I'm just saying, you would look a lot more like a woman next to a big man.
I've never wanted to be a girl growing upI've never felt acute discomfort from pubertyI've never hated being a boy and wanted to grow up as a manI've felt pride in my masculine features. My deep voice, broad shoulders, and muscular buildI had no issues with intimacy and my genitals Despite all of this, learning about hrt and the process of transitioning at 20 flipped a switch. A switch that's not mineThe intense envy I feel when I see women around my age is not realThe disgust I feel whenever I'm reminded of my grotesque appearance is not realThe utter despair I feel at imagining living as a man is not realCrying in a fetal position over the fact that I'm a man is just me playing pretendThe abject horror I've felt when I've tried hrt and the effects started to show is enough proof that I'm just cisI wish I were a woman to begin with, but I don't want my self to be a woman, and I hate being a manI've never felt human. Always a facsimile, a skinwalker, a puppet, a living corpse
>>40955060>an expression of autosexuality whereby arrousal is triggered by the image of the self as a gynomorphso I do have agp.
>>40955295that depends. wearing slip to feel more fem? tv. wearing a slip to hide your tummy fat? agp.
Blanchardianism is beyond retarded but I'm glad it exists. It lets me watch idiots argue pointlessly
My dysphoria is also not realI hate being a manI want to murder the stranger who looks at me in the mirrorI hate my masculinityI hate my male role in societyI do not want the male role in a relationshipI hate looking like a manI hate speaking like a manI hate dressing like a manI hate walking like a manI hate smelling like a manStill don't feel dysphoria
>>40955525Your dysphoria is real and pretty severe as opposed to mine. Most of the time I can live just fine as a man, but there are the occasional flare-ups of it feeling horrible, especially when I'm reminded of how men age
> D cups> no binder> fat> 5'1> long hair> baby face> only dykes will date meno wonder no one takes me seriously is there an ftm version of a hon?
>>40954950He will look better as a boy
>>40955376Objectively false
>>40955636Its true. Being a "girl" sucks
>>40955648Being the terminus of all desire is amazingYou just a chubb poonah
>>40955668>girl says being a girl sucks>moid tells them they're wrongcongrats this is why being a girl sucks
>be closeted transbian>have cis female curious/ straight friends>reveal to me that they always had an interest in me way back before transitioning >all of them have been or are in a relationship with a straight cis guy>in other words they say they want me to use my pp on them>feel genuinely disgusted at the thought but don’t say anything about it>just brush it off as I’m not ready to do a relationship like that.do they see me as some hulking raping male? I think I sometimes give off that I am into women but, I think they completely look at it from a different direction or maybe not.
>>40953849>They still see you as malei want to kms
>>40952544Because they're still men deep down
>>40952518I don't understand the dilemma. You are hitting on straight women, of course they want the penis.
>>40953849>see a male as a male>THIS IS A DECLARATION OF WARLOLtranswomen are malesshe might just like slender, tall, girly males... that's probably the most desired male archetype
>>40952518It's okay to be a man
some say that it can prevent breast growth and i have a few questions regarding that
>>40955250depends on what? also if i take a lower dose of e without an AA will i get smaller tits or will the result eventually be the same?
>>40955538Small dose only makes changes happen slower but they still come. Just use a binder if you are so scared of boobs or save money for a top surgery
>>40955580alr thanks
>>40955538youll get boosted dht and upper-end-of-male-spectrum e, morphing you into a gyno italian instead of the roman femboy u wish u were>>40955580this poster is a hon and hates you personally disregard her lies and stop being such a kike you only need 50mg of bica daily unless you have phatt knuts or already weigh as much as a gyno italian get your money up fgt
>>40955700>you only need 50mg of bica dailyto look more feminine?
Are postop trannies here happy with their SRS results? The things I see online make it seem like actual hell
>>40955551fwiw my sex life has been way more happy and satisfying post-op than it was for the last decade pre-op. i understand the fear of losing your novelty or something but the truth is having a neovagina is even more uncommon and interesting, it’s just less openly fetishized. i think it also lets my partners see me for the mid white woman i am instead of fixating on a part of me that triggers dysphoria. your purpose isn’t to be a gimmick for others, it’s to self-actualize.
>>40955608awww. you sound sweet, anon. your gf if lucky to have you. my understanding is the vast majority of post-op trannies can orgasm from clitoral stimulation and if all else fails, they usually move the prostate to a more convenient spot for PIV sex so there’s that to explore too. personally i actually still prefer anal which i know is kinda ridiculous but i haven’t gotten any complaints.
>>40955582about a year i suppose. i never really had boy sex or even sex with boys so my mind is kinda warped by my gf. is this too long? am i brainbroken into not even wanting to have normal sex, whatever that is?
>>40955723Oh... you're a filthy transbian trender. Ok, carry on.
>>40955663idk it kinda seems like the main thing that seperates me from a lot of the other faggirls in my dating pool. im not cuter, im not richer, i probably cant eat pussy better than anyone else (besides moids), but my body is unique. idk sometimes i think about this post. https://www.reddit.com/r/MtF/s/zW6UzdnyJZ
Whenever you bring up misandry to cis women they completely lose their minds at the concept and think you are basically an incel rape terrorist or something but when cis women transition to men they instantly understand it and it makes them suicidal and shit. A good amount of men, likely a substantial majority in the west at least, can understand misogyny and empathize with it but cis women completely lack this ability, I think this points to a major issue with cis women's ability to empathize with others, cultural of course not implying this is a biologically determined issue. Do you think this provides some explanation for the rise of TERFdom? A common theme running among TERF discourse is just a complete inability to recognize the completely obvious fact that transwomen are far more socially marginalized than cis women are, even rightwingers typically recognize this with their focus on transwomen being essentially just a variety of mental retard in need of corrective medical intervention to dispel the mental illness. Its really only cis women that have this bizarre pernicious inability to empathize.
>>40955526>>40955536>>40955510>>40955471>>40955597>women proving they're not ensouled beings part 124283
>>40955670Men are so empathetic that they abandon their dying wives if they get cancer. Truly peak empathy from men
>>40955675When you're accustomed to privilege, equality feels like oppression
>>40955688You are comparing anecdotes with widespread phenomena.
>>40955729Men abandoning their sick wives is a widespread phenomena. They even warn women about it when they get diagnosed.
do cis men actually believe in this type of stuff or is it all a larp
>>40954737Well, this is truer than the height/genetics blackpill stuff. Vibes are indeed more important than looks. The way this thread is written though, a guy taking the advice will probably come off as creepy lol.
>>40954831>>40954853I'm not fatalistically denying the possibility. But beauty lends contour to personality, and height is a whole point on the /10 scale. The number of tall, shy men with girlfriends I've seen far outnumbers their short counterparts.
>>40954737This is literally true tho and by your mid 20’s as a guy you’ve been both the “alpha” and the “beta” a few times and you get disillusioned with the whole process of dating and sex
>>40954737I thought they were supposed to be texting each other in that pic
>>40954737They’re gay for eachother.
hell no
>>40955716Okay good cuz they make my coc harder than stoneIwas worried since trump said that trannies cant own guns now. Was worried by transitive property that i might be included
>>40955733they should be allowed to own guns but they should also be pets for chasers
>>40955748I think that’s true.
autistic trans girl. how are u :3
>>40955614i wish u good on this.... (hug hug hug) i really hope they do come around if they haven't already...... idk i just hope they're really good to you.....
>>40955632i think that's your internalised transphobia kicking in
>>40955653Thank you!!!! Worst case scenario I’m still stronger than bad and will persevere, but hopefully I’m working towards acceptance. My dad has been rude about it, but my mom has been gentle and largely avoids the topic matter
>>40955699so ur mother is nice and ur father is a dick?
>>40955719Indeed! She has still expressed some disapproval, but I think she’s too nice to be entirely close minded. My dad is a total cowboy tho and has no qualms about saying means things
my midface and philtrum are longer than that tranny shooter's, am i destined to kill people too? its so hard never interacting with anyone
i just turned 20, im gonna start hrt soon, my family wants me to join the military and i have 3 months to do so or i have to get out. i cannot get a response to any job application, what do.
join peace corps instead
Join the military and become the platoon's cumdumpster
>>40955165can you do that as a troon
>>40955152just join the military its so easy and itll set you up for your 20s if you dont fuck it up
>>40955408exactly why op should NOT fuck it up and enlist now only to be insta re-4'd, disowned, and then be ~totally~ sol when she inevitably circumstance desists in 4 months or detroons entirely at 25>>40955165do this instead nona, the consequences of failing aren't as present and if you succeed you'll be safe and independent + it'll prepare your family for the future where you're a diseased liberal zombie
I had my first date as a tranny and I fucking ruined it. He was so nice and funny and he listened to my autistic rambling. I was totally into him so I invited him to my apartment for sex. He gave me a weird look and said it was late and he had to head home. Then I found out he blocked me. It's so fucking over
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>>40953199>Such a stupid thing to say, painting all men with the same brush.>proceeds to paint all men with the same brush
>>40953153i love spergs sm yall are doing us all a servicekeep making it easier for the rest of us real trannies ^^ <3
>>40954672proof?
men don't like desperate slutty trannies. Good ones anyways
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40954455>>40954540thoughts looping back into the whole "bi guys are better" thing aside I guess I just figured it was some sort of fetish thing they hadnt mentioned, but avoiding an accidental sausage party makes more sense... seeing it on the website when they'd proclaimed themselves as being "for everyone" and more lgbt friendly than other venues felt like a major bummer though, because it's one of the largest events of its kind in the country. All the shows were geared towards couples too, sadly >>40954576I can't promise anything but you and the other anon def has me considering setting up an extra account just to fuck around. guess you'll know it if I do
>>40849413>speedos keep on riding up my ass on the way to practice sometimes i hate how they mandate that we wear this shitanyways >>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?all good, going to the gym regularly, starting to learn french, kind of hate my job but other than that all good>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?going to some halloween party with a few mates also one of those haunted house gimmicks >QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?walking through a park and watching the leaves fall comfy shite like that anways, how are all you anons doing?
>>40954767>speedoshad no idea wearing those were a requirement anywhere. my eurograndpa always wore them to the beach>anways, how are all you anons doing?doing some laundry, thinking about having some limoncello with gin
So, realistically, what's the safest/best way to find a sane, clean guy to discreetly hook up with, if at all, in a major city? I'm paranoid about STDs but really just going through a brief phase where I want to hook up maybe a couple of times.Grindr seems like too much to feel safe with. I can't go to gay bars because I don't feel like dealing with people in my life finding out. It honestly might all just be too much work and I should just find a girl instead.
>>40955626>So, realistically, what's the safest/best way to find a sane, clean guy to discreetly hook up with, if at all, in a major city?Probably a dating app, but which one depends on where you live. I've only barely dabbled in dating apps myself, but where I live Grindr is for degenerate hookups while Tinder (for MSM) is also for hookups but under the pretence that it's not a hookup kinda thing - i.e. less degenerate. Wherever you go though, use a condom so you don't get AIDS.
how comes lots of western transwomen like russia so much? they don't really have any popular cultural products like the japanese and russia is not great on lgbt issues to put it mildly, i dont get it
I figured I wouldn't start my own thread yet but what's LGBT dating like in Russia at the moment? How do I find friends and acquaintances and the such? I feel pretty lost, seems like everyone is huddled in private telegram groups.
>>40953087>what's LGBT dating like in Russia at the momentit isnt.
>>40953105Surely it can't be so. It's a big place and people would have to find a way to find some friends and close ones, albeit still confined to living in a closet.
>>40953060Her twitter is in the screenshot retard
>>40955202I know you're trolling but those two people look entirely different
