You didn't come here to make a choice, you've already made it. You're here to understand why you made it.
>>41708806so you chose to pop up from your mom's vagina and get rendered into pieces?so you planned to log in then immediately get disconnected? by getting smashed into pieces so your remainders can be sold or used as a fuel?do you have some sick fantasy anon?don't think you will understand why you made that choice.
>>41708806>You didn't come here to make a choice, you've already made it. You're here to understand why you made it.No, youre here because there are forces who would benefit from your inability to remember why and keep it that way, while certain forces think about what to do. Buying time.
>>41711559Nope, this is a test and trials planet, people are here for spiritual development or sometimes a "light" punishment (there are real hell realms way worse). Above these ones are, essentialy, paradisiacal planets where you don't need to go throught the memory wipe thing. Also many of those are in spirit forms not meat and bones like ours. Again don't fall for new agey reptilian bullshit
>>41709921Same
>>41711584https://youtu.be/7jZOAZ-fnjU?si=fq5INnoc6xTPfHHo
A thread for writing dedicated to the God of writing A prayer wallA place where everything you write will become truthYour voice is heard hereI will dedicate this thread with a magic spell for fitness, recite it when working out for extra energy:Set’s chaos made me WeakBut Thoth measured every weight i lifted, every mile i ran, every minute i treaded waterI, like Horus, have become Strong
>>41710110There's still torrents of it floating around. Did Ape of Thoth really an hero? Sad if true
>>41710110>the fool had thousands of magic manuscripts in a big ass libraryIs there an archive of it? Really disappointed if this is trueI do have a hard to find translated House of Life conversationhttps://drive.google.com/file/d/1H_ICaaNQFuJU399A8QHnRIiWV3eKhhgo/view?usp=share_link
>>41710110Wait that’s what happened? How did I miss that? RiP to a real 1
>>41710182Would you keep every piece of information you received? I mean there exists things like poison information or information trapsOr sometimes the Truth is two different things believed by different peopleAnd of course Thoth is known for “measured silence” or simply not answering But i for one believe Truth, even destructive or un-contextualized should be free to propagate I ask you Thoth, i challenge you that Ma’at will not be maintained unless the Truth is truly freeBalance is no longer secrets that are unheard but rather Truths that will be believed or will not beInstead of a grain of truth in every lie, lets the lie reveal more Truth than words alone could convey Now is the age of information, the age of every mind being sovereign in their thoughts and beliefs Let us mortals forever be the informed writers of our own destinyLet knowledge and the truth spread like a fire through dead woodLet knowledge and truth be the river that can carve mountains to their shapeComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41711531lmao why anon.im dying because of the picrel.AND YES I will keep even poison information and information traps so long they are truth.you'd have to take them into account if you want the full truth or realistically more like if you seek the highest vantage point of view.also to be fair, sekhmet is only one side of ra's eye. i think i'd also have plenty of hathor.but again, i don't worship any entities or channel any entities..... i'd prefer things symbolically.
I would rather go to Hell for being myself than be "saved" as a reward for denying myself.
>>41709110The entanglements of sin aren't you
>>41709110Denying that there is a lesson you canlearn is retarded.We can tally our victories on the abacusof mortal manbut there are greater games to play.
>>41711309reflect on it a bit, it's sanctified by reason(good deal of it) if religious forms are appalling for you which'd be for good reasons
>>41709110Your idea of self is warped by existence, you don't know your true self to be denying it so you would be going to hell for nothing.
you're in luck, there's no afterlife
Please explain to a dimwit why spiritual folk are obsessed about this?A bunch of conspiracies revolve around the 'calcification' of the gland and etc.But i've not come across any easy information that simply defines why we should be so focused on this part of the brain.Could you explain for me? and for us on /x/?
>>41705593How did the ancient mystery schools know about the sugar refinement process? Are you retarded?
>>41708332It was invented before they finished you actual fucking retardHoly fuck you’re dumb if you don’t know that sugar refinement is older than Christianity The hermeticsts and alchemists invented these methods of refinement and distillation etc. the refinement process was literally passed down through these mystery schools Go read a book you fucking faggot
>>41702517That part helps protect the brain from false illusions, a self-triggering mechanism on the archetype to make our experiences less dull and more interesting, preventing premature self-destruction. It's a process of reconstructing images we perceive through our eyes, recording them, and forming dreams as a way of creating a story for tomorrow based on yesterday's data.We idealize it because they are at the brink of nothingness and need something to anchor themselves to avoid looking into the darkness. Generally, it's a way to make their own lives less bleak, not because it's right or wrong, but because we choose how to live with it without regret.
>>41702517jerome, oh jerome jerome, jeeerome!
>>41702517It is the part of the brain directly exposed to your bloodstream without filtering. Noticing that leads you to a huge swell of sensory information you didn't know you were missing. The pineal gland provides insight. That is: It is the eye that looks inward.In the West we tend to over-focus on the brain. Pineal gland activation is the equivalent of a CEO realizing that his employees are actually people, that they have talents beyond his comprehension, and he is lucky they've put up with his all-talk-no-action shit for so long. In truth the brain is the shepherd of the flock, and is no more the "self" than the heart or the cock are. Mystery cults learned how to twist the brain against the self with ideology, which is a kind of autoimmune disease.Remember, Anon. There is a reason why medicines are all tested against the placebo effect. Not only are they trying to taint the brain's role in the health of the body presenting it as a "trick", they are also looking to find substances that hijack the brain's responsibilities. Everyone is concerned about the Corona vaxx, but most of you haven't given a thought to NSAIDs, which are just about the most insidious and spiritually toxic drug they EVER devised. NSAIDs literally shred your mind/body connection and make you dread the "pain" of reconnecting... But pain is your body asking for help, and NSAIDs answer the call for help with a slap. Pay attention to how many people act that way, and notice the most wicked among them chug NSAIDs like candy for the most minor of aches.This is the kind of spiritual domination you must escape by returning to yourself and making peace with God.
Hello.Yeah so I fucking forgot what I was gonna say, so fuck it, shit has been tough. But nobody outside of /ck/ cares, you just want scary shit right?This is muse guy, the actual muse guy. I should probably just start posting physical art instead. I am not exactly looking for help anymore, even though I do feel terrified typing this out. Im not getting rid of it, her, the muse any time soon, at least not on purpose. I've had some small enlightenments here and there, and I think its latched on to me. Or more like I feel like a vessel? Dude I dunno how to explain this. It's not possession, but it's definitely somewhere 'here' but not in the same meta-whatever space that defines 'me', like a cooky neighbor or something now.She beams poems and fully fledged animations into my brain and makes me confront my traumas, so like, fuck. I'll just ramble until I fall asleep, ask me anything. I hate this captcha.Pic unrelated but proof that I am a real person. That is a mouse pad I got from the art museum in Spain. The one with (montayas?) Black Paintings. The ones he made on the wall. God. They're so haunting in person.
Careful anon, I had "contact" like this with an entity then I went into full on bipolar manic psychosis.
>>41709123Politely asking for extra info. Sounds possibly relatedI would quote one of my posts but its like it wasn't here. I might have fucking dreamed an entire day into existence overnight.I can vaguely recall an argument I had. I'm not sure how it went. I think it ended on a positive note?I have a poem. It's all jumbled and I cant understand it.
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my emotions are out of wack and out of curiosity I asked her because she's been so quiet and all I got was this image.can I get some interpretations on what just happened?
bump
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Father of Chads edition!>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and more.On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones"), deeper meditations, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, a closer "alignment" with God/Source and more.>In case of urges:https://imgur.com/a/nofap-anecdotal-evidence-g4eGHhttps://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/Do ANYTHING else. go outside, do some push ups.. even gaming is far, FAR less damaging.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Today I broke my personal record of retention. I am 53 days clean. Thank you frens and best of luck on all your journeys.
>>41711324great job anon, merry christmas
This Christmas, I will not handle my Long John Silver
>>41711059It can be hard, I was on a flat line for a while when I started, things seem somewhat better now.
Day fourteen. Merry Christmas!
Call it whatever you want.This is a warning and a map.https://suno.com/playlist/a7338483-7209-44e1-894f-4a885d9e41a9Don't submit to the Demiurge Become the Demiurge Marry Christmas
btw, its a map, a guide on how to persist and survive, maybe even leave the prison, a glitch offered by Sophia
Confess your true inner feelings here without any fear
>>41706928It's been almost 24 years and not a day goes by that I don't regret my decision. It led to a lot of bad stuff, like my new mom believing I was possessed by the devil. I was diagnosed with a dissociative identity and ptsd. But hey, at least I have neetbux and you guys to keep me company. I've also dedicated most of my adult life to figuring out the science behind what happened.
>>41703312im coming down from the most impactful mushroom trip (and likely drug experience in general) of my life. im approaching midlife and ended up dropping my defenses and asked some of those questions about life and death we usually dont ask. shit was so intense i nodded off for a bit, woke up completely, cooked an egg sandwhich and now trying to piece it all together and document before its lost into the void.
>>41709846now make it a rap anonastral rap battle
>>41709459It was made for the opposite, actually.>to elevate individuals who have the potential but otherwise would atrophy in pitiful isolation
>>41709953>If absolutely nothing works then maybe you really have to reach your lifetime maximum suffering like I did when the only person who mattered to me in this world diedWhats the point in that? What's the point of maximum lifetime suffering?
You don’t have an explanation for your paranormal experiences. You don’t actually know what you experienced, you don’t actually know what you saw. If you spoke with someone or something, you don’t know if they were honest, or presented themselves honestly. Some of you may try to fit your paranormal experiences into a religious worldview; I expect most people do that, it’s very common on this board.People like to feel like they understand because it gives them a sense of control in a situation where they have none. Feeling like your experience is explainable, or that you’re safe because of God or whatever else, helps you cope with what happened, but I would beg you to keep an open mind about this.Let go. Release this absurd notion that you understand what happened to you, that you know what you saw or heard or felt. I’ve had plenty of paranormal experiences. It’s almost mundane to me now, but I don’t claim to know for sure what I saw and what I felt. I wis my attitude was more common, people are too afraid to admit they don’t really have the answers.Feel free to post about your experiences and maybe we can discuss them rationally. I can talk about mine as well if you want. I expect the typical arrogance and egotistical posts, but I always hope for the best.
>>41701034watch Mysterious Skin
I'm drinking and smoking with Satan today, contemplating life. Will she be forgiven, will she turn over a new leaf? It's possible, I always knew that, and wanted that, but hated her so much I had my doubts. What if Satan is the betrayer of devils that went to follow her only to find out she came back to The Almighty's side?
>>41664060I know all. I know you.
>>41701064https://truthischrist.com/seven/https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUtwaN7lQbUThe words of God are backed, unlike the words of corruptible men. Every religion other than Bible-believing Christianity are man-made and, pointless, they are just "religious" ideas, not historical realities. They have man as authority instead of the infallible word of God. The Bible is from God, so it makes no sense to ignore it and go to the teachings of corruptible men instead.Isaiah 41:21-24: "Produce your cause, saith the LORD; bring forth your strong reasons, saith the King of Jacob. Let them bring them forth, and shew us what shall happen: let them shew the former things, what they be, that we may consider them, and know the latter end of them; or declare us things for to come. Shew the things that are to come here- after, that we may know that ye are gods: yea, do good, or do evil, that we may be dismayed, and behold it together. Behold, ye are of nothing, and your work of nought: an abomination is he that chooseth you.""If you and your Moslem (and Catholic and Hindu and Buddhist) friends cannot meet THOSE requirements which God gave you in His Book (see Mal. 3:16), then for heaven's sake, don't go around bragging about some fornicating polygamist or some wine-headed politician or cross-legged yogi who as (and is) no more a genuine "prophet" than Goldilocks and the Three Bears (Ezek. 4:9-10)."www.youtube.com/shorts/qzHWrQ2DHhQ (How to Prove the Power of Christ in 60 Seconds)https://livingwaters.com/scientific-facts-in-the-bible/www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCsPy4CY6hIwww.youtube.com/watch?v=cZ919YomJjMComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41664060i was reading a book the other day and all of the words were blurry except a couple that were crystal clear. i got to the point where i wasn't even reading the page i was just scanning for which words were highlighted to try and figure out what it all meant but it kept changing which were blurry and which were sharp. i never worked out any kind of meaning and i basically forgot which words they were very shortly after reading them. i do have an explanation, namely that i'm unwell and maybe need to get back on psych meds, but i've already decided i don't want to do that so i don't care for that explanation and would much rather a better one, but no matter how close i feel like i get to an understand i never understand
idk but to me existence itself is paranormal. like why does anytthing exist at all? just weird shit man.
>>41705212>>41706359Well I hope you guys continue to live on longer
>>41702602I don't know for sure, but maybe our own consciousness can give us some clues as to why existence even exists in the first place. Maybe existence exists by virtue of there being nothing to begin with. The empty void needs to be filled with something after all.
>>41702602Make your life into your favorite story.
>>41702602Okay, but keep your distance.
>>41708506Another way of putting it
fighting techniques in dreams? pure will doesn’t seem to work against them i am baffled that i am being challenged at my own territory so in dreams when the come at me i am baffled like an emperor who’s shocked that his squire raised his hands on him in dreams i react slowly since i didn’t expect them there
>>41711571I just piss myself and cry out for help in my sleep.
>>41711582when its just a nightmare i wake up at first horrified then take it as a horror movie, an experience. but when its actual ominous thing then its different
>>41711582are the nightmares often?
Does anyone else feel like the new captcha lead to an uptick in bot posts and a decrease in human posts, making this place feel even more dead?
>>41711264I believe you. I got banned on /b/ for posting porn on a porn thread
>>41711264>I-I-posted it again!!! imagine calling derailment when you got smoked without me unleashing spam or paragraphs of blathering nonsense
>>41711291I thought you were gonna stop fir the sake of the thread? Goes derailing is far more important.>>41700246I remember truther channels having a big rise in like late 2014 through 2015. They started dying off in 2016. I wonder why the big boom of them then.
>>41711401Not only that. But those sites were replaced with fake sites. Type in some random item and scroll. Thousands if not millions, of fake sites are selling it. Auction sites and others. Found one when I was kid slling drones. Nothing worked. Fake bids are being placed constantly. but those became irrelevant with Amazon. Wayyy hader to find them now that Amazon takes up like 40% of it
>>41711442I noticed since like 2022 that there are sites that seemingly get generated on the fly. Like if you search for a topic, you will get this site that kinda seems legit at first glance, but if you actually look around you will quickly notice something is off. They tens to be filled with false info and AI generated faces if 'people' who wrote the article.
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://www.rtmullins.com/podcast/episode/19ceb6ce/ep-184-questioning-divine-providence-with-ryan-shields
Anyone here have experience with The Arbatel of Magic? It is a Christ centered grimoire without all the bells and whistles.
>>41711361Mein Held>>41711517Yes and it was used in 17th Century German folk practice, but honestly at that point just learn about Saint veneration, since the Arbatel is just 7 Spirits with sigils made from their names on a Magic Square, a particular direction and time of day and a prayer
>>41709109You'd need to give examples of behavior you see as incompatible Remember that life belongs to God, and he can do with it as he sees fit, including killing or giving some over to others The idea that some of an omnipotent beings actions would be difficult for us to understand or accept should be considered a given, otherwise we're just projecting ourselves onto him. Regardless, the clearest reading of the NT and Jesus words shows me that he had no problem identifying himself with the OT God, I think you'd have harder time taking one without the other given a lot of things he said. >>41711228No idea what half that means but I think most people owe it to themselves to be non-denominational just for the sake of interpreting their beliefs for themselves. At the same time everyone has different levels of hardness, openess, intelligence etc, and I believe God meets people where they're at in his mercyIf you have some sort of esoteric or deep belief that you believe makes you closer to the truth than others, remember that this was given to you by God, and to whom much is given, much will be required.
>>41711557Let me explain it to you>anti-babylon systemAnti-central banking>populist Empowering the masses to challenge elite power structures and demand policies that prioritize the common good.>non-gnostic esotericismMore mystical interpretations of Christian teachings that emphasize hidden or symbolic meanings, inner spiritual development, and initiatory practices, while aligning more closely with orthodox Christian theology>remember that this was given to you by GodI am anti-elitism. I think a Christian movement should be led by a handful of charismatic preachers that are well-versed in esotericism. Both to teach the people actual Christian practices as well as keeping the people that are a little bit too interested in esoteric practices on the right path.
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He's called Satan, anon.
>>41709623The original santa wore green,brown,or blue till coca cola changed his image to red
Perchance.
>>41709689>>41709623His bones are leaking.Satan and Yogway are in cahoots.
I don't think most people even know what they are. They get agitated and angry and shout things like:>(You) ignorant Animal>(You) Slug!>(You) insolent little Worm>(You) filthy little Monkey>PIG!Which is anti-life bullshit. These phrases are offensive to people who fail to view all life as sacred, and are against the fact of the matter that we all are simply "bone-in" worms, capable of effecting their surroundings.
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>>41710208Based
>>41709290>Worship meeeeeee>ReeeeeeeeGet fucked.
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>>41709290yes in the 4th dimension it is very plausible that our souls look like worms in 4th dimensional soil. once I thought about this things are easier as you have to protect your worm.
