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I'm doing DIY HRT since June. I feel so good, I started on a small hondose but I've been going with 200mg spiro and 10mg estradiol sublingual since July and I'm seeing and feeling the changes. What else should I be taking? I read that you should be steady on E like this for 2-3 years and saturate your body with E before taking whatsitsname that feminizes your fat deposits and makes you curvy and all.
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If I'm taking 50mg spironolactone, and I have 25mg pills, is it better to take twice at once or space them out?
>>40923061every 12 hours is better bc of spiro half life
nobody told me about the injection lumps how do i get rid of them and avoiding them, got a large one on my tummy and its stressing the shit out of me. some other trannies said they are normal and caused by poor technique. please help
how come every other trans person is talented at something like producing music or drawing art, meanwhile I’m completely useless and have no talent at all? I feel so out of place in the trans community because they’re all better than me
just pick one thing and stick to it
>>40924298I like video games and webcomics. The main reason I tried to get good at art was because I wanted to gain the skills needed to make a game or webcomic.I didn’t know that most people also experience that same shame and frustration. I remember venting about those feelings when I was actively practicing art, and I remember an artist online responding to it by saying that maybe art wasnt for me if it made me feel that way
>>40924395Idk what to do about that then, since passion isn’t something I can just choose to have
im drawing a crossdressing superhero
>>40925044Cool. I don’t have the talent to make anything like that
Post your self harm scars, I need something to pleasure myself to.If you don't have any nice ones just carve a little heart for me.
>>40925159You do not look like that
>>40925159>carve a little heart for meAre you the same guy who got AudreyPoster to do that to herself?
>>40925159thoughts?https://unseecc/album#NoghkN9x9FkF
For trans women who have never experienced any attraction towards afabs.
>>40922539apple watch y/n
>>40923068n
blanchard is a fraud
Post unconventional transition goals and giwtwmsGoals that aren't just pornbrain "hurr person hot sexy"
>>40923753
sigourney weaver
>>40923753I just wanna grow old and give off stereotypical librarian lady vibes, that's all
This thread isn't agp enoughPump it up
>>40925199Shhhh!
bpd tranners are worth loving
>>40924328How are you supposed to find a avpd gf
>>40923893bpdemons aren't valid
Bpdemons deserve to be tortured as much as they claim to actually be suffering
>>40925058TRVEwe should validate their worldview and crucify them in the town square
>>40925058you wouldn’t last a day
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40923725So I haven’t read a full article on it, but with a preliminary google search I’m gonna say I don’t think I have alexithymia. I definitely experience and aware of some very negative emotions.
>>40923707Maybe I’m burned out from this life. Idk.
>>40923500i didnt mean to imply that it was one or the other, but youre probably right in that it is fairly uncommon.i sort of had what you described with my ex, but with enough mental illness sprinkled in to cause lasting damage. whats worse is that i'm now naturally distrustful of anything similar.>>40923568i think you can be vulnerable with people outside of online spaces, but you have to know when to do so, and with who. people love to say>nobodys REAL or GENUINE anymore, why cant i be vulnerable with people?after they get back from trauma dumping onto their blind date.its definitely easier in an online setting, because so many people struggle in finding meaningful connections today and are willing to let just about anybody in, but obviously that can cause problems.
>>40924384I try not to trauma dump IRL, I'm better at containing it except for like right after something happens. Remembering how I was and everything around me after I got in a fatal car crash yesrs ago still bothers me because roomates and suitmates basically didn't care even while I was concussed and recovering from injuries. But online I am definitely bad about random trauma dumping because it is easy and my mood is poorer alone.
so what kinda pussy and bussy can i pull based on my build?
I've been trying to figure out if I'm trans or cis for about a year now.Tried looking for signs in my childhood. There were none.Tried introspecting whether I am dysphoric. Feel just fine with my body, mostly apathetic, but not like anything is wrong.Tried a more feminine gender presentation. Felt either nothing or felt horrible.Tried using different pronouns on a alt-account. It just felt like I was lying to people.Tried hrt for a couple of months. Felt alright at first, but it began to feel profoundly wrong when the changes started to show.Every single thing I've tried up until now has only reaffirmed the fact that I am just a cis man.Being cis is obviously the more pragmatic, and thus preferable, outcome, but I simply can't accept it. Every time I am reminded I'm cis, a crippling dread washes over me. I should love being a man, simply because I am one, but I can't help but obsess over what I am not and never will be. A woman.How do I accept once and for all that I am just a cis man, and that I won't ever be a woman, and also that I don't want to be a woman to begin with?
>>40924649Ig you knew you were trans and dysphoric and thus there were concrete reasons for taking E. My situation is different, where I know I am cis but cannot accept that
>>40924684Yeah when dealing with trans issues everyone is so imprisoned by the cis normaitve concept of reality where everyone is trapped in a box of male/female. Being trans isnt about being male or female because transition is always partial. Thats why there is so much cope over how "trutrans" you are because everyone wants so badly to be normal and live a normative life but its limiting to stay in that box. Transition will always be partial, its better to think in terms of specific changes rather than trying to put yourself in a box.
>>40924684>Does that come from shame over what you want compared to what you feel you should be wanting, or is it that you dislike those things for yourself?I can't tell, especially since it oftentimes wildly fluctuates between the two.On some days I really want to desire to be a woman, simply to escape from what I am right now, and on other days I am deeply disgusted merely by imagining myself as someone trying to pretend to be a woman>It sounds like you could either have TOCD and these are just obsessions, or you may be trans and have just internalized that this is something wrongI really really hope I don't have TOCD, but only because that would mean I also have OCD, which is something I really don't want to have to deal with. It's probably not TOCD though, since I don't have and obsessions or compulsions outside of thinking about gender.It also doesn't feel like I am trans, since I simply am most comfortable with being a man. I really don't like it, but it's the only thing that feels right. As mentioned in the op, I've tried plenty of stuff just to see whether I'd feel any happier, and nothing had any positive effect. There definitely is underlying shame to it all, but mostly because it feels like I'm trying to skinwalk a trans person rather than my male self>IMO the main thing you need to determine is what physical traits and presentation make you feel better/happierGenuinely, how do I determine this if everything only ever had negative results? I really don't want to be pessimistic, but I genuinely can't think of any physical traits or presentation that would make me feel happy. I am comfortably numb with my current presentation, only because it's almost devoid of any personality
some real shit in this thread. idk. i see myself as a cis man who was very close to just living a normal life with normal moid friends. just got bored one day and reddit tranny slop gave me brainworms. got on diy almost immediately in my late teens and now im trapped on it and every day wanna come off. no one irl knows about my hrt use. i see it purely as an addiction for me. i hate it. i wish i could stop. im just in too deep to let it go. part of me almost feels dysphoric at my hideous beta male tranny body and another loves it bc i have agp. anyways. i ended up a weird looking twinkhon bodymoder thing and i keep my hair short. its tough out here. honestly OP, your basically just begging us to convince you to start hrt. Dont do it. It ruined me. Run away. It doesnt get better. Being a man is fine and wholesome, dont let some stupid substance issue get in the way of it.
>>40924928>honestly OP, your basically just begging us to convince you to start hrtQuite the opposite actually. I'm currently about one month on hrt, and I desperately need to convince myself I'm genuinely ruining my life by continuing to take it. I genuinely dread the changes, but stopping it also means I'll just go back to being a regular cis man, which is almost equally as dreadful
Those who are prehrt or early in transition post pics so others can assess their future passability. and even if you’re like 3 years+ into trooning you can still post pics ig idk probably should’ve just made a /passgen/ instead since there’s not one up right now but idk.
>>40924244awww i'm sorry i'm glad ur doing better
unless you retard trannies want only one person to see your picture can you start using litterbox instead of unsee
>>40924492Unsee can let any number of people see pictures for up to 6 hours, it's just that the default is for only one person to be able to see the image and people here keep forgetting to change the default.
>>40901989I'm 1 year 7 months into my transition 5'3 130 lbsExactly as long as me <3 I haven't had ffs tho, too broke lmaoWith that said id say you pass better than me.>>40903376It's not over at all, with the proper diet and exercise you'd slay>>409119524 months?? You're gonna have big breasts >>40915524You need to shave but you have a pretty face
>>40925269you look nice !
Living in the UK is becoming increasingly difficult.People are now openly threatening to attack me just for walking near them. How are things in your country, are you safe on a daily basis?
>>40922264Energy drinks should be banned from life tbf
>>40921732You don’t pass at all then, I’m sorry
>>40916575based?
>>40921732bongs got a bad case of the TDS after TPTB brexited things a bit too hard and needed to figure out the next bogeyman (with cishons being all too happy to be useful idiots, I mean TERFs)
>>40923011I'm OP. No, don't be stupid.How can I go to Muslim countries, albeit as a tourist, and be treated with more compassion and respect than the country I was born in.How can i get the eurostar, "excuses me madam, how can I help you", "The toilets are on the left miss", etc, then two hours later I'm getting misgendered, on occasion. Terf Island has been mind raped, people thought Daniel Radcliffes pregnant wife was trans, Katie Ledecky received years of abuse online, and she's the most successful female swimmer of all time.It isn't us. It's British people.
I'm ftm and have a breeding fetish. I'd never want to actually be pregnant, but i want the perception of risk and to be cum in raw straight into my poon. I do also like women and would like to do that to them, but I have to take what I've got.
>>40924031>Fulfilling existence cause I cosplay as a dudeLot of assumptions there. Especially that whole "am I there yet" and "will they treat me like a dude even though it's entirely possible they know I'm not" weight that's going to follow you for life. My favorite, is the one you don't think of. >Is this the year they finally disprove trans scientifically; Because when trans theories politically falling out of fashion, that means science disputing trans theory is gaining more funding, rather than being cut off because it was frowned upon.
>troon out over a fetish>detroon over a fetishschrodingers troon
if ur trying to justify a reason to detransition then you might subconsciously want to detransition.
>>40921482real
don't detrans
how do i know if i have real dysphoria or if i'm just fucking ugly
>>40924407When you see an objectively attractive man does the idea of looking like him feel like a good thing or a big thing?
>>40924407i have real dysphoria because i'm really fucking ugly. i lowk look like picrel
>>40924628same. all hrt did was make me look like even more of a ghoul
>>40924407Goon your clitty to find out
>>40924659the worst thing is i didn't look like this when i started estrogen. it happened to me in a window where i got taken off it in a psychward. thinking about it makes me lowkey suicidal
okay guys so I recently found out I'm xxy and I did more research on it and it apparently lowers your IQ??? I can't cope finding out I could've been super smart instead of regular smart
>>40924282I bet you look positively adorable, you intersex creature :>
>>40924290wish I got one where I would be afab
>>40924282Does that mean you have a pussy and a cock, just like my futa doujins?? If so, please give me a picture
>>40925091no it means that I looked like an elongated failed male pre transition
are you AGP, HSTS or a secret third type of tranny: nigga?
>>40923451i try not to be racist but black people are too funky for me to acknowledge without cringing
>>40923451
im mtn (male to nigga)
These are not cool and they are not sexy at all. Stop doing it.
>>40922376omg that's adorable, might try in a sec :3
>>40920187If I hadn't cut, I wouldn't have been diagnosed.If I hadn't been diagnosed, I wouldn't have gotten meds.If I hadn't gotten meds, I wouldn't be better today.Cutting was, in hindsight, a desperate cry for help, and in my case, the only way that I got to be heard, after decades of neglect and hand waving by incompetent therapists.
>>40920224im not gonna lie anon this is not that deephow are u going shallower than this?
it was worth a try, i guess
>>40925080i think you did ok remember to clean up
