Ok so for a while I've known my bf is lowkey not very smart but the past few days have been worrying me that he is actually retarded or smth because that feels like the only thing that would explain it.>be me, 22 bi mtf midshit>met bf at a concert, he's cute, nice face and muscular, lowkey would've bullied me pretrans>we started dating a few months ago and have rlly hit it off, he's kind and gentle but rough when i need him to be>a few weeks ago he took me out on an actually date at a nice italian restaurant>when he orders he sounds out "lasag-na" like he's never read the word before>ask him about it after the waiter is gone and he just says he's used to english menus>later we are driving to my parent's house>feeling kinda nervous but he reassures me that it's going to be ok>we get to a light and i tell him to turn left>he turns right>wth why did you do that>he says that he would've had to hold up his hands to tell which way is left and he didn't want to put me in danger while im in the car>wahtComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42202023He does sound retarded. Crazy he got his drivers licence
>>42202023Himbo energy
>>42202023Marry him
>>42202023>>explain while half sobbing that they were calling me by my deadname and trying to hurt me and it worked>>he gets a shocked look on his face and goes "oh shit wait I lowkey forgot about that"No i totally get that, that's not being retarded, he just views you as a girl so he totally forgets about how you used to be a boy, he's totally conditioned
>>42202043He has a decent job selling cars for his dad, I think he can handle himself. I think he's just a bit goofy sometimes and didn't learn enough stuff as a kid growing up.>>42202055He wrecked the first 2 cars he got from his dad for free lmao, but his 3rd one is ok(if not for a few dings and scratches) I think he's being more careful now since he knows 3 strikes is the limit
For me it was just sheer guilt and fear and knowing I was some kind of freak and not being able to tell anyone about my issues because my only exposure to trannies was fucking terrifying + no knowledge of HRT until it was too late. t. lateshit HRTrepper here who is unfortunately spending his New Year's frustrated about not being a youngshit.
>>42194815cried and disassociated a lot around when i started puberty but couldn't transition by myself due to no income and insanely transphobic familyi'm now just starting 1 month in at 21 years old but the thought that puberty has done insane amounts of unwanted change to my body makes me upset and i don't even know why i'm continuing the path im in its doomed
>>42194815i realized i was trans at 12 and it took me 2.5 years to find someone irl who would give me hrt. so probably lack of diy knowledge. this is why diypilling people is so important. i could've passed so much better if i had known earlier.
Puberty started at 9, knew at 10, didn't know about or have any concept of transitioning. Grew up brown and poor so my only exposure to trannies was "man-in-dress" punchlines on TV, and kids in school beating up their "secret" trans gfs. Then I went through a kiwifarms/r9k phase.I only stopped repping this summer when I learned about DIY. I was enough of a luckshit to start passing 4 months in. Not flawlessly, but enough to change my documents and live quietly as a suspiciously young-looking man. I go gym now, and overall take much better care of myself. It hurts knowing I could have been an unclockable gigapassoid by now if I wasn't retarded, and I was living on my own as a teenager anyway. But I let estrogen give me E cups and 101cm hips and keep me at 165cm. Life is cruel but it's also funny, and in any case I'm happier as a mid male than a cute/hot woman.>>42200058Fellow 22shit, I hope your beard is coming in nicely
first person i ever came out to (fat gigahon) sexually assaulted all of my friends but not me (i was 14 at the time and all my friends (including “her”) were like 16-18). that made me rep for a few years until it caught up with me and i started diying at 17. kept it totally secret until a couple years ago when i was 21. im like a semipassoid/twinkhon now. my parents would have been supportive. i might have wound up a couple inches shorter, maybe my apple/brow wouldn’t be as bad, i would have had “female”/tranny socialization those years instead of awkward fem gay male socialization. i try not to think about it.
>>42194815I thought dysphoria would go away since being trans was very unacceptable, it didn't, I trooned out at 19 but by that time puberty had passed and now I'm a 6'2 bitterhon
foamer editionq what are your favorite transit vehiclesq2 if you could drive any transit vehicle what would you drive>>42144666
>>42200887actually good - stoned, made a pretty good dinner earlier, watching football and doing my nailsnever kill yourself or whatever
>>42201097based how are you doing them??
>>42198199yeah i want to be inbetween too, i know enbys are a joke but thats how i feel at this point. i almost roped 5 years ago with how depressed i was over masculinising, but that doesnt make me a girl, or want to be one, i dont even want to say im a trans woman, its just not me. i wish there was a hormone that just disabled testosterone and you could just be a non masculinising male, but this is what we have.
>>42201577have a dark blue I like, think I managed not to fuck it up
Everything is so shit. Even among the LGBT community, you're still stereotyped and shoved into a box.Gay people completely fucking normalize that shit too, and they pretend as if the hatred and dehumanization is all just a "joke" but we all know it's not.
im a mtf with decent bottom dysphoria (as in i can kinda cope with it, but i dont really like thinking about it or acknowledging it in any real way) but i constantly fantasize about plowing boys and making them my bitch.i do not share this same sentiment for girls and if anything would make me have a complete breakdown over dysphoria, so why is it different for boys? my only guess is that it spawned from my vaguely misandrist attitudes to men + generally bad experiences with men sexually so as a result ive internalized it as a kink for fucking boys and making them submit to me as revenge. idk fully though.is this fem/malebrained? agp/aap? based/cringe? what does this mean for me? do cis women also think about this sometimes?
>>42201739desu turns me on a lot to think of myself as a straight man while pinned down by a guy, stupid agp
>>42201713ugh. i wish i had a twink i could just plow regularly...they are soooo cuteee>>42201739so if im not agp, am i aap maybe? i feel like revenge-fucking(?) is something one could only do if they embraced their inner masculine rage.>>42201765ive never understood the appeal of hips, idk why. i like a nicely shaped ass but seeing someones curves would never turn me on.
>>42201868I know a cute twink who's stuck in hell (Missouri) and I've contemplated adopting him but the power dynamic would be so fucking weird and I'm also like seriously ill...
>>42201868it's about how the waist flares into hips n ass and about the submission too so a reversal of roles and making him my bitch fembrained
You're attracted to men. Most women would be the same if they had a dick, hell some are like that without having a dick.
How have they changed? What's similar?
>>42200677I have once
>>42200402they look like this now
>>42200693Well maybe you just need to relax and experiment more. Take your time, don't feel like you're in a rush. Don't try to insert anything right away just try to play with the opening and stimulate the nerves that are there.
>>42200402sexual access was much more limited for gay men back then, so life was much slower but also more difficult socially, and more rewarding when you found someone you love and can be with. Nowadays sexual accessibility is too high and instant gratification ruins relationships because people become replaceable and it's easy to move on and find another person to fuck.
>>42201928Yeah. People in general aren't too loyal these days Always talking about "cracking" people who aren't their partners and stuff
Becoming aware of meta-attraction mindbroke me. I am no longer comfortable with women, cis or trans, and I even resent a big part of gay men. I only want real attraction but as a man its practically impossible to acquire from women, unless you're a verifiable gigachad, and even then its largely contextual, as evidenced by womens romance novels. To put it plainly, cis women and troons just view men as accessories to their sexuality.How the fuck do I cope?
Avoid psychopaths and narcissists. It's not that hard to tell if someone actually loves you and not all trannies are meta attracted crossdressing skinwalkers.
>>42201328thats all women whether cis or trans doe
>>42198138This. Most women have raw attraction but it's not instant like ours unless you are seriously good looking. They are something more like demisexual, this is why hookups are so deeply unfulfilling for them. Trans women can be the same or they can be meta attracted, it's not one size fits all.
>>42198244>>42198226>Only top 5% of all men will ever make me horny in any way shape or form.Fembrained as fuck
>>42201768Cope
I let him sleep on the couch and he stays there as long if he dares to repeat the words: 'I find Amy whine-house better than Silvie Vartan'. Sylvie was before Madonna, Sylvie will not be defeated and certainly not by Amy Whine-house
>>42201571fuck off amy winehouse was an angel and one of the greatest vocalists of all time and back to black is my go to dissociation album
>>42201993>>42201993I simply disagree. At large in this case
would you trust a tranny to fly your plane?would you feel comfortable with a tranny as your captain or first officer?do you think trannies should even be allowed to become pilotchads??
If I heard a tranny pilot's voice over the loudspeaker in an airplane I would not feel safer than I have in my entire life. She could crash the plane, I would let her kill me.
>>42201607my gunner doesn't need to be a puppygirl they can be anyshcming, cis man, gay man, any afab, etc
>>42201664then in that case you’ll find a gunner in no time!!
>>42201653I don’t know how to interpret this, do you mean you don’t care if a tranny sucks as a pilot or if it one is a tranny you get scared? me no understand
>>42201814No I'm just retarded and used a double negative by accident. I would feel safer than I had in my entire life. I would feel so safe, id let her crash the plane and kill us all bcs I would trust her intentions
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
>>42198309at some point there was a male tourist who claimed he had a beautiful asian wife lmao and we were all miserable fakebians
i bought my gf walmart's 4 foot shark plush. she didn't want a blahaj because of the tranny association which imo is dumb but whatever. she's crocheting it a cowboy hat.
My "relationship" doesn't really feel tangible right now. I believe she's telling everyone we're together, not dating, but it's really starting to feel like she's just using me to make her ex jealous. I mean, they're still hanging out from what I understand. Which makes me bitter because she can't even message me or acknowledge my existance. We have something of a mutual understanding that we're committed to each other but I am feeling NOTHING. No messages, we're not friends online, I don't know her phone number yet. It's actually starting to hurt my feelings because I do like her and I understand her situation but I have feelings too. And she's ignoring them like in the past.
All I've done during my Christmas vacation is drink and play video games and being generally miserable
Addison is insanely sexy
in 2026 i WILL find an ftm and i WILL put my child inside of her fertile womb
>>42201208I dont envy lil bro
This is so hott
>>42201208Lol you want 2 dad, op?
do i pass???
>>42194184I'm so sorry but no... hope you will find peace in your life
>>42194184You look like a white Somali
>>42199058why is it that somalis have that lightbulb heae shape? they must be the ugliest people on the planet. its crazy an entire people can look like that and not just a single disfigured individual. i wanna try bbc but the only black people we have here in the nordics is somalis. im so jealous of americans when it comes to this
yakubian monstrosity
>>42199110Porn addiction
i’m leaving, y’all boring.
>>42200613Do you like animation memes?
>>42200630please just one question
>>42200588where you leaving to?
>>42200588See you tomorrow
>>42200635i been saving this for you, happy new year animation meme anonyoutu.be/leVPtymjass
Does watching anime cause AGP?
>>42201954anime is literally one of the most popular forms of media and EVERYONE has either heard of it, or is watching it.unless the person in question is watching some shit like "i got reincarnated as a girl and i have a harem" or some other genderbend slop theres no sign of it being agp because that would mean more than half the world are agp.
Is this really the optics we want for trans women?
>>42200079have you considered you're rambling about nothing and making no sense
Im actually not sure if i want to troon out but i've not done aell as a man thus far.Maybe had i tried a bit harder i wouldnt be having thoughts like that.
Werong tred sry.
>>42199086the only people that would turn this into some sort of agp fetishslop are people who cant cope with being agp or are agp themselves.most cis people would see this as cozy, albeit probably find it a little bit weird purely because its not a traditional bed. i doubt they would see trans people any more negative though unless they already had some bias.
>>42199245boring retard on windows media player repeat
>>42200610well if you think another year with your birth gender's hormones would make you like your appearance more, that's your prerogative i guess lol
>>42199245try 22...
>hrt at 17 never passer
>>42200971rip
