I've recently realized that I don't truly want to be a woman.How can I cope knowing that I will forever be a man?
>>42368730the actions of women are despicable
>>42368705One statement doesn't exclude the other. While I've realized that I don't actually want to be a woman, being a man is still conceptually terrifying.It's trading something I don't want to be for another kafkaesque nightmare
>>42368736>grow a pair and man up then :PI'm working on it, but I still have to mourn my mistakes and the bleakness of it all
>>42369357>I'm working on it>I still have to mournOkay female. Good luck on your transition.
>>42369362there is no transition, men cannot become women
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>>42357898Patience. There's not really a way to 'game' it as it takes about a decade for all your current fat cells to die and be replaced entirely. You are still replacing them all the time since they're not all made at once, but it's going to be a gradual process. Pretty much everything in transition is a gradual process. HRT? Takes about 5 years at least to 'finalize.' Hair removal? Gonna require multiple sessions over the course of months or a year. Surgery? Getting assessment and referral letters written can take a few weeks to get fully done, getting a consultation date can take upwards of half a year, and getting an actual surgical date can often be more than a year off. Recovery from surgery? Weeks to months before functional again, upwards of a year to fully heal everything.Patience. Best thing is to let the hormones work their magic while you focus on other things in the meantime, like the social aspects, savings, and other general real life stuff. One of the hardest unsung things about this is accepting that you're just gonna have to wait a lot of the time, at least for me since I hate not being able to keep going/keep pushing for something for reasons outside of my control. I'm addicted to the grind, so I just try to turn my attention to stacking cash in the 'wait' periods between milestones.
>>42368040>boner journalunironically a good idea ill start doing that
>>42354402Bear in mind that a lot of people saying they grew this that or the other cups are obese and already had them, or they're measuring wrong due to having a larger upper torso than an AFAB.
>>42363218It's a better idea to inject more often than to inject more volume, the half life doesn't change, even though it feels like the larger volume would take longer to be absorbed.
>>42350151i had a gnrh injection but my nurse fucked it up and spilled like half, now Im paranoid about remasculinizing, my endo told we could see AA pills next time we meet which is like 1 month and a half since I took the injectionshould I just buy a vial and do monotherapy?Im going crazy I think my T is already going upam I gonna die if I inject estradiol when there is already a gnrh in my body
Which boards do you think are the most and least malebrained? Just reading /int/ posts make me feel like a filthy rancid moid
>>42369330most of 4chan is malebrained sadlytry s4s maybe
>>42369330God shut the fuck up no one cares, just jerk that little girl dick off Jerk your little limp dick shrimp dick clitty
>>42369345saar please
>>42369330using "malebrained" and "fembrained" is "malebrained" evopsych nazi behavior
>>42369330You must be one dumb sissy bitch huh? Just a real dumb little sissy.
>wake up>start sufferinghow do i stop this from happening? i'm immortal so dying isn't an option.
>>42369288>I'm immortalYou're not special. Quantum immortality is a thing.
>>42369300which ones. i have the pill pusher doc but idk what type of therapy to get because idk what's wrong with me exactly.>>42369303iwnbm. i will never get to die and relieve the dysphoria (i've felt dead inside for as long as i can remember)
>>42369329>iwnbmSuck it up, pussy. We're all in this forever.
>>42369338mfw no mortal to immortalremove me and provide me with dasein
I’ve been dating a conservative guy for like over 4 years. I honestly never even considered it to be odd until someone brought it up (it just felt natural to me). So now I’m wondering are any other trans women our there in relationships with conservative guys?
>>42368695How were they not transphobic
>>42368775Why would they be transphobic? Like it might sound weird from an outside point of view, but is there anything that’s really goes against conservative ideology in terms of transsexuality? Look at Iran. A mega conservative and very religious country, and yet transsexuals are allowed.Just replace Allah with God, add more guns and bacon and that’s basically where I grew up.
>>42368805Conservative people themselves are mostly against queer people
>>42368290a small number of trannies do to validate to themselves thet they’re one of the good ones since they’re able to date a man who must see them as a real woman in order to date them. some also like the thrill. fewer just deep stealth and don’t politically care about other trannies
>>42368290no, conservacucks are literally braindamaged and insufferable to talk to.
So I've been on HRT for a handful of years now and my dick seems to stop working. I often sit on the toilet peeing for ages because small amounts will come out again and again rather than all at once. Even worse, no matter how good I wipe myself clean and squeeze it all out, later when I sit down, sometimes a drop will come out and stain my underwear. I just want to get SRS and wear pads or something. Anyone else?
>>42369076if push comes to shove you can drag ur finger up ur perineum to squeeze out some
>>42369243oh ewwwww, no and that hole is way too small for that??!?!?
>>42369261the perineum is just the area between ur scrotum and ur anus. the seam-like groove there is the (perineal) raphe, and massaging from the bottom to the top helps squeeze out pee.
>>42369261"perineum" is the anatomical term for the taint, you're confusing it with the urethra (peehole). also anon is giving you the wrong instructions, you don't drag your finger along it but push gently.
>>42369284>>42369286oh I was thinking urethra sorry I had a brainfart
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42351402as someone who tried doing the shakes. mind you they were half the calories of this, (light cream, frozen banana, peanut butter, and protein powder). you should only do this if ur fine with feeling like absolute shit like all day and don't have anything going on. i work as a barista so im standing for like five hours straight during a busy shift and when i was doing the shakes i was in so much pain due to the rapid increase in my weight i couldn't think straight. if u can afford to sit on your ass everyday then you should do it. at the very least put some lemon juice in your water to help with the bloating
>>42363953>If onlyIf only I had a milf I could love and cuddle with.>>42365109I wish I could, but I'm scared of women and also poor.At least I can show my appreciation here and elsewhere.
>>42347074Bleh, i was trying not to eat, but i think i do need to just eat a bunch. Idk how long it takes to see my waist narrow. Also tho, i think my T is high, and E low, and all my fat seems to be in my stomach and love handles, so maybe i should wait til my levels are normal so when i gain weight its in my hips
>>42355265How do people not think fat helps you pass? This looks so good.
>>42366482make sure ur levels are good u want weight going to the right place
>goes on grindr to find a femboy/twink bf>99% of users are hideous vomit inducing 30+ worthless pedofaggots spamming your inboxWhy do expired faggots do that? Nobody will agree to have sex with you (unless you pay, a lot), you're hideous old men.
>>42368448The femboys you see online are the male equivalent of a 10/10 woman, extremely rare and highly sought after.The guys in >>42368552 are pretty much your average 3-6/10 (on a normalized scale) femboy.The good thing is it's probably easier to score a 7/10 femboy than a 7/10 woman because fags want manly men and straight men like their women without cocks
>>42368448>goes on grindr to find a femboy/twink bf>calls other people pedofaggots
>>42368545lol, Im 35, and i could pull the look off if I cover my face and hands
>complains about gross m*id pedos while having hte exact same taste as them and using an app that caters to their preferences???
>>42368448If you're going for femboys/twinks because you're too unattractive to get women, you're out of luck. Most twinks have higher physical standards than women.
last thread died lolhttp://lena.kiev.ua/voice/https://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fbuymeacoffee.com%2Falyssavt%2Fno-explanations-instructions-feminizinghttps://wiki.sumianvoice.com/wiki/pages/voice-examples/>pasta:•Tool for visualizing pitch and resonancehttps://acousticgender.space/▶ Resources MTF:--- Full MTF Course ---•L's GuideComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://voca.ro/11MbThkg8giK>>42367377A little bit of a buzzy, tubular quality to the voice that I personally try to avoid bc my brainworms say they look masculine. HOWEVER the voice is very nice, feminine, and soft nonetheless and it doesn’t make a difference to normal people who haven’t trained their ears through years of audio equalizers>>42368380Very passing!! Pls don’t take this the wrong way, but it’s nasal in a very nice direction that adds to the femininity without drawing too much attention. Are you from the inland empire by any chance? You sound like a lot of friends I had from there back in my youth. >>42369154Your deep morning voice doesn’t even sound that deep. When I’m fully relaxed and letting my vocal cords all hang out I sound like an old school trucker.
a little self conscious about this one! if i've done everything wrong lwt me knowww lolhttps://voca.ro/1lReIrmz0Sy7>>42368125yeah>>42367377i think threads are allowed to die >>42368380nice! extremely quiet ay first, practice your onsets (starting a sentence)>>42369154>first audio standing next to a faucet and not doing voice>second audio same dealalright i dont want to be overly overly harsh but it doesnt sound like you're *doing vocal feminization,* you're just hoping your voice will be fem enough by whispering? vocal feminization is a specific vocal tech. whatever that background noise was distracting, listen to your tracks before posting please... >>42369228listening to the audio.... thats not gooooood omg Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42369253>>42369228(the audio is good overcutting your bangs is bad wait until they in your eyes to trim sorry im retarded)
>>42369216please tell me thats NOT the reason i cant get to improve my resonance?! its been years FMLhttps://voca.ro/1aRUCYNDqIL5
>>42369311this sounds fine but im not sure
I swear I am straight (delusional)I have been straight for all my life, I love women their faces their bodies everything.But I feel like something just grew inside of me (desire for feminine men) a couple of years ago. Masculine men and non feminine men disgust me and I am not attracted to them. So what the hell am I ? A bisexual? But how can I be bisexual if I am only attracted to femininity and not masculinity.Please some explain, once some anon said to me something about people feeling scared to open up out of their box bc other people see their attraction as ‘faul’ and not right.
>>42369067you're autistic, loser, stfu and kys
>calling someone autistic loser while being an autistic loseroh no no no no
>>42368637you're gynephilic, which is what most of society considers straightbeing at least fine with, or even attracted to the dick attached to a femboy/tranny doesn't make you gay because i imagine it plays into some dominance fantasy, not an actual attraction (like how meta-attracted agps like the idea of domination, but not men, just the opposite)also if picrel is cis i'm killing myself
>>42369203Thank you so much anon for explaining it to me and giving some positive info on the matter. The dominance factor is that I am not attracted to being dominated by women even less by a man so the dominance part is cleared out of the way.I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be good >also if picrel is cis i'm killing myselfI highly doubt that
>>42369263sorry, to clarify, the dominance thing in your case would come from emasculating/claiming a lesser manthe being dominated would be for people with a fetish for being emasculated themselves (not you)of course, if you don't have this and just straight up don't care about the dick then it's still straight because you're attracted to the feminine features>I just want pure love, cuddles and intimacy. Someone who will support me and tell everything is going to be goodaww
Does anyone else find it easier to connect with other neurodiverse people than other transgender people? Neurotypical people seem to lie a lot and they're really judgy.
Is it possible for a pooner to boyremove boymoders without a dick? How?
Im a normie explain ur shit niggaplesse and thanks
>>42369107Lubed up? Is that enough to satisfy a boymoder?>>42369168Lurk moar
>>42369173>Lubed up? Is that enough to satisfy a boymoder?depends on the boymoder but yeah usually, giver her a reach around if you need
>>42369173yeah that’s enough
>>42369198>giver her a reach aroundTutorial on this? I'm a virgin.
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests and hobbies>looking for>not looking for>(free space)>tag
Anyone near Athens or Atlanta wanna groom me? I'm cute and I'll wear whatever clothes you want. send me your disc.
>>42367369there's nothing cute about someone who can't groom themselvesgo take a shower
do NOT take a shower
Is anyone here an actual nihilist
if ur a nihilist why dont you just kill yourself you weirdo lmao
no sexuality, no attraction, no genderno desires, no wants, no interestsno identity, no self, no humanity no life and barely existing
You are human, and that's worse.
>>42368041I am still human, but that's against my will
>>42350643this is the fault of modern narratives and myopic messages about living a great life or some bs its also your shitty parents who emotionally neglected you and saw you more like a dog than a human being with ambivalence
>>42368851What you're saying actually makes a ton of sense, but it still feels like life shouldn't be so agonizing
>>42368851indeed
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42364219me too, im sorry
bwump
>>42365368idk, im trying to accept ill never have a partner. nobody wants a depressed tranny. i got told "ill fuck you but i'd never want to date you" and it just makes me feel so miserable. some people just live alone for their lives and i guess i need to be okay that im one of those people. hell ig being trans was signing up to be isolated from the world. this is my fault.
I miss what we didn't become, so much potential squandered and for what, this reality is not good for either of us now. I will probably love you forever my dummy.
safety bump
