I've never wanted to be a girl growing upI've never felt acute discomfort from pubertyI've never hated being a boy and wanted to grow up as a manI've felt pride in my masculine features. My deep voice, broad shoulders, and muscular buildI had no issues with intimacy and my genitals Despite all of this, learning about hrt and the process of transitioning at 20 flipped a switch. A switch that's not mineThe intense envy I feel when I see women around my age is not realThe disgust I feel whenever I'm reminded of my grotesque appearance is not realThe utter despair I feel at imagining living as a man is not realCrying in a fetal position over the fact that I'm a man is just me playing pretendThe abject horror I've felt when I've tried hrt and the effects started to show is enough proof that I'm just cisI wish I were a woman to begin with, but I don't want my self to be a woman, and I hate being a manI've never felt human. Always a facsimile, a skinwalker, a puppet, a living corpse
I’m a cis male man but I keep injecting estrogenIt’s not even a fetish it’s nothingA hobbyIfgafIwi never be anything but a corpseI died in 2012This is after credits
Learning about trooning out is a cognitohazard, I feel you brother. The only way out is in.
>>40962411Sane here. It just feels like I'm trying the most absurd things I can think of before my eventual suicide. I'm not doing anything out of the norm except transitioning though
>>40952966then stopyoua re a manStop this crap and go be a real manI am 100% seriosuFucker you are ruining peoples lives you know that right?Stop being evil and go live your life as the man you are
so many enbies itt...
you have a duty to save an incel. dont be selfish
>>40961159i would if they wanted me..
I had a girl from here save me and then I fucked it up.
>>40961764why did you do that anonim currently working on my own pet neet i really hope he doesnt leave me :(
>>40961791I wish I was a pet
>>40961764same and then we both fucked it up
I was just looking at FTM transition timelines. God, trans men are so cool. They're taking everything I never was. I wish I could be with a cool trans guy and we'd comfort each other and cry on each other's shoulders and hype each other up and also just be understanding of each other's dysphoria. Cis people just don't fucking get it. Even the ones who think they get it don't really get it, as much as I very much appreciate the cis people in my life who are supportive.t. a boymoder who's almost starting to look like a girl
>>40962636You deserve a real man
>>40962636i hope you will find your pooner boyfriend
>>40962668Trans men are real men. I just feel like I'm not feminine and womanly enough yet to deserve a boyfriend.
why do trans women only represent themselves online with anime girls. especially anime children or ridiculously busty anime women
>>40962060i represent myself as a sanrio character, is it better?
>>40962083sanrio is anime
>>40962060because their goal is to become what they want to fuck
>>40962060Fake troons who are malesjust move on
>>40962060Because I've had multiple boob surgeries and have massive fucking balloons. Fuck you I earned my stripes.Better question, why do faggy online types like OP use a death note character to ask such a thing?
What’s the point of the makeup and lingerie if fucking a femboy is still gay
>>40962529Holy sexo
>>40962529>>40962564>>40962569Like I'm gay, and pic rel is far too fem for me to be interested. like i'm ok with androgyny, but thats too fem.
>>40962529Male + male = homosexualYou are the most notorious gay person on this board and the worst tripfag
>>40962572Cool story faggot. Unfortunately despite your arbitration liking a dick and balls as a man is infact gay.
>>40962498Making a cute guy wear a dress & calling him a girl before I fuck him. It’s like a multilayered perversion.
The male loneliness epidemic hit zoomers so fucking hard that there is an entire genre of boys now that have completely fagged out because they are too delicate for manhood. They have been socially and economically feminized and gone from what would have been completely straight, normal sensitive guys to homoerotic bottoms. Nobody seems to want to talk about it because it would involve swallowing some hard truths but it is clear as day. As a millennial man there is just a prime bussy buffet out there of the most affection craving, nastiest, neediest bottoms.
>>40952206How exactly are you supposed to recover from being like this? No matter how much I try to suppress it it just doesn't let go, I'm tired of thinking about doing stuff with men all the time when I know I can't make any of that work, it gets so frustrating to just never be able to ignore it
>>40961607NTA but I don't like stinky cock desusucked my first one last week, it was clean and odorless and I loved it
JUST FUCK ALREADY
>>40956568I mostly met gays irl as friends or FTM my entire interaction and attraction to mtf is based on here but in my experince femboys like this are everything I wish trans women were. They are fun, do not stress about stuff and know its a sexual larp most of the time Unless you pass 100% just saying you are a cross dressing femboy solves literally every issue in the trans community. Wanting to be a women is a weird nebulous thing but wanting to be hot is universally understood also did they do actual porn cause i gotta nut
>>40952747>momentum but with the internet you just step over every cultural and sociological boundary that was meticulously crafted over hundreds of years so peoples sons would turn out normalgood. cage is rusty now. they shall be set free. fuck being "normal" man. thats deranged af. like tolkiens orc, beauitiful souls made evil and wicked through torment.fear not, freedom comes.
>ftm showers me with excessive amounts of sexual attention>then randomly ghosts mewhy?
>>40961119nuh uh. stop.
>>40961015Probably the most male brained thing they could do.
>>40961015He's probably mentally unwell.
>>40961015He's probably just asleep bro don't worry
>>40961015Tell me more about this pooner of yours and I'll tell you what's wrong with him
>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
This is bad, im starting to hate transwomen
>>40962539Why anon
>>40959817This has to be at least the 5th thread I've seen with this pic. >>40962539Why hate when you can date.
>>40962592Transwomen are so fucking rude and they do not care about us. A lot of them are totally brain broken, and they have completely co-opted the trans label. The moment transmen try to have anything, transwomen fuck it up. >>40962603I date one and shes one of the few good ones which makes me feel guilty.
>>40962619>do not care about us. Personally I try to have active opinions instead of reactive opinions. I mostly only follow my strict moral compass and sense of self and when I see other people failing my standards I feel sorry for them (because moral failing is personal failing) but I'm not compelled to act differently. Example: I am respectful of others because I value that behavior whatever may be the way the other person acts.>A lot of them are totally brain brokenCommon transexual trait. >they have completely co-opted the trans labelYes, no, maybe. Personally I prefer to be associated to binary trans people then the majority of trans mascs etc etc... But either way I'm not trying to present myself as trans publicly so all this internet identity war does not interest me much.>The moment transmen try to have anything, transwomen fuck it up.Are you referring to something specific I don't know about?>I date one and shes one of the few good ones which makes me feel guilty.Irl trannies will always be more sensible then the online ones. Thats why I am spending less and less time in online trans spaces (or online in general).
General for all nonbinary, intersex, questioning, and friends.QOTT: What is your favorite biome?QOTT2: What cultural cuisine do you enjoy the most?
well I'm never going to a club again I'm way too autistic for that shit
>>40955522>What’s special about American breakfastsA lot of cultures just have a bread/pastry with some coffee, or don’t have foods specific to breakfast at all.>American breakfast as in the USI suppose Canada is similar, but where I’d expect the US to have the stereotypical US abundance and weirder things like “birthday cake pancakes” or something, I find Canada tends to showcase more of their French influence, and the maple (croissants, crêpes, maple bacon/sausage). I’m actually not sure which one I would put first out of the two, both are very strong.UK breakfast is also pretty good but I think the US and Canada take it to the next level. I have not been to Australia or New Zealand yet so I’m not sure how they compare to the other anglosphere breakfasts.
>>40961623true! i never could understand the hype for raves and parties and shit like that. i would rather stay home and relax.
>>40961623basedthe world needs more queer people not into clubbing culturethere's dozens of us!
>>40961669my american breakfast tends to be just “whatever is easiest”, which in general is a very american mindset ig. literally if i just have yogurt in the fridge or something frozen or bread, bc getting something more than that will cost either time or money. the first real meal tends to be lunch for me at least
What is the gay way of liking women?
>>40962602Probably thinks wanting a woman to crush your balls with her feet is liking women in a gay way
>>40962602Wanting to scissor instead of insert a penis into them.
The Thread editionQOTT: any of yous know how to sew?prev >>40940749
>>40961991They are real womanId you can’t honmode even when you go out with friends you arent trutransIf 5 of your friends collectively ask you to go shopping abd do you a mage over just do you can for one night honmode because they love you but you instead ghost all of them abd disappear it means you are a male man and hrt will do nothing for youIf your entire friend group hates you for being male you prolly are even Though you are supposed to be a trans woman like them but are just a fat ugly agp mef tocd nigger with no dysphoria.
ghosting lifk 99% of my friends becuase they tohught i was trans is so hard...yes ill leave here too i just like the attention
soooo apparantly im cute?
>>40962620Congrats nona <3
>>40962623thank you but i think im schizoid and really REALLY strange because im still alone
Prev: >>40876908QOTT: favorite fantasy creature?
Or it could be that "repressing" doesn't work if you think about it too much, and you need to just let the feelings go, or many it takes lots of personal growth and hard work dealing with trauma and working through your feelings and that leads to reconsidering if transition is what you truly want in life. idk just theories
>>40959685>working through your feelingsThis is what I’m trying to do. I don’t want to be stuck feeling like this forever, and I also don’t expect it to go away on its own when it’s something I’m still struggling with as an adult. I’ve waited long enough.This year I’m actively trying to work on the things I think I could be mistaking for dysphoria to see if it will make it go away. If not, I’m going to surrender and take HRT. I don’t want to wait around just for my hips to get bigger. That discussion from a few threads back scared the shit out of me.
>>40959685I don't try to think about such feelings, they sneak up on me and I try to mostly let them pass by. My deepest indulgence is posting here and I don't post about dysphoria unless it's bad enough to be upsetting me and im already not transitioning anyway
>>40916994is it possible to use sex to rep? i wonder if i had been more of a slut in my teen years if i could have repped
we need to get rid of trannies entirely
God dammit how do I find a trans woman to do this to me holy shit I want this so bad.
>>40962098>>40962146I really don’t want to say I would be a sub but it is my deepest darkest desire I would love to be a submissive top
>>40962149Shame you probably don't live anywhere near me. Sounds perfect
I do this all the time with my hookups, seek and you shall find ^^
>>40962149Submissive top is the apex of the human spirit though. You’d be choosing to walk a God amongst peonst. subtop
>>40960567I need this so bad but will never have it
anyone into shock collars? what are they like?do they make ones for people or do you just get a regular pet one?i always wanted to try but never had a partner for it
>>40962180I wish I could push myself to be like that so color me envious of what you’re into. I need higher pain tolerance
>>40962188idk if its about pain tolerance so much as just being able to grit your teeth and bare it knowing that the super warm glowy feeling is coming once the pain fades a bitanyways good luck nonny
I love them, sadly me and my ex broke up so I've had no cause to shock anyone in some time.its fun to handcuff someones hands behind their back so they cant take the collar off.
>>40961738I like and can endure a lot of pain, but the pain caused by those collars are not enjoyable. but the humilliation aspect of it is so fucking hot, that I love setting it to maximun lol. (but you need to becareful with it, because it can really damage your skin beyond repair)
can't wait to own guns
how realistic it is for a transgirl to become a cow? i was able to induce lactation and it is like the best feeling ever! like it didnt feel as good as say sex but i felt this warm and fuzzy "maternal feeling" if that even makes sense >.<so now i have been milking myself almost daily
>>40961496how did you induce it?
>>40961633I like to struggle though piño. Some resistance to taking the milk before I’m made to drink right from the nipple : D
>>40962153nta but probably something like this?https://www.mayoclinic.org/healthy-lifestyle/infant-and-toddler-health/expert-answers/induced-lactation/faq-20058403
>>40961496I want suck your tits.
>>40961496fake fetishist male
