. It never ends even in the backwoods and streets of a city. I don't get why these events happen for no reason. Am I just mental or is there something going on with the world that I don't know about?
u r cuck for cars and like to watch cars drive, re-evaluate your life or enjoy your backseat being a cuck for optimus prime
>>41722083He wouldn't be following people, would he? Now that would be at least borderline unhealthy behavior
>>41722416You seem coherent. Forgive me if I'm mistaken. It makes sense that such an experience would be confusing. Sometimes it is delightfully obvious that a conversation is not really occuring, despite earnest attempts at communication. I have enjoyed talking to people whit whom I clique, that are familiar with hypnosis, when exploring my own odd experiences
I'm schizophrenic. Got a decent job and house. I have ticked all the boxes, but I never expected happiness at the end because it's a neverending treadmill, seeking happiness. I have lost most (at least 90%) of the emotion I used to feel as a child. There is a hollow mask on my face which mimics your facial expressions, so as to fit in. I am not malicious or lacking for anything right now that makes me want. There is a decaying sense of self, I'm no longer an individual that feels sure of his place in this plane of existence. I have never done mushrooms due to psychosis, but I imagine thru trip reports I'm experiencing ego dissolution. I want to reach out and intertwine with everything, but I'm not there yet. I doubt I'll become no one in this lifetime, it just seems like the start. Wouldn't that be fantastic, being nobody, no one to experience anything, just an instrument to carry out the will of something greater.
>>41722601I get it.
Let us say we 100% are in simulation/matrix/dream, how likely is it that we are not humans in base reality?Not like just souls, but I mean like elves under a coma spell, or aliens in cryosleep, or insects tripping balls on insecticide?I mean people always assume that we have the same form in base reality as we do here in this dreammatrix. Even if we are not nonhumans, we might be in a whole different race, age, and sex group.So, are we nonhumans in base reality? If so, what are we? Elves? Aliens? Insects? Robots? Science experiments?If not, how likely is it that we are different ages, races, and genders than we are currently?Thanks in advance as always!
>>41719466>>41719470IT ALL SOUNDS LEGIT AND YOU CAN INVERT THEM ALL TOO!
>>41719470Indeed. For what could the truths be but lies of a different world? For today when it is aliens who are solid and real extraterrestrials, does not speak for tomorrow when they are demons, or yesterday when they are future human time travelers. For who is a madman today but the man who was god yesterday, and will be the devil tomorrow? What truth is there that cannot be known? Who’s to say what is today when tomorrow a new path we follow? I have seen what is and is not, yet what, and not is, yet could be. It is a dangerous game.The most dangerous game. And we never play.
Selfbump
>>41717232
The chance that we don't exist outside this place is also there. That we're programs made to feel sentient by accident or tampering. Not likely, but there.
It's a collection of 100 ancient spellbooks, scrolls, and rituals from Greco-Roman Egypt (roughly 2nd century BC to 5th century AD). They were supposedly written by one or more Egyptian priests who knew how to write in Old Coptic, Demotic, and Greek.>It's not one unified system but rather a collection of many different systems.>Was never translated until recently.>Egyptian gods mashed with Greek ones (Osiris-Dionysus, Aphrodite-Neferihri, Hekate-Selene-Astemis), plus Jewish names (IAO, Sabaoth, Adonai),>Contains the "Headless/Bornless" ritual - the originalAkephalos/Stele of Jeu invocation that Crowley stole and turned into the famous Bornless Ritual.>Mithras Liturgy - a series of in-depth ascension/immortalityrites>Proto-Voodoo guides - wax, lead, clay dolls stabbed/pierced/bound, often buried in graves or water for underworld juice.>Spells for fucking everything imaginable: love, hatred/rage, curse tablets, invisibility potions (requires the eye of an ape), curing impotence, killing people, winning at chariot races, making people look like they have donkey snouts, etc.>Summon demons or gods to fetch girls for you.>Enchant lamps that make others see animal heads on people, appear invisible to others, or just generally mindfuck them.>The 100-letter secret name for Typhon"ACHCHÖR ACHCHÖR ACHACHACH PTOUMI CHACHCHÔ CHARACHÖCHComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41711039Thank you very much, anon. Will read carefully, see what I can understand.
>>41711072>Where's the spell to protect children from paedophiles and can these spells be cast globally?yea but it involves child sacrifice
>>41718555Can you reference for us where in the PGM we can find that spell just for reading's sake?
>just drown a catI think I'll just keep doing the whole Tantra combined with Western Idealisms but thanks I guess.
>>41714347What in the actual fuck is that
Because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be savedHow much of this is true? Does this means that doesnt matter how low I am, how much of a despicable sinner and degenerate I am, if I do this I will be saved? Not only that if I repent I will enjoy life withe Jesus and I will receive the Holy Spirit, is this real? Dont come at me with bible verses, have you first hand experienced it?
>>41722253>Make your daughters vulnerable to diddling or I will send them to Hell-t. God
>>41722260>didn't read the postrude dumb guy
>>41722261You're right, but even going to church on Sunday leaves my girls in a vulnerable position. I'd rather spend the day catfishing pedos with them instead.
>>41722108If you believe, get baptized, and avoid dying in a state of mortal sin (i.e. go to confession and sincerely repent of your misdeeds) I feel like you can be fairly certain of your salvation.The danger is that being a despicable sinner and not repenting for so long might eventually turn you away from God completely, and you'll be damned.
>>41722108A tree falls the way it leans. Lean toward God. Have hope that the Most High is with Jesus. Have faith that his is the true way to eternal life. Love through forgiveness of others when they harm you. If you do this you will be forgiven by our holy Father. This will empty your cup of the world and allow you to be filled with Spirit.
Moon Landing Hoaxfag Bart Sibrel vs Apollo 16 Astronaut Charlie DukeSay what you like about goofball Sibrel, but he exposed that faggot for being about as qualified as Katy Perry.>Obviously pretends not to know/understand the argument and "can't recall" shit he should obviously know..Typical of liars in the hot seat.>"What is the purpose of this discussion?", Repeatedly when cornered.>"Where did all the moon rocks come from then?"After Sibrel had told him repeatedly where he thought they came from, that at least one was identified as a fake, etc.>Never addresses the actual argument. Just regurgitates his gay little astro-hero speech, talking points, and just asserts he walked on da moon. He's obviously never been challenged on anything because everyone sucked his dick his whole life because he was a 'national hero'. Cant answer obvious and basic questions about space, the craft he supposedly piloting, and the space he was travelling through.On the one hand, 400,000 people working at NASA knew everything so someone would have leaked if it was faked, (many have by the way but they don't count I guess). On the other hand he himself doesn't seem to know jackshit, as if every nut and bolt in the LM and his space suit just wasn't shit he needed to fucking know or be trained on. Pick one faggot.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41722351This is literally what most NASAfags sound like:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpFls1IyF1E>"One of the last four surviving moon walkers"Assuming the conclusion.>"teh space community"Fuck off whore.>"they deserve reverence, gratitude, and respect"Not if they're fucking liars. Then they deserve the total opposite. Which is the topic of the debate you dumb astro-groupie slut. When you're trying to get at the fucking truth NOBODY deserves 'muh respect' - and they especially don't deserve 'reverence', (which is what fag really mean by 'respect' btw, she's just tipping her hand here), or emotional consideration or special treatment of any kind. Fuck you.I wonder if this hypocritical cunt would have the same standard for other people.eg. Donald Trump.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41722603>most NASAfags>still only playing gotcha interviews of astronauts that haven't done anything for 40 yearsYour desperate attempts to not learn are obvious and pathetic.
>>41722606>gotcha interviewsMischaracterisation. Most fags are simply unprepared because they're sure they know more than anyone else because 'muh science', or have an atrophied ability to consider/debate any other position because every faggot has been sucking their dick in an insulated bubble for the last 50 years.Any astrofag could have sat down to have an honest debate at any time in the last half century, (before they were making age-related excuses and conveniently forgetting shit), but they didn't. No good pissing and moaning about it now when they look like a pack of lying, clueless fucksticks in 4K, (when they were laughing in everyone's faces at the time with third-generation potato footage and scripted stories).Fuck these fucking clowns whether they actually went to the moon or not. It's no longer the 'Space Age' and we're way past the 'Internet Age' where nobody already gave a fuck about how 'special' anyone thinks they are.
>>41722633>Any astrofag could have sat down to have an honest debateYou could at any time go ask an actual engineer or astrophysicist.You won't because you don't want to know.You want to post dishonest and misleading YT videos.
>>41722649Assuming the conclusion when NASAfags don't give valid answers, they just say shit like that.
Hello.Yeah so I fucking forgot what I was gonna say, so fuck it, shit has been tough. But nobody outside of /ck/ cares, you just want scary shit right?This is muse guy, the actual muse guy. I should probably just start posting physical art instead. I am not exactly looking for help anymore, even though I do feel terrified typing this out. Im not getting rid of it, her, the muse any time soon, at least not on purpose. I've had some small enlightenments here and there, and I think its latched on to me. Or more like I feel like a vessel? Dude I dunno how to explain this. It's not possession, but it's definitely somewhere 'here' but not in the same meta-whatever space that defines 'me', like a cooky neighbor or something now.She beams poems and fully fledged animations into my brain and makes me confront my traumas, so like, fuck. I'll just ramble until I fall asleep, ask me anything. I hate this captcha.Pic unrelated but proof that I am a real person. That is a mouse pad I got from the art museum in Spain. The one with (montayas?) Black Paintings. The ones he made on the wall. God. They're so haunting in person.
>>41685295Good evening, OP. You haven't answered my question: >>41707941.
>>41722079play hard to get i dont know man
>>41685380holy crap I remember this band
Tonight's image.
>>41722407you will be culled
Sages of /x/, can you imagine any heaven or afterlife that wouldn't become stale after 1,000 years? Say you start with living in your favourite film/tv/anime world with a harem of dream lovers, realistically how long would the contentment last? Bear in mind there's no work or distractions each day, from the moment you wake you're experiencing your heaven.Think of how long 100 years feels to you now, imagine 10 times that in your heaven, will it still feel stimulating? How about after 10,000 years? A billion? How can any world or set of beings ever hope to permanently satisfy a soul - at some point you'll have experienced everything, all possible permutations of experience from your heaven, and then what? Does the heaven become a prison where the only way to escape is to choose non-existence or insanity? WTF is a soul supposed to do?!
>>41722464Sure, this is a possibility, surrender/submission or merging with the divine (abandoning the individual sense of self and choosing the shared collective), but then would you really be 'you'? Even if you freeze or slow time in a perfect moment of contentment, that feels like a small death, going into suspended animation. I do hope the reality is just something we can't imagine from our limited perspective here.>>41722466Could be a possibility alright, but you will still be you trapped in a neverending cycle of worlds/lives - after enough time you will experience most lives & possibilities (only the fine details will differ).
>>41722505I don't think submitting to the divine necessarily requires surrending your uniqueness. God made apples and oranges, both are distinct yet equally fruits. You'd realize why exactly you're the way you are (notwithstanding sinful things which must be done away with) and God will put those qualities to perfect use. I'm just guessing here btw. The apostle Paul said heaven is too wonderful to describe with words.
>>41722449That is why hell is an option too, anon.
>>41722466based knower.There is also Omega Point Theory that examines how this might work.
>>41722449>Sages of /x/, can you imagine any heaven or afterlife that wouldn't become stale after 1,000 years?Sure, because I can understand my ability right now is limited, so I simply imagine the unlimited, and by definition is would last longer than 1000 years.>How can any world or set of beings ever hope to permanently satisfy a soulBy not being an attempt to satisfy the limited self, but instead having the limited self in service to the unlimited.The unlimited can provide unlimited satisfaction in a way nothing dedicated to the limited could.>at some point you'll have experienced everythingYou think at some point in counting numbers you will reach the end?
What will be the implication of this? Mahdi coming?
Or do you think its a sign of doom for Islam?
>>41722202What am I looking at here?
>>41722364>am I>are we*
>>41722364>>41722375Longest solar eclipse in this century Almost 7 min on darkness in Luxor Egypt
And Mecca
I remember coming across the story on picrel and finding it creepy and very /x/ worthy(yes I realize this concept is not new, this is just a good example of it). Link to thread where the anon goes into more detail: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/38486538/#38486538What if we are already in Hell? What if this life of ours is an illusion to keep us from knowing the extremely dreadful truth of our situation? Why are we here? Is there anything we can do to escape?I personally am not on board fully with the 'this is Hell' view as I feel Hell would be WAY WAY WAY worse than this place(I think it is a demonic matrix tho), but I will say that me seeing 666s/616s all the time is certainly pointing towards this being Hell or somesuch.How do you feel about this take anons? Any similar experiences to share?Thanks in advance as always!
>>41706621slay queen
My bad trips were all on weed funny enough. Reality shattering shit, not enjoyable in any way. It started off with sounds becoming louder, then I began to hear passing thoughts way louder, then it felt like beings were taking up physical space around me, and pushing me, laughing, taunting, etc. I got punched in the face and it physically hurt. Felt like my vocal chords were filled with noise, screams. Soon the senses became too "loud", I would lose all sense of space and time, only knowing fear, occasionally to become lucid for a split second before being pulled back into the fire. I saw visions of aliens, angels, demons, doing everything from sitting around watching me and commentating to actively tearing me apart limb from limb, using proboscii to suck the light out of me. I got repetitive motion syndrome, where I'd get up and walk around before sitting down; it felt like I repeated that for hours. At one point I became convinced I'd blink and wake up in a place of infinite suffering, and the anticipation I felt for that was like a last meal, but I was only getting a bite.That's one of the tame experiences.It wasn't even strong weed IIRC, wasn't laced either.
>>41690639Hell is the natural condition of life, which is why you waste away in agony if you refuse to participate.Creation is the only form of liberation.
>>41690639If we're already in hell, then that's genuinely good news.Nowhere to go but up, we don't have to worry about being sent to a place we're already at, and it (arguably) means that any suffering we feel was earned.
>>41722595No, it's very bad news. How many more times do you think you'll be back here?At the rate we're going, how bad will it get? You wouldn't even get the privilege to remember when times were good. You'd just wake up one day, and people get 200,000,000 simulated years in a state of the art hell machine for stealing pens at banks, because some fuckhead 2000 years ago thought it would be God's will. Why? BECAUSE WE JUST HAD TO. Because life is stupid for no reason, and always evolves into its worst form; because evolution does what works, not what is good, and the requirements for "works" is grossly general. Unless you ever get your hands on the end button, you'll take being a jellyfish over where we're going. Trust me. Life can and will always get so much worse.
