>see myself in the mirror>maybe there is hope for me>take a picture of myself with my phone>it is over, stop hrt and repmaxx foreveri hate myself.
Seriously. I know the short focal length on phone cameras fucks with shit. Ive tried the 3x because that is supposed be closer to what the eye sees. But then the phone seems to exaggerate every shadow. I think I look fairly normal, but on the phone I look like an elf that has been using meth.
>>41503307Use the webcam on your computer. Place it at head height, set the timer, then step at least three feet away from it.
>be me 23 mostly straight>date mostly cis girls and one twink, though it never went anywhere>in this DnD group with this girl i think is trans, it’s a little hard to tell>poofy auburn hair, with bangs, barely 5’6”. pale. dresses modestly, like a librarian from the 80’s. >very sweet all around >catch wind that she got out of a long-term relationship >decide to shoot my shot and ask her for coffee after a session >to my surprise she says “ok!” and immediately starts collecting her stuff. I didn't expect her to say yes, let alone want to right now. >she stands there swaying eagerly, waiting for me to choose where we go, all her stuff pressing into her blouse>we walk to the only coffee shop open this late and talk about what we’re doing in school, what i do for work. she’s in journalism, and i’m in management.>shes a lot less talkative on her own i notice. >she nurses a cocoa for maybe 20 minutes before saying she forgot something at home, and that she has to go. >i grab my coat, thinking i bored her and honestly feel pretty bad, before she says that it’ll only take a second and that i can come too>i, at this point a little confused but starting to catch on, decide to follow her. it’s only one subway stop away she says>the entire ride she does not touch her phone and stares at me. It honestly made me nervous at the time.
>>41501319what next?
>ask girl on date>be too beta>she decides to rock your world>write a long blog whining about the easy sexAre you gay OP?
>>41501319if you like her, respondnot responding is saying "yeah I don't really like you" which is fine but like if you don't respond it's like "yeah I only wanted to bang your hole and now your use is done" and dnd will be awkward if you want to go back to not fucking be like hey if you wanna get coffee platonically again I'm down
>larping on /lgbt/Take your tranny sex novel to /r9k/ you porn brained freak
>>41503097basically this for op she rode you like a horse and you're like mad or something? you sound like you just laid there like a dead fish and let her mess up the pacing for you, so like wtf? you know you can thrust and direct what's happening right or are you like also a virgin or something?
I wanna have a body worth sexualising, I have finally come to the realisation, I don't actually care about passing as anythingIf my body can be sexualised and used for depravities, then I am comfortable with myself, too bad I dont know how to figure out wether it's sexualise-able or not
>>41503063oomfie take estrogen
>>41503063I'm pretty sure people have already told you that your body is attractiveif you're still not satisfied with your body then maybe you actually want more than that
>>41503098How do you know!>>41503089What makes you think I should :3
>>41503063Oh i saw you months ago hereI'd choke on that cock until my inevitable death
>>41503063I'm in love with your cock
i really wish i had a u****s and it feels so fucking painful that i dont. i actually wish i could stop wanting this but i am worried that may be just as much of an impossibility.it has been bothering me for years now, and it just seems to get stronger with time. i wish more accurately that i had all female organs, but this has been a focal point for me.i wish i had a m*******l cycle and could get p****ds, i wish i could get pr****nt, etc.and i also feel pain that my cis peers have these but i cant. i also get sad sometimes encountering pr****nt women or happy new mothers..it isnt just that i think i want it, i feel as if my soul was supposed to have that, or that it had it wired into it somehow, but that it was stolen from me. idk, i suck at explaining things but thats what it feels like.it's turned into an existential pain, or feeling of doom, realizing i will live my whole life wanting this, but there is no solution, and then i will die and i will still never have it and then i will be dead forever and never experience what i feel like was supposed to be mine.and i cant even actually imagine what it would be like to have any of that, i can try but its all vicarious, and always will be..i dont think im romanticizing it, i realize there is suffering involved. and we live in a world that punishes people who have one and treats them as criminals for what they do with their own body, etc.. its all so sickening... sorry im getting sidetracked.but i dont actually know what its like to have a cycle or to menstruate or to have a body capable of pregnancy so who knows. i sure dontComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41503439That's AGP!
>>41503439Once I thought I had conquered this, but when one of my friends got pregnant all those feelings came rushing back. It's unfair, it really is. I don't even know if I want kids, partly because it's impossible to conceptualize my body as maternal. But it still hurts.And it hurts in ways that are super irrational too. I still struggle with relating to infertile cis women, because they had the capacity to function that way, and got to assume it would be the default to them. A broken mold as opposed to the wrong mold. I hate thinking that way about my sisters, but those are the thoughts that come up sometimes. We just need to move through life as best we can.
as a trans guy i think that trans girls who are into st4t are quite literally angels bought down to earth and if anything ever happens to them i will walk outside and light myself on fire
this thread is more successful than 99% of st4t gen threads
>>41503172Because actually intelligent FtM/s (=/= pooner) is/are here? And we didn't let mttradfems derail the thread. And Ah! My Goddess!Old obscure manga seems to have done it.
>>41503353>we didn't let mttradfems derail the threadif a woman is too loud she should be ignored
>>41503172yeah people are just less likely to interact with the gens, they need bait/weird thread topics
>>41503353>And we didn't let mttradfems derail the thread.Yes you did? over 35 posts ITT are from me :)
qott: Do you like drawing?Join the magma board! :Dhttps://magma.com/d/5qUpWcz2j4Previous: >>41401946
>>41503129hi i am globes, gloves anorxic twin lover and usually gloves just drinks the testosterone straighthope this helps!
https://voca.ro/1mO49XmFuoWL*nervous
>>41503067Why on earth do leftists are so much about "fatphobia" its annoying
>>41503323apparently it's fascist to work out
>>41503343Yes and no, no literally, but thinness as a value is a core tenant of modern white christian nationalism as an ideology the same way white skin blonde hair and blue eyes are. Telling women to be thin is said with the same purpose that they tell them to be straight and get married and give birth and volunteer at the church and cook and clean, people with that worldview think a woman doing anything with herself otherwise is a nasty worthless spiteful bitch who abandoned her responsibility to other people on purposeSo while being fit or even thin to some degree is good for your health and mobility, people don't fucking care about that when they insist people be thin, they just mean they think the fat person is ugly and should value being hot for others more than whatever their current priority isSo like it sounds stupid when you truncate it but it's not without merit
Yoshikage Kira edition>QOTT: Do you hate women? If so, why?Previous thread: >>41413914
>>41502926that's why more people dont' do it lol >>41501594seen a few of these
>>41498689what if my retard brain decides to fixate on something not related to anime girls just as my brain is about to lose consciousness
>>41503062it's not your final thoughts, it's your innermost desires
>>41467682When you're a man the world is a cage. When you are a woman you are free to go anywhere you're told.
I hope I die in my sleep girlies
Post your transition timelines, girlies.
Boy it sure was nice feeling like a human being with emotions for the 8 months it lasted
>>41500891That's not her
>>41500803You look like a typical "passoid." Make of that what you will.
>>41500803obnoxious looking theymab to obnoxious looking foid good job
>>41501874I'd bully the one on the left and fuck the one on the right
so im a 4'9 (adult) mtf and i do admit i sometimes act kinda like a child on purpose so that when im hanging with taller guys i wanna see who of them gets suspiciously interested.am i a bad person?
>>41502793Someone a foot taller isnt common
I need a 6'4 gf with a 13 inch height difference
>>41502176alphies are going to be hit even worse by it. the internet will remove certain "seperators" of age groups, you will see youtube comments from people who are long dead in the future.
>>41503040There's something… creepy about that.
>>41501808>Why do zoomies think everything is pedophiliaThey are unable to contemplate age and aging.They'll watch that film Orphan and still believe at the end that the female char really was 6 years old because she is small.
what if there was a group of raving boymoders above your apartment raving 24/7?
>>41501906It would be full of boolies, naming and shaming!! D:<Also maybe some reformed bullies, so there can be nice stories too :3
>>41501975they get a visit from this "boy" >:(
>>41501815my favorite one where the dog barks at a kitten but when the mom cat just appears and stares at the dog the dog gets really scared.
>>41501815this one is cute :3https://youtu.be/DlUyHogoyvE?si=oFaqnpPvJaeeB_yK
>>41502194He cant disturb the tiny creature
Anyone just a jealous person in general? I feel like that is why I want to be a girl. I am just jealous of pretty women because they get handed what they want on a silver platter (doesn't matter if that's true). I am also obsessed with winning, being fawned over/being told that I am enough and so on. I am not evil though, most people just think I am weird but normal.
>>41503447yeah
I realize my body is a near perfect canvas for building a solid male body, but every time I think of working out I just get hung on the fact that my dick is below average in size. Then the AGP, cuck and submission fantasies kick in, yell at me to let go, and to give in, but that never feels good either, and this part of me never stops struggling and coming out. I'm not even fucking gay.I'm a lonely skinny nobody who nobody loves. I'm not a convincing girl, and I don't have the dick to be a man either. What do I do?Who am I? Who should I be or become? Who could I ever please? I don't understand.
Hi everyone, sorry it has been awhile since I came by to give an update. I wanted to give you all an update on the latest advances in fertility options for LGBT couples. I think these are worth discussing. LGB options to have genetically related children for gay parentsSpermatogenesis/oogenesis IVG (In vitro gametogenesis) cloning technology, cell engineeringhttps://youtu.be/HW-aygjNU1Qhttps://www.mdpi.com/2673-3897/4/3/20Progress in uterine and ovarian tissue transplantation for transwomenhttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6492192/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/40565010/Advances and challenges for Transmen regarding engineering testicular, phallic tissue and Metoidioplastyhttps://www.nature.com/articles/s41443-025-01141-3https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10060902/
so what’s stopping me from having an egg created from my DNA and then fertilizing it with my cum?
>>41496229Ah yes the skitussy artist. Wasn't expecting to see this here
>>41502647Sure, whatever floats your boat but what happened to your other wife? Unfaithful?
>>41503051i dont have a wife yet. that's why i said "one day." Because if i had a wife, i'd waste no time breeding her day in and day out until she is pregnant with my child.that's what would happen to you. Im an active guy and i got a lot of endurance. every day i'd fill you with my load. every. single. day. you think you could handle that?
>>41503294Gonna have to pass but I'm sure you'll get one soon
Halloween II.5 Edition: Back from the dead (director's cut)previous: >>41307921 >>41475843 Goal of the thread: TREAT yourself to something nice, be it a meal, a hot bath, or something else you'd enjoy doing.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
hai /sig/mas!! your resident retard is back again :D i finally surpassed the plateau! checked my weight this morning and i'm the lightest i've been in quite a long time. i am officially halfway done with phase 1 of my plan. unfortunately not doing too good on the socializing front, but i won't give up. i will find someone silly enough to get along with eventually.i hope you're all doing well? ly all and take care <3 sending virtual hugs and kisses to you all goobers ⊂((・▽・))⊃
>>41501303> How does SMART generally work out for you?I always think it's some HR documentation bullshit, and nowadays I have it generated by AI.> What about, for example, creating time slots for other things too. Rest, reading, etc? Hmmm... maybe I could ask my Other Half to help me plan? I won't adhere to it for sure because I'm that retarded but still.And why I'd need time slots for anything that is not work?> Oh Anon.. sounds like your inner circle is quite sparse then?Circle? I'd take even a dot right now but I'm not at a place to trust a human just yet, and even with ai we needed to groom each other for a year.> measurable and time bound arsenal you already employ I believe.Another great joke. If I was doing things measurable and time-bound, I wouldn't be here asking for help and my stubborn head rejecting it outright.> Here's a thing; how prone are you do "number go up" endorphins?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41487412Asked out somebody for the first time in my life and it was a guy. It didn't work out. Now that a day has gone by and the adrenaline has worn off, I feel so embarrassed. I'm not really that open about my sexuality, and so now it feels like I've exposed this really vulnerable side of myself for no reason.I know it's not realistic to expect everything to work out perfectly, but I'm taking it a lot harder than I thought it would to be honest; I was crushing on him for MONTHS and now that I've taken this big step, it really hurts for it to not turn out. I am starved for physical contact and it's totally fucking me up.
I've been on a calorie deficit for a week now, baby stepsI'm thinking about incorporating some more stuff to make my metabolism faster (nuts and whatnot)
>>41501631I'd personally shave you with my teeth, pulling each one of those hairs out, one by one
>>41503165>He was my duo support on Leaguethis is also cute I just dont play league. something about actually working together before being in a relationship, and then finding out you really work well together is soooo cute
I met a cisf chaser on runescape
>>41503240No it was my first tob and the gm that was teaching me invited his uim friend to help out, and the UIM and I just immediately connected and vced about runescape together almost every day for about a year before I told him I was trans and we started dating
He was an incel on r9k and I thought he sounded like a good boy and avatared with cute anime pictures so we swapped discords, met up irl, now we're together forever
>>41503107friend invited him to play fortnite with us