I'm a few days away from being 21 and I've felt dysphoria for the past 6 years slowly grow until the current moment where it rules every waking moment and is ruining my life: crying daily, completely and hopelessly depressed, filled with self loathing etc. It started when I unconsciously realized I wanted to be a woman and began presenting as one privately when I got into high school and had free time outside of the supervision of my parents for the first time. In the span of a month I already gave myself a new name and came out to my closest friends, and only later did I start recognizing dysphoria in myself and realize I could be trans. These years I don't even do that anymore, though I've stopped doing anything anymore and even going to classes which once brought me satisfaction and accomplishment has become a chore for me. Whenever I told people that I have gender dysphoria they were always shocked because I'm not a feminine person with my interests within the typical autistic male range (mil stuff being the primary outlier, but also CS, Paleozoic paleontology etc.). I feel like I'd be happier if I got on HRT and transitioned with most of my friends recommending that also if I think it would be best, but I'm concerned I'm not actually trans given the aforementioned lack of femininity that I currently display and that being a sign that I'm not actually trans. What should I do?
Not reading all that.>flips coinYes, you're a valid truetranner now go get your pills
>>42390290>I've felt dysphoria for the past 6 yearsyes. go take your drugs nona
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>>42386528Have you tried playing the nba instead? Height is an illusion but money isn’t
>>42386582>asking them questions about lifethis is a good place to start but you also have to do other stuff like idk shared hobbies, current events, and also talk about urself but obv not too much. yah its kind of complicated but there are probably ways to practice maybe use dates as that? and like look into it more online? theres gotta be resources out there to learn how to talk and then just try those
>>42386262Stop drinking
>>42385106>>42385360jesus men are fucking monsters im so sorry that he did this to you
>>42388314maybe if i find a plug lmao
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>>42388585they are still developping though so isnt there any way to course correct the growth and minimalize it at least?
>>42388648I'd talk to a mastologist, in addition to an endo. Make sure you find one who knows their shit about trannies
Can i feminize my face and only my face?
>>42390140ffs?
>>42390140No. Estrogen will go everywhere and it will feminize everything (including your brain).
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
good morning sig
stop finding reasons to go off of t if you're trans! what is wrong with you people? i know this is sig and you're meant to be polite but what the absolute fuck is going through your head?self-harm is one thing. i can understand wanting to self-destruct and ruin your life, but surely there are lines. that's meant to be one of them.
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>>42382854I ordered the book for exercises (links were broken :( ) and I'm now looking to see if it's possible to get a tummy tuck done by a local-ish GAC surgeon who might be able to get it covered by insurance.
>>42388638your anger comes from a place of love.You're upset because you see people endangering themselves and feel powerless to stop it, don't you? I empathize..
any trannies who are obsessed with winter sports?my mom also sent me to the figure skating club when i was four and i’m obsessed with the ice and snow ever since
>>42384858those skiis are pretty...
>>42384858i like to ski and we just got a bunch of snow up here, but i need to get my skis tuned up before i can go againnnn :(
I do a bit of everything! Skiing, skating & snowmobiling!
>>42384858cant ski or board for shit but I can set up bindings though
>>42388041i’m going this saturday but my skis need some new wax and a detune >>42388473what are your favorite bindings
At least 30% of my motivation for having casual sex is purely platonic loneliness and the need to talk to more people
>>42389941I’m in the same boat, anon. I don’t know how to actually make friends so I’ll just keep using my body as a way of baiting people into getting close to me, I guess. I mean, once they get too close they want to leave, but whatever, I’ll just keep trying, because surely next time will work, right?
>>42390083I don't even have much interest in seeing them again generally, I have a tendency to microdose socialization even in nonsexual contexts
Have you tried ... actually dating people?
It's ok to be male!
>>42387629im ok with it. Even when I have panties on Im ok with it.
>>42387629no, sorry :/
>>42390125yes, always!
>>42390223ehhhhhh
>>42390244yesYES
Trans women are mentally ill MALE crossdressers, not actual women. Trans people do not exist as a separate entity from crossdressers.
>>42390004it's an araki "jotaro punches"-based meta where they just scream "AVADAKEDAVRA" at each other and the winner is decided by joanne's whim. she makes no commitment to the reality of her world. also the whole snape subplot is rather gross. it's clear that her transphobia is partially motivated by a belief that "betas" should "just grow up" and become manful cucks like severus
>>42390033I think you are way too autistic to enjoy the Harry Potter world.
>>42389740>wow, I'm hearing this for the first time
>>42390115i don't mind the movies, for the most part. but, yes, when i was 8 and the 5th book came out i remember getting to about page 50 and being like "this sucks and is boring. and, repetitive. in a boring, unfunny way." like, we get it joanne. you hate jews and fat people. at least her transphobia is a novel bigotry, for her. probably the most she's had to flex her brain in decades
>>42390273but you still don't accept ityou continue to delusionally insist you are women
Tops, how would you react if a racially ambiguous bottom asked you out on a date?
>>42388962genuine question but how are you racially ambiguous? you're either 50/50 or like 75/25
>>42389103Sometimes Mexicans will be mistaken for Indian and vice versa despite having no relation
>>42388962I would try to figure out what scam they're runningNobody asks me out so that's suspicious behaviour
>>42389045 selfie of you
>>42389155Being mistaken for Native is fine. Being mistaken for a dalit is insulting
Post drawings.Any skill level!
>>42389214oh the nose and mouth likely should be higher damnit
>>42389002i hope i see the finished thing >_< sry i got mega tired while making self indulgent drone music on weed and zoned the fuck out. maybe when you're done i'll see if i can make a little track for it like it's an album cover
>>42389391do you lurk another drawthread? I am getting a vibe. moreover cause you asked for cream
>>42389214Thank you! I'll incorporate these when I get the time to later. I was struggling with the face markings.>>42389391That sounds really cool! Do show us if you make it.>>42389478This is cool
It is my 30th birthday today and I am still repping and the dysphoria is getting worse. My performance at work is beginning to suffer because all I can think about now is how I wish I was a woman and how I am not. I tried in my 20s to be ultra masculine to counter act the dysphoria but it didn't work. I tried topping trannies but it didn't work. Every day I become more and more angry and bitter and there are no mirrors in my house because I have punched them all to smithereens. I am going insane and there is no end in sight. No one will ever know my real name. I will never tell a single person my real name. It is my 30th today I hope I do not live to see my 31st.
Idk what its like at that age but I remember being that bad and trying to castrate myself as a kid I think you should try and it might help if you're at that point
>>42386337how did you get a job and have sex with dysphoria
>>42388731Job used to be easier I used to not think about it as much but its getting much harder now. With having sex I think it ended up being a vicarious thing the one time I tried sex with a cis women I couldn't do it
>>42386337>No one will ever know my real namewhy don't you tell us it
post face there’s no way it’s that bad Nona. I’m 31, I looked like this 4 years ago and I’m happy now, live a pretty normal life as a woman
>24f future cissie>getting hair follicles ripped out of my body just to eventually someday get a vagina like I should have had to begin with>pain is really bad but the humiliation of having someone see and touch down there is worse>shaking and crying uncontrollably from shame during multiple visits despite trying my best not to>the trans woman doing my electrolysis says"What's going on with you nona? I hate operating on you when you're crying. Why do you react like this?""Why do you think?""I don't know, that's why I'm asking.""Because I have severe bottom dysphoria. That's why.""You realize more people are going to be touching you there right? For your surgery.">no way!!! I hadn't thought of that!"And they probably won't be trans.">why should this matter to me?"And after your surgery people are going to be touching your genitals too, like for physical therapy.""But then it'd be MY genitals."Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42390018you literally think chopping off your cock is gonna make you loved and a "real woman" I am not the schizo here
>>42390031actually nta but i think getting a vagina will make me happier on a personal level and imorove my quality of life by helping me to love my body
>>42389802gender dysphoria is rare
>>42390141gender dysphoria is an excuse to enforce sexist stereotypes
>>42390141But you would think for a treatment whose purpose is to prepare people for a surgery specifically meant to relieve dysphoria, more people would have it
I’m close to Japan for work and want to visit a hot spring but could my manmoder ass be banned from having moobs? Like B cup and sorta thin?
never been to japan but from what i understand you would be expected to use the male onsen but if you demurely hide your boobs under the water you might be ok? i'd probably steer clear tho
can you be a christian and trans at the same time?saint paul famously said the effeminate wont inherit the kingdom of heaven.do we have any trans christians here? how do you reach a circle with that?..
>>42389626Autistic
>>42389425>>42389408>>42389395I agree that god can be perceived as evil in your humanist moral perspective, but Christians believe morality is determined by god himself. He can't be evaluated because he is outside the framework itself. Even if he was evil (perhaps he is), it doesn't mean he isn't correct, lol. Perfection can exist in evil. It's also valid to accept he isn't perfect, isn't good, isn't omnipotent, isn't omniscient, but still exists. And some people believe Yahweh is the demiurge, that's called gnosticism.
>>42386208>the bible>related to christianitynobody is this dense
>>42388668i got read into the dirt well i love you and jesus gl anon sorry im low iq
>>42390238I love you tooall trannies deserve to go to heaven in my opinion
this is the gen for trans people who pass every day. not a place for chasers to collect photos for their Folder, or a place for repressors to talk about shoulders. this is a place to talk about the mechanics of passing, and how to exist in a cis world as a trans person because of federal overreach, true "stealth" is >>qott when was the first time you passed? how did you feel?
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>>42377940“Stealth” “trans” “gender” is not disprovable and therefore a belief.Back it up with empirical pictorial proof if you like, you might get more replies.
>>42386611i know that cis women compliment each other i'm just too brainwormed to accept that they could be complimenting me genuinely. it HAS to be pity/"yasss queen slay" libshit bc my mind is poisoned against me
passing every day doesn't mean you're stealth. i pass to all men over 25 and all women over 45, but anyone younger than that clocks me immediately. i both pass and don't pass every day
>>42377940Just want to share the incident that set me back from thinking I was stealth.>be me, buying clothes from a consignment store>cashier says "You're sure you don't want to try anything on?">No that's okay, I know my size and I can do alterations if I need to>"Oh, are you a seamst... seam... seamperson?"Fuck you for ruining a whole year of not being misgendered. And fuck me for having the honfidence to think I was stealth.
