Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42317719yeah i was shaving my hairy arms with my moms bic razors. i couldnt understand how nobody else was bothered by it? but i do have very hairy genes for my arms and legs.
>>42318191i dont think age matters as much as people say, i started thinking about hrt at 14. but the pictures of me at that age, im 6 feet tall and have a square face, i dont feel like i changed too much since then. all the changes from age hrt can undo, but it cant undo the base.
>>42318214>i dont think age matters as much as people sayIt's all relative.In my case it's very likely to be proven true.Still, the health risks at 35+ are much higher. I'm basically throwing an entire trainload of nukes into my endocrine system. Easier to take that at 29 than at 39.It's also the social aspect. I am a functional adult. At 39 I have a life (which I've been running on autopilot since 2022 when my brain got fully occupied with this). Rewiring that is going to be a bigger challenge than the physical work.But if the new normal is to wake up like I woke up in the last 3 days, it will be worth it just for this alone. If I can free up some brain bandwidth as I progress, I'll throw a goddamn party lol.I obviously have different objectives and interests than the median of this board. Lots of concerns here are alien to me (and some downright silly, tbhon).
>>42315917yeah i mean I'm trying to move forward and troon anyway cuz it feels right for me but just talking to others it's really hard to not feel fake, especially since I'm not suicidally dysphoric >>42317038single event, tried crossdressing at 17 and looked like an absolute gigahon, dysphoria developed over a couple months after that i consider as an excuse for me to get hrt so i never looked like that much of a hon again.
>>42318773Are you by any chance diagnosed with BPD? You remind me of someone, but I may also be completely wrong
how big are your tits, tranny?
too big to comfortably hide with baggy clothingmy life is such a joke
I posted in passgen, and I got told they were fake. So big enough..?
30A after a year its over
>>4231795734C
>>4231795736b but they're ugly cone tits because god hates me
Is it too late? Im turning 29 next month and it really took me this long to accept it, but i find it hard to continue living as a male anymore. I have a naturally thin frame and delicate face with a weak chin and excellent hairline genetics(men in my family dont go bald). The main downside is being too tall(~178cm). idk shits fucked what do you think, be honest
>>42316952Peer pressure peer pressure!We should make a thread for oldheads>mmgNo, all of us are going to pass, no one gets left behind
>>42316952Hell yeah I knew 4chan could be good for you
>>42316781That’s the way anon!
OP here, I feel asleep with 4 replies and thought the thread is dead but then I woke up to this! Thank you all for your input, I especially appreciate those who started around my age!Were gonna make it sisters :3I feel motivated. its gonna be really fucking hard but my mind is set(desu it was for some time now). Im starting within the next ~3 months. I cant start today but my life is about to turn around. Im done with living with regrets
This but what if i'm 20 but completely 100% bald and rly ugly.
this is probably gonna die but eh. bi ftms welcome tooQOTT: will you volcel or will you run the risk of dating a guy and having him turn out to be straight?
>>42318014what's your discord?
how do I not fumble amd be nervous talking to a guy who's my type to an absolute fucking T>>42304985>QOTTyou assume that straight dudes want me. they didn't even when I was pre everything. bi men, gay men, gaydens, bi women. that's my audience
>>42316172He was the first person I slept with actually, but it was a ltr where we met irl and were friends first
>>42313710i dream of this sometimes. baking for him being able to always be there for anything sounds nice idk. he cant see me as a woman though. (cis m)
>>42316256Masectomy is fine, but you better not be too mutilated. Nobody likes bearded women.
as somebody perma bpdemon brain and giga autist, i will never ever gain normative male social power. when i visit looksmaxxing forums i see only posts extolling the virtue of projecting an imaginary strength i know i simply cannot have and do not want. i am on a quest to accentuate and prolong my androgyne looks and i am looking for tips from people in similar situations to me. my current routine is minox fin estradiol shots retinol at night spf moisturiser azelaic acid solution and i used to use isotretinoin. any advice for a better routine ? considering oral collagen and peptide solutions but not sure if it’s worth the money
>>42313418Holy buttchin
>>42309580i like your look heiden. what's your twitter?
>>42312803Its my own image
>>42316013mojavemillions>>42314484true but what has this got to do with my goal… where are all the tips… why is everyone telling me i’m haggard and that my only cure is to vore animal carcass…
>>42318753wait i lied it’s alexisanagp
Last thread died early edition>QOTT: What's your favorite cancelled TV show?Last thread: >>42271435
ive never really felt envious of people who are happy and have more than me im not really a jealous person but im still completely miserable for other reasons despite the carefree easy life ive lived thus far
>>42318136thats good, i think its much better to be miserable because of actual issues you are having than basically torturing yourself asking questions like why do other people have more, why are others succeeding and im failing, why is it easy for others and so hard for me. all pointless questions to ask that just hurt you.
>>42318159i am torturing myself desu but other people arent the source of it
Managed to cum to women again today first time in a while. Been grooming to sissy fem and trans stuff for so long it was weird to try vanilla ice cream again. But thank god I’m not a tranny or a fag
>>42318538>But thank god I’m not a trannyYou are, nona.
most of you would fuck a cis woman in her pussy with your gock if you could. its just that you were an incel pre transition and dont know how to talk to women so you gravitate towards transbians and men
>>42314488>most of you would fuck a cis woman in her pussy with your gock if you could.I wouldn't. I don't even have a penis, just a pussy.>its just that you were an incel pre transition and dont know how to talk to women so you gravitate towards transbians and menI mean, random women are pretty easy to talk to now compared to random men. I don't relate to men much anymore. I was an incel earlier in life because I liked men and wished I was a woman and was suppressing both things.
>>42314723tigers are beautiful animals bit I wouldnt want one as a pet
>>42314488how much do you want to bet this pick-up advice is either creepy and pushy, or relies on batting your eyelashes in their general direction (both approaches relying on the other person already wanting to fuck you)?
>>42314488the only time i find women even remotely attractive is when theyre jacked enough to look like hot twunks, and even then i have to ignore the bits that arent twunk typical. moreover, i have to insist on my right to be a complete pillow princess.
I have done in the past and still do sometimes. I was not an incel pretrans.
>refuse to use my penis>the whole world hates me for itwhy?
AFaBs take the plapAMaBs provide it
Yadda yadda biology yadda yadda primal instincts yadda yadda societal and gender norms. Do wtv you like and don't listen to them.
>>42318207the fact that anyone could ever expect me to "provide it" just because im amab is insane to me. my body is that of a stealth intersex transsexual female and my brain has always been female. im also a baddie now who looks like i was made for getting wifed and destroyed. fucked a guy im seeing recently and while i was under him getting decimated i thought to myself "this is how things are supposed to be".
>>42318207i refuse
>>42318698Think of those who do not have a penis.It's time to start acting like an adult anon. I know it's uncomfortable, but those with vaginas just cannot do anything to each other. Having a penis gives you the potency that their inferior genitals deprive them of. You should really consider using your penis to help them out every now and again.
Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42318616I've got at least B cups in 6 months. Pretty sure that's irreversible
>>42318641nah, if you quit you'll drop a cup size and most cis men are a cups
>>42318651I'm saying B cup to compensate for my male torso. Measuring them as one normally would gives me a size of 33DD
>>42318668hush newbie please dont embarrass yourself. alternateky post your "ddd" tits lmao. u are not a bra manufacturer so i think you are bad at it
>>42318674My measurements are only this big because I have a wide back. That doesn't change the fact that I've had significant growth for 6 months, as they're already almost a handful, and I do need either tape or a sports bra so that they won't be visible even in baggy hoodies
qott: good morning, monday morning, do you have a case of the mondays? q4c where would you bring your tranner for a date on a monday afternoon? q4t do you have a case on the mondays?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4B0pLDqYqIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XASNM1XEQPs
>>42318491Wtf are you a tranny?
>>42318513She’s a neet
>>42318524Then shes sleeping
>>42318521No im your father
>>42318259>q4c where would you bring your tranner for a date on a monday afternoon?well she said walking date so I guess that>>42318519lmao you're asking me to slap sense into someone?
I love mpreg, I hope every transman and homosexual lose their shit the next time they see a pregnant man. Stay mad losers
>>42318350what is this?
>>42318350who r these characters
this image is undescribeably hot >t. mtfujo
If they're kidnapping people off the streets while driving what makes you think they'll respect your constitutional rights?You might not be current thing but hope you realize that we are next on cutting block. America has officially entered a fascist era and you better be preparing to flee M
>>42318581You're right about one thing, you're not better than us.
>>42318581>not my heckin brown foreigners!!!!!!!Get over it
>>42318581>if you kill the bad guy you are just as bad as him batman
>>42318581Anon pls unplug for a bit and reflect on the bigger things in the universe. It's easy to resent people, trust me I know, but we are all just silly flawed little creatures who don't know what the fuck we're here for and just trying to make the pain stop and the good juices squirt through our noggins to feel OK for a minute in the only ways we know how. That anon is deluded, clearly, but aren't we all in one way or another? It's not that it's OK or that you have to like such behavior, it's that this resentment is toxic for your soul and you don't deserve to let others make you suffer like that. Take a deep breath and do something good for yourself. Don't let that kind of energy bring you down and make you spiteful.
If you actually believed trump and friends were nazis youd be doing everything in your power to get these illegals out of the country and out of harms way, and yet you do the opposite. Clearly the danger isnt real in your mind if theres no attempt to flee it.
Why are UK TERFs so much better at being transphobic and insufferable than American chuds and conservative? When it's the latter it's a basedjak meme, joke or slur but UK TERFs will give you a 1000 word essay on science and more about trans ideology and new terms they invented
>>42317592because the terf movement in the uk is pretty closely connected with the new atheist movement of people like richard dawkins which is made up of annoying people that always have to be right all the way and will not leave you be
>>42317691This is such a fallacy. "You're enforcing misogynistic gender roles if you shave your legs wear a dress and act feminine."No. A man who showers and trims his beard is not reinforcing gender roles. Taking care of yourself is not reinforcing gender roles. Self empowernent is not reinforcing gender roles. You are being transphobic and you wouldn't question cis women doing the things you get mad at trannies for doing
>>42317954I just saw a UK terf say that trannies that worry about their appearance, makeup, hair or how they look is misogynistic and all I could think is "ok but when a girl does the same on social media it's fine? Or is she an innocent angel that can do no wrong"At least the chuds sending basedjayks are funny
Its because british terfs stem from the 1980s radical feminist movement that believes that women should take the social attributes that empower men (leadership, stoicism) in order to break glass ceilings and wage gap (become thatcher)...add trannies in the mix and they get really confused
>>42317592>sciencelol. you are their target demo. you fall for their self-victimising sophistry
Hey guys. I just see a lot of people online who are bitter about being a virgin/not having a partner. In my case I think it may be because of my relationship to solo-sex/AGP and porn. I have kissed a few girls and have had opportunities to have girlfriends and sex but for whatever reason, I never pursued those paths. I guess I never really felt worthy of having a partner or love, always thinking I need to become better than I am before I am loveable as a person. I am not bitter about my situation and I don't hate the world or anyone because of it. AGP is annoying but not interfering with my life in any meaningful way outside of sexuality and arousal, no dysphoria, no HRT, no crossdressing, no IRL-activities related to it - I am still just a guy with a fetish. Sometimes some lingering feelings similar to "homesickness", a wistfulness, to be a graceful, serene, kind woman is there but no strong emotions. I also "know" that for me personally it's only the sexual kink spilling over into identity, because AGP can be insidious. Also, im oldge (30) and probably a decent looking man so I don't hate my body, even if my brain thinks a female form would probably be preferable. I just wanted to share with you guys, that there are people like me out there too. Not everyone becomes hateful because they haven't been loved and neither do you :)
>>42313432I don't think I am really asexual though, or I wouldn't have the needed to masturbate or get off on my own I think. Getting of on my own makes me sad after because there is no connection in it of course, but it's not like people can freely choose their sexual needs.
>>42312664>Why would you think I have dysphoria?-Never felt worthy of a partner or love -AGP is annoying-Sometimes some lingering feelings similar to "homesickness", a wistfulness, to be a graceful, serene, kind woman is there but no strong emotions-even if my brain thinks a female form would probably be preferable-sometimes do have troubles to not zone out-I would just look like a man wearing a dress and makeup. And I wouldn't be comfortable with that-My brain just thinks it would like a female body more-Getting of on my own makes me sad after because there is no connection in itThese are all things you've said which plainly are just because of dysphoria. You've just compartmentalized it really well and are very much in denial of it. You won't be able to keep it up forever though.Please think about this question at length, do you feel actually alive, or do you just exist?
>>42316554asexual people masturbate. its a spectrum, and masturbation isn't sex
>>42307550Are you me?I do crossdress though, it's fun.
>>42318507I think I'm asexual, and I masturbate. Not common and it has varying results but I do it sometimes
Whats up with ftms and their desire to stretch and ruin the asses of cis guys? This goes beyond of just sadism.
>>42318650>gay>fuck men in the assits called topping tard
>>42318663>stretch and ruinThis goes way beyond just topping.
>>42318650i can only put it down to hatred desu. i don't feel much sexual desire coming from their posts, it just seems to be a want to destroy.
