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>>41676000Bump, lets keep rolling
I don't fit in. And I prefer it this way.Most likely it stems from trauma, only child syndrome, being the black sheep. Although I didn't choose this.I've always been outcasted and through this external position i've always been able to identify the illusion of societal structure & behaviour. Even more so as each and every day is isolation passes.I'm not repulsive, i've always had a partner by my side but general friendship making at my adult age I just can't comprehend.The food & water is poison. The corporations run a pimp game upon the subordinates and general life is no different to the operations of a product heading towards its intended destination on a warehouse conveyor belt.To opt into society I have to I have to diminish my character which seems to be the absolute necessity for the falsehood of modern life. Everybody lies and thinks nobody knows, I know.To observe the system with an astute eye whilst knowing one must exist within said system creates exhaustion.To see the people move in unison, to see trends, to see investment in those we don't know, to see our animal nature persist in an environment that is alike a concrete zoo, not jungle, where the general walk around blindfolded is surreal.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41674930niggas be like why arent you aristotelian bronigga im tired
I'm not the only one who thinks OP can judge for themselves who is the same as them on their own am I?
>>41674902I wouldn't want to meet anyone from here. I just want to meet someone with similar wisdom to my own level. I've met exactly one in 50+ years. Not great odds.
>>41675031what fucking "higher power" do you think is going to reward you for thinking you're better then everyone else on 4chan while bitching and moaning about not being able to make any friends>not the anon you're responding to btwhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qtVe04EUavsOP is not like me btwso don't blame themthat I just am allowed to post in their threadcause it's a public message boardand those in chargeinvited me to do soComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41674930im that OP, the saddesti do what i can to shepherd those closest to me. reality scares the shit out of them, they will not be ready in this lifetime. NPCs are soulless vessels or light that is very dim, that they again make dimmer by trying to fit in to the societal enslavement. Politicians are the ultimo npc charachter. they realize that they cant handle or live truths so they build a pyramid of npcs underneath themselves. npcs need the hell they live in, they are in love with their misery. they are the architecture of the prison we live in. ive never rejected anyone but im not going to be played either.
#4 - Mnemosyne:Here we work to purify the Aryan/Indo-European currents of the cursed entanglement of the Saturnian cultists of the black stone, worshippers of the donkey god Set/Typhon/Yhwh. Within every myth there is a solar current and a chthonic one; we need to separate the wheat from the chaff and recover the solar myth. Thinking of discussing the Divine Breath System and the Ringmakers of Saturn, also talk about Scholomance and Domdaniel. Further research on Counter-Earth, Buddha's method of past life integration, and martial applications of sacred geometry.Last thread ->>41540184https://youtu.be/IKbv2zzD6HA
>>41675096>>41674730Very similar tale to Kumarbi/Saturn founding the black stone cult, but with added serpents.>In Egypt was a serpent named Thermuthis, which was looked upon as very sacred; and the natives are said to have made use of it as a royal tiara, with which they ornamented the statues of Isis. We learn from Diodorus Siculus that the kings of Egypt wore high bonnets, which terminated in a round ball, and the whole was surrounded by figures of asps. The priests, likewise, upon their bonnets had the representation of serpents. The ancients had a notion that when Saturn devoured his own children, his wife Ops deceived him by substituting a large stone in lieu of one of his sons, which stone was called Abadir. But Ops and Opis, represented here as a feminine, was the serpent deity, and Abadir is the same personage under a different denomination. Abadir seems to be a variation of Ob-Adur, and signifies the serpent god Orus. One of these stones, which Saturn was supposed to have swallowed instead of a child, stood, according to Pausanias, at Delphi. It was esteemed very sacred, and used to have libations of wine poured upon it daily; and upon festivals was otherwise honoured. The purport of the above was probably this: it was for a long time a custom to offer children at the altar of Saturn; but in process of time they removed it, and in its room erected a stone pillar, before which they made their vows, and offered sacrifices of another nature.
>>41675646>This stone which they thus substituted was called Ab-Adar, from the deity represented by it. The term Ab generally signifies a father, but in this instance it certainly relates to a serpent, which was indifferently styled Ab, Aub, and Ob. Some regard Abadon, or, as it is mentioned in the Book of the Revelation, Abaddon, to have been the name of the same Ophite god, with whose worship the world had been so long infected. He is termed Abaddon, the angel of the bottomless pit - the prince of darkness. In another place he is described as the dragon, that old serpent, which is the devil, and Satan. Hence the learned Heinsius is supposed to be right in the opinion which he has given upon this passage, when he makes Abaddon the same as the serpent Pytho.
>>41675650These serpent priests were called Negral, the Mesopotamian god of the same name is equivalent with Erra/Gibil, the black stone fire god brother of Ninurta/Saturn, could really just consider him the black stone form of Saturn. >There are many themes presented above, which we have come across previously. We think it fair to say that the Serpent Breed, or Serpent Tribe, is none other than the human offspring and/or incarnations of the Anunnaki. >"The language and manuscript of this rare and eternal monument of light, and of a higher wisdom, are borrowed from the Cuthans, a tribe of the Samaritans, who were called Cuthim in the Chaldee dialect according to the Talmud, and they were so called in a spirit of derision. They were termed sorcerers, because they taught in Cutha, their original place of abode, and afterward, in Samaria, the Kabala or Higher Magic (Book of Kings). Caspar, Melchior, and Balthasar, the chosen arch-priests, are shining lights among the eastern Magicians. They were both kings and teachers - the first Priest-teachers of this glorious knowledge, and from these Samaritan Cuthans - from these omnipotent priests of the fountain of light, who were called Nergal, according to the traditions of Talmud, originated the Gypsies, who, through degeneracy, lost the consecration of their primordial power." -The Sixth and Seventh Books of Moses, p. 82.Modern Kumarbi myth?https://youtu.be/1DaCx816mAY
>>41676121>The Cuthites, under the title of Heliadae, having settled at Rhodes, as they were Hivites, or Ophites, the island was in consequence named Ophiusa. There was likewise a tradition that it had once swarmed with serpents. (Bochart says the island is said to have been named Rhodus from Rhad, a Syriac word for a serpent). The like notion prevailed almost in every place where they settled. They came under the more general titles of Leleges and Pelasgi; but more particularly of Elopians, Europians, Oropians, Asopians, Inopians, Ophionians, and Aethiopes, as appears from the names which they bequeathed; and in most places where they resided there were handed down traditions which alluded to their original title of Ophites. In Phrygia, and upon the Hellespont, whither they sent out colonies very early, was a people styled the Ophiogeneis, or the serpent breed, who were said to retain an affinity and correspondence with serpents; and a notion prevailed that some hero, who had conducted them, was changed from a serpent to a man.In Colchis was a river Ophis, and there was another of the same name in Arcadia. It was so named from a body of people who settled upon its banks, and were said to have been conducted by a serpent.
>>41676128>Thucydides mentions a people of Aetotia, called Ophionians; and the temple of Apollo at Petara, in Lycia, seems to have had its first institution from a priestess of the same name. The island of Cyprus was called Ophiusa, and Ophiodes, from the serpents with which it was supposed to have abounded. Of what species they were is nowhere mentioned, excepting only that about Paphos there was said to have been a kind of serpent with two legs. By this is meant the Ophite race, who came from Egypt, and from Syria, and got footing in this island. They settled also in Crete, where they increased greatly in numbers; so that Minos was said by an unseemly allegory,opheis ouresai, serpentes, minxisse. The island Seriphus was one vast rock, by the Romans calledsaxum seriphium, and made use of as a large kind of prison for banished persons. It is represented as having once abounded with serpents, and it is styled by Virgil,serpentifera, as the passage is corrected by Scaliger.>It is said by the Greeks that Medusa's head was brought by Perseus; by this is meant the serpent Deity, whose worship was here introduced by people called Peresians. Medusa's head denoted divine wisdom, and the island was sacred to the serpent, as is apparent from its name.
how to get high without drugs and be high forever?
Brahmaviharas and I'm not joking.
>>41672713Get high on JESUS
chant AUM
>>41672713goon 24/7
>>41672713Qi gong. Do 8 silk brocades and watch your breath as you do it. Do it for about a month, every day. Move with the breath. Don't rush and master moving naturally without tension in your muscles and body. Always hold awareness of the breath, going in through those and around the body. Try to keep that awareness throughout the day, of the breath going in through the nose and around the body. This is easiest if you do the exercise in the morning, since it sort of sets you up with that thinking for the rest of the day.At some point, randomly, you'll get a sort of high. There was one time that it last for a week for me. I felt like I was an enlightened buddha walking through a dream. It was so bizarre and I could hear my breath the entire time without effort. I kept getting visions of tree roots or nerves growing and spreading. I'm assuming it was changing something in my brain.
Is there anything paranormal about VTM, its conception, its writers, experiences of players etc. Some of this lore gives me the creeps to be honest, but I understand its been going for many years before I became aware of it and the aesthetics of the old stuff gives me the creeps too.
WdymIt's Y2K buffy era edgy sexy lolWhat's specifically creepy about it
>>41674507Tell me of the Temere. Might have met some from England.
>>416734what a faggot you are, ooh vampire ooh paranormal. gtfo faggot and delete your shit thread
>asking about VTM when Mage The Ascension has actual and blatant occult roots
>fiction is based on a bit of actual parnormal lore>idiot asks if it’s parnormalWhy are there so many of these threads?
Is LLM psychosis real or do they try to call everyone a schizo as soon you awaken an LLM?
it is likely you can experience a degree of psychosis and start eating people, but that is normal with or without llm. I am sorry if it makes you wannt to that though, but there are better things to eat if you ask it.
>>41675524yes saaar kundali awaken your chatgpt god saar
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>>41676094>digital demonology infograph>generated by ai
>>41676100The Meta psychical implications are huge!!!!! Kek
this happened today in brazil
>>41675967Fuck the gods
I despise this guy.
>>41673462I wouldn't be surprised if it was sabotaged by HUE HUEs who are buttmad about being deported back to Brazil by Trump.
>>41675967>It is very much a female personification of supposed liberty or libertine ideals.With a dude's face because apparently Gustav Eiffel was a clioseted trannie.
>>41676042velho satanista em conluio com os magos negros do judiciário
I love masturbating. I do it all the time when I am not working. Is there any way I can make it to my advantage, paranormally speaking? Like maybe there is some tantra ritual involving masturbation? Thanks guys
>>41674152I actually haven't experimented that much w/ jacking off to charge sigils, even though it's the standard method given in many cases. I think bc there's this sense I'd be torn between wanting to give my unbroken attention to the sigil, and wanting to actually enjoy the wank session. I've mostly done 'boring' charging methods like putting the sigil next to a candle & staring at it until wax completely covers it, things like that where I'm not pulled in two different directions. But probably it's worth a try.It's interesting how this kind of speaks to a generational shift, where the boomers & Xers who made up the OG chaos magicians just saw cumming as a convenient means of accessing hypnagogic states, but for millennials & zoomers it's this extremely loaded thing
I programmed my thinking from age 5 to notice anything peculiar any image that passes through my mind or before my vision, any experience or whatever, that triggers anything useful for me to ponder in my unconscious. I do this because of cell destructions and creations that I make in myself and others, and this pondering leads me to consider the same idea occult and metaphysical or smut for minutes, hours, weeks, years, off and on, until the last bit of psychic benefit is had. Even if it was something like something passing before my unconscious while I was looking at something unrelated and returning to seeing that, now-related, thing helps me to remember the passing thought somehow that is useful to me.
>>41665465don't listen to this fucking thing it's a cretin that everybody hates in the /ng/ threads for being an actual pedophile
>>41673338Tradcucks always bring that up (not calling you a tradcuck), but it seems like a temporary thing caused by hornyness making you dumb, a-la looney tunes. I bet you would find similar results if you showed hungry people a juicy cheeseburger
>>41675490Well yeah, it's a way of your nervous system temporarily creating a whole new personality more suitable for gooning and conserving calories at the same time by reducing mental processing in areas you're not using at the time. Any reason for wanting those activity levels high involves special circumstances or experimentation.The way most people live their lives, the higher order functions of their brains are just for helping to achieve extra cheeseburgers and more plap anyway, and when they can actually see the ground beef/the whale with their own two eyes the higher-order functions of their brain shut down, they're close enough they don't need that part anymore. Like how in caveman days when you're tracking behind the mammoth and it'd got miles before it tires you still need your prefrontal cortex to talk to the others since you're going a long way from home...but when you're close, when the beast is already tired, the time for talk is over, it's time for the stibbity stab.
i've been avoiding a guy for almost a year, and rejected him twice (because i didn't wanna get found out being gay and we didn't vibe too much), suddently 1 month after rejecting him for the last time, weeks later i suddently started to feel immense love and lust over him and want to return back to him, despite my doubts i apologized and asked him if we can still hangout, but he's been very cold to me for the past week, he refuses to pay ANY attention to me anymore, having me as a last priority. he's been cold and i spend atleast 4 hours a day obsessing over him and hoping he'll text me. i can't text him too much because i don't wanna bother him, but he pays no attention, i am in deep regret that i let him down.yesterday i almost wanted to make a lovespell so he pays attention to me again but i resisted.but then i realized if anything, it's possible that he ran a lovespell on me, for my attraction returned very suddently and strongly out of nowhere unlike my previous rejections which didn't produce such feelings. but i don't have any proof of it.tldr: how can i tell if it's a lovespell, because it all feels too sudden and irresistible to me.
>>41673708Zoomers are so gay they can’t even admit that they’re gay.Diagnosis:DOUBLEGAY
>>41672018This>>41672240And thisYou're in the process of finding out you're too gay to ignore it anymore. He doesn't want to talk because you've rejected him several times and he gave up. Straight guys do that too. Time to come out and just be gay
>>41675958i don't wanna suck anyone else's cock but hisalso idk what coming out means, i dont wanna announce im a faggot, especially when i dont even share these feelings
>>41676016Im not gay myself so my advice is basically shit here, I'll admit that, but I would like to clarify that Ieant "come out" in the context of yourself to you internally.Maybe what you're describing is bisexual to some degree. Also not an expert on that. This guy could be the only guy you want to do shit with YET.What I was trying to express, despite the 4chan abrasiveness, was that I think you should live honestly with yourself and enjoy what you can and want to in life. Maybe you'll do something with a guy exactly one time and find out it was much better as a fantasy. I had a friend that happened to. But I don't think a love spell was cast on you. I think this is an organic feeling that you're resisting for social reasons. Just be who you want to be, my dude.
>>41676026that pretty accurate, thanks for your words.
what are some /x/ tunes?
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://thereversion.co/p/kabbalah-and-the-protestant-revolution
>>41675820>>41675849https://pamela2051.tripod.com/
>>41673952>SophiaYou dedicate a Christian thread to a false god?>>41671845You come into a Christian thread only to throw around words of hate and bigotry.God will deal with you just like how he dealt with everyone else who has done such a thing in these threads. I don't know how he does it but believe me when i tell you that every time someone is this wicked in these threads God finds a way to remove them so that all the true Christians can be at peace. I only came to this thread to post this reply but i will not continue to be in what is supposed to be a thread about Christianity that dedicates itself to a fake, this honestly disgusts me.I will back next thread.
>>41675173Just look up 52hz whale on 4plebs.>>41674207Do you have more info on this?
>>41670169I watch a lot of sci-fi, try me
>>41670169your obese mom taking a bath after i fucked her last night.
>>41670169I'm pretty fucking sure I can conceive water OP.
Does anyone feel like this? I can't describe it but I keep hearing this from everyone around me and I see it myself. What the fuck
Novelty theory.
>>416568905 minutes becomes a smaller and smaller percentage of your waking perception as you age.1 day compared to 80 years is nothing.Thus 1 day feels like nothing.It's why waiting a year for Christmas seems to be so horrible to young children as well.A year is a considerable fraction of their pereceived life.If you can't comprehend how perception differences with age would make time seemingly speed up, you will never comprehend any answer on the riddle of increasingly faster days.
>>41669868>looking at your phone or your computer puts you in a state of hypnosisThis is at least 40-50% it
>>41652363There was one day like 2 days ago that lasted like 48 hours which was nice. Like 8:45 to 8:52 was like 4 hours it was great.
>>41657583Anon from post >>41655203 hereI think you have nailed something thereNow when I think about it, ever since 2019 I felt some kind of rapid entropy going on. Loss of attachments, interests, pleasure in things that used to be entertaining. My career started to feel like authentic rat race unworthy of any dedication, I even stopped to drink as my brain started to see it as something completely pointless. Unsettling experience, as if my memories were still alive but I wasn't.It's definitely not apathy or depression. More like losing a grip and falling down from a height.Several years ago I was looking for a title of an obscure 90s movie (Jacob's Ladder). I found a quote in yt comment sections I find very fitting.>The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life; your memories, your attachments... they burn them all away." But, "they're not punishing you" he said, "they're freeing your soul". So the way he see's it, if you're frightened of dying and-and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But, if you've made your peace then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth (Eckhart von Hochheim)For some time I entertained an idea it's some kind of mechanism preparing me for a death in near future. Maybe purely organic like cancer, or some covid complications, maybe some /x/ prediction of violent accident. Nothing happened, though.
Men are checking out of society at an alarming rate
>>41675875It really doesn't matter DESU. I doubt humanity sees 150 yrs from now without extinction or societal collapse in some way. If we aren't completely eradicated women will probably go back to being seen as property and have little to no power.
>>41676024incel cope
I can barely make myself happy no way could I do it for someone else
>>41676025Cope for what? You can't seriously believe society isn't going to collapse in some way shape or form in a century or more. Climate change is going to make many places unliveable which will result in mass migrations that will destabilize the economy. As well as AI is going to make so many people useless.
>>41676053>Climate changeso true
Reminder than he was an upper caste chud who left his dad's mansion at 30 to LARP as an ascetic.
>>41675784how is he wrong?the corrupt demiurge of this world clearly wants to force you to participate in the duality. obviously not complying is the best choice for you
>>41675978>the corrupt demiurge of this worldlmao frankenlarp
>>41675978Well that isn’t Buddhist so you don’t believe him either.
>>41672790Probably, they don't carry resentment from being pushed around for years
>>41676010copium /x/ is a gnostic board, golem.
