Vampires killed the only guy who did deep research on vampires on /x/ and no one cares about it. It's scary. They get away with everything... I will never forget GROVE...
>>41052281The pictures are right before your eyes if you have eyes to see.
>>41052293*licks lips*
>>41052008Thanks for the tip.
>>41052298If you try you will be sundered blood-drinker, I warn you.
>>41052266I ain't unc, just a youngblood
only mid to high tier esoteric people can do this
>>41052202I can't say I've heard of that, I'm guessing I could figure that out if I listened to enough of the soundtrack cause one track in particular came to mind. Let me look that up.Ohhh fuck waaaay off, I do have some white walls to work with finally tho since I've been packing and some posters are down. I think I'll start practicing this here and there when it feels appropriate. Thanks for sharing <3
>>41052202this nigga thinks just sitting is occult and esoteric
>>41052319most here can't do it for that long though, let alone on a consitent daily basis
>>41052202How the fuck are you supposed to just "be aware" without focusing on anything? My brain just defaults to focusing on not focusing, which is still focusing. Am I a complete brainlet or is this concept retarded?Explain this shit.
Anyone here into this stuff and practices?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aos0hnwiHt8
>>41051857>I try to bless themYeah, we can end it here lol.
>>41051879intention is important, anon
>>41051917Exactly this, the most important.
>>41051917Ok, make sure to bless your sperm too each time you jack off.
>>41051365nobody that knows is gonna teach it here anywayand besides, this began as a mo pai threadwhich is a guarantee for the thread to be shit and full of retards
But no one else seems to care
>>41019462I like that concept in pic rel.
The big bang created everything, right?That includes us and consciousness. If the smallest part of creation have consciousness, a soul if you may, can you imagine the consciousness of The one we call God?
>>41051488Checked.Who's the queen ? WHat does she want ?
>>41052073>The big bang created everything, right?Creation and form emerging from pure unformed consciousness.>>41052073>If the smallest part of creation have consciousness, a soul if you may, can you imagine the consciousness of The one we call God?It's consciousness/god all the way down
>>41019362Basedjaks are designed by elites and serve as an information diseaseThey were created for the soul purpose of destroying thinking and written language, particularly destroying any critical thinking from political oppositionThis is why /pol/ and other "far right" platforms are littered with this shitThe sharty itself is ran by fedsBasedjaks are a mental disease invented by glowies that eatsaway critical thinking
I can feel it
>>41052416it just passed. I felt it.https://www.bitchute.com/video/74L19UkAHwBG
>>41052416very annoying gif
>>41052416
I realize that ICP tapped into something very ancient with their craft . They represent the holy fool, jesters, hayookas. The dark carnival is like the shadow psyche of society. They are like ancient jesters in the kings court of society mocking convention and revealing truth. They skillfully play the part of the fool to tease out deep wisdom. They represent an archetype that spans across culture and history to the very dawn of human civilization. Juggalos represent, in modern times, a social role that has manifested in every generation since the beginning of time. They're the Dionysian, the trickster, Loki. They're the gypsies, the carnies, the thugs, the bards, the minstrels, the freaks, the clowns. They tapped into something really deep and primal and sacred
>>41051921https://youtu.be/iXZX_HAmbTU?si=Ecv_ZsuOTlxTVjL7Best part of it.
>>41049933I keep telling you I know I'm a biological male. I don't care if you think IWNBAW and I'm not asking you too. I'm simply saying that HRT is the best treatment plan for someone in my situation and I've made an informed consenting choice on electing to opt for that as opposed to pallatives like "acceptance"Bottom line is a lot of these downsides are are externally imposed and unironically can be chalked up to antipathy or overt hostility. The rest associated with it are either the results of a delayed transition after masculinization has occured or comorbid mental illnesses There really is no reason to deliberately fuck with someone making a effort to be semi presentable and align their behavior with that of the opposite sex unless you have some sort of ontological issue with them existing at all which in all honesty I would just mirror the same dismissive sentiment you expressedYou don't have to think I'm a woman but your a fool if you think that I can just make this go away. At least some of the more honest right wingers are open about what they think the "solution" is for people like me is and that's the backdrop I have to deal with. It's not about pronouns at that point
>>41052161>unless you have some sort of ontological issue with them existing at all which in all honesty I would just mirror the same dismissive sentiment you expressedIt's not that I have an issue with you existing. I just don't get it. I have a different frame of reference. I'm not that attached to my own physical identity. Like I could wake up in a female body tomorrow, and it really wouldn't bother me that much. I don't understand the mental torture over the self concept.Maybe most people identify their selfhood with their physical bodies. I just see my true identity as a pure consciousness, which I believe is eternally baked into the fabric of reality. Like, I have physical flaws I used to be hung up on, like really hung up on, but I got over it. When I was 5, I even wanted to be a girl too, but it was a phase. But that's me. We try to relate with others from our own experience, but in the end, I'm not you, and you're not me. We have different subjective experiences. Sometimes you can relate to others but not always and not absolutely.
>>41052276ironic thing is everything you just said is what led me to the point I'm at now. I literally said the exact same things almost word for word. (I'm not insinuating anything about you with that comment either so don't get it twisted)I wasn't attached to my physical body at all until I was and the rebound is eating me alive. My not caring was just me jettisoning my sense of self as a way of coping with the internal discongruence I felt.When the social stigma is so harsh a person isn't capable of true introspection. The culture war and gamergate didn't help things either. I didn't want to find myself as "one of them" I wasn't in a position to be honest with myself but once the cracks widened there was no going back and now I can't go back because either I do nothing and end up as another John 50 (don't google that if you value your sanity) or proceed and deal with the physical and social consiquences.If I'm fucked either way then opting to manifest myself in a way that feels true to myself feels like the only sane option even if others think it's insane because at least I know I won't have regrets and the onus is on others not my own inaction. I'm sure there are some people who fell into this on impulse or for misguided reasons but nobody who legitimately feels this way would just do it in a whim because most of us understand that it's willingly choosing to experience hell
>>41052410anyways I'm dropping this convo because this level of existentialist thought is draining and I feel like for some it could be a cognito hazard and I don't want to be responsible for their psyche. It's up to everyone to decide what the best way for them to live their lives is.
If meditation is le good then why is it shilled by the elites such as Noah harari and NPCs on social media?I am serious, i understand that it relaxes you, everyone recommends working out and avoiding fast food, and they are objectively good suggestions, but if meditation was good for us on a spiritual/esoteric level i can't see why the elites and NPCs would practice and recommend it to you, no way someone like Harari would praise it and recommend it to us if meditation has profound benefits for us beyond mere relaxation at best
>>41051093Just basic breathing meditation, it's all good, but if it really had potential to awaken us, i doubt that type of meditation would actively be recommended by them
>>41051832I do this in my chair for 44 minutes daily, one time i saw a womans face
>>41052025real?
Emperors Position is best.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqGqlJcih88
>>41050894attaining the marrow is realization meditation is rarely done sitting.
Please help me understand /x/ bros.If all my memories and everything will be erased before reincarnation what difference does it make in compassion to void/non-existence? If after my death I won't get access to my previous incarnations why I'll be stupid enough to "try again"?
>>41032222There is no one singular point behind reincarnation.Hundreds, thousands of reasons exist.Thus malarkey of "everyone chooses to be here" is victim mentality.Soul contracts are outlawed in the court of God so no, you're not bound to be here and come back thousands of times.It's all free will of the soul.The one structure which does explain the concept nicely is the Buddhist Wheel of Time, which shows how each next incarnation is either a step up in harmony or a step down, with the philosophy being that your actions in this life determine whether you ascend to the level of a Buddha over enough incarnations, or descend.It doesn't pontificate that you must reincarnate as soon as your vessel ceases to function. There's no such requirement anywhere.
>>41032401>How can you atone for something you can't remember doing?You can't, and anyone saying otherwise is coping extremely hard.
>>41049165>schizo thinks he can tell people on 4chan from a word Please continue educating us on your magic powers dipshit
Wait until you discover imprints of lives, the reincarnation rabbit hole is deep
>>41049315>no it can’t be true that we are responsible for our liveshow pathetic of an outlook you hold
what if judaism is true? and i meant real judaism, not some jesus-jew related movement.if judaic cosmology is actually true, what is the main role of gentiles in judaism? specially in kabbalah? non-jews (gentiles) also have souls (nefesh)i am actually trying to ask this not on a matter of faith, since i see god from judaism being just one piece of a whole cosmologic order wich also entails themes of race and messianism. if the jews are right and they are the chosen people by god, then, in what existencial place do gentiles are placed on? aren't we created/birthed by god too? aren't the majority of the human race? why wouldnt hashem give us a greater role on creation's plan? this thread is more of anything a question to be inquisitive about what role would he give gentiles in a world where judaism is actually the true religion.what would happen if a gentile starts practicing judaism without actually converting? i mean, in the eyes of god that must mean something, being it good or badalso, in a kabbalistic or general mystical judaism. gentiles aren't really allowed to learn and way less practice esoteric judaism. so, that also stop us to have an actual trascendental path. why is that?again i am not trying to downplay judaism, i just want to know to what extend gentiles can act upon the judaic religion. it is know that there was god-fearers in the past where non-convert gentiles practiced judaism, some years before the birth of christ. a lot of them being greek/romanwhat happens if you have a kid with a jewish woman? i know the kid is a jew since they were born from her mom, but if you have a jewish wife and a jewish kid, does that mean you still being a gentile regardless of giving life to a jewish soul?
>>41052026shut up
>>41052338No
>>41052026this >>41050820andin Latin 6 - sexin Hebrew 6 - shemesh (sounds like Sumerian Shamash)in Arabic - sita (sounds like Seth)in Sanskrit 6 - satkona/shatkonasat - 6urna Latin - urn (well, where ashes or garbage or bones are stored, whatever)There is also Luwian Santa/Sandos - Hercules, like Seth, is associated with the funeral pyre (Odin also introduced the ritual of burning the dead)Seth is burned bit Hercules does it himself, neverthelessComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41052334hebrew is just yids casting rug trader spells before your very eyes. when they can't convince you to buy the rug they start spinning their hands around to subliminally alter your purchasing power. it doesn't work when you punch them in the face.
>>41052424>in Sanskrit 6 - satkona/shatkonaṣaṭ (shat/sat).fixsatkona is star david
Like the reason some people say you look like a scott or a kyle is because those who are named Scott or Kyle are vibrationally affected through sound waves generated by people saying their names through ought their lives to quantum mechanically morph their biological structure to fit the energy signature
>>41050897this is one of the most retarded things I've ever read
Your name doesn’t affect your physical appearance but it does impact your success in life. I got offered a life of success in the material world by only slightly altering my name, but I suspected it was a devil’s deal and refused.
glowie thread meant to scrape anon names
>>41051275>>41050897The words that are repeated and the sound they make will create connections to other words and meaning, which can change ones appearance over time, sure. You'd gravitate towards sounds that are familiar and comfortable at least in youth in some ways. Marketing and information negate it and word of mouth but in some communities it probably led to what face wash they used or hair color then to other aspects of identity.
>>41050897It's true. It's also why nicknames are so important.First time I noticed this was when I figured out the Mike vs Michael thing.
was it just me or did others get 200% extremely vivid dreams last night
>>41052310Sucks to be you
Not Sunday but on Saturday night I went on a date with a human female. When I went to bed that night I dreamt I was on a date with said human female. I felt extremely emotional on Sunday. It was weird.
So the schizos were right and the eclipse opened a portal? Good job everyone. This board channeled the advanced forces necessary to create the change we’re seeing
>>41051937Yes and it was a dream that felt completely real while inside. There was a girl from school who was pretty, though my only irl interactions with her were telling her that her retainers were scary. Yes a little mean but I was a sperg.I think she kind of liked me though (irl)I do not recall exactly what happened in the dream, but there was an intense feeling of closeness and it felt as though some finality had been reached. All waking aspects of my life were in the dream, it was just that I was now connected to this girl.Then I awoke and felt immense disappointment at my loss.Such is life.
>>41051937I woke up chocking on my saliva then couldn't get back to sleep
Did everyone know that reincarnation has been proven, in many ways?Here’s one of my favorite examples. >As a young child in 1950s Northamptonshire, England, Jenny experienced persistent and vivid dreams and memories of a past life. She recalled being an Irish woman named Mary Sutton (or Mary Byrne, her maiden name), who lived in the early 20th century in a small village she believed was called Malahide, near Dublin. Her memories were not just images but deep emotional anxieties. She vividly recalled dying in childbirth, her greatest fear being for the welfare of her young children she was forced to leave behind, especially a son named Sonny.>For decades, these memories haunted Jenny. As an adult, driven by a powerful need to find closure for "Mary," she began to investigate. Using her detailed memories of the landscape, the village layout, and the house, she successfully located Malahide in Ireland. Through painstaking research of old maps and parish records, she identified a woman named Mary Sutton (née Byrne) who had died in the 1930s, matching the timeframe of her memories.>Most strikingly, Jenny tracked down Mary Sutton's surviving children. Upon meeting them, she was able to identify them by their childhood nicknames (like "Sonny") and describe their old home and family life with astonishing accuracy, details she could not have known through normal means. The family confirmed that their mother had indeed died young in childbirth, just as Jenny had remembered, and had been deeply worried about her children's fate.>The emotional reunion provided Jenny with a sense of profound peace, resolving the anxieties that had followed her from childhood. For Mary's children, it was a startling but ultimately comforting validation of their mother's enduring love. Her story is powerful proof of past lives, demonstrating detailed cross-verifiable information and a strong emotional tie connecting two seemingly separate lives.
>>40979289lol dude Indians treat everything that isn’t a holy building as a giant toilet. They literally shit everywhere and throw their trash wherever they please. Their holiest, most revered river is completely saturated with corpses, shit, garbage, all the waste you can think of. You’re such a fucking idiot
I grew up in Malahide. Never heard of this, but it's interesting all the same.I have nothing to add, I just want to say that Malahide has gone from being a fairly nice coastal town to an over-priced nog-ridden 'walkable' shithole, overrun with posh dickheads all belonging to one important family or another.
>>40964556She literally just wrote a book, anon. There’s zero corroborating evidence.
>>41048940Interesting, thanks for posting. Is it mostly Brit’s moving in or Irish posh families?
>>41049410Her story is evidence dumbfuck
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Loopbreaker Edition!Previous Thread >> 41032248 >What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41052138Unity of body, mind and spirit.
Day 14. The urges are especially strong tonight. Still, I wouldn't say I am horny. No, more like my mind is attempting - and failing - to find something to seduce itself with. On the battlefield, I am shooting down all horny thoughts. Well, not that there are many. Illusions manifested by the serpent.
>>41052333CheckedYour most useful weapon against these lustful thoughts are to keep yourself busy
lowkey addicted to fapping, napping, porn, and not able to bring myself to exercise even though i want+need tothe orgasms dont even feel that good most the time and there's def some ED symptoms creeping up
>>41052398Yeah man. Once I realized fapping was literally nothing more than a habit and something I just had to do to not feel restless I realized I had a problem.
Schizophrenics are just untrained shamans
>>41048539Meds don’t even help schizos faggot
>>41047928There are spirits willing to help others and some who are selfish. That’s probably a better way of understanding the good vs evil many have described
>>41047136schizophrenics in third world countries usually have more pleasent schizophrenia symptoms and in the west schizos are more paranoid
>>41047130they simply lack the NPC's filtering and masking mechanismshttps://www.brighteon.com/d2d80db5-a9f0-4c87-a89a-af9ccd961e52
>>41051154Exactly this. Schizos are just mystics
https://youtu.be/uZDPNSuDeRYThere’s…something you should know. I worked at the place from 1995 to 1997, when things took a strange turn for the worse. Indeed, the “cheese” as we call it in the biz, is not all that it’s cracked up to be. Eggs. Listen carefully because I don’t want to frighten you. I know you’re easily scared and this story is easily going to make you lose your sanity because of how much has been covered up by the Chuck E. Cheese Corporation over the years.The training videos they showed us were… a little odd to say the least. I had filed an application through AOL instant messenger when it was just an up and coming technological marvel, and I was approved almost immediately for a minimum wage position. Make the dough. Cook the pizza. Butter it up. Deliver service with a smile.Or so I thought. Indeed I loved going in there and seeing the little rascals playing in the ball pit, swinging about in the pirate ship game, winning tickets and collecting various, various prizes. Some say the only prize I tried to win was my mortal sanity, after all was said and done.I first knew something was off when I saw the training video. The man never took the Pasquale outfit off and they never broke character. It was really weird. A character named P. Farnabus Q. Cheeze was seen in the background but he never interacted, nor were they ever included in the original cheese lineup. Later, Munch, the large purple whatsit, would replace P. Farnabus, who I believe was deemed “too weird” for American audiences (Chuckie Cheese originated in Canada.) Now, you probably don’t know that Chuckie cheese was created by the guy who invented Pong. This is important, but I want you to remember that for now. Later on you’ll understand…everything.
Pizzagate is real and some Chuckie Cheese franchises are human trafficking rings? Is Scott Coughman a white hats trying to warn us, a black hat laughing in our faces or somewhere in between woth the 5 nights at Freddy's franchise?
Buy an ad faggot
Is that my nigga Charles Entertainment Cheese?
>>41051209How was this story scary at all? I'm not even sure what happened
