no man will ever want me and i will die alone as a stupid faggot with gyno and no hope of finding anyone because im a douchey retarded bpdemon loser who can hardly leave his house anymorei have nothing of value to offer anyone in a relationship and even if i was hot at all im sexually useless so i have no hope of finding anyone who would stay with me for any reasonits never going to get better
sometimes i consider taking the hsts pill but then i remember i dont want to be a trans woman
>>42169472Why not?
>>42169738because im fine being a man and i wouldnt pass and honestly id probably be worse off that way because id be obsessing over every little thing that made me look like a guybasically i dont want to be a hon and im fine just being a faggot
this thread is dead and nobody is going to read this anyways so my dog ate a fuck ton of chocolate (including most of a big dark chocolate bar) and by the time we found out it was too late for him to vomit it so we gave him some bacon grease to helpfully encourage some of the wrappers at least to come out and we’re watching him in shifts and 4-8am is my shift and im terrified hes gonna die i dont think i could handleit if he did i dont know what to doall i have to help me keep calm is a dab pen but honestly idk if its really gonna help until we can get him to a vet in the morning and have him checked up on since the nearest emergency vet clinic is three and a half hours away in traverse citynobodys gonna read this anyways but it helps to get it off of my chesthes laying on top of me right now and sleeping and im checking his breathing every so oftenim terrified one time ill check it and itll have stopped
>>42173856If he was gonna die, his heart rate would be through the roof and he would be distressed. He will be fine. Just bring him to the vets in the AM.
where are the buff trans guys in my town. fucking sick to death of cissoids but i need a guy in my life and in me. am i going to have to move to the city
>>42171378need buff trans bf to finger me and choke me while i twitch on his arm....
>>42169974not op, but gosh i'd forcemasc the shit out of you i hate to see wasted potential.
>>42171422there's millions of pooners in the sea, this one isn't special
>>42170575? You don't just assume someone's gender. They could be a breedable little bitch girl for all you know
>>42171378testosterone also makes appetite go wayy up, so maybe it's being less able to be used to getting hungry or control their appetites? i have seen buff and skinny ftm guys on t though
I think I've developed BPD somehow at the age of 32 and I need tips on how to cope and how to get myself diagnosed without it shooting me in the fucking kneecaps, especially seeing how I'm a trans woman and I'm afraid it'll fucking decimate my chances on the dating marketFor years I've had:>feelings of emptiness>anger outbursts over menial shit>impulsive behavior, like buying shit, binge eating and even nearly engaging in unprotected sex once>a rapidly changing and distorted self-image>dissociation episodes>moods which switch between days>self-harmful and suicidal tendencies>hallucinations, delusions and paranoia, especially under stressAnd suddenly since end of this year I have:>intense fear of abandonment that drives me up the fucking wall>mood swings, sometimes rapid, sometimes between daysComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42172595i get all these ideas about religion or politics or history that i can never quite wrap my head around but that nevertheless feel like the most important thing in the world, then i'll see words appearing and disappearing on walls that relate to the ideas. i'll be reading something innocuous and suddenly it'll change into some great explanation of these theories and as soon as i realize something's changed it'll change back. also generic paranoid ideas like people reading my mind / spying on me / stalking me etc etc. i don't think i have bpd so i imagine it's not like that. i wonder what it's like for op cause a lot of what they said sounds kind of similar to me, although certainly not all of it so maybe it's different
usually i just hear people threaten to rape me or crying
>>42173732inside your head or outside?
>>42173744outside, usually when someone mumbles something else. the crying is usually very faint and im pretty sure its just hearing high pitched noise from far away
>>42170481>I've seen what happens when BPD sufferers seek help. They get extremely strictly monitored, marked as dangerous,which is why I hate that there's a huge misdiagnosis situation happening with Woman Personality Disorder and C-PTSD. The former of course gets blamed on the sufferer, the latter is where they stop being retards and start trying to actually help you.
are there any decent imageboards left on the internet? the entire site sucks ass now and this place is like 90% tourists, all the ones i can find are dead or suck for some other reason nowadays and i'm too schizo to use discord servers
>>42172661i will add too, a forum would be fun but in my mind media-sharing is an essential part of the /tttt/ identity. i download and upload pictures i like all the time and despite it being mostly wordless it's a very fun cultural thing
>>42172348Was this the imageboard that spawned some schizo cult a while ago that thought they were going to upload their brains to some alien Internet?
>>42172028Learn Japanese, my friend. They're alive and well in Nippon.
>>42173461No. I suspect you're thinking of the Tsuki Project. They were a cult that turned out to be a creepypasta that turned out to be an art project. Unless that was just a cover and it really was a cult.
>>42172328I took a look at this site one time and browsed through a couple boards but it's too redditesque for me to ever see myself using even if I was interested in drama slop. Reddit is also extremely unpleasant to post on but at least they have hobby boards
>if you need an entire theory to justify why you think you are a woman you are not a woman
>>42173616
>>42173605you are delusional
>>42173622Holy kek
>>42173590bait
It's sort of like how the flat earth people used to barrage /x/ endlesslyAny king that has to proclaim himself one all the time ... clearly fuckin isn't
SRS havers, what was it like at the moment when you woke up after surgery and you first felt your dick was gone? was is how you expected?
>>42171526>what % of the negative posts abt it on this board do you think are psyops0%. Pro-SRS posts are either psyops by SRS quacks or are srsoids that are high off copium and can't come to terms about their grave error
>>42171593can i ask how painful recovery was? ill likely never be in a life position to get it but i do wonder how that process is. maybe in another life </3
bump
>>42172318oh great, some HRT femboy coper talking about how terrible SRS isbegone moid
>>42173832lol no he's just a disgusting chaser/larper>>42171262desu it's weird because in that moment everything feels the same, like you dont actually see it yet and it basically just feels like a really tight tuck under the bandages. i hear a lot of other girls basically say they experienced the same thing, not believing surgery actually happened until the bandages came off>>42171526hard to say, i think the ones that talk about them in like 3rd person about how unattractive they are or how bad they look or make you undateable are 99.9% psyops by chasers and other losers. a lot of the posts from girls who got srs and are firsthand struggling with complications seem a lot more real to me (fellow complication haver). personally it messed me up pretty bad and i know a couple others it's ruined lives for so it's definitely possible but generally i still think if you go to a good surgeon you probably have somewhere from an 80-95% chance of being happy desu. good luck nona!
Not trying to be a bitch but a real manly man over 20BMI is kinda undateable. Are you watching your fatcells, pooner? Its very manly to have narrow waist, you know. A sign of high testosterone.No one wants to date fat boys.Real man has waist shoulder ratio of at least 1.5
>>42173821You might need a different form of measurement, the BMI thing isn't very accurate for everyone
As a cis guy with a small waist all I can say is belt shopping is impossible
>>42173841yeah.. my bmi is 22.9 but my hip to shoulder ratio is like 1:1.5
>be me straight ftm>hang out with friends>we start bantering as usual>it leads to one of them jokingly referring to me as the 'daddy' of another guy>feel my t-dick get aroused>oh shitDon't know what to make of this
>>42171337i see you post this quite a bit, i'm just curious are you the straight chaser or the deluded gayden
>>42171322nope
>>42171353I don't think I've made a post that could be construed as the same as that one more than once or twice before.I'm a bi chaser and I WILL find my husband one day.
yeah i used to be straight then i became a bi bear4bear top a year and a half on T
>>42169294i actually hate how i fall into the stereotype. but i can't help it and i feel like invalid bc im just like the stereotype in that way
QOTT: are you into men?
>>42173679this would’ve been my final straw but i’ve already had like 5 of those so im just gonna scream at nothing again
>>42173693it's ok I'm on the right and just coping hard
i wish i had a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf
>>42173759but i'm old and huge and on a different continent
>>42173789im not interested in e-sex sorry
And yet pooners still think that they have a chance against rela men. AFABs are made for getting pumped and impregnated, sorry girls.
>>42173725What country/culture are you from? Have you not had poon warriors or healers?
>>42173725watched the match, pretentious faggot would've lost if the bitch didn't fall into roid rage mid first matchboth are irredeemably obnoxious
nonas, do you mog Greg Lake?
>>42173740they took progesterone?
For me it's Fripp.
>>42173740I fear I look more like old Greg Lake...
>>42173794do you look like fripp or mog him? fripp is kinda cute on his own anyway
>>42173808but i feaaarrr tomorroowwI wont maaake iiityes I feaaaarrr tomorroowwwI wont maake iiiitt
>your letter>alcoholic drink of choice (or currently drinking)
>bi mtf>anything except beer or wine
>straight mtf>cherry sour puss
>>42172480pichu?
>bi mtf>stout
repchadmid-range priced vodkadrinking wine right now though
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.QOTT>Are you a fan of enemies to lovers? Favorite lesbian trope?>How do you decorate your room? Would you date someone with a messy room?>What songs do you listen to when you’re falling in love? During a breakup?>How will you celebrate the new year? Will you have a new year’s kiss?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42115509
>>42170767sassafras0691
>>42171110Got it, gimme a min
>>42169578>so hes completely out of your life now?P much>why not make new friendsIdk how to and trust issues i suppose
>>42169475not lesbian related
>>42169475did he out you as a troon or a poon?
there is nowhere for people like me, im just an hrtrepper really, id never pass so im not transitioning but it helps stave off the existential dread
>>42173745You're a big girl
for >>42173753
>>42173746I know u can do it anon!
>>42173765<3
>>42173734why put in all that work for nothing? its why i dont really shower much eitheri dont enjoy being performatively feminine, it doesnt mean anything to me
foamer editionq what are your favorite transit vehiclesq2 if you could drive any transit vehicle what would you drive>>42144666
>>42173542ugly papa nier.... there's still time
>>42173555I already have breasts so there's nothing to lose
>>42173607>hrt makes me feel worse than before>but I have breasts now, so I might as well keep taking it>even though stopping would make then deflate and revert basically any other changesWeird cope, but, OK.That is a true repper mentality, so I salute it.
just take hrt uwu don't you want conetits on a male ribcage?https://picsur.org/i/08d4c85f-ac55-46c8-93d7-3916310d9197.jpg
>>42173786Those are not cone tits.They"re spaced widely apart, but they're not cone tits.
