>QOTT: Is this the end for terje?>QOTT2: Will he ever escape Gloves gaping maw?
>>40978507tiny shoulders
>>40970020omg girl! u should go to portland!! its teh best city on earth :3
>>40978238not grindr that's for sure
Do ponners need birth control, or does testosterone save you from taking pills over time?
>>40980080Birth control actively makes taking testosterone not work(its either estrogen or prog), but you can still absolutely get pregnant on testosterone.
last thread deadcurrent forecast: no bfall threads bright and beautiful all posters great and smallall posts wise and wonderfulthe jannies banned them all
Can't spell *ESTRADIOL without TRAD
>>40969066Why does everyone care so much about hug boxing, whats really the difference from being a cunt all the time.my day was alright, another day in paradice
>>40980074because hug boxing is denying reality. telling you you don't pass is just telling the truth
>>40980086ya projecting your misery onto other people is super healthy.
>>40980100no it's not healthy, but it is correct.
Life is so hard for me as an ftm but I keep going because that's what I have to dohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkMreIq6BH4
>>40980091yeah i could barely keep making that album for more than like a week by the end of it i just recorded all the vocals in one take looking at my phonewhoops might ruin the magic
>>40980099I will not be dissuaded from my goal. I will remain firm.
>>40980110nah I still think it's cool as hell ty for the music <3
>>40980121https://community.tulpa.info/topic/17095-abvieons-all-in-one-guide-to-tulpa-creation/thank me later
>>40979708gib geld...
>YouTube videos esoteric and frustrating >do in-person voice training lessons>still sound squarely male, get gendered male on the phone, takes enormous amount of effort for nothing >too self-conscious and used to speaking normally to even practice, also have no friendsShould I just give up and just be a boy? I hate this
>>40979966I tried for like 2 months and stopped out of lack of progress and embarrassment for like 5 months. And now even when I try I just sound really bad, and I revert to even worse the second I stop thinking about it.
>>40979991only two months? you realise voice training takes like atleast half a year of daily effort to sound even remotely not badyou just gotta keep going
>>40980018nta but half a year of what?
>>40979914>should I just give up and just be a boy? I hate thisyes. /thread
>>40980018It's just humiliating and I'm not doing anything right.
Im transgender, how do i kill myself?if you don't want me to die where can i buy estrogen?
>>40980026You can go to planned parenthood if you live in a informed consent state other then that go to hrtgen they have all the info you could want or ask for
is egg culture morally correct?
this really is qanon type shit
>>40980062Now that I think about it, it’s basically transvestigating but woke
>>40979974can you guys let a girl be feminine dear god
>>40980112>because he’s feminine he must be a girl>because he’s a girl it makes sense for him to be feminineReally begging the question here.
no
qott: Does anyone in your life know you’re a femrepper?Prev: >>40916994
>>40978943>but honestly why did you want to kill hermany reasons. past child abuse + psychosis, i wasn't thinking straight + conduct disorder agression + i was at an age where you start becoming a person and reexamining your life so ive started realizing that she treated me horribly and getting really REALLY angry at her for that>WHY did you tell her that?!i wanted to scare her bc i thought that if she feared me she'd treat me better. i was raised with a fear = power mentality so its not surprising.
i keep sabotaging and destroying my own life and i can't help it i can't help it i'm just too fucking mentally impaired
>>40979055is it weird that i kinda get that`?not in a pretend-to-get-someone-to-like you (lol you're anon and so am i) but really...i hope you're in a much better place now, idk what i would have done in a similar situation to be honest>>40979429idk but most people in this place is too mentally impaired?!?there are ways out. i hope you find one.
>>40979771>is it weird that i kinda get that`?yes, but being "weird" isnt something bad imo >i hope you're in a much better place nowim not but things might chance soon
>>40980111might change soon* my mind is fucking rotting i cant even spell
surrender to his will
>>40978301That's kind of cute. I like defiance like that. makes it all the more satisfying to break them down into what i want them to be. of course you'd be prideful. of course you want to make your own decisions. and that's fine by me. it just makes the challenge all the more fun. I can already imagine it. pushing your boundaries, inch by inch. day by day. things that you would put your foot down over, suddenly youre letting them happen albeit with some anger. but even that anger would slowly dissipate into "i should just let him do what he wants to do, shouldnt i? theres nothing really wrong with giving in, isnt there?"
>>40978561I can't imagine how you'd have the patience! I'm generally agreeable and people mistake that for obedience until they realize I never do anything I don't want to, it just so happens I usually feel like indulging people. The first time I tell you no I'd probably pout and make a point about play pretend is fine up to a point, but I can't let my guard down with you if I'm scared you're going to take a mile with every inch. I'm sort of naive about rational structured argument so if you lied enough about compromise and respect and wanting to feel closer and pull some line about how I'd have to back down on some things with any partner so why not you, I can be good faith argument tricked into not noticing manipulation until it's too late. Once you've crossed enough lines you could use the emotional blackmail from my humiliation from what I've already conceded to take me the rest of the way down
>>40978912I have an exceptional amount of patience. I know that talk is cheap, but its the truth. if you got to know me, you'd know i mean it.the thing is, i dont really do blackmail or manipulation. sure, the idea may be fun to manipulate someone and wrap them around my finger. but its not as fun as pushing someones buttons in such a way that they cant help but fall for me. they may catch themselves in confusion, wondering "why am i doing this for him? wasnt i upset at him?"I want to carefully unwind someones mind to the point where they cant even think right from wrong anymore. and ultimately, when that happens, ill be right there to catch them in my arms. and put them into a pretty little dress. and make them mine.
>>40979327I don't doubt your abilities, you're dangerously persuasive enough with words alone. Pretty sure part of the trap here is the more one got to know you the more convincing you areI do love being toyed with and outmaneuvered. I'm an open book with an expressive face and can't hide what I'm thinking or feeling at all so getting the reaction you want would be embarrassingly straightforward. I think I'd resist most out of fear that you'd get bored once you get what you want and move on to the next doll in a cycle. If I'm at your mercy completely how do I stop you from leaving, how would exist if you were gone?The falling sounds so good, captured would feel so safe, my thoughts stained with yours would feel complete. Want to be full of you, under you, draped on your lap, always within your grasp.You're boyfriend material I can't wait for you to catch your doll
Would be down
Did blanchard talk about this idk I failed at becoming a real man I just look like a teenage boy after being on T for some years. I want to be a masculine man who dominates twinks but I think I’m just destined to be chased by pedos. I still feel attracted to this form in that I would fuck myself though.
>>40979330I’m glad
>>40979391don’t listen to him, kiddo
>>40979391oh well im not
>>40960669i am so fucking jealous of people like OP. i hate looking like a grown man, it's disgusting.
>>40976566>>40974321what is wrong with females
i think i'm gonna stop talking to the tranny i normally pay 200+ dollars a month to for videos of her farting or shitting. we had such a good thing going but she can't stop her BPD from fucking everything up. literally the easiest money ever and she can't help herself from ruining it. why are trannies like this
>>40979006yeah but she's also bpd like all trannies are. when we first started dealing she had a lil dood bf who didnt know. naturally she tried to give me that girlfriend experience crap even though i told her plenty of times i didnt want or need it. poonie found out she was fuckin around and she had a melty. things havent been the same since
>>40979042This is the way it goes when you talk to tranniesthey're all short term and you need to constantly replace them
>>40979118yeah, its just pain in the ass
i'm just tired man. maybe i should put my money into a normal hobby like alcoholism or anime figurines
gonna make some popcorn
Previous >>40918442• Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages• HRT related medical experiences and research• Availability and pricing of medications• Rational and scientific discussionSee following post for a pharmacy list.Survey: https://1drv.ms/xs/s!AudRJceTA5C9c2G5lCV2Avq0kQ0▶ Survey data: https://1drv.ms/x/s!AudRJceTA5C9cyIWo6_X14AvHyM▶ HRTGen Data Analysis: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gRLLWnbpdzlIxe4r▶ HRT Info Sheets: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzW▶ Pill ID: https://www.drugs.com/imprints.php▶ DrugBank: https://www.drugbank.com/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I injected my first hrt ee monotheraphy dose 3 days ago, how do I know that I didnt fuck it up somehow? I dont feel any different or havent noticed any effects whatsoever. Is this normal to not get any effects in the start or should I be worried that I messed up the injection somehow? Do the effects start gradually after a bit more of time?
careach vs shaotong? which has better quality control?https://www.amazon.com/Careach-100PCS-Syringe-Needles-Needle16G/dp/B0B5Z5GZ6Qhttps://www.amazon.com/SHAOTONG-Luer-Lock-Accessories-100Pcs-25G-Long/dp/B09XPTJMF8/
i want to start hrt but i have some fears.i tried diy injections (EEn) some months ago and had some physical health problems (muscle/nerve damage) but i think it was because of the needles and how i injected; it wasn't the estrogen itself that caused problems. so now im afraid of injections.im also afraid of pills because im physically unhealthy in general and im worried i could suffer liver or blood problems.because of these things i started thinking that maybe i should try to transition with help from a doctor, so not diy anymore, but im not sure if i can trust a doctor or a pharmacy, i mean what if whoever might give me the medicine either gives me a placebo or even testosterone intentionally, like if they're transphobic.should i be afraid? i asked sth like this some time ago and it doesnt seem like a doctor would do this and risk being sued, but some pharmacy worker maybe could and not get found out?another option is to try to buy the estrogen by myself again (this time trying to learn more about injections) instead of having it prescribed, and even then maybe i could ask my PCP for advice on how to do the injections.
>>40965445Started prog at 8 months, now at 1.5yrs with like no growth since around 5 months, more rounded than before though but still not really anything noteworthy. Have I stunted growth? Should I stop prog for a long while or am I just fucked?
>>40977403you just started hrt 3 days ago? if so, you will only start noticing things in a few weeks or even 1 month, and its things like, low libido, starting of boobs growth, etc
>I'm homoSEXual, not homoGENDERalHow do you respond?
transgenderism is intrinsically homophobic and is only tolerated because gays are still universally oppressednobody brings up gender unless they are uncomfortable with themselves being gay, or gay people not being attracted to them as the opposite birth sex
>>40979863I want you to explain bisexual trannies and transbians thst date other transbians to me
>>40979800i'm also homoSEXual, that's why i fuck cis men and trans women
>>40979950if you have to be (chemically) castrated to be justifiably attracted to or date the same birth sex you are homophobic
>>40979800"Uhhm can you leave me alone im trying to finish my set""...do... do i know you?""Huh? Are... are you talking to me?""What?"
Would you?
>>40979743exhibit A
They mog me
>>40979243im mogged
any hons wanna start a puppygirl polycule with me we can go for picnics
>>40979885okay but only if you pay for all my weed and i get to write a twitlonger abt u in maybe 2-3 years
She says I look nothing like a woman and wants to know if it's "A Gay Thing" and if I'm trying to attract men. She thinks I'm HSTS! How do I gently explain autogynephilia to her and allay her fears?
>>40975808/thread
>>40975770just tell her you were molested and she'll never ask you anything ever again
>>40975808please stop taking troll threads seriously
>>40978334No I’m autistic and absurdity is harder to read on the internet because absurd things actually happen. It’s okay tho, I posted what I felt like was a clearly sarcastic thread about detransing because of my family (they really want me to do that but the sarcasm is that I was acquiescing) and everyone took it seriously
>>40975770you can't. you're gonna seem like a freak. just got to own it
How the fuck did they win?Trans people were being accepted and seen as normal just a few years ago. My school library back then even stopped stocking Harry Potter
>>40979886make yourself a wall pizza fatass
>>40979777>>40979769i think what is real crazy is how western society was ok with child castration and they even make it trendy
>>40979817this and sjw fatigue
>>40980075we are still ok with mass castration, it's just been euphemistically renamed "gender transition" and trannies still think they are gonna get away with it!
>>40980075Child castration prevents people from becoming rapehons. It's a considerable boon to society.
