>Get drunk>Want to be a woman>Never happens when soberIs AGP just something that happens when you have low impulse control?
>>42331212Maybe you're just better at covering it up.
>>42332511ur probably right cuz they say that when ur drunk ur your truest self
I have an opportunity to be in a relationship rn with an old friend (we even hooked up) but i just know that I have too many mental health problems, i couldn't be there for them or do the bare minimum and im just consumed with these terrible thoughts so i have to spend most of the day in bed. as much as i know its all just distortions but i keep thinking people want to hurt me or kill me. i know its not true but then i get wrapped in these unending fantasies about it and then i really start thinking about hurting myself, like it feels like that would fix it or if she just hurt me herself, but all of that would probably make me a really bad partner. the thing too is that she's actually a psychologist and she's had her own mental health struggles, i know she would understand but i think it would be too much for her, i'd hurt her somehow or just pull her down with me. im already such a bad friend with how bad i am about reaching out first or responding to her (or anyone in my life). but i also just long so much for a relationship, to be taken care of and to take care of, for closeness and trust, for security and intimacy, and to have someone in my corner. i've been in therapy for so long and i live in a mental health residential and no meds or treatments or therapies have stopped it. im at a loss, do i wait until im better and deny myself all that comes with a relationship for as long as it takes or do i risk the wellbeing of someone i really care about so that i can have that closeness?>t. bi mtf
>>42334822but she would say yes regardless and its not even just her its anybody really that i might find myself close to. besides nobody knows what they're getting into until they're in it
>>42334834take all of your bpdemon thoughts, put them in a jar and don't unleash it on themjournal or something
>>42334805As someone in similar shoes although maybe without as destructive tendencies you have (DPDmoder) I say go for it. I don't want to wait and lose what could be a good partner that things work out with in the end. All is fair in love and war
i got my shark at first for the meme but now he's all i have to hold and help me when i start spiraling. and i think i need to just crash out a little bit sometimes but i couldn't do that if i was with or near someone.>>42334871i really don't want to hurt myself and i've been trying so hard, i've only cut once in the past year. but its going to come out sideways somehow or just be some intense stressor or something>>42334873but i don't think all is fair in love (or war for that matter), and i might really fuck her up without even knowing or intending to, and it might just be so overwhelming for her.
>>42334929as long as you honestly lay out all your issues on the table and she as an adult agrees with full knowledge you are morally in the right for attempting to pursue romance. Love is important and it's worth risking hurt for. If you want to be self sacrificing and suffer without ever taking a chance, that is also a valid pathYou simply have to make the choice and neither is better than the other
I'm 24m and don't know what to think. Never gave it much thought.I'm very attracted to cis girls and slept around a lot. Then it gets complicated.I like trans girls, hyper feminine ones, Brazilian pornstar type, for which I lean slightly towards being a bottom.I like femboys, but I could only be strictly top.I hate to admit it, but also very masculine men, and I could only bottom.What is this? I barely ever watch porn, I might break every couple of weeks or so. I had a couple of experiences irl with all that I've listed (often a bit drunk) and some I enjoyed a lot but often had a sense of guilt. I don't imagine myself as a woman when it comes to bottoming, more as a femboy or something. But I'm very masculine in day to day life - muscular, extraverted, have typically masculine hobbies, 6'3, bodyhair.This is the first time I'm actually thinking about this, how do I make sense out of this
Repressed bi guyJust don’t pressure yourself, try to work through your shameDon’t have to publicly identify any way or do anything different if you don’t want
>>42333849ur jst bisexual lol
>>42334641That's what I'm wondering about, I do get very strong sexual urges but I'm scared to act on them due to shame, which is why 99% of my experiences have been drunk.
>>42334596i don't think you need to come out if your preference isn't men, overcome your guilt by realizing you're allowed to have sex with whatever gender you want, you already have
Pansexual
am i a bad person for feeling a deep need to just immediately kill myself or go back to self harming because of this>first week back at uni>transfem>pass well enough no one rly gives me second guesses and i get gendered fem 99% of the time>albeit i dont voice train cause im retarded so im clocky in that aspect but most people assume im just a theyfab for some reason cause of it>sitting by myself in one of my classes, in walks another transfem much clockier than me not that im trying to be mean>introductions go around, moment i open my mouth they dart their attention to me>deep hallow pit opens in my stomach>rest of class i just feel like total shit>as im making my way to leave after all is said and done she makes a b-line for me making me feel even more like shit>just try and keep casual conversation as i find my fastest way out of the building>get back to my car and feel a deep carnal need to just shove a rusty razor against my throatim not even trying to be mean cause i get the desire to have other trans friends but something about being so obviously picked out like that puts a deep desire in my chest to just fucking kill myselfif said person in question is reading this btw i promise im not being mean nor do i look down on you in any way im just a deeply self conscious, retarded, and depressed bitch
you do look down on them though. that's why it bothers you so much.at least be honest about it. i mean, i guess it's ego dystonic, so that's something.
>>42333383>transfem>dont voice trainwhy do people who call themselves that always have the most masculine voices imaginable? voice training is not that hard to do
wow
>>42333383>be me mtf>reading OP's post>transfem>doesn't voice train>hmm I wonder if she will get into an incident because she's a lazy stupid bitch who didn't voice train>...>yup wowFUCKING VOICE TRRAIN, PROBLEM SOLVED
Homes that are well laid out with good spacing, color palettes, and themes are fembrained. Cluttered autism dens with anime posters haphazardly mashed together on a wall are malebrained. So trannies, what's your excuse for your living space looking like shit?
>>42334936>what's your excuse for your living space looking like shit?money
>>42334733>oomfwe dont say this here nona
>>42334759I've never see anyone say it but I think that a large degree of the delusion actually comes from self-image. I think the contextualization as attraction to men as "meta" directly correlates to a trannies perception of themself. Trannies who see themselves as ugly, hons or fetishists get the ick from picturing themselves with normal men in normal love so they dehumanize their partner as a way of removing their low self-esteem from the equation.
>>42334733You have no idea what I meant and you probably aren't someone who needs to be aware of this to protect themselves. For men who are looking for more than a hookup it's important.
>>42334806it literally does apply to cis women ur out of touch and probably a moid
>>42333866real
Week 25 day 2 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.is it gay to have a raccon?
>>42334817Yes, you are a faggot.
>>42334817no its just weirdyouve fallen for loveslop
I wonder what my family would think if they knew I often spend 4+ hours a day compulsively masturbating to sissies getting dominated by women. They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.
>>42325507>"Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi commentsIt's always the ones you most expect
>>42325507This is why you can't find anything tasteful to look at in search results for "TS" or "CD" or "TV" it's either a sissy shoving something up their ass or a huge butt brazilian shemale buttfucking a gay actor up the butt. Fags are retarded if they don't think these people are LGBT.
"never ask a conservative what kind of porn they jerk off to"
>>42327242>faggot liberal termsnah it's the white supremacist capitalist patrairchy that assigns everyone a sex at birth. if you use those terms you'll sound really smart. trust me, goy.
>>42327052yeah. you're not a sissy if your 40 year old Mistress wearing mom jeans gets you a dental appointment to get rid of all those dirty teeth so you can wear dentures. you're not a sissy if you keep your pacifier in your mouth at all times and scrub the bathroom while your Mistress is on a date with some poz'd BBC.
titty editionlast brap >>42321178
>>42335264You have to be patient and go slow.
>>42335247He wasn't convincing to me as a dom even a little bit.
>>42335277even if you had a problem with no one you’re an uninteresting and mentally ill spammer not to mention ugly
>>42335247haven't seen it, most gay films are a 5/10 at best, they all seem like they are made for guys over 45
>>42335299You look like a dog.
Give me some LGBT-related conspiracy theories you actually believe in.I'll start:>those viral "males STRUGGLE with this simple challenge!" (like the chair lift, the broomstick challenge, etc.) videos are just a psyop to try to induce/reinforce gender dysphoria in males ("why can i do this even though i'm male? does that mean i'm more like a female?"), the truth is the majority of people can do the challenges easily no matter if they're male or female>ROGD is real and it's a social contagion >the majority of lesbians are just raped women who don't actually like women. they do still find men attractive and want to have sex with them (this is why so many lesbians are fujoshis) they just find it difficult to envision themselves as a woman having sex with a man because they're raped (either mentally by modern femininsm mindpoison (picrel) or phsyically)>being a bottom is just a symptom of narcissism, bottoms are typically very unstable and will gladly ruin someone's life over petty bullshit>the whole "top/bottom" dynamic in general is just an attempt to push heteronormativity into gay relationships, most gay people don't identify with the terms outside of just having a preference in the bedroom. any man who has zero interest in penetrating anyone with his penis is a repper. most gay men are masc4masc and generally switch between topping and bottoming >the "trannies are born with a brain of the opposite sex!" thing was total quackery and will be disproven soon (it already kinda is)
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>>42334170I'm not going to greentext sarcasm quote you again because it's fucking annoying, but here's a quick lesson in realpolitik:If you let them control the narrative, you've already lost.You may not think of it as "losing" because you're an adult who doesn't actually have to worry about the policies that are devastating trans youth. But I assure you, the kids are losing, and the fact that you're willing to abandon them because the "grooming" conspiracy theory is too much of an optics loss is at best extraordinarily selfish and heartless, and at worst the product of a $55,000 psyop division paycheck. Protect trans kids and Go fuck yourself.
>>42334254>"PROTECT TRANS KIDS" they said, as they marhced toward their gravealso nice reddit spacing, mr. shekelsberg
>>42334254Conservatives ARE controlling the narrative and you're helping them do it.The setup:>"Trans people are coming after your children! They want to make YOUR child into a tranny!"Society's reaction:>Holy shit I don't like that! I just barely got on board with the idea of trans adults, and now you're telling me they want to come after my CHILDREN? That can't be true!Tranny reaction:>Yes, we absolutely do want to come after your kids. We absolutely do want your children to become trannies.Society's reaction:>Holy shit they just straight up admitted to it! The conservatives were right all along!
Glowies
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life, never make a bdd passoid your wife!So for my personal point of view get a clocky girl to marry you
>>42334571Wise words
How do I get a cute twinkhon / passoid gf as a twink?
>>423344116'1" is not poonmode heightum get muscly and drop ur local?
>>4233445320 C A L I F O R N I A lol
>>42334457>get musclyno
>>42334372idk alot of them like cock so that'd be hard
>>42334470hmmmm
nonas do you have any good at home workout routines you swear by for legs/ass?kinda gave up on fatmaxxing sorting my butt out since I have the icky belly pouch that forms rather rapidly
>>42334189have you looked into pioglitazone at all nona?
>>42334189Everyone will say the usual shit anyway so I'll add kettlebell swings.
>>42334189just get a walking pad
>>42334189https://youtu.be/n538bSON2kA?si=tl3t4SrmFEIy0wx5This is an 8 minute buns video. especially good if you are a hussie he is just so sexy nothing like sexy 80s men. He also does 8 minute legs and abs.
>>42334315I'm keeping it as a last resort, I've only been on E for like a year
thread for telling people which one their artstyle isi go first
Person had deleted her photo when I went back to paint it the next day. (1/2)
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>>42331220fembrained>>42331456>>42331469malebrained
>>42331220fembrained
>see someone who pass>> i will never look this good i'm an ogre i should kms>see someone who doesn't pass>> i look just like this i'm an ogre i should kmshow do i stop doing this? (without kms)
Uhh idk maybe just stop being so judgy?
>>42333850>how do i stop doing this? (without kms)are u cute and just have brain aids or what
>>42334057no i'm ugly but i do have brain aids>>42334035how do i do that?
>>42334095>no i'm ugly but i do have brain aidscomparison is the thief of joyput on a nice outfit and feel good about it
therapy or some shit idk just get mental help
