Any remedies for Saturn in the 8th. I am a Scorpio rising, Saturn in Gemini in the 8th. Was with my first girlfriend (I was her first boyfriend) for a year, we only had two sexual encounters and one of those encounters of having proper penetrative sex which lasted like 10 minutes. I took her virginity, but it feels quite insulting to have a year long relationship and have our intimacy be so minimal. Emotional sexual intimacy means a lot to me, and I was looking forward to properly for us properly exploring intimacy with a person and properly having a sexual relationship for the first time together but she broke up with me before that could take fruition which really frustrated me and hurt me. I wouldn’t want her to experience that with someone else instead. But what was extremely annoying is that I have performance anxiety which stops me from being able to properly engage in penetrative sex.Please give me remedies so that I wouldn’t be able to suffer this sort of issue in the future
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>>42188687>I have performance anxiety which stops me from being able to properly engage in penetrative sex.Same...Anyways, best remedy for saturn is to worship Hanuman. Listen to Hanuman Chalisa daily for a month, see what happens
Try karezza.
How does a schizo become a psychopath? I want to become the boot
>>42189776Learn to not give fuck and dehumanize normalfsgs if you want to be something like thatAnd psychopaths are sub type of normalfag
>>42189776Go become a pet ghoul of an established psychopath. Faggot.
A schizo is a cracked normie -A psychopath unable to pretend is an autist
Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42186709>Can we just call them what they are please?
>>42188673What-if-scenarios are kind of ridicolous.
>>42188673I think Russia is attacking dissidents in Western nations with v2k in order to cause them to commit terrorism.See Robert Card, Aaron Alexis, and Thomas Matthew Crooks.
>>42189546and the people who don't go apeshit bananas when feel a ghost farting in their ear becomes test subjects. I can see that. A dark theory. Still just an assumption though but I can see the idea of cleaning up after the terrorists and the TI furthering the plan of creating terrorists.
Why do you keep opening the bin doors and leaving them open glowies?
Which historical period was your favorite?
>>42186431I'd like to go to 300 personally.Past that not too much. My GF has to be there with me though.
>>42189748And like, good enough health so like 150 is like 40 and 300 is like I JUST hit 70.And no dehabilitating conditions.You know, the no downsides of long life package plz
>>42189752No actually fuck it I wanna top out at a 35 physical condition all the way to 300 then just die whenever I feel like it.
>>42186068So you're saying that you're a high roler?
>>42180678The 80s and in America. People were down to and fun to party with. People just accepted that shit happens and didn’t worry about shit like they do now or before. The amount of stupidity and hilarious shit people got away with was absurd but people celebrated it as a sign we were on top of the world. We weren’t and were heading for bad times but people weren’t afraid to not give a shit and live their lives. That mentality is dead these days and society is falling apart because of it. If we have nothing to celebrate and we have nothing to contribute to we have nothing to exist for. Even the “Dark Ages” weren’t this bleak.
I have been trying it for the past few days and I have found it insane how effective it actually is. I have grown up adjacent to a lot of new age peope who did breathwork and got roped into trying different practices but it never clicked for me. Doing this though I can feel like I can hold my breath for so long and the clear headedness I get after 2 cycles is incredible.But all of it has got me asking some questions:>is it true that it can put you in a "psychedelic like state"?>if part of the breathwork is built on lowering Co2 in your bloodstream can that damage your organs and brain?If there are any anons who are more experienced or knowledgeble about this sort of thing I would really appreciate it.
>>42187324Most of the advice you get on this website is from demon retards don't listen to them. Yes oxygen is very good for you and its called pranayama. You keep doing that
>>42188974I'm sorry you're illiterate dude, that must suck
>>42189242you're acting like a reader cant just read the thread and see oh look, you're full of shit and need to just keep typing to try and feel good about yourself
>>42189398I'm jealous of your baseless self confidence
>>42187324hey OP, check this out https://www.normalbreathing.com/
Is it difficult to escape reincarnation? Like, do you have to live your life in a very specific way or is just being a chill dude enough? Or are we just stuck here forever like I’ve seen some anons here say? Also, what’s the deal with that demiurge guy - does he just want us to suffer or is everything supposed to be balanced or what? /x/pill me.
>>42178356>buddhism>gnosticismPick one you fucking newage twat.
>>42189733You can pick both.
>>42183036and you trust them?
>>42189745Of course.
what'a the deal with escaping reincarnation? if you're not incarnated you're not doing anything...
He put that ayyy on ice
>>42189489So what are they? Demons, synthetic humans, or just aliens aliens?
>Be me>Alien>Smart enough to figure interstellar travel>Get absolutely KWAB'd by a drunk room temp IQ slav
Is she supposed to be The Whore of Babylon or Scarlet Woman in Revelations? Is it possible that's could potentially be her role?
>>42187673Adam's first wife you filthy glow fr*gger
>>42187276if she's such a whore why can't i fuck her?
>>42187276Getting drunk on the wine of her fornication = going gay because whores r teh suxx0r
>>42187276Leave Lilith alone.
>>42187673things can have multiple symbolic meanings, even meanings unknown to the authorI mean it is SUCH a coincidence that Rome has conveniently seven hills, a sacred number
Welcome. The purpose of this general is to show you how to use your own wonderful human imagination to achieve your every desire.The world and all within it is man’s conditioned consciousness objectified. Consciousness is the cause as well as the substance of the entire world. So it is to consciousness that we must turn if we would discover the secret of creation. Knowledge of the law of consciousness and the method of operating this law will enable you to accomplish all you desire in life.Your assumptions right now decide how long that will take for you.The Main Concepts:> Imagination creates Reality> Assumptions harden into fact> Consciousness is the only Reality> Feeling is the Secret> Prayer, Living in the End/In the Wish Fulfilled (remaining Faithful to your Idea)> You are the Operant Power> There is no one to change but Self (Self-Concept)> Thinking Fourth-Dimensionally (Time is an Illusion)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42179918That video is just AI generated (both in speech and content) and learned from Neville's works, but I'll be damned: it did help me feel pumped up; I just replaced the words "wealth" and "money" to "attractiveness" and "women" while listening, and now I really do feel like the most attractive man in the world. Weird, but I'll accept it.
>>42186063uhh I didn't expect it to work so fast... $23 plus an extra dollar worth of tickets on $10 worth of tickets. +$14 >>42188837Mostly affirmations. Some SATS before bed but it's hard to tell if I'm doing that right. It has always been exceptionally easy for me to delude myself, so a few affirmations is usually all it takes. Kinda how I fell into this all. I had, objectively very illogical conclusions about things and people and they all turned out to be true. As for deciding for me it's just kinda like that. A short internal conversation "am I the most attractive man on earth? Yes I am. I am" and boom
>>42189099Got $20 of scratchers. $60 payout. +$74. It's always been this simple huh?
I have tried a lot of manifestation, but, for what I remember I just got 2 successful manifestations, the first one I just lie down in my bed and imagine me eating grapes to manifest it because I didn't eat it for a long time, ok, next day without doing more anything my grandma gave me grapes! and the second manifestation I was leaving the bathroom when I remember a girl that I have as a friend when I were younger, I remember that I miss she but this time I was like: "meh, she was cool but if I never see she in my life again I'm OK too" and I think I have tried to manifest see she again but I don't even try, it was probably less than 10 seconds and in the next day she got my number I don't know how and she refuse to speak how. Also I have sometimes got some will for something to happen and without doing anything God gift me So, manifestation just worked when they are not something you care too much? my others manifestations I was not that persistent but the ones that got right just take one day, how could I improve my manifestation?
>>42189648>So, manifestation just worked when they are not something you care too much?I think it works because your nervous system is relaxed and keeps out of the way of the subconscious mind. If you're hyper stressed out about manifesting something, you basically get in the way and delay it from happeningA lot of this comes down to the individual, some people are naturally more chill about things so it's easier for them to manifest. For those of us who are super nervous/high energy, we have to practice at being calm about our manifestations
What is the non-larp true Satanic books that one can learn witchcraft from
>>42189523The principal of risk management applies as well if not more in the field of street thuggery as it does in any other profession.
>>42189554Wait? I found a bike some time ago by the bridge? Holy shit we might be living in the same place. Fuck I'm getting the other guys ready and we're gonna find you.Don't worry were a bunch of well-behaved young lads ;D
>>42189571Competition invigorates the market
>>42189516>yeah I did steal that bike like a swarthoid welfarian but actually i am only pretending >le sinister faec :^)
>>42189710>I greentext>That will show them and discourage others from thinking about itSame social signaling technique as calling the anon glow nigger or nigger. Anon has a point, you are just pixels on a screen
All you needPost your TOP THREE /x/ adjacent books
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>>421897372.
>>421897443. It's just for base training
One time before being sent to a psych ward i started having derealization. I felt like no one was real, nothing was real and like things were happening based on how much attention i would give my surroundings, and there were these beings outside this fake realm that were coaching me out, they were telling me that you can basically glitch reality by putting your attention at another location so that the other location renders and the location where you're at will render with like less potency. I managed to do it and then everything became more obviously unreal, i was in a hospital at the time in like a holding cell for like dangerous patients or something because i was locked in there, and the people outside were like talking gibberish with occasional important words being thrown in like "bla bla bla HUNGRY bla bla bla"it was really weird they were like muppets. i felt like all intelligent beings had ascended out of this realm like thousands or maybe millions of years ago and i was one of if not the only person still in this thing, i felt so alone and scared.anyone else experience this?
>>42188051nah it wasn't really like that, they would say that i'm a snake.
>>42188066Well, derealization is internal, a distortion in perception rather than a distortion in reality. You'll find that it's possible to ground yourself in such a state if you have enough meta-awareness. Giving into it will not achieve much, though it will feel magical.
>>42187957I've had psychosis before but mine was totally different.
>>42188088>>42188100at one point the world looked almost like some kind of 3d painting and it was fluid like when you drop paint into water, but it was somehow gross and it was as if that was always how things looked i just had never noticed, it was really unpleasant to notice. the whole thing made me feel like i was trapped in this realm and i should be trying to get out.
>>42187957That happened to me a few times when I was anxious. It's psychological stuff, nothing very deep. Do something you enjoy, talk to a loved one, pet an animal, work out, etc. and it will pass.
Current 218/182 General.Liber Falxifer series/Book of Sitra Achra discussion.Last thread:>>42037654 >What is the current 218/182? Qliphothic Draconian Current.The books generated by "N.A-A.218" (non-human author) are advanced Codebooks to decypher; that leads the practitioner "Out of Eden, and into the path of Nod".They act as guidebooks for those who want to live an "alternative type of unnatural lifestyle"; to walk the path that leads in the long term towards The Other Side; Sitra Achra.The books are meant to be found and decyphered with time by those who feel the call.Liber Falxifer 3 has a sophisticated "Cross Stations of Nod" system; being a very good "step by step system"; teaching advanced spiritual metaphysics in a Step by Step manner; you should be able to go from "Novice to Master" with only these books if you're new to occult praxis, since this teaches all the basics you need to comprehend for any type of spiritual stuff.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42189397Well then just simply don't approach the Books and threads on them; if you lack an interest?
>>42189397Btw; one can spiritually recognize that your Mother is spiritually present in your posts; it feels like your mom might have some sort of spiritual conflict with the Qayinites; you should study this further.
>>42189420OkDon't bump your threads then so i would not see them and post in them if that problem for you.
>>42189441>ur mom jokeEternal 12 year oldStudy "how to grow up".
>>42189583No it's a real observation in this case; study your "Ancestral Politics"; Study which of your behaviour (like faction alignment; political standpoints; etc) is "Ancestral Politics"; Try for example debating different political standpoints spiritually with said Ancestry. Understanding Ancestral Politics conciously is quite healthy overall. It's often some "old grandfather/grandmother/mother" and such that's spiritually affiliated with what's called "The Demiurgic Heimarmene".
Is this why they call craft "alien reproduction vehicles" Ive heard different things about the breeding of humans, some tall white/nords do it, some reptilians do it and even greys. Redpill me on this nonsense
Ashley, the meth schizo, passed awayhttps://www.kwch.com/2026/03/31/geary-county-sheriffs-office-identifies-woman-found-dead-republican-river/https://www.kake.com/home/kansas-woman-found-dead-in-republican-river-sheriffs-office-says/article_e3ac515e-2807-41a4-9e37-75905358bbb5.htmlhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHlM14lb4p0
She looks like american version of this queen https://youtube.com/@youdontknowyouknowyouknowy9342?si=06BxE_NNXypLx6XX
>>42185188That video is sad.
>>42185547Meth (and other stimulants to an extent) will do that to you, it might make you feel awesome or more productive and probably at a more functional level compared to the woman in the OP (RIP) but it's the closest real life thing to the Faustian bargain/selling your soul to Satan.There's a reason why the stuff is vilified even in drug subcultures
>>42185621I just happen to watch one of her clips and she talked about infatuation with a dog. I think shes a witch who went insane fuck her and good riddance
>>42187976the average /x/ philosopher
