I hate being an ugly tranny so bad. It's insanely fucked up that chasers have HIGHER standards for trannies than normal gynophiles have for cis women, even though we're playing with a bad hand. They don't want frumpy femcel looking girls they just want Hunter Schafer lookalikes even as they themselves look like 5/10 schlubs.
>>42288614I just have a fetish for being less manly than a woman and trannies work well with that. Not even talking penis-wise. I can top. I just want to be an unassertive shy bitch in our daily life and relationship which to cis women is the equivalent of someone being covered from head to toe in shit and aids.I want my gf to bark orders at me. I can top but you need to initiate and order me to. It's just more prudent to seek people who had male socialization for that reason.Although even trannys dont rly like that since they want their man to be a far manlier unit so they feel like failedmale sissies in comparison.
>>42288614i want a broken bird bf so bad
>>42288665Then most trannies are not really what you are looking for. While they are physically bigger, most trannies want their partners to make them feel small and taken care of.Not just to cope with the physical size but also because transition is hard and something they have to do alone so they often fetishize someone taking control over their lives.You're probably better off with that fetish in looking for cis women. There are a lot of women who love to command men around. If you like stronger girls look for swimmers, basically the physique of a tranny but without the mental illness
>>42289052I've had one trans gf who used to call me names before i cyummed in her ass and it kinda set the bar really high for me ngl.I appreciate the advice. I understand most transgirls dont like that but s very few do and i'm thankful for it.In the end its not like a dealbreaker or a paraphilia. My point is moreso that i treat trannies on par with biowomen when searching for a partner since i'm not planning to have kids.
>>42288917No you don't. I have broken bird syndrome and trust me when I tell you that this makes me completely incapable of having any relationship.Starting with the obvious, I have no impulse control. When I dated a mentally ill tranny I spent like over 10k within a few month on trying to make her happy. Which of course realizing how much I'm hurting myself with this made me miserable.Then there are the intrusive thoughts. Sure making someone miserable happy makes me happy, but in effect this means that I was happy when she had a breakdown because this meant I could help her. Did I really do anything to help her or did I just enjoy whenever she was miserable?And lastly the reason I have broken bird is because I myself have seen the darkness and I want to protect others from it. This means I'm very broken, but I can never talk about it or have someone else to rely on. Because in my mind it doesn't matter what happens to me and I cannot make myself someone elses problem.I don't know if there is ever a relationship that can work out for me, but if anything it must be with someone whose well off and must be without my broken bird kicking in
post 'crews, guess letters, interests, etc. ignore lazy posters.https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2812233
>>42287294u da real bi midshit mtf with social anxiety, u listen to indie or emo music in addition to more mainstream genres and you're emotionally mature
>>42284461oh my god you’re spot on with the self hating mtf :0
>>42287294passoid MTF>>42286290FTM, desperately wants to seem normal
>>42285581>manmoderyou're the first one to ever get it right:)
>>42288168boymoder>>42287294bi mtf>>42286290straight ftm>>42284645gayden
super monkey ball editionqott: did you play gamecube? what were your favorite games for it?prev - >>42272953
>>42289010no im sorry. i dont actually hate you. i hate myself
cismoid reminds me of myself
>>42288998i have 64gb ram in my really old laptop but only 32gb in my current machine :(tragic
>>42289041the one that shouldn't be mentioned
I can feel my nails growing right now lowkenuinely
my friends are so awesome. ive been fully out to them for a little over a year (medically transitioning for longer) and theyve been so nice. they use my actual name and call me all the correct things and seeing them irl for the first time in a while after i had more changes and seeing the shock how i look different made me so happy. malefailing in front of them was such a nice feeling. it's nice being a woman. im really happy with this. i can't wait for more changes :)
>>42288141i would like a boyfriend that loves me, but having good friends that support me is good step too. im scared of having a boyfriend again because last time didn't go well, so im sticking with just having friends :)
>>42288244oh i am sorry to hear that you had a bad bf before
>>42288364it's okay, im mostly over it and it's taught me to focus on myself more and hopefully become a smart woman in the future.
>>42287629giwtwm
>>42288141i still want a boyfriend though ugh, how do i get one ;-; i feel like being a boymoder makes it hard to get one but i cant not be one
looking at old pictures is beyond depressingI was never ever going to make it. Everyone around me saw a big fat faced ugly boy and treated me as such and I turned into even more of a monster. I just want death. You can see the evil in my eyes even then. >30 yo manmoder who somehow passes but only if I starve and am extremely dehydrated
the hairline and skull shape
>>42289101sweetheart, I hope you know that you aren't a monster and that you'll be able to see yourself like you deserve to see yourselfdont give up hope nona, I believe in you
Last thread died early edition>QOTT: What's your favorite cancelled TV show?Last thread: >>42271435
>>42288655if you hate repping that much you might as well try hrt
>>42288640What does that even mean?>>42288658I suppose I don't desu. But I'm always curious to know how that argument is defended because it's so missing the point.It's like if someone says "I want chocolate cake for dessert," and someone else responds, "Why not have a hot dog instead?" I can almost see how you came to that response since they're both food, but at the same time, how did you come to that response?
>>42288709It's an easy matter to understand when you realize the person believes all chocolate cakes are hotdogs that have been tricked into becoming cakes, and operates under the fundamental belief that chocolate cake is evil.
>>42288760I guess you have to operate under a fundamental belief to understand someone else operating under a fundamental belief.I guess I'm also used to people who hate cakes hating hot dogs as well.
all i think about is suicide
Ever since I got my orchiectomy, my boyfriend has been bullying me. He keeps spreading my thighs and resting his big huge cock and hairy balls on my soft pale sack where mine used to be and just rubbing it over my much smaller lip pp. then he just smirks at me and keeps telling me that I can "never go back," and that my bloodline is ended. He keeps bringing up the fact that i used to be a boy and tried and failed to get with girls and then "gave up" and accepted domination by a superior male because i was only 5'5 and 120 lbs. He's so stupid, that's not what happened at all! It's so frustrating because now any time I shave my legs, paint my nails, or bottom for him, i can't get this humiliation out of my head that I've shamed my ancestors by being castrated and feminized. It's especially bad when we do anal because it now feels so humiliating how the hole i poop from is being stretched out and used by him like a sex toy to get off, meanwhile I have to relax myself and arch my back and just focus everything on letting it happen and even then it makes me ache sometimes when he goes in deep and does it kind of rough.How do i make my boyfriend stop doing this and show some respect? I like him in every respect other than this humiliating degrading meme he's pushing that I'm a wimpy, castrated, failed male who "lost" against his superior cock.
barely disguised goonerpost and giwtwm, but do guys who are like this actually exist?
>>42288861yeapale chud-turned-trannies who feminize themselves to be the girlfriend are hot
>>42288237Lol i am. Willing to have a face-off with any hon on discord who wants to test their mettle against me>>42288321>goonerBy which you mean masturbate... ever?>>42288321>Humiliation fetishIf anything that's my boyfriend not me. I just find the whole thing exasperating and a little bit transphobic!Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42288964>selfie battle me on Discord!>I’m totally not an MEF gooner, heh!We will not be adding you on Discord to help you goon your sissy clitty Sir
>>42289000you're coping hard because apparently your world view depends on the idea that attractive women can't have thoughts you disagree with. Everyone can see that you're just being like "you'll goon to me!!" Because all you have to try to distract from the issue is to repeat that I'm some kind of "threat to innocent women" and literally just trying to conjure a troonjack in people's minds.But I'm serious, if you think I'm some kind of gorillasissy, why not make a burner and put your money where your mouth is? I hope you're not like actually a nonpassing manmoder of some kind that would be hilarious and kind of seems to be the modt likely scenario in which case i am genuinely sorry!
Can men make transgender women submissive, sexual awakening through orgasmic pleasure ?
>>42289028i'm already submissive but i like it when a man gives me orgasms
>>42289028they are already submissive?
>>42289102 Not necessarily, some transgender women are dominant. For me I was always feminine, not a threat to masculine men, unless attacked, then I became the Apex alpha.
The only things i feel comfortable in are androgynous clothesi might wear a tanktop sometimes if it's hot but always with a shirt jacket or hoodie or smth layerd on top of italso does anyone else relate to the experience of wanting to wear cute/girly stuff but feeling like none of it looked good on u so u just retreat into baggy oversized fit androgynyi don't even hate where i ended up fashion wise but it does still hurt sometimes seeing girls wear cute/feminine outfits and feeling like i could never make that work myselfthe fact that my feet are size 11-11.5 women's (eu 43) rly doesn't help either god i feel like such a big ugly monster but anyways that's besides the point i wanna know about ur fashion experiences
>>42288393Oh I know how that feels very well. Like, if it's only for myself and I'm just going out alone etc then I always wear very neutral clothes. To just blend in as much as I can so noone would look at me and because I don't deserve to wear anything better than that and I definitely don't think more fem clothes are good looking on me.But I guess the men I flirted with and now my Daddy always want me to present more and more fem and I oblige to that and with time it started to feel more comfortable, because I don't know, maybe I just got used to just wearing it and not thinking anything about it. Also hearing hundreds of compliments had to leave at least a bit of good influence on my self image. Like I know all those people are just saying that because they want to fuck me and because of that it doesn't make it very believeable. But still helped a bit. So... attention whoring for men can be good for self image and confidence
>>42288899oh yea those are cool i saw a kawasaki one at the second hand store today but i didn't get it>>42288810thank u for the kind wordsthat seems like good advice altho i don't have any friends sorry...but maybe i should think of something like that, a safe way for me to build up confidence...>>42288913do u like go to the bar and talk to guys or smthi did that once and it was kind of fun to get some male attention but also scary, im not good at turning someone down
>>42288948honestly the first thing you gotta do is try and get some friends.male attention is probably nice but if you don't have any friends then it'll just feel empty. or you'll be at risk of exploitation.look for hobby groups near you and see if you can get to know people with common interests.
>>42288948It's easier and much more safe to do that online I guess. Like sure, getting all that attention in irl situations is better for confidence boost I guess. But it definitely can get dangerous because there are a lot of creeps out there and all the alcohol at pubs etc makes it worse.And online you are in safe enviroment where no one can truly harass you
>>42288393I'm a repper and you somehow dress more baggy and boy like than I do. You lack style, look into grunge rock girl fashion. Cut the shirt close to belly line, some strategic tears near the shoulder to show just enough, ect. Since you seem to vibe with that style, dress more like a rock star's GF than the rock star love. >>42288706Better, better, i like. You seem to have some shape under there, some hips, perhaps some tits? See above and layer on top of this but not so baggy, way too baggy. Like are you trying to hide a pregnancy? Come on now. Picrel is best i could do on short notice as an example. Notice shirt tucked into shorts, double necklace, female coded. Take a large pair of scissors to that Nirvana brand burlap sack please. t. sz 13 in women's shoes
I want a guy to tell me what faggy clothes to wear for him. Cute sweaters, socks, underwear, cosplay, idc I just want to dress myself up for a man
>>42288799Makeup and dress like a zoomer hoe
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>>42289062>>42289114I love the predatory look in guys eyes when they're wearing masks.
>>42289124I'm so confused by this I don't have two holes
>>42289120you don't think it's rude to call me a perversion?
>>42289151i'm calling myself a perversion
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Would you date a transbian neet that is addicted to this board and wants you to force her off of it?
>>42286738what platforms do you use? honestly i stopped using basically all social media in the past year but i'd be willing to make a new account just to talk to you if that's alright (i promise this is legit lol)
>>42286773telegram: @throwsaways
>>42286682europe?
>>42286682My gf would. She's done a lot for my mental health in the time we've been together.
>>42286682advanced form of boyremoval where you go into your girlfriend's router and block 4chan.
I have talked to over 50 MtF's all from 4chan.You all cried about being lonely, directionless and unloved. You all saw my kindness as weakness. You all displayed emotional immaturity and showed 0 capability for introspection or change. You put in no effort and offer nothing. YOU are the reason you're alone. To be honest, I don't even think most of you are truly transgender, you just wear the trans flag as an excuse to be a shitty person.
>>42287011I've been bullied for being gay but I don't find it sexy, just annoying.
>>42288065I think it would work with fewer words>point down>open, sissy
>>42288349HNNGGGGthey should make movies about this
>>42282649>talked to 50 4chan chudsyou would have been better off talking to an MTF that's 50
>>42285942>duh KKK is cummin 4 da shitposteryesterday it was gas chambers coming for shitposters
Hello everyone! I am not a regular here and I am kinda worried everyone is going to hate on myself and tell me to kill myself, but I still am going to ask: What do you guys think about AGP - autogynephilia? I am not too deep into gender science and AGP but I read a little about it and I do think I may have AGP. meaning I get off the thought/fantasy and Female Pov Porn of having sex as a woman with a man. And even though it doesn't repulse me emotionally, to me it just appears as a fetish, born and induce by watching porn. Thus I see it as vile, degenerate and depraved. And I am disgusted with the part of myself that enjoys the fetish. II am not saying it's the same experience for everyone, for others it may just be self expression of their sexuality. And I am not denying that real trans women or cis women don't can't have the same or similar kind of attraction but in my case, and I can't lie to myself on a structural level - it just appears to me as me fetishizing femininity and feminine beauty. It just makes me sad that I have to accept that porn made me into this kind of freak, but I guess, it is what it is. Anyways, I just wondered how you guys saw it. Go easy on me please, I am just a clueless guys, looking for some answers :)
>>42285948Oh that's fine :)I just just curious. I didn't know the picture prior to this thread.
>>42281286I dunno if it's real. I think I have it. But every time I talk about AGP people tell me that isn't what it means. I never understood the whole meta-attraction thing. Not sure if it's a valid reason to troon but I think you might be brainworming yourself too much.
>>42286006>Not sure if it's a valid reason to troon but I think you might be brainworming yourself too much.Maybe yeah. To be honest, I think, in a few days, I will stop thinking about it and keep living my life as usual. I don't constantly obsess over this. Life is busy enough with social stuff and work. So most of the time I just live life and go with the flow. But I guess, I was just curious about what you all on here thought about the concept of AGP :)
>>42281286Psyfag here. Keep in mind that MOST of the shit you see about AGP is shitposting, or decades out of date. From a more practical standpoint, AGP's use is really about a model of how you see your own desires, and behaviors, and how understanding that can guide you to healthier decisions. LGBT tends to horribly misuse the word "validity", and the idea that there is a "true trans" and people with paraphillas are "fake" or "lesser" is harmful. To simplify, suppose every study here and observation here is true: >>42281946And someone presents as having none of those physical or neurological indicators, but still presents with severe gender dysphoria. If someone is not "legitimately trans" but gets relief from HRT, you go with it, as a simple example. Blanchard himself claimed the most appropriate treatment for people described as dysphoric AGPs is HRT.Also to clarify, I'm not challenging or endorsing any of the studies anon >>42281946 is presenting. It's a good enough read. I do have a serious issue with framing "the legitimacy of being trans" as, well having anything to do with science at all. That's a civil rights claim.
>>42286075you might. depends on if it's dysphoria or not i guess.
What is the difference between a hrt repper and a manmoder
>>42288498None of it's really stupid if it controls our lives. I transitioned mainly because I wasn't a fully homosexual male. I couldn't deal with being male and heterosexual
>>42288523I guess I can kinda relate, when I tried dating women I was fine but I did feel like I spent a lot time making sure I was doing the correct thing, I guess I feel like if I were a woman I’d feel more comfortable just being free spirited and passionate. But transitioning wouldn’t give me that bc I have a male identity so it would just feel wrong
Manmoders are coool
>>42287970repressing means they don't admit it, but they only take hrt as a means of coping. i'm a literal manmoder, i know the difference.
>>42288161how can you say you're repressing anything at all???
