Scream into the void with me, /lgbt/MTF/31/PNWI truly deserve death and forced detransition.Transition has been an attempt at escape from my karmic debt - to live as though the years from 17-27 never happened. It’s been toxic positivity and an attempt to hide. I haven’t ever even fully committed to it. One foot in the coping habits developed in my repping years and one foot in the mindset outside of those years. It’s why I can never let love in, why I bristle at compliments. I am a liar and a fraud playing demure and innocent while I neglect my community. I fetishize care, nurturing, and community because it feels like it offers atonement but then never do the work. Endless cycle. At the end of the day I’m just a lazy, entitled faggot who won the passing lottery and is a silent poison in my community. My life has been falling apart every day since starting HRT 4 years ago. More distant, more shallow, more obsessed with men and stupid pleasure. Yet so disgustingly masculine in my tastes, habits, and karma. Just shit. Detransition has been heavy on the mind. Not out of want for masculinity, but for necessity of honesty and a refusal of something that feels undeserved, the acceptance of a pain, a sacrifice.Maybe it’s time I donate all of my belongings, clothes, HRT and just go be a woodland firefighter and die for my home. It’s all I’m good for. My energy never disappears. I’ve worked a physical job the last year and went from a little femboy to a top-heavy monstrosity with no ass. My body has turned to that of a whole-ass man with the face of a 23 year old girl. I’m so fucking stupid and gross and a complete drag on society. I had a chance when I was 15 to DIY and I wussied out and repped for 12 years. Waste.I do sometimes fantasize about meeting an abusive man who locks me in a cage and forces me to stop eating and be a good maid so at least my stupid biological estrogen urges could finally be put to good use. Fuck this shit.
that was a lot of words for IWNBAWWW. Learn how to write.
I'm so tired of being disappointed by trans women. All of them need or want help in one way or another but then never accept any actual help to better themselves. If the least amount of effort is required, they just give up right away. None of them really act like girl friends, I can never find someone who will just hang out with me like I would with my cisf friends
>>43132391>tfw no bf
>>43132391portland?
Im a black guy who dated a tranny and it was the best experience of my life..I wish this pairing was more common. This site is full of black dudes who want a tranny gf to kiss and fuck cuddle so it would make me happy to see more of this pairing..
>>43130686>Maybe not this board but on this site theres lots of us for sureAlso this board, lol.t. black trans guy
I date black guys but I don't edate. Good luck anon
>>43130852we can revisit the trauma in a safe context (boyremoval, mating press, etc.)
Any cute black guys here into ftm twinks?????? Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii get back to me immediately pls
>>43130619post bod or dick
The only thing I truly like is bondage. Of course, I've always felt attraction to girls but really, the only libido I ever feel is seeing them trussed up, begging for life and through me dominating them. Intercourse disgusted me. I just liked to see them squirm, moan and whimper in bondage as I jack off in the corner. Ever since I was a child I always was naturally gravitated towards seeing women in bondage. After BoundHub got IP blocked in the USA since like October, I started downloading and playing bondage games where you play as a woman getting tied up - overall, these factors are why I refused to ask out and speak to women ... because none of them could fit my desires ... no woman attracted me.THEN, right when this was happening - bondage games -, I started heavily questioning my own gender. Specifically, remembering memories of desiring to the be the other gender. Suddenly, I felt top and bottom dysphoria where something felt off about my body. And I started remembering past memories wishing in my early twenties that I wanted boobs (24 now). I started imagining myself with softer skin and boobs and a fully functioning vagina. I didn't feel aroused, just simply euphoric. But more specifically, that I'd become the object of desire - the bound woman. Now, from November to April I have considered myself transgender. I felt a desire to socially transition as in be called a girl or a woman ... and I feel a particular feeling of trans joy when I think about that. I've considered taking estrogen, FFS, everything and being called a transgender woman felt like something that finally fit me ... However ... after much consideration, I think the desire to troon may just be a culmination of the loneliness I feel in being a bondage weirdo. Women find me too chauvinistic as a man who wants to BDSM top them. So, if I can't find the perfect woman, I become the woman. Is this a repper delusion or am I onto something here?
>>43132355So you do have brainworms. I'm guessing you're projecting your repressed desires to eat more food and shit; like, if you can fucking keep this at bay, you expect this minimum from the other person, yeah? But no one gives two shits about your retarded expectations, you know that, right? People are on their own, wildly different tracks of life, just as you are. But here we can see exactly what stops you from being more social and outgoing. Just because you're so anal about something, you somehow deluded yourself into expecting the same thing from others. You gotta fix this in yourself, or you'll continue to be miserable. Also, your dom/rigger might not be your partner; you can keep these things separate. Talk to your partner about it in advance, of course. Partners don't have to be kink-sharing, but being kink-understanding and kink-supporting is important for me, for example.
>>43132454fatty cope.
>>43132496I can't even... you're, like, 16 or really stupid and old, right? I can buy a semaglutide pen right now for 30 bucks if I want to get thinner. I don't need to; I actually want to get more fat in the right places, but you know it's a solved problem, right? Me, my generation will not get fat and diabetic after 30 if we don't specifically want that for some reason.
>>43132579ok?
>>43132112I don’t have autism but takes me time to feel comfortable to come out of my shell with people.
Trannoids>actually if you transitioned after (age) you did it because of porn!!Also trannoids>waaaah why do normies think being trans is just a fetish?
>>43131377I trooned in my 30s and I guarantee I am far less hypersexual than many of the so-called "HSTS dolls" who are 18 years old and gooning to misogynistic rape fantasies posted on 4chan. No way I'm gonna let some stupid fucking kids dictate my gender to me or try to talk down to me about my own subjective experience.
>>43131377>>actually if you transitioned after (age) you did it because of porn!!the only trans people saying this are retards from here
>>43131377Trvke
>>43131377I didn't even watch porn
virgin threadmaker edition/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Please try to ignore users who post bigotry, are trolling, or otherwise trying to derail the thread.QOTT:>did I do ok? does it suck? should I die?>if you could recommend one food (likely your favorite) for people to try, what would it be?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord (new): https://discord.gg/9vBPy99zSzold thread:>>43113982
>>43132696Just say you pick on autistic people and move on with your shitty worthless life.
>>43132702You are acting like the victim. Stop treating everyone like shit. You suck
>>43132719Am I?
>>43132702not true you consistently treated me like shit and called me a names while i stood up for you and basically still do.. is whatever but also i’m nice to most people and get treated like dog shit too it’s not an outcome based thing it’s about being in control of yourself and caring for the world what you can.. comical coming from but i’m not perfect however i do deeply care and ultimately you can only control yourself.. in my case in the face of proof you can’t even change another person is what it is.. id rather care more than i destroy n take even if it’s an impossible task.. moral grandstand over :p
Treating Harlot, Office, Frieren, Seraph and Conejo at times like shit is morally justifiable in every way.
Where did trans women get the idea that being obese is the epitome of femininity?
>>43132651idol of fertility
>>43132651by looking at the average cis woman
Legolas editionThis is a thread for cisgender men taking HRT for reasons unrelated to gender dysphoria.QOTTs: How long have you been on estrogen? Do you malefail? If so, how does malefailing make you feel?
>>43131904There's a difference between malefailing and manmode clocking. The later is a new phenomena caused by tranny visibility coming into the light where normies start recognizing tranny physical traits and know you are one without ever malefailing. I get manmode clocked occasionally but never have never malefailed.
>>43132176How can you tell the difference?
Do women invite you to female/lesbian events? It happens to me all the time. I feel like a pet eunuch in a court of noblewomen. It's kind of fun. They even know I'm bi so like, I'm not sneaking in to perv on them, I think they just trust E to have lowered my sex drive enough to be trusted, and I do try to be respectful. It just feels strange. I would have been a great real eunuch in ancient China or the Ottoman empire I think.
>>43132669Luckily I'm not invited to lesbian events, but women do treat me very much like a pet
>>43132637I sometimes get the "Are you a boy or a girl" haha or "What kind of fag are you".
what can i do to be better for my gf?
>>43132187Make animation memes
>>43132187if you love her you should let her go because trannies are meant for other trannies
>>43132378ew kys
>>43132619what the freak
>>43132724I'm never gonna leave my bf creep
Afabs do not and cannot experience gender dysphoria
>>43132733False and unbased
>>43132733>glorification of the boymoder archetype, which is already a cherrypicked category since most are manmoders>vs>ftm equivalent of a sissy gigahonbleed out
>>43132753these “ftm equivalent of a sissy gigahon” are 99% of ftms if not 99.9
When you get to the good stuff editionprevious>>42922491Comics we know of, all ofwhich are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Feel free to recommend new webcomics that are not in the lists, but don't be lazy, please include:>Name of comicComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43131002Charlie bottomed for Nick's brother while Nick watched, obviously.
>>43131002Just on the basis of how fujoshis think about gay sex I assume that Charlie bottomed.
>>43131002Double sided dildo as they're both clearly bottoms.
>>43131028this is the way
>>43129517>>43129031Last update is from 2 years ago, and the author is only barely active on bluesky (which was a pain to find, shes deleted everything else and the jamie comic links in webtoons and tapas only lead to deactivated accounts). Shes occasionally active, and the last sign of life about jamie is a bunch of sketches from 6 months ago
Have you been making your dad proud, ftm gen?
>>43132181what in the bishonen proportions
>>43132181you have the v shape every gym bro wants W
should i make him more fanart? should i confess my sins? i don't know how to go about this
Was at an impasse regarding HRT. Test causes masculinization, as well as body hair growth. However I hate body hair, all the other masculinization is fine. But if you take test and Dutasteride that will crush your DHT and in theory stop the body hair growth, right?
do we have any fanart of mike
boyfriend calls me an intelligent and cute girl when we cuddle after he's done sexually torturing and hypnotising/brainwashing me to love him and submit to him forever
>>43132357Umm… you like all of this?
>>43132434words can't do it justice and i'm in a half-conscious state when he does it anywayhe loves to see and feel my reactions when he puts me in agony and i've become a lot more resilient to social pressure from others thanks to himof course it's still very dangerous but that's the exciting part>>43132437of course i love my owner and what he does to me
My gf wants me to do similar things to her. Talk down to her, call her a dumb dog, degrade her, and later sit and shower her in praise and treats but I feel like its really fucking hard to get myself in this mindset. Its like...either I'm sexually really repressed which is entirely possible, or I'm just so damn nice its obnoxious.
>>43132682Its cool to not be into degrading someone, have you tried simply expressing ownership or some MEFy dirty talk?
>>43132697Definitely, I mean sometimes I kinda get into it without noticing but its kinda hard to take the full plunge. I definitely tell her she belongs to me and make sure to sometimes grab her collar, yanking her nice and close, pivot to a firm but light choke, and all while giving her some nice kisses. She's definitely the freaky one of us and has a crazy sex drive. I'm at ~8 months on HRT and I've really gotta dig deep to get sexual. At the very least I make sure she's getting off.
what makes some boys wanna be girls?
>>43132244>What happens when the man wants a child?i'm not sure what you mean, a gigapassoid is functionally just an infertile woman. if the man wants a biological child but his wife is infertile, that's obviously going to be contentious and could result in the end of the relationship, or it could result in a compromise like adopting, surrogacy, or fostering.motherhood isn't something all women do, and fatherhood isn't something all men do. ideally you find someone with life goals that align with your own
>>43131647No one gives a shit about yo gay fairy ass. Politicians keep writing legislation specifically about trans people making it illegal to exist. We've reached, *illegal to wear clothes or makeup not in-line with your sex at birth* type laws. Being gay is easy mode
>>43132403nta>*illegal to wear clothes or makeup not in-line with your sex at birth* type lawsCan you cite such a law?Ideally the law itself or a news article that's not from a gigacommie "source" or some fucktarded blog. Tyvm.
>>43132635https://ohiohouse.gov/news/republican/ohio-house-passes-indecent-exposure-modernization-act-to-protect-children-and-preserve-privacy-142998
>>43132211>do you believe in the concept of people hiding behind words to avoid talking about something difficult they fear could make them look bad?yes, i do. i also believe in there being multiple different reasons as to why someone would want to do something, but you don't for some reason. why is that? have you considered transitioning for long time, found these were your motivations, and then projected that onto all trans people? do you think they're all carbon copies of you? you should learn about "theory of mind". that could help you seem less autistic to people
As a cis male with AGP is transmaxxing actually worth it? I know the shortcomings of being a troon and that transition is pay to winWill I be shunned by the trutrannies?
>>43132592I was drunk and it makes me agp bc of plant estrogens that are in liquor from wheat and shit
>>43132097Yes, 3 out of the 4 things you described are a good thing
>>43132606Stop repping, my friend. It rots your soul and you know it's not good for you.
>>43132451>The physical advantages of being a big strong man don't matter in our sissified world.According to oligarchs at the world economic forum, in the very near future the only jobs that pay a living wage will be physical labor construction jobs building data centers so that's about to change
>>43132661I feel like theres gonna be more money in shooting oligarchs in the head
How do I find a high-IQ autistic femboy who I can keep as my slave?
>>43131909hi,im not very smart is that ok
