Should I just end it now
>>42317309Not at all.
>>42317330Don't lie to me it just makes me feel worse
>>42313668calm down. just stop with the boymode pants and just troon out, you can barely take a picture too
>>42311433the angle just does that, i abuse it all the time
>>42311465probably HSTS and fun to be around as wellwhile white trannies are AGP former incels who schizo lecture you about pronouns and stonewallmeanwhile brown tranny:>stonewall? what's that? i just want to spoil my man
Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42312033YWNBAW faggot
>>42315306Yeah but who cares lol. I can be more happy and feel better which is probably a step up on you lol.>>42315117Maybe a little bit but aren’t we all?
>>42315972I am happy though. I am also not delusional
>>42315306
>>42312033>Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?>female self>cis manYwnbam
I've been dating this guy that I've met on VRChat over quite the handful of time, we do all the degenerate things you'd expect from people there. However, I'm not attracted to men's physical bodies, and we're both only attracted to women. We can only do these things because we look like cute anime girls. I know that if I'd met him in person, we wouldn't be able to do any of this, it makes me sick just thinking about it, but I still love him despite everything. So yeah, what kind of faggot am I?
>>42318266straight man
how do you acquire a ftm boyfriend? any tips?
>>42317925creampie
Disguise yourself as a femrepper and then surprise him
>>42317943thanks anon
>>42317953it's the most effective method
Bump
>be me, ftm>chaser for femreppers>add a "femrepper" from the board hoping to score some legal teenage pussy>it's a neckbeard with a vagina who's decades older than me >somehow still acts like a radfemY'all lost the plot
>>42317548sounds like you're just a coping lesbian
>>42317548That sounds like the ultimate femrepperTry dating an actual trans woman next time not a fucking repper
>>42317886He is trying to fuck pre transition ftms, not us
Silly, you should date a real man and get hot plaps like god intended
>>42317597I'm listening
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42318114I'm really sorry... I really hope your transition will go well though
>>42318161pro: height, shockingly cute face (fixable with ffs), money, decent overall healthcon: age (at best I get somewhere decent in 5 yrs), higher health risks, multiple social complications (guaranteed)But, on the bright side, this is the third day in a row I woke up calm and not anxious, sweaty and as if I was hit by a bus. Waking up so jolly (especially 3 days in a row) hasn't happened to me since 2014 or so.Moderately optimistic, ig.
>>42317719yeah i was shaving my hairy arms with my moms bic razors. i couldnt understand how nobody else was bothered by it? but i do have very hairy genes for my arms and legs.
>>42318191i dont think age matters as much as people say, i started thinking about hrt at 14. but the pictures of me at that age, im 6 feet tall and have a square face, i dont feel like i changed too much since then. all the changes from age hrt can undo, but it cant undo the base.
>>42318214>i dont think age matters as much as people sayIt's all relative.In my case it's very likely to be proven true.Still, the health risks at 35+ are much higher. I'm basically throwing an entire trainload of nukes into my endocrine system. Easier to take that at 29 than at 39.It's also the social aspect. I am a functional adult. At 39 I have a life (which I've been running on autopilot since 2022 when my brain got fully occupied with this). Rewiring that is going to be a bigger challenge than the physical work.But if the new normal is to wake up like I woke up in the last 3 days, it will be worth it just for this alone. If I can free up some brain bandwidth as I progress, I'll throw a goddamn party lol.I obviously have different objectives and interests than the median of this board. Lots of concerns here are alien to me (and some downright silly, tbhon).
are you ready to date your looksmatch?
>>42315583Most trans people wouldTheir autosexual / bisexual state is what causes the body incongruence; they want to fuck themselves... but they NEED ESTROGEN!
>>42317001Nah I just think it's because I know I like curves + ass and know I also possess them. I think my looks match would be really attractive
>>42316869>threatening
>>42316912it's painfully obvious this is a repping faggot with these "jokes"
>>42315553As someone with extreme bottom dysphoria, I couldn't care less about looks. I'd date anyone who wouldn't force me into doing triggering sex stuff, that's why I'm still KHHV.
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Gonna post something decent after some more rest.Goodluck everyone!
>>42298391im feeling the same honestly, life is just suffering outside of distractions and i stopped drugs to think, i've achieved nothing meaningful/substantive while everything outside that bubble keeps getting worse in the meantimenow thinking is the bane of my existence again and i desperately want it to stop since it brings no value to my life>>42300829come back in 5 years and say the same
this website is really bad for my body image
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>>42314580>Won't workRight now you're dying without killing yourself. Literally any change would be better than your current situation.
Last thread died early edition>QOTT: What's your favorite cancelled TV show?Last thread: >>42271435
its important to understand and fully internalize that you arent special, that you are just one person among billions, its very tempting to think you are better or special in some way than some street shitter from an indian slum or whatever, but the only difference between you and them is luck. and that whatever way your life is going, its probably gonna continue to go that way. whatever your dice roll is, thats it and you have to work with it. you have to accept it. everyone you are envious of was just born like that and it all happened naturally for them. never try and force it. accept your lot if you can.
>>42318122just took another bica pillstep by step I'm accepting my lot
ive never really felt envious of people who are happy and have more than me im not really a jealous person but im still completely miserable for other reasons despite the carefree easy life ive lived thus far
>>42318136thats good, i think its much better to be miserable because of actual issues you are having than basically torturing yourself asking questions like why do other people have more, why are others succeeding and im failing, why is it easy for others and so hard for me. all pointless questions to ask that just hurt you.
>>42318159i am torturing myself desu but other people arent the source of it
Does heaven exist? Does being lgbt effect that?
>>42318110truthnuke
>>42318110I'm an atheist No religions are real
>>42318174God believes in atheists tho
>>42318192God means nothing to a non believer
>>42318210A nonbeliever means everything to God thoughMaybe you can love them back one day
how big are your tits, tranny?
>>42318119idk anon i don't think they're going to grow much more ;-;
>>42318128very hot. i like the veins
>>42318132but maybe you are going to pick implants that are just too big.
>>42318133thanks. they're weird looking idk
38DD. Just know, it took over a decade to get there. Give it time, things will fill out and work out.Sage for troll thread.
>be me>trans woman>wake up the princess wand after not using it for a while>go to pee afterwards>a random blood clot flies out>wtf>i ignore it>it's normal for the rest of the day and days after that>a few days later>wake up to pee>look down>i know that color>a blood clot is there againComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Something serious is happening because blood clots seem increasingly common
probably have a sharp kidney stone
>>42318008it's becoming more common>>42317981i guess i have to, but i don't want to, it's going to be embarrassing to explain if i have to elaborate or if it's discovered it was a benign self healing injury just because i went overboard with fapping that one timebut i have to call the doctor to get hormones and do a blood test soon anyway so i guess this could be included>>42318020i haven't had any pain, but this might mean the kidney stone is just being soft launched, someone i know recently had a kidney stone too
>>42318129i meant "it's becoming more common" as a question but i forgot the question mark
>>42318131Yes, number of people reporting urinating blood clots going up.
Im disgusted by my nature and feel like a predator to women. The best i can do is swear off dating and wish that I could somehow find attraction to men
>>42317031You cope by leaving this board and realising that transbians are not in fact hitler2 and they are regular people worthy of love
>>42317031You have done nothing wrong and don't need to hate yourself for liking women
>>42317364This is barely true. And honestly just saying its false doesnt really do much
cisfem here to say gay women who r down to suck tgirl cock exist bc i exist!! i dont think ur a disgusting transbian whatever tf that means. girl get a grip n stop labeling urself with weird shit from /lgbt/!!!! get on bumble n ull find a gay ass bitch like me down to suck tits and dick while you moan like a hot girl!!!!!’ RAHHHHH
>>4231703199% of trannies are dirt poor you get a job and mog poorshits
I wanted to join in on the last thread, but I was too late :(post yours, guess letters, interests, etc!https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2812233
Why even bother with that when most people look really bad and nowhere like their idealized simple artstyle self
>>42314549For fun, dickhead. not everything has to be serious
>>42314573I just cant imagine being ugly and not letting that defeat you. Seems like you'd get ridiculed much more often(rightfully so)
Bleh
>>42317276Mtf bpdemon
my tits are noticeably rounder after just a week of clobetasol cream and ive got another week to go
>>42316416Feels like the best way is to weight cycle, right?
>>42316469very slowly as far as i can tell, its main job is terminal end branching but it also sensitizes feminine fat pads to insulin.>>42316513yestheres no settled thing yet but you need 6 weeks between cycles, you use it either daily or every other day, safe period appears to be at least a week of usage, maybe 2. apply a decent coating to tits an let absorb, probably wash off before bed. buy the 6 tubes because its cheap af. take 30mg pio daily while youre on it because why not stack PPARy agonism with it, it seems to help.make sure you know the sides and keep an eye on skin thinning.>>42316581im actually losing weight rn.>>42316599it probably works better if youre slowly gaining weight yes.
bump for interest / further discussion. i'd never heard of clobetasol til this thread and i'm interested now
wait this shit can treat eczema and give me rounder boobs? i might try and get a legit rx and try it for both problems
>>42318169based, gl anon
