Being (newly) single kind of sucks ass but at least I get the new experience of a guy on tinder asking me to give him a wedgie
>>42333172No yeah we very vaguely discussed kinks then he opened with wedgie
>>42333187>giving lil bro a wedgie as gender affirming care
>>42333202He was cism (unlike my ex)
are you gonna do it?
>>42333640Absolutely not, especially since he unmatched me after presumably getting off (I was engaging and redirecting away from the direly unsexy stuff in hopes that I would later get sucked off but honestly I was relieved)
Are trans people who support israel class traitors?https://rdrama.net/post/423285/friendly-reminder-that-trans-people-who
>>42332404any non-jew who "supports israel" has something deeply wrong with them. you always have the option to simply not care. i understand it a little more if you're jewish and grew up in an environment that taught you israel = the jews.>>42332424states don't have rights, people do. there are many imaginable futures in which the state of israel ceases to exist without violating anyone's rights. there are even more counterfactual pasts in which the state of israel as we know it was never created, and as a consequence fewer people's rights were violated.
>>42332424I don't believe in the rights of countries but I am glad that finally after 2000 years the Jewish people have a relatively safe land without prosecution that they have yearned for throughout that entire time>If I forget you, O Jerusalem, let my right hand wither
yes. as are trans who support hamas. next question
>>42333292and well,>only country in the middle east except cyprus that won't just murder me for just existing
>>42332836Okay but is it an ethnostate still or not
im a trans girl and i love feet
>start doing DIY EEn in December>can't tell if my balls have shrunk because it's cold where I live or because the estrogen is actually working
>>42330155just get a blood test? you zoomers are useless>>42333406>what docome back in a year or two
>>42333571but thats too long
>>42333592yes, what did you expect?
>>42333623i was expecting for there to be some sign of it working. i was expecting some sort of difference
when my balls started shrinking/not working it was physically painful. I was getting sporadic cramp-like pain for 1-2 months. I think this is common
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42324072I will like you if you get to a healthy BMI using a health weight adjustment rate, healthy food, enough sleep and enough exercise to stay healthy during and after
bump
>>42324072wait that's kinda crazy tho. Is liking heavy guys seriously that rare of a trait? am I weird for that?
>>42307165>The .org domain is at least kill, yeah. With libgen gone, AA shrinking..Yeah, I noticed that the other domains still work – I'm building a small personal library right now, in case the shadowlibs disappear for good.>I found it's beginning chapters a little obtuse, I would recommend to compare and contrast with Taylor's bookAlright, I will! Thanks for the recommendation. I actually found out about Taylor's book from Claude too, but it seems loooong, meaning that I likely wouldn't finish it. But I stole a copy on the internet, so into the collection it goes.>Knowing Oberstufenphysik, I can attest you missed absolutely nothing.Okay, good to know. >A lovely choice, depending on your particular degree you might be able to add a theoretical physics course as Individuelle ErgänzungHmm, my school doesn't offer physics, sadly... There's a Proseminar on /mathematical/ physics I could take next semester or the semester after that, but I think that course would be way too advanced for me :[ >a common approach is Newton-Lagrange-Hamilton-Relativity, with wave and continuum mech sprinkled in betweenThat's useful, thank you! I am pretty much a blank slate, so I'll definitely look into it.>I liked Lagrange/Hamilton a lot more than Newton.How so?>working and dealing with French administrative processes has been a major headache, the stubborn centralism gets in the way of everythingHmm, I see. That does sound annoying. I've heard that the French education system is a mess. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
my life is a mess
Give me some LGBT-related conspiracy theories you actually believe in.I'll start:>those viral "males STRUGGLE with this simple challenge!" (like the chair lift, the broomstick challenge, etc.) videos are just a psyop to try to induce/reinforce gender dysphoria in males ("why can i do this even though i'm male? does that mean i'm more like a female?"), the truth is the majority of people can do the challenges easily no matter if they're male or female>ROGD is real and it's a social contagion >the majority of lesbians are just raped women who don't actually like women. they do still find men attractive and want to have sex with them (this is why so many lesbians are fujoshis) they just find it difficult to envision themselves as a woman having sex with a man because they're raped (either mentally by modern femininsm mindpoison (picrel) or phsyically)>being a bottom is just a symptom of narcissism, bottoms are typically very unstable and will gladly ruin someone's life over petty bullshit>the whole "top/bottom" dynamic in general is just an attempt to push heteronormativity into gay relationships, most gay people don't identify with the terms outside of just having a preference in the bedroom. any man who has zero interest in penetrating anyone with his penis is a repper. most gay men are masc4masc and generally switch between topping and bottoming >the "trannies are born with a brain of the opposite sex!" thing was total quackery and will be disproven soon (it already kinda is)
>>42332816Imo fakecel tho sure describe your story more. Also be sure to include how you knew you were actually into women and how you now know you're actually into men.Also to be more specific this probably only applies to cutecels(small/neotenous/feminine) rather than those who were incel for other reasons(I.e. being not attracted to women so not bothering)
>>42332848>Also be sure to include how you knew you were actually into women and how you now know you're actually into menGranted I was bi. Men were nicer to me but didn't want me romantically. Women wouldn't give me the time of the day, except the autistic ones. But those didn't want me romantically either.I'm still not weirded out by women (so in a way I'm still bi) but I'm too in love with my bf to think about it more profoundly.>fakecelmeh, we need a term for chud troons. Anyone who is not a troon the "correct" way is fake.
>>42333056It sounds like your sexuality didn't switch then, bi to bi. So in your case hormones didn't play a big role in it. You also say you were on the smaller more fem side so that also fits. People who have normal hormones for their agab sexuality switch, those with aberrant hormones like a high T AFAB helga don't switch
>>42333575I'm AMAB.
>>42333645yes, for afabs it'd be helgas. For amabs it'd be pixie amab. amabs who didn't masculinized well
Bruh Grok is just trolling now. Bad LLM.
>>42333541those are good things, sure, just remember that you have objective worth even if you did absolutely nothing. the only bar to meet is the one you set for yourself. also absolutely nothing about that precludes you from doing it as a girl. in fact, if you're going from the angle of maximizing good, it may be imperative to do it as a girl for the enhanced effect it would have (happier people spread more happiness.)
>>42333553Good question. It soothes me I think. I also don't see it as tranny thoughts. Just a disturbed guy's mind's thoughts.
>>42333060that's what I did. Before finally trooning out, that is.Standard repper pipeline.
>Gedanken für 13sBleib stark, du lockiger repchad. Am Ende zahlt sich alles aus.
>>42332708Grok is correct.Repping is bad for you, nona.
it feels like no matter what ill always have walls up with people or they will misinterpret me as something else. it feels like being trans puts you at such a disconnect with so many people. rn im enbycoping untill i start getting a passing ratio of 60% or higher. it feels like being trans just makes it uncomfterable with cis ppl even allies. if they are allies the most theyll ever do is liten to you talk abt how being trans sucks and go "that sucks" but also i dont have any trans friends. i just hangout w cis girls who are like all bi thats about it. unfortunately i find most trans women in my area to be insufferable or just ppl i dont connect with. the only trans person ive made a deep connection is a trans guy from another country but still i never feel fully seen. idk y
>>42332189Nta but same. Can't even feel safe when my partner is here.
>>42332261It's cyclical and HRT made a lot of issues that I was able to keep suppressed a lot stronger. I started having nightmares about my stepfather again. I recovered memories I had lost and would have flashbacks to drunken fights.
>>42332281Never recovered a memory but I was high all the time and in contact with my family until recently so idk
>>42326153this is the usual autism experience
>>42332862but i dont even relate with autstic people... not to be rude but nearly everyone person ive met whos id as autistic is either annoying or only cares about their own thing.
>Why do chasers treat me poorly??!??!!Because if I don't your warped brain will see me as weak, you'll lose respect for me, lose interest and break my heart. More than anything I want a storytale romance, but trannies aren't capable of it. Behind every dickhead chaser, there's a line of evil trannies who made him that way.
>>42331944ok bro how's r9k these days
Fair.. but when you troon out that isnt my fault for seeing you as a weak loser
>>42331944>storytale romanceThe term is FAIRYtale romanceYou knowCuz fairy means gay
>>42333619>tfw no fae prince bf
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42320271i’m ftm & absolutely despise ftfemboys, & i had an ex who was mtf and absolutely despised butch transbians… but i don’t care about masc trans women, they’re 200% less likely to be trenders than fem “trans guys”
>>42329708Yes, and?
>>42331335>at least i admit thats what i am and dont pretend to be trans like GNTA but you pretending to have any reason to be on this board besides turning the average insecurities of an insufferable straight cisfoid into a fujo tumblrina fantasy you can bitch about not being able to have is just as annoyingPulling the "holier than thou" card against G is the embodiment of a "Not like other girls" pick me, nobody wants either of you here
>>42332071I mean it's true but it's a weird statement or view for a ftm. Unless you're a ftmfemboy trying to create a new sort of beauty which is appreciated
>>42333586I'm not ftm or even afab. I'm a bi guy who is only attracted to femininity and androgyny.
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42328716Just assure her that she is more beautiful and means more to you than any other guy in the world You do love your girlfriend more than any other guy in the world right anon?
I'm past 30 with a slight belly, I've realised I'm either pan or bi recently and I want to test the waters after a full life of dating women exclusively. I'm completely disconnected from the gay world.How hard will it be to bag a nice twink as a 30 something that looks okay and have a decent income?
>cousin a big methhead >had a boyfriend who was also a meth, ‘Getty’ (IDK what the kids are calling it now a days) head>got into a fucking police chase one day >caught with like a KG of that shit>3 years in prison for her>she gets out in 1.5 which is insane; also this is inconvenient for us because everyone in the family hates her(she steals)>show up to our 4th BBQ(she’s trying to get back into good graces with the senpai)>she said she got clean while in prison(yea right)>they gave her some sort of medication(sub or sumo something she said)>it looked like one of those listerine fresh strips>she said she got her GED and working at the Dollar General and needed us as reference for a teller job she applied to>everyone told her no>my bleeding heart sister said yes(this was a mistake)>asks her what happened to Matt?>she said she left him(he still has a bit of time to do, good)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42329814Honestly if you advertise it on Tinder you'd probably get some hits before you get banned.Feeld is designed for this kind of thing but you have fewer users and it's buggy.
Being a bi man is based because literally everyone in the LGBT is your dating pool besides lesbiansWell besides all the people weird about bi menOkay maybe it's not that based
>be a cis woman>society largely accepts that you face unique problems as a result of your sex>sexism, periods, pregnancy etc are all recognized as unique burdens that you must bear in any respectable community irl or online>abundance of places irl or online where you can talk about your unique problems and receive affirmation that they are indeed problems worth discussing>purposely come to the tranny board on 4chan dot org to whinge about your female anatomy and how the dirty nasty troons are so sexist for not wanting to hear about it and how your desire to be included is more important than their feelings of dysphoria and they are sexist dirty male freaks for not accepting you with open arms>meanwhile trannies are getting stabbed in public, banned from shelters, terrorized out of mens and womens public restrooms, and having their hrt taken away and surgeries made unobtainableDo we seriously not even get to have one single space, even one as garbage as this one, where we can discuss our problems without being told to shut up because real women have it worse?
>>42333412got it, so the reason you feel the need to make yourself a nuisance to trannies is because you feel you aren't being taken seriously enough and that's somehow the trannies fault
I can’t wait for trump to reduce afabs to less then humans status
>>42333540it's so obvious when you people try to bait, you have no concept of restraint
>>42333471By raw numbers, more cissoids die per year than trannies so trannies aren't oppressed!
>>42332874If you hate afabs you aren't trans, you're just a fetishistic, coping incel who deserves to die.
Accidently got really drunk and high and told literally every single friend (both IRL best friends and online friends) in a big group chat that I'm trans or non binary and want to go by they/them. Then told a few friends in private I'm trans.I'm too scared to open up my messages now, I saw a few previews and my friend said she's happy no matter what I do and that we should go shopping, a few other people seemed maybe supportive. A lot of my friends messaged me asking if I was okay or needed to talk but I just ignored them mostly.I feel like I fucked everything up and I honestly just want to crawl in to a hole and disappear forever, for reference I'm a detransitioner/repressor for like 4.5 years now (prev 5ish years on hrt)i also wrote a big letter to myself begging myself to transition even if I don't feel like it in the morning
>>42329104i started even later (30) and while its not ideal its still better than repping
take your HRT again, retard
nona don't retard, start HRT again, you've already done the hard part now of cutting out all the people who would leave you! Enjoy your life <3
>>42329050drunk you is right, stop repping start living nonajust get on the juice at least
Bro just say you blacked out and we’re probably joking and call them dumb for buying it. Cmon dog I shouldn’t have to spell it out to u
Would you date a transbian neet that wants to absorb herself into your life and learn about the things you like and become very very attached to you?
>>42331580Yes
>>42331596Cute
>>42331600hmm i am not trans or a woman i fearso alas we must both suffer
can i suffer too
>>42331651No
The FTM chasers on this board are all bisexual men identifying as straight who want a tomboy, but hit on fully transitioned ftms because deep down they are really into masculinity and want someone to tease it out of them. DL level: maximum.
>>42328377Masculinity is extremely disgusting. I'm only attracted to femboys and twinks.
>>42328396>My ftm twink bf who is stronger than mei need this
>>42331726you will have to collect my pages to get it
>>42328377Lol, nobody wants balding hairy pooners, they are worthless. We want afab twinks and femboys
>>42333201Do they have to be balding? Just find one with hair.