I am a pretty typical skinny guy and i want to look something like this, just curvier, with no tattoos. I'm early 20's so i have time.
>>43143305About 5-10 years of your life and $250,000. Ish. Training yourself to eat will be your biggest challenge.
>>43143409what about eating?
>>43143409No way it takes 10years
>>43143433If you want curves you gotta eat. If you want to get BBLs you gotta eat. >>43143435You could speedrun it in 5 if you were already fat. But you gotta have a good 2-3 years on HRT before letting the surgeons upgrade you. FFS has got a 6 month recovery, breast implants are easy, but if you're going BBLs, and to get that you need BBLs, then that's multiple years of diet->surgery->recovery->repeat. And all of that is assuming you've got the cash ready to go, if you've actually got to work for it then that's a whole other story. Just getting to the point where a daddy is willing to invest in you takes a fucktonne of time and effort. There's a reason the best bimbos were all middle aged professionals when they started.
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>>43140003to be honest with you i've got no clue, transdermal prog is new to me like I had no idea it was a thingi'd just stick to the instructions, testicles is good place for systemic absorption anyways and if your T is suppressed you shouldn't technically have gonadotrophins telling them to wake up and do anything
>>43137136I’ve decided to start diy hrt but i have few questions like how do i do crypto lol i live in the us can i use cash app to buy it off open gate labs and also how good is open gate labs and im gonna get Estradiol Enanthate since it seems the most convenient is there a better choice for injections?
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>>43141717>can i use cash appyeah but it gave me shit last time and wouldnt let me transfer out so i used coinbase. i had existing accounts on both but cb will just do the regular kyc bullshit where they make you take a selfie and you wait a week for support to approve. at least thats how literally every site used to do it.
>>43140100Could you point me to where you've been reading about this? I'd like to look into it myself
do trannies fantasize about rape the same way cis women do
>>43143360idk i just wouldn't use rape during a video game
>>43143329Nta but no I don't think that's the case sweetheart. I truly sorry for what happened to you, but I legitimately believe that most of the guys who use the word "rape" in a sentence like "we got raped hard this match" would rather execute the guy who did what he did to you themselves rather than call the police. You have to understand that guys who talk like that only talk like that because to them actual rape is so unthinkable that that definition doesn't even occur to them, and the idea that they even could personally know somebody who'd been through that and not have done something horrible to the person who did it, just doesn't compute for them. It's the same with white guys who use the N-word casually because they listen to too much rap music or watched Dave Chappelle to death, to them actual racism just doesn't mean anything. They don't experience it from either end so they don't understand how a black person hearing that word from a white people is being reminded of trauma inflicted by the actual villains of society who don't use the N-word in any context other than being racist. Nobody blames you, we all feel really bad that you went through that, and that you're still living with the trauma of that. But let them stay innocent, you don't want to see what they turn into when they lose that.
>>43143161i do. i dont think i would be traumatized, unless something really bad happened with my body. but i would still do everything i can to punish the rapist. cnc is enough for me tbhon, i am not obsessed with it
>>43143161A few weeks after starting estrogen, I dreamed that my ex got on testosterone and raped me. Make of that what you will
I try to be respectable but appending The Raped as a title to people regardless of reason is really funny to me. Its just so bluntly obscene I can't help but laugh.
Transgender day of visibility edition >QOTT1: remind us why you rep?>QOTT2: would you be more distressed ig your mother or father discovering your troonish nature ?
>>43142707Qrd?
>>43142711She knows nothing so I basically had to give the cliffnotes on what gd is, but she did the whole "i always kind of knew" routine that everybody does when I tell them. I explained that I tried to grow out of it but its just getting worse so im gonna try to do something, which I think is just gonna be microdosing for now
trying to bully myself into healthier habits by convincing myself it'll help me look pretty>>43142759>that everybody does when I tell them.do people here regularly tell others about this? I go out of my way to make sure it's at least never a topic of conversation
I feel so gross all the time
one way or another my pain will be ending soon
Pooners, care to explain?
>>43141151Non-binary is s cringe and hurts us all
>>43141643Complete non sequitur
>>43141151the only FTM I’ve ever known recently started girlmoding. he copes with it by saying some shit like gender expression is whatever you want it to be and fuck the haters
>>43141643why do her ears look fake?
>>43141630Truer words have never been spoken, thank you anon.
whats wrong with wearing a diapie why do so many get mad about others enjoying the comfy snug hug of a diapie?
>>43141789its autopedophilic, i think any kind of pedophilia is gross
>>43142565why would you want thisit's really annoying when i make a puddlei need a stronger bladder
>>43142736It’s not retard, which you could easily verify with a simple google search. I find it extremely weird too but these people are (mostly) harmless autists. That being said, if they do it overtly in public they should be stoned to death. Which goes for all fetishes
>>43143399>It’s not retard, which you could easily verify with a simple google search.id rather not>That being said, if they do it overtly in public they should be stoned to death. Which goes for all fetishesi disagree, some arent as bad as others, i wouldnt care if someone with a foot fetish went out barefoot, but i would care if someone was in a diaper
>>43143399i hope you don't stone people who have a weak bladder
>be thin twink>scared of twink death>troon>always hated weight, stayed super thin and jog a lot>know i gotta eat healthy so i dont fuck myself up>one day notice its all going to my thighs and ass now>a lot more comfortable with eatingHehe... this is fun... what little fat I had melted off my waist (im still jogging) but now its collecting in my butt. Im not gonna fatmaxx but now i feel like I can be at a healthy weight without wanting to cry... estrogen is so cool....
>>43143257yah i was a skeptic but its really working for me. I guess all those anti-trans fearmongering memes were just memes after all, i look better every day
>>43143249uh how long did this change take ?
>>43143318Like a month. That said im big on exercise so i was basically weight cycling my entire teen and adult life. I'm active with a high metabolism and im 100% sure that has contributed to the honestly kind of scary speed of my process. I hear bodybuilders tend to get really good results when they troon so i think im on the money with my reasoning and I strongly recommend other tranners to work out, even if its just cardio.
>>43143333huh sounds fast. good data to have tho. they say fat disruption doesnt happen till 2+ years and male fat cells stick around for 7-10 years. my legs did seem to get a bit jigglier initially but that has stopped for nowive been cutting since 3 months ago to get from BMI ~18 down to ripped abs and am probably gonna switch to bulk in about a week. ive been under the impression that im fucked short to medium term so i was gonna slow/clean bulk legs only with squats for 2 years and cycle whenever i get pudgy waist so that when i get massive quads and glutes i can smooth them out by only going up like 2% in body fat to avoid moid torso while improving whr by getting bigger hips instead of smaller waist, or both?we will have to see. im also really high metabolism like 3500 calories maintenance and stick thin enough to get comments on it. been walking 100K steps a weekly and on 2100 calories for about 8 weeks? my chest is growing and legs are staying the same while everything else shrinks
>>43143388>. they say fat disruption doesnt happen till 2+ years and male fat cells stick around for 7-10 years.The thing is that fat distribution doesn't "just happen", the two year thing is a myth. When you're on estrogen, new fat will be stored in feminine areas right away. However, moid fat remains, and some probably ends up there because you haven't stabilized. If you don't have an active lifestyle it might take a long time, but if you weight cycle you can get there very quick. Genetics means mileage may vary but you can definitely burn your way to female body fat with determination.
>Acne is coming back>Hair falling out more and more>Face hair is rougher and in more places??>So horny that I'm ashamed of myselfOkay so when will I be allowed to be happy with myself
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>>43143082Even if you could look like this huh?
>>43143082Or this?It’s not unattainable. It’s mostly strict diet and calorie deficit
>>43143259>>43143277>>43143287definitely not.
>>43138017I don't think I've ever seen a case of a happy male detransitioner
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>>43139172Idk if I missed an episode or what but it's going suddenly very fast. Did they even show signs of being into each other before?
>>43140298Blondie has been interested for a while, and right now he seems to be actively confessing>>43140298
>>43140701I just don't remind him showing interest in Leon in a way that Leon could notice, so I'm surprised Leon appears to know blondie is interested in himWhereas I remember Leon almost confessing during a stormy night with very lewd handholding
>>43142595Is this Soap from Call of Duty?
i am a straight cis man and i want to make a tranny happy. how do i make a tranny happy? how would i make you happy nona?
>>43143383general questionany but i am asking mostly straight trannies
>>43143313>>43143387this was pretty good advice
>>43143387that sounds like you are wanting to have a sexual relationyou just be nice to us and take us on dates and suchi am not sure about the pp hopefully the trans girl you chose will have srs
>>43143405>ting to have a sexual relationnot necessarily>take us on dates and suchokwould you like it if a straight man hugged you?
>>43143423yes i've experienced that many timesit always makes me feel good if it is a man i love and trust
>you didnt start hrt before 20
>>43142671cope
>>43141550Yeah but I started trooning after graduating university so now I have a 3 figure job and insurance covered my surgeries so put that in your pipe and smoke it
>>43142671i'm 21 and i have a really big head, like i can't wear one size fits all hatsis there any surgery than can take a little off the top/shave around the circumference and make my skull smaller or is it over for me
>>43143400Kartoffelkopf
>>43143407:(
Im 6 mo on E and idk if its a good idea to keep going or not. The problem is that sometimes i really like the effects, but other times i get anxious i wont like them (especially regarding breast growth).Sometimes ill like see myself in the mirror and like how my face and skin look more feminine now. Or ill see myself topless or in a sports bra in the mirror and like how i actually have breasts/curves now.Occasionally (maybe like once a week-ish?) these feelings get very strong and i get super emotional seeing myself like this. Like i start happy crying or jumping up and down in joy about how i look more female now and about how i love having breasts and stuff...On the other hand, usually when im not in front of a mirror/not looking at myself in third person, i get anxious. What if ill dislike having breasts? What if i dislike them already? Like i might brush up against them with my arm, and feel a bit weirded out or unsure how i feel about them being there.Or i see a woman with a big chest and wonder about how "that looks kinda uncomfortable" and get anxious id end up like and would dislike it.Its also that these anxious thoughts are really hard to shake off. They are almost constant.Im also confused because there seems to be a seperation. Where when i see myself in third person i enjoy the effects. And when im in first person i get a bit anxious.This isnt 100% clear cut, sometimes i see myself in the mirror and doom about having a broad shoulder and ribcage, or get upset at how my boobs look weirdly like pecs and a lil odd on my wide ribcage. Or im not looking at myself in third person and still like how my breasts dent my clothes out a bit, or i like how i can feel them move or i like how soft my skin feels.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43139851There's nothing wrong with pausing it if you want to though, your breasts won't shrink. They'll just stop growing and you can sort of just freeze your changes where you are now. You can up the E dose and go back on blockers to get things progressing again after if you want
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>>43139247trans women in general in that first year of transitioning.
>>43138495separate external responsesimagine a set of scenarios where you are the only person aroundwould you take e or not?sounds like you are doing good but don't want to be 'visibly trans' or whatever
>>43142460Hmmm ok, i really hope thats true, i dont want to have made a massive mistake with this :C.Altho i gotta say im also surprised that you say this is common. In my mind its like most trans women would definitely want breasts and are pretty sure about that no?But also it makes sense ig cuz its like the biggest and most obvious change, which is partially why im so conflicted and anxious about it as well.
MPB is always the straw that breaks the repper's back, why is this?
>>43136881you know sometimes i regret trooning because of how imperfect it is but then i think about how if i didnt id either be like this guy having to pay 500 dollars a month for a hair system or paying 10k for a hair transplant that wouldnt even work. chemical castration saves lives
>>43141168You can mitigate some costs by going to Turkey, the worst part is that your body can outright reject the transplant
>>43131951its when you start looking like your dad
>>43141267REAL
>>43131951idk but it triggered me so hard it drove me to come to this board and learn to diy. i couldnt remember what specifically made me break down this time but thats definitely near the top of the list and hilariously i think it was just bdd brain and my hairline hasnt changed in like 10 years
I will like to wear feminine clothes and had a feminine body(skinny, curves,0 body hair etc). I dont mind with the idea of having a big "chest" but is not something I aspire to have rn.Pls write and advice to discover my true self or any tips to have a feminine body. {sorry for my terrible english btw}
>>43141791Just do estrogen. Do this first. Download faceapp and look at yourself with the normal female filter, then the masc filter. Which one do you like more? Well, you gotta make a choice, because the masc filter WILL be what you become if you do nothing. Doing nothing isn't a choice, its choosing to get moided. Don't like it? Estrogen is the only way.Personally, i recommend monotherapy for your health, but if you don't mind a bit of liver and kidney damage try for raloxifene as well to stunt breast growth.
Faceapp has trooned more people than any groomer ever could. A genuine cognitohazard.
>>43143166You have very pretty eyes
>>43143166Incredibly pretty. Your hair is super cute!
>>43143193 i’m just some guy with issues. thanks though.
>>43143241So beautiful wow
>>43142863Thats because they have a soft lighting filter on?
