>bisexual male>troon out on gf>get pushed into a marriage i expressed i didnt want a year later>she becomes a NEET while i work full time>yells at me a lot while doing nothing, zero control over autism rage>attraction to women fading since starting, completely dead now>havent finished during sex in over a year>start passing, schedule FFS>watch brokeback mountain, realize thats going to be me soon if i dont end ts>accepting i should probably get a divorce even if it means ill die aloneits over anons i cant take carrying this person anymore. im going to be a divorced tranny at 24 fmstl.
>>42393995oof rip twin
>>42394043ohhhhh yeah i'll ask around about that. sorry have no idea. none of them have ever mentioned being bothered by such a thing though. and even then, small price to pay in my mind
>>42393247>trooned out on gfyou deserve this tbhon
>troon out>gf doesn't leave youAt that point you should just agree to be that woman's slave for tolerating you. If I troon out and don't get dumped by my gf she can do whatever she wants and I will make it work.
>>42397062>oooohhhh nooooo all the people that like transgirls are fated to become one oh nooooo!
Tranners, I need to be typed. Medically transitioning for a year and a half at this point for reference.
>>42395608She absolutely does want to grow up first too. She's been starved, hurt, and confined her entire life and causes me to cry very easily now. The issue is, she can't grow up until I accomplish several things which I lack the energy and ambition for. I have to change that, somehow, but it feels harder every passing day. >I let her out at the wrong times around the wrong peopleI'm afraid there's no one I can let her out to irl, and it hurts.
>>42395699I’m sorry Nona for calling you autopedo I just feel ashamed for my stunted emotions and compartmentalization personalities that are drifting farther away from each other. Browsing this hellhole is not helping obviously.
>>42395893I forgive you. Most people wouldn't have apologized. >I just feel ashamed for my stunted emotions and compartmentalization personalities that are drifting farther away from each other.I think Internal Family Systems therapy would be very helpful for us trans girls who have suffered this level of fundamental deprivation. I hope I can afford it one day. >Browsing this hellhole is not helping obviously.This hellhole exists to make us worse. When I was less acutely depressed, I used to try to sustain her by watching shows like Ruby Gloom, Growing Up Creepie, Totally Spies, etc.
>>42396030I need to go back to therapy. We were working through this exact IFS stuff but I don’t think she liked me, I’m too emotionally fragile sometimesAnd I understand… I usually use music to make her feel better like Gregory and the Hawk or Oklou. But as far as shows, did you ever like Making Fiends(the web series, I never saw the TV version), Hamtaro, or Hilda? Ruby Gloom looks so good… I really want to watch that, exactly the kind of cartoon I would have loved at that age. Idk I feel like neocities or an artist-based mmo would be a better space for lots of folks, this place lures you in with its “honesty” but most of it is just edgy people trying to connect but trying not to feel too vulnerable except as controlled self-harm
>>42396873Gregory and the Hawk sounds really good. I haven't listened to music in forever. I haven't seen any of those shows, there are a lot of cartoons I would have loved to watch as a child that I never got to. I feel as if I would have been more fembrained if I did, but better now than never I guess. They're nourishing for her, even if it is just the equivalent of a few grains of rice. This place is beyond horrendous, but I'm getting better at avoiding it. I suggest r/4tran4 for people that get it. I'm going to bed, take care of yourself nona.
agp?
>>42396961neurodivergent
>>42396976so agp?
How AGP is it if my very first fetish was breast expansion? Specifically scenarios where the woman went from flat to busty and was ecstatic about the changes. Although I can't remember whether I would self insert as her, or just thought it was a hot scenario
It's a boy, /tttt/!
>>42387318how do i get a gf with a body shape like picrel?
>>42390470you dont
>>42387318absolutely disgusting. hope you get shot by ICE fucking hog
>>42388105Nooo you can't hold me accountable for cutting my finger off and for doxing and harassing my friends for no reason it was my 15 yo alter named Malice who raped her not me :(
>>42396987>>42388105Lolcow farms type posts
Hi I’m kuz looking for hooooot trinny
my depression's been pretty bad recently and i bet y'all's has too. let's collect some reasons to end it all.poast bonepill, dimorphic mogging, shitty anecdotes, anti trans heckling, whatever. bonus points if it's directed at gaydens since that's what i am.
>>42396829This one is fucking funny
>>42396986why is "genderfluid" cum lmao
>>42396995because it's the fluid that comes out of your gender :3
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42390311the idea of going off hrt is terrifying to me. i'd rather cut off my arm.so they must not see it as a big deal if they're doing it willingly. and that's what makes me angry.
I am no longer sick and am back to working out
how do I trade bulimia (cringe) for anorexia (based)I want to be skinny
>>42388638>>42390311sorry, I don't mean it im a self destructive way and I mentioned that I don't want to be an unhealthy weight and don't engage in disordered eating to not come off that way too. for me personally going on and off hormones because of issues like volatile transphobic family kicking me out or insurance or it being out stock is par for the course so its not something I'm doing with intent to hurt myself. at most frustration that testosterone makes a big goal difficult for me that is also tied to dysphoria because I hate my body fat distribution more than my weight itself. I understand going on and off hormones is an unhealthy thing to do physically and mentally but very accustomed to it not being my choice in the first place>>42393487its not fair to assume other people's circumstances. in the first place I'm not in a situation to take hrt safely and have insurance issues that make me unable to take it on time every single month anyway. genuinely good for you if you're able to be on hrt consistently and aren't used to having to be off by force. personally I already pass and have been transitioning for years and years and am post op top and extremely soon bottom and post legal so don't assume that I don't take being transgender seriously because I don't do it your way. projection.
>>42393487Kill yourself.
I think LGBT only social events are bad because they discriminate against people that are in the closet and it makes normies think people identify as gay or trans just so they can get access to those spaces when in reality being trans is something that just kinda happens to you like it or not.Same thing with employers asking people what gender they identify as. Fuck off it's not your business lol.
Am I Q if I like trans women?
>>42396859Should had mention that I was a repper
>>42396943But if you are already at the LGBT function and openly admit to liking trans girls how are you closeted?
>>42396859>I shouldn't have to be visibly queer to attend pride and you're making me feel unsafe by forcing me to out myself to a stranger use their own language against them and you'll short circuit their brains. they'll end up apologizing to you and leave you be
>>42396970Because it's st8. I'm closted for having trans feelings and living as a man
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Are you or your gf good at making others laugh? What never fails to make you laugh?>Are you a vengeful person? Favorite incident in which you’ve gotten revenge on someone? Are you forgiving?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42335213
>only black trannies like me on Taimi
I want to press my face into a hot girls ass
back then hoes didn't want me now i'm hot hoes all on me
>>42370490all women are lesbians, its just that the autists can't see the reason to hide it
>>42393450Give it a rest
Why'd you let the previous thread die?QOTT: What are you looking forward to in life?QOTT2: You don't deserve a second one. Make it up yourselves.Ignore trollsIgnore spamPrevious: >>42352403
>>42396751I go on and off T whenever I feel like. When I develop g-spot cancer you should take care of me like picrel.
>>42396820Based
>>42396820Why? Just because of your skin?
>>42396693No nigger, it's because they are either obese or faking a disability for attention. I have never seen even a single one of them that actually needed a cane to walk.
>>42396834Because I'm going to develop ROGD from being on and off T
I was banned for some reason when the pony thread was up. I will not have drawn it for no reason, here's my little poony. Mods don't ban me for valid reasons this time, I spoilered it
>>42392244what the fuck kek this board truly does not talk to anyone irl
>>42392234It's memetic, there's no way of knowing why the original pooner art person drew it that way. People make speculative claims about it, but the person was mentally unwell and they don't post anymore. Poons are pink for the the same reason feds glow in the dark
>>42392279>but the person was mentally unwell and they don't post anymoreWho were they?
>>42392976They were u/phalloplasties on reddit
>>42392244is true my tfab went from white to pink after upping his T dose
Think about it:>Injections every week >Progesterone 2 weeks on 2 weeks off>Eats a lot of food>Gets huge knockers in return
>>42396479250mg hydroxyprog caproate injection once a month
>>42396523>prog injectionthey have those??
>>42396818you can take regular prog as an injection but its got a very short half life. hydroxyprogesterone caproate is a progestin with a 12-16 day period of action, has functionally 0 androgenic potential (less than 1% can be cleaved into hydroxyprogesterone for further metabolisation into androgens, so a percent of a percent of a percent makes it into androgens), the overall hormone exposure is much lower despite identical efficacy at the PR given typical doses. its only downside is that it doesnt have membrane PR or GC activity, and also if you dose it too high you may unironically give yourself prog withdrawal like cis women sometimes experience on their periods.
>>42396858how did you acquire this? did a doctor prescribe it or is this diy?
>>42396940diy. hrt.coffee has sources
Hey, I'm the 1% of people who are fake trans and realised that I was just being retarded and skitzo from other conditions (Or maybe I'm just scared of my parents not liking me)I'm pretty far along, how do I de troon well?
>>42395073Why are you detrooning?
Depends how far didja get in?
>>42395073What specifically made you realize that you're faketrans?
>>42395073>i dont have gender dysphoria but actually maybe i do and i detrooned for other reasonsits not every time. but its every time
>>42395073The framing of this thread reeks of fake detransitioner who'll just retransition once the horrors of male biology set in again.
trans girls of r/tttt what was your worst sexual/intimate experience?
>>42396140You raped him. Serves you right.
>>42396770>>42396777men don't get raped
>>42396770>>42396777Poor wholesome chungus afab pillow princess D:
>>42396770Are you a fucking pooner? The guy didn't get raped, he did what any man would do and fought off the attacker, preventing rape. Actually respectable for a tuna poona.
>>42396777>oh no i need to make my girlfriend cum too??? rape!! you're literally raping me right now by wanting to cum too!!
