Is it just me, or is the concept of karma and past life sins a bit unfair? Some people are born evil, and they're basically just doomed to be punished in the next life. I think there's a good chance I'm being punished this lifetime for past life sins, but I can't help but wonder, why was I born an evil person who would deserve this amount of punishment in their next life?
>>42181155>T. Masturbates to tea boys
>>42184908>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because God is a retarded tranny who created this world and forced me to exist as the sole frame of reference for it and only persistently real person in the world so that he can dominate and abuse me through everyone else in it so that he can define himself in opposition to me through the people he abuses me through
>>42185065That court evolved a lot over time. From the eye for an eye type of justice, to whatever it's called today where in some countries, you go to "prison" where you live in more luxury than all of eastern europe.is that supposed to still be karma? And does karma evolve like our justice systems did - systems implemented by limited and retarded beings who think the universe revolve around their world and their tiny, silly concepts they make up to navigate this big world?
>>42179140YOU'RE UNFAIR YOU'RE UNFAIR!
>>42179957If that's the case then we are fucked. The modern world creates negative energy more easily than good energy. Not to mention it's easier to break than to build. So slaves get a super shitty deal while the rich and evil give no fucks and reincarnate without negativity. That sounds worse than the OP.
I have tried a lot of manifestation, but, for what I remember I just got 2 successful manifestations, the first one I just lie down in my bed and imagine me eating grapes to manifest it because I didn't eat it for a long time, ok, next day without doing more anything my grandma gave me grapes! and the second manifestation I was leaving the bathroom when I remember a girl that I have as a friend when I were younger, I remember that I miss she but this time I was like: "meh, she was cool but if I never see she in my life again I'm OK too" and I think I have tried to manifest see she again but I don't even try, it was probably less than 10 seconds and in the next day she got my number I don't know how and she refuse to speak how. Also I have sometimes got some will for something to happen and without doing anything God gift meSo, manifestation just worked when they are not something you care too much? my others manifestations I was not that persistent but the ones that got right just take one day, how could I improve my manifestation?
Today is the day of the jester, the only day where the truth is so absurd it might actually be heard by the universe. If you're tired of the echoes in your own head and the cold side of the bed, consider this your digital altar.I am performing a ritual for the lonely hearts, the misplaced souls, and the chronically misunderstood forever alones. I am going to "manifest" on your behalf too. If you want the universe to provide, you have to be honest though. No posturing. No I'm a nice guy/girl platitudes, no, be real.Drop your truth. I need to know about the Vessel (Who are you, really? Not your job title or your height. What is the part of your soul you usually keep locked in the basement?), the Shadow (What kind of partner you think you are looking for? Give me the specifics, the weird traits, the niche obsessions, the aesthetic that makes your heart stop) and the Hunger (Why? Why do you actually want someone? Is it the silence of your place? The need for someone to witness your existence? The desire for a collaborator in your specific brand of misery? Why cannot you be alone?)The price is simple. Honesty is the only currency on this day. If you lie to yourself here, if you cannot laugh at yourself, the ritual will fail for you. Maybe now, maybe forever. Second condition is, you have to say yes. When you meet who you asked for, you consent and you consumate the union of souls. I am going to feel it. But, no judgment if you have any twisted desires. We are all fools today. You ask anonymous, OP is likely a faggot, passion is silly, and the thread is probably a prank as if such things as anons performing rituals on /x/ ever happen. You have till sunset. I perform my ritual at 23:00, UTC.
>>421881441.2/1.2its so over i greentext my vessel anywayI would say 'yes', since i don't know what would go wrong if its somewhat of a match i wanted to say yes or quick no right away for the result of the ritual for mine if i had one exist in full of people exist in the world, that's totally a person, not some inhuman or spirit. I just laugh typing, so don't mind this part.Ill ignore the rest before me in recent time who never did get the ghist of op will ignore, and i dont larp as an /x/ newfag with how first day of april is something insane here in those who would ask. I dont know wht to mention with how time limit captcha are
>>42187612The part of me I keep locked away is that I really truly want to make a community that is compassionate and fun, and resilient. I wish I could permanently heal people so badly because I grew up around very sick people my entire life that I was powerless to do anything to help, other than be there for them. It haunts me that that's all I've ever been able to do. I guess I fear that I won't have anyone there for me, that I'll be alone for those moments. I've also never been in a relationship in my life (30, sad I know. No wizard powers either :c 4chan lied), I'm tired of being alone. I wish I could share my life with a woman who genuinely wants to share her life with me. I wish I could witness her life and she would witness mine. I wish I could grow with her and experience what life is like with a partner. I've always wanted to know, but I guess fears and insecurities got in my way, and now I'm 30 with nothing to show for it other than regret for letting it get this bad. I doubt telling you this will do anything other than get me laughed at and called a loser, but whatever. If nothing else it helps to clarify my mind by airing out these frustrations. It's my fault I'm alone, and I know no one can fix that but me. But it's nice to pretend someone like you is out there that could magically cure my loneliness out of nowhere. You want honestly though? Here's a list for ya of all the traits of my fantasy woman. I know it's embarrassing, but you asked for it! BrilliantWiseFunnyKindCompassionateUnderstandingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42188402[spoiler] also if she lactates a lot and likes to have her nipples sucked on. And if she has an oral fixation and wants to suck my peepee daily. You said even deviant fetishes requests! Sorry lol, also I may have fucked this spoiler up cuz I haven't done this in years [/spoiler]
>>42187612I'm not interested in participating in your ritual, but I would like to see how it goes.
>>42187612>the vesselI once gave an exceedingly silly answer to that question. Good luck with your ritual otherwise, already got food at home. :p
Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
First week of my sleep diary completed. I have to say it really helps to write things down and forget about them rather than trying to have it all in your head. I'm going to beat this crap.
>>42121969Quick theory: People who are trying to figure out what is going on behind the scenes are harassed. Same goes for people who strongly oppose what is going on in their country.This harassment makes them feel relevant, and like they are accomplishing something. This feeling of relevance means people don't seek relevance in other ways, such as terrorism.Just an idea.
>>42186709>Can we just call them what they are please?
>>42188673What-if-scenarios are kind of ridicolous.
>>42188673I think Russia is attacking dissidents in Western nations with v2k in order to cause them to commit terrorism.See Robert Card, Aaron Alexis, and Thomas Matthew Crooks.
Ashley, the meth schizo, passed awayhttps://www.kwch.com/2026/03/31/geary-county-sheriffs-office-identifies-woman-found-dead-republican-river/https://www.kake.com/home/kansas-woman-found-dead-in-republican-river-sheriffs-office-says/article_e3ac515e-2807-41a4-9e37-75905358bbb5.htmlhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHlM14lb4p0
She looks like american version of this queen https://youtube.com/@youdontknowyouknowyouknowy9342?si=06BxE_NNXypLx6XX
>>42185188That video is sad.
>>42185547Meth (and other stimulants to an extent) will do that to you, it might make you feel awesome or more productive and probably at a more functional level compared to the woman in the OP (RIP) but it's the closest real life thing to the Faustian bargain/selling your soul to Satan.There's a reason why the stuff is vilified even in drug subcultures
>>42185621I just happen to watch one of her clips and she talked about infatuation with a dog. I think shes a witch who went insane fuck her and good riddance
>>42187976the average /x/ philosopher
THREAD THEME: ▶Its Total War Tuesday! https://t.me/WW3General/12091 ▶Latest From The Fronts: North America/US: >Iran Boots on The Ground ETA April >$400,000,000,000 wiped from US stock market >2026 No Kings March 28 Protests Largest in US History >Joe Kent creating Anti-War Faction >Epstein x Trump Pedo Arrests: 0 Europe >Attacks on Russia & Ukraine Latin America >Trump threatened Mexico, Cuba, & Colombia are next Asia-PacificComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42185534the resources in africa are more important we need compute more than oil . Its more tactically advantageous to devalue the region and focus on other resources.
>>42184643Final Testament (Lite): https://www.mediafire.com/file/9mtij0ltcjbrbs0/The_Final_Testament_-_Spells_of_Rapture_%2528Lite%2529.zip/fileFinal Testament (Recommended): https://www.mediafire.com/file/rgtsgvbcaymg9rj/The_Final_Testament_-_Spells_of_RAPTURE.zip/file
>third U.S. aircraft carrier heading to strait of hormuz prophetic dream anon has a no-no going
>>42188537the ravens will starve
>>42184643>war in the middle easthttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hKdfReE0qds
ITT we discuss the topic of gaslighting and how it's used in the TI phenomenon. This is distinct from the reported experiences of gangstalking and constitutes a much more insidious effect on those that don't notice this is happening. Share personal experiences, ask questions, discuss how it relates to the broader topic of the effect of technology on the mind and AI Psychosis.For an intro to the topic:> https://drive.proton.me/urls/YK796EJJWC#A6X6BBzI5YzNAnyone pushing a narrative that it's somehow a religious experience or supernatural or has to do with aliens is glowing too brightly for their own good. We're open minded, but it is no longer a stretch by any definition to think it is possible to do all that we experience through various technologies. In here, we work under the assumption that:1. The TI phenomenon requires plausible deniability to operate on the scale that it does and does so by imitating mental illness for convenient dismissal of those that speak out. This is why every threat ends up hollow and why they can't do anything directly, or permanently, to you. 2. None of us are special, it is being done to hundreds of thousands of people3. Its goal is to "soft neutralize" "potential" "dissidents" (or anyone with an IQ over room temperature) and largely aims to distract while gaslighting you into ruining your life and livelihood. It will try to disrupt your social support network first and most acutely through theatrics and narrativization.4. When in doubt, count the assumptions that a conclusion rests on. If faced with a claim about reality that requires far too many assumptions to hold true, chances are it isn't. And last but not least, a bunch of guides n' docs.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
bumping for this disgusting creeps face
>>42189300Reporting.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T501LHx0R_Q
Ask me about any of the stones within the list i posted and I will tell you everything you need to know about it relating to how it effects you and other stuff.List: Agate, Amazonite, Amber, Amethyst, Angel Hair Quartz, Angelite, Anhydrite, Apache Tears, Apatite, Apophyllite, Aquamarine, Aventurine, Avalonite, Axinite, Azurite, Barite, Bayleyite, Black Tourmaline, Bloodstone, Blue Calcite, Blue Chalcedony, Blue Lace Agate, Blue Sapphire, Blue Tourmaline, Boji Stones, Brazilianite, Brown Tourmaline, Bustamite, Calcite, Carnelian, Celestite, Chalcedony, Charoite, Chiastolite, Chrysocolla, Chrysoprase, Citrine, Coral, Crystal Ball, Cuprite, Danburite, Diopside, Dioptase, Double Terminated Quartz, Elestial Quartz, Emerald, Epidote, Fire Quartz, Fluorite, Garnet, Gem Silica, Golden Beryl, Golden Calcite, Green Apophyllite, Green Calcite, Green Tourmaline, Halite, Hawks Eye, Hematite, Herderite, Herkimer Diamond, Hiddenite, Holley Blue, Holley Blue Agate, Hour Glass Selenite, Howlite, Ilmenite, Imperial Topaz, Isis Crystal, Jade, Jadeite, Jasper, Jet, Julienite, Kansas Pop Rocks, Kunzite, Kyanite, Labradorite, Lapis Lazuli, Larimar, Lepidolite, Magnetite, Malachite, Malachite-Azurite, Manganocalcite, Mochi Marbles, Moonstone, Morganite, Obsidian, Oligoclase, Opal, Orange Calcite, Oregon Opal, Peridot, Peru Opal, Phenacite, Pietersite, Prehnite, Pyrite, Quartz Crystal, Quartz Scepter, Realgar, Record Keeper Quartz, Red Calcite, Red Jasper, Rhodochrosite, Rose Quartz, Rubellite Tourmaline, Ruby, Rutilated Quartz, Sapphire, Scolecite, Selenite, Serpentine, Shiva Lingham, Shiva Lingham Stone, Smithsonite, Smoky Quartz, Sodalite, Sphene, Stellar Ice Calcite, Stilbite, Sugilite, Sulfur, Sunstone, Tektite, Thulite, Tiger’s Eye, Time-Link Crystal, Topaz, Turquoise, Vanadinite, Varascite, Watermelon Tourmaline, Yttrian Fluorite, Zincite, Zirconprevious thread: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42149471/#42149471
>>42189045>Serpentine I only have that it helps skin rashes induced by poison ivy, sorry
serpentine used to fuck me up like I OD'd on caffeine, when I tried it again last year after like 22 years I felt nothing at allmaybe I've grown less sensitive
>>42189123Or it could be that its not charged, sadly I haven't got much resources on this or wrote much on serpentine so i couldn't tell you how
>>42188977I'll look around, thank you Anon
>>42188639Nobody responds because they don't think it's a crystal
Reminder the best time of the year to deworm is tomorrow. First full moon of spring. Its when the worms crawl out from hiding and rave in your intestines. The archons want you to sleep on it.
redpill me
>>42189026So it begins...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5eSCjUvN51ohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgdhIM9Hvrshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoWzhAb0gQkhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IsSpAOD6K8
>>42189127Parasites and candida cause diseases, sugar cravings, and are mediums for archonic influence. Removing them isn't enough. They thrive in a toxic environment. Detox is a must or they will just keep coming back. Chlorine dioxide is a powerful toxin cleaner. Turpentine a powerful dewormer. Parasites release toxins when killed. Binders like charcoal and zeolite ensure the herxheimer reaction wont overwhelm the system during purging. Biofilms are safe houses for parasites. During full moon, the parasite detach from biofilms and breed. Being exposed, its the optimal time to deal with them.
>>42189468become one with parasites to empower the host.i can melt plastic with my piss.
>>42189026the worms won't let me. they must've gotten into my brain.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ibz-gPkTMDM
What does x think of sufi concepts
>>42189358i prefer Sifu
>>42189358Honestely they look like fags.
>>42189358Those fucking koran book assholes would torture you to the end of eternity for things that aren't, and shouldn't be considered crimes, or they wouldn't be the assholes from that book.
>>42189358I like Shia concepts
Looking forward to this like nobody's business:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3qBNo3PAjU>be me>see the original Bob Lazar happenings when I was in high school>be science nerd so parents who have an interest in UFO shit asks me whether the science shit he is saying is legit>yep>figure Bob is either legit or a great liar>love him and his story either way>learn more physics and science shit since>still legit>you can believe his claims over and above known physics or not, (which he clearly differentiates himself), and you can believe his claims about the government fucking with records of his education and shit or not, but credit where it's due>over the years see science-illiterate faggots trying to deboonk or support Lazar>retards on both sides, (like that literal bearded faggot Corbell - fuck that self-aggrandising lispy homo)>see these Gravitaur faggots making detailed 3D version of what Lazar claims he saw>best idea I've heard since 1989Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42175469>Cray super computerLooks like a small refrigerator or gym locker larping as a Cray computer.>Have a Cray computer>, use it to hang up a bunch of old paperwork you'll never look at again
The government told me they don't have any records of Bob Lazar, not even a birth certificate, so I totally believe he was never even born. You crazy UFO people can't fool me because I'm a smrat skeptic who cares about solid evidence, like what the government tells me.
>>42167940actually a live action representation of his story sounds good. that idea never even occurred to me.
>>42186075Me neither and I don't know why. Will be a total spergfest for faggots because Bob will have to add so many minor details.>The US government didn't use fire extinguishers of that type in the 80's you see hanging on the wall in that S4 office, etc.Should be fun either way.
>>42179543This anon might be onto something.
Current 218/182 General.Liber Falxifer series/Book of Sitra Achra discussion.Last thread:>>42037654 >What is the current 218/182? Qliphothic Draconian Current.The books generated by "N.A-A.218" (non-human author) are advanced Codebooks to decypher; that leads the practitioner "Out of Eden, and into the path of Nod".They act as guidebooks for those who want to live an "alternative type of unnatural lifestyle"; to walk the path that leads in the long term towards The Other Side; Sitra Achra.The books are meant to be found and decyphered with time by those who feel the call.Liber Falxifer 3 has a sophisticated "Cross Stations of Nod" system; being a very good "step by step system"; teaching advanced spiritual metaphysics in a Step by Step manner; you should be able to go from "Novice to Master" with only these books if you're new to occult praxis, since this teaches all the basics you need to comprehend for any type of spiritual stuff.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42189375>You've likely never even tried to make sense of the books yourself anonBecause there no sense in them, they are nonsense and schizo ramblings.>Very functioning Advanced Occult Metaphysics Yeah, right, sure thing.Is this why you have to manually bump your threads instead of using yours oh so advanced occult memephysics to do so?Just that alone kills any interest in your books and shows how truly useful and functional they are.
>>42189397Well then just simply don't approach the Books and threads on them; if you lack an interest?
>>42189397Btw; one can spiritually recognize that your Mother is spiritually present in your posts; it feels like your mom might have some sort of spiritual conflict with the Qayinites; you should study this further.
>>42189420OkDon't bump your threads then so i would not see them and post in them if that problem for you.
>>42189441>ur mom jokeEternal 12 year oldStudy "how to grow up".
Are the NDEs that are posted on youtube mostly fraudulent? They just seem like drug trips and crazy vivid dreams to me, especially the Christian ones where there's so many holes in their testimonies of going to hell such as Romans 8:1 saying there's no condemnation for those in Christ and a lot of the time there's poor acting such as forced emotion or indifferent emotion to things that should cause emotion in their story. Feels like a lot of them are just slop for money, clicks and views with overdramatic music and production.
>>42185579> i would like to believe that something comes after "Braindeath"Archon hereim gonna give you the gist of itNothing happens when you die, because you are nothing to begin with. The Spirit which you possess is immortal, but it doesn't belong to (you) and it's not you. This Spirit animates your vessel, it's the breath of life, but your vessel gives it up upon death and it returns to the source where it becomes one with it. Give up any idea of individual survival or afterlife, you are at the mercy of the one who controls the energy grid, you dont have a will of your own that is able to oppose it, you are merely part of the current that gives light to the vessels.
>>42184272how is it more realistic??
>>42188221>but it doesn't belong to (you) and it's not you.some of us have been broken down and now consciously drive from the soul rather than the brain/ego. it IS me.also you don't have to return to the source when you die, though that is an option. this life on earth has generated you an individual immortal soul (precious to certain powers) and it is yours to do with as you please once you've grown enough to escape the cycle.
>>42184272did it hurt to drown? do you remember the experience? I've read paradoxical reports, some struggled terribly while others felt at peace, "breathing" in the water as if the sooner you do that and give into the water, the sooner you reach peaceI think i might want to drown
i've heard about NDE cases where the person who nearly died, saw another person who had died (in the same experience or earlier), but they had no idea that person was dead. Also cases, mostly with pet owners, who would see their dead pet and not know they were dead at that time. Some would look at the sky or stars the day or days before they died.
Hello thereSo, erm, I am NOT the OP of the prior thread but apparently it got deleted so this thread is here so you can post your charts to get read Again…I am NOT the OP of the previous thread (who was probably bunn’d for drunk poasting last night) but post your charts and I’ll do my best to read them when I manage to get my bearings pic related was Sylvia Plath’s chart who was kinda sorta like meI’ll even try to do readings for the charts in the past threads even though I wasn’t the OP of themprevious thread: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42159428/
>>42188714Not him, but it really doesn’t manifest as being bi or gay unless in specific circumstances. That’s a really reductive understanding of a Gemini stellium Scorpio rising, which I am. In fact, it heavily manifests as the more occult interpretation of the 8th house, I practice magick pretty heavily and I feel like 8th house Gemini allows for communication and receiving information from the other world, I am neurotic, sex and intimacy (monogamous) means a lot to me, I have OCD, I am a big fan of gothic literature and gothic subculture, deep interest in research (I study history), interested in researching and studying 8th house matters, I love anything macabre, I am an edgelord, I get romantically involved with Gemini risings (well one situationship, one long term girlfriend, both have blonde hair, blue eyes, both had stepdads with horrific fathers they don’t want to talk about)You are being very Shaniqua buzzfeed about it
>>42188714>>42188804Ok, now that I think about it, fair enough I am mentally ill, I owned a Venetian carnival mask, my stable sense of self is very weak and my self-perception changes with the people I am around (not in the way that I pretend to be something that I am not, but in a sensitive very watery receptive sense), I tend to self-disassociate, I swing from self-dissociation and apathy to having my personal drives being at the forefront to an obsessive extreme one moment to the next (like I am in and out of a dream of myself), I have a scorpionic drive for revenge and leverage when I get emotionally hurt or betrayed that I actively had to suppress (but I do remind myself to do that)>>42187141Uranus in the seventh house can’t end soon enough
>>42188865By the way gemini is more about mental illness than the scorpio and 8th house.>>42188804No, pop astrology is inherently positive and optimistic. Anything different is better.
>>42188714>Rising scorpio, 8th house stellium, gemini. Are you interested in wearing masks or having leverage on people?Tell me you know nothing about astrology without saying you know nothing about astrology.>>42188786May 2002 baby?We're a cursed bunch, zoomerisms aside..
>>42188021Not only are you prideful, but also your wound and trauma (chiron) is there. In the 5th house, which is the leo house.Good old square between mars and venus. You're in trouble when it comes to relationships, not gonna lie. Sun capricorn and saturn taurus i say will work well together, especially in the next few years of your life. My chart is similar to yours. Shit is getting better for me, it has to get better for you too.
new /x/ tier quiz just dropped.according to this i should become a sufi mystichttps://mystic.millermanschool.comtake the quiz and report back with what you get too
>>42175871This takeaway is more profound to me than any of the le deep questions in the quiz
I had mine refresh on me in the beginning so the mystic only i got and its quote.>The Phenomenological MysticThinking as devotion. Dwelling in the clearing of Being.I knew it in a sense with how the question riot for quality answers i gave for its quiz.
>>42185550rare unicorn schizo spotted
Good quiz btwThank you OP. This was refreshing.
