I've been on Hrt for 14 months and I feel mostly the same as a person except that I can cry now?When do i ascend to consciousness 2.0 but also sadly get the drawback of wanting to be fucked by men?
>>40932741get your labs checked and keep your testosterone supressed and estradiol good and throw some progesterone into the mix and give it a couple years and your brain will rewire.
>>40932752This was when I was on Een 10 every 10 days. Now I'm on the same amount but 8 days.Also gonna start prog In december cuz thats 18 months from starting.Someone recomended me that 18months should be the latest that i start it.
Picel is vivian musk posing at a drag show. I really like her, but can someone explain why so many trannies hang around places like drag shows, waving the flag? It feels like this board is the only place who wants to actually transition, and not just be a fag in a dress? Or are normie trannies really ok with being put in the same category as a drag queen lol?Please do not reply if you are anything but a mtf as I don't care to hear nor value your opinion. Thanks xo
>>40932665To many now trannies drag was our first safe outlet, it kinda works as a coping mechanism as well, you get to do something with your feminity instead of burying it inside. That's how I treated it, at least as long as it worked as a cope, all copes are doomed to fail eventually.But it can also be confusing, I know some queens who didn't even realise they're trans until later on because they couldn't fully comprehend what's actually going on, why they had that nasty feeling that didn't go away, but got less severe while in drag.
Flamers defending drag queens as trans "allies", this board has gone completely to shit.
It's basically minstrelry. From what I've seen, no shade to queens, it's a way for young impoverished queer people to earn extra cash and have a community. It's sad that they have turn to clown shows to do that and I'm not gonna be all yass queen slay about it because it's fucking annoying and cringe. The first time I went to an event someone gave me cash to hand to the queen during her number because "you have to do it". It's such a ritualized performance.
>>40932719>It's basically minstrelry. From what I've seen, no shade to queensDrag shows are in fact clown shows, drag queens, as in the personas they put on, are in fact a type of clowns, everyone within their community understands that. It's basically like mimes, jesters, and conventional clowns, one big clown family.But what many fail to understand is that the queens, the gays behind the persona and not the persona itself, are different/separate persons from their clown personas.
>>40932591>>40932628/THREAD
QOTT:Weed. Smoke or edibles?QOTT#2:If you don't do weed. What is your favorite drink?
>>40928265Sheesh need you to be my wife
>>40932123please do not take the mask off
>>40928000my lungs are COOKED.so i like edibles. and mushroom edibles.and i'll put down a few shots of vodka also.but not enough to keep me off my toes.i was tripping like.. 8 hours ago. mushroom chocolate. but it was comfy.
>>40931414>>40931440He’s right. Mt Dew is goated.
I am about to head to classes for the day. Perhaps someone very kind would be able to meet up before classes and spank me extremely hard a couple times in public. Maybe hard enough to leave marks for a couple hours.https://litter.catbox.moe/xkcrgfaphol2nu1l.jpg
2 months ago this board was full of people who would unironically believe in blanchards typology and call him daddy. why are yall gone? why is everyone posting that "blanchard is a fraud"? why is 4chan suddenly woke? if there are actual blanchardists reading this, please post your weird takes, please prove how blanchard and bailey were right, i miss how i would argue with you about stuff back in the day
>>40932557i think they went back to school.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFvUnAi8aUM
>>40932642>Very few deny agp and the cope now is that it is normal female sexuality.wasnt this the default cope since 2009, back when moser published his study? >>40932662thats basically what i did, i took a break and i'm back since yesterday. im better now, trust me.
>>40932696>agp is nonexistentagp clearly exists but not the way blanchard described it. are you now trying to deny existence of people who get aroused by the thought of being female/feminine?
>>40932710im proud of you. Remember to take regular breaks
>>40932710>wasnt this the default cope since 2009, back when moser published his study?nta but nothere are now a bunch of studies that were published after 2009 that explain how womens sexuality isnt just the inverse of mens sexuality>>40932724thats not what agp is. what youre describing is transvestic fetishism, another term coined by blanchard
>literally one of the most accepting places in the world for trannies>MUH TERF ISLAND REEEEEEEEE
>>40925366Year, reference, who made this? This is some manipulative ms paint map used to further retarded agendas. I could say this is a map of people that answered yes to Portugal being a Slavic country by the distribution of the values.
>>40925437>bare faced self acknowledged projection onto all of humanity Worst gaslight skill check I can recall
>>40925366>posts of a pic of 2015, the literal peak of trans acceptanceOP where have you been the last 10 years?
>>40925366>Passing UK tranny 10 years into transitionIts free as fuck here ngl. Just dont be poor or a lateshit.
>>40925366I don't need to check the source to know it's obviously outdated.
Previous >>40915408• Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages• HRT related medical experiences and research• Availability and pricing of medications• Rational and scientific discussionSee following post for a pharmacy list.Survey: https://1drv.ms/xs/s!AudRJceTA5C9c2G5lCV2Avq0kQ0▶ Survey data: https://1drv.ms/x/s!AudRJceTA5C9cyIWo6_X14AvHyM▶ HRTGen Data Analysis: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gRLLWnbpdzlIxe4r▶ HRT Info Sheets: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzW▶ Pill ID: https://www.drugs.com/imprints.php▶ DrugBank: https://www.drugbank.com/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40931820At this stage I can't even tell if you're serious or not..Please stay far away from hormones.
is there any real different between een ev ec aside from dosign frequency? reading language like "higher peaks" etc makes me scared my een wont be as effective as if i had chosen ec or ev
>>40932517</3 :(I just want to look more feminine naturally..
>>40930718>blood testsThey're in the OP's resources.▶ Blood tests (US): https://www.privatemdlabs.com/, https://www.labsmd.com/▶ Blood tests (UK, Ireland): https://www.medichecks.com/▶ Blood tests (Canada Only): https://bloodtestscanada.com/▶ Blood tests (Sweden): https://werlabs.se/▶ Blood tests by mail: https://www.letsgetchecked.com/>what about ppl like hrtwinks or femboys? They seem to have relatively small breasts, plus if I'm taking a low dosage it won't grow so much right?I can tell you that after only a few months, I got breasts that require a sports bra to hide, and that was on a dose that I made too low by mistake. How much or how little you grow breasts is very dependent on your genetics.>>40931820That drug is raloxifene. It inhibits breast growth but I don't know anything about it and I don't know anyone on this board who has claimed to use it long term
>>40932581If you really want to be feminine and take HRT forever but don't want breasts, you should plan on getting top surgery later.But yeah, microdosing isn't really a thing. You can't pick and choose what happens. A low dose only slows everything down, but everything still happens simultaneously.
>be me>boymoder, 8 months on hrt>spend my days doomscrolling, trying to cope with tfwnobf>one evening i meet a boy on discord>he's cute smart, creative, capable, sweet and we have common interests, basically a perfect man>lives quite far away but it's manageable>we click instantly>we spend hours, talking late into the night about life, games and random stuff, sending each other memes and images>he wants to date me>i decide to be honest and tell him i'm trans>ready to get ghosted>"it's okay!">although he doesn't really understand what "being trans" pertains>asks me a lot of dumb questions>doesn't matter, i'm just glad that such a nice man accepts meComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
im 18 months into hrt, how big should my boobs be..?
>>40932645i got weird C cups at 3,5 years so idkhow big are ya moms boobs
>>40932645Depends on your genetics or whatever
>>40932657>>40932667welp fuck, my sister is as flat as a board :/
>>40932645have you started gaining weight?
>>40932718tryyinggg, ive gained 10kg but i dont feel like its done that much desu, but i was pretty under weight.
bpd tranners are worth loving
>>40929727Just general therapyDBT on it's own won't fix you, you need to understand all your core beliefs, triggers, maladaptive copes and where most of it originated. A hugely important thing is learning to meet the feelings that arise in you with compassion. You have to imagine yourself as a dear friend. If they were distressed you wouldn't tell them "Stop it, that's stupid or whatever." It seems small and unimportant but once you start meeting these emotions with care and safety, and you practice that every day, even the days you feel good; you eventually stop externalising all your worth. It's a long road to recovery. And you will need to practice these things deliberately probably for the rest of your life (that's where I'm at at the moment) but over time the 0-100 freak out stuff and the painful attachment stuff goes away and your world will get a lot bigger. Good luck anon
>>40930032I'm doin well these days ty for wishing me well. I hope you're good too
>>40930075ty fren
FACT CHECK: BPD isnt real and is just a diagnosis given to traumatized women who have proven too difficult for some doctors to treat especially in group settings
I LOVE YOU L
how do i get a strong hairy daddy bf like this as an ugly neverpasser tranny?
>>40932580you trying to compensate for something?
>>40932688Nobody likes bi men desu, you guys often are terrible partners
>>40932706Damn, I literally just came in the thread to try and offer helpful advice. Good luck and be well.
God blesses those who bless Israel
>>40932664Drop your discord I'll send you nudes rn
I peruse this board once in a while, had something happen to me that’s got me feeling a bit melancholic. Wanted to tell someone abt it but can’t say it to any one irl because I keep my shit in the closet. So you fags can read it instead>be me>in uni>living in dorm >bored out of my mind>room mate is a stoner / loser who is always out with his junkie buddies>dorm next to mine has a normal dude and a shorter skinny Peruvian boy>everyone else is ordinary and forgettable>go to a party this one time, full of shitheads and is boring >about to leave>bump into Peruvian boy>he spills a cup of something onto my shirt>cuss him out >he just timidly apologizes while not making eye contact Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
bump for OP, pls post more greentext
>>40928297>i didnt desire him for being weak and fragile. i didnt even desire him to start with. it was more so the opposite. i was just mad at him. how can a guy be so weak? how can a guy be so submissive? it pissed me off that he would timidly do everything i told him to do. it wasnt just the body. even his mind was so opposite to mine..sooo you wanna see him get more confident and stuff?
>>40930811I don’t know. I just want to see him again. It’s just ugh. Man. I miss him.
Peruanooooo.
i wish i was meek and quiet but growing up with my retarded family where the literal only way to get people to listen is to shout and be aggressive broke me, i cant handle being loud so i just have anger issues now
it ain't easy being a bottom chaser
>>40932566sounds like fun
Is this true of you, trannies?
>>40918818That's fake news spread by destiny
>>40918878>Where's the lieYour brain is small and smooth if you accept any of those assertions at face value.
>>40932666He just posts ragepost on twitter. His overall point is that some people use their marginalized identities in leftist circles to shield themselves away from criticism
>>40918868He's pretty much telling the truth about first world unions supporting imperialism. Read history. But whether that means we have to stop unionizing is a whole other issue.
I think there's plenty of criticisms to be made about white trans people that DOESN'T directly attack their validity... Especially since it's 3x easier for an unremarkable white person to pretend they are Audhd, have OSDD, or claim they are a starseed indigo child than medically transition.
I'm gonna stop pretending I don't want to receive oral.
>>40930899it's very mid especially if you are not very big
>>40930899Are you a tranner? Don’t they hate having their hocks messed with at all?
need gf to 69 with
>>40930943thats the idea
>>40930899Same. Any takers for my first gock sucker?
No one understands the beauty of dykes and the ones who do are usually ciscels
i want to be in a hrtwink 4 nohrt ftmdyke relationship but i am unfortunately too homosexual to make it work
>>40932588He would be beautiful if he started t
>>40932588>пью тaблeтки oт бeд c бaшкoи
>>40932588Elliot Rodger if he was slavic
>>40932700*If he was beautiful and ethereal