>>40943753
drop your cord fren im not posting mine but i got good sources
t. diy europoon

>>40947092
I have a high stress management job with the government. I make decisions all day in my professional life.
In my personal life, I just want to shut that side of my mind off and have someone tell me what I should do. What I can do to make them happy being the main one.
I can take care of myself. But in a relationship, I just want a partner who likes being the one to call the shots.

I know that toxic subs exist. But I really don't think I fall into that. I don't think dynamics built into relationships are inherently a bad thing either.

>>40943167
We can talk on discord if you want (if you're slim)

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>>40947293
>5'2 repping ftm
>slim
Anon, I...

>>40947293
guessing this is the femrep chaser mentioned further up ITT
>>40947341
my bmi sits at a steady 19-20,5. went for 18 for a while but it barely did anything for my hips beyond making the bone stick out more

bump

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>>40928000
Herb vaporizer and edibles are my thing.

Also love to do shrooms/lsd while cross dressing, sometimes JH8k4

first week of hrt woooo

>50% of telemarketers call me "Ms."
>Not a tranny or trying to fake female voice

go fuck yourself op, i'm the only one in /tttt fitting that description
have you ever thought about not being an ugly freak not even a mother could love? you disgusting piece of excrement!

wow a gen for me

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i look like this

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i look like this but i dont say that

i threw up again

>>40943065
It's pretty kinky, yes. Might be too vanilla for this stuff.
>>40944365
Thank u. It won't be that bad I hope. Just a week or two of pain I assume.
>>40946044
Anal fistula...

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>>40923245
told some of my friends.
what's the word for when things are falling into place and starting to make sense but the realisation and knowledge of what has happened and what will continue happening leaves you less willing to fight for anything healthy and good than ever before. the more I'm reading the more i feel like taking it out on someone or doing things to increase the risk of dying an early death because theres no major "what ifs" anymore it's all just varying degrees of continued pain with little to no room for pleasure or growth or achievements. the thought of going back to the clinic disgusts me. the thought of applying for disability aid disgusts me. their dumb fuck pamphlets on how to live as normally as possible disgust me. that I am trying to reject them out of a sense of emotionally dysregulated hopelessness isnt lost on me. I dont want them to touch me or look at me or talk to me. I want to call an old friend and tell him to hit me.
I'm not going to do that.
think the least damaging option would be drinking and staying up late working until I can distract myself with the workout group, if i'm sane enough to go. bought some stuff today thats coming in tomorrow to help me from slipping up and doing worse things to myself.
i dont want to hurt my friends or cause them any discomfort.

>>40946133
>Anal fist-
WHOA
>ula
Oh

update tomorrow

Scorpios are best girls, but you're not a real Scorpio if you're just a Moon. Only Scorpio Suns are real.

>>40945650
probably. cause im a scorpio.
and despite having thiccness and dumptruck and fat booba, i tell people i'm a boy.

oh and my estradiol level was 603 yesterday.
and my testosterone is 16.


some dude was slapping my tits last night and telling me "YOU'RE NOT A WOMAN!"
and i'm like when the fuck did i ever say i was.
this dude literally got out of jail yesterday too.
if he fucks with me tonight its on.
and he's going back to jail and im gonna get some grands. :)

like if a guy harrasses me verbally. thats 1..
then physically assaulting thats 2.
hitting my secondary sexual characteristics without my consent.. that's 3.
thats sexual assault.

oh and the very 1st thing he asked me and the people i was with was if we could get crack.
and it was some short man with shaved blonde hair and blue eyes.

and i was like "throw a roman" and asked him he knew about uncle a.

then he started giving me shit about having children. (i dont have kids, but i've gotten girls pregnant b4, and they were all aborted without my say in anything)

and he doesnt even have kids and he doesnt even throw romans or know about uncle a.

so i had to show him my power level.

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>>40947566
vriska

>>40947682
What?

>>40947395
LOL

but you are allowed to be gay in Islam, you just have to become a woman

Or like a Christian. You know.... Since it's overwhelmingly Christians doing this.
The biggest lie ever told was that Christianity is a lesser evil

>>40947578
>The biggest lie ever told was that Christianity is a lesser evil
b-b-b-but Christians just want to shun and bully you - not kill you

>>40947557
Backwards ass religion

>>40947579
>I'm a straight incel using LGBT to score pussy
Many and such.

>>40947579
the person in that image is neither of those things

>>40947603
Mmh that sounds pretty transphobic

>>40947579
I don't want alarm you butt...

Nevermind get that tight pussy bro

>>40947579
Ughh STFU!! Im so sick of the ftm chasers on here making these shitty threads

>>40941720
activating my yellow fever

>>40945016
Its covering up too much of your body

damn it must be nice to have a successful transition iwnbaw

>>40944879
damn u pass really well.

>>40944321
>insane improvement
tysm!! i still feel like a massive hon sometimes tho

>>40946002
Your Grindr hookups aren’t really proof of anything

>>40946002
I don't doubt plenty of men probably do but the overwhelming majority don't. You sound like a piece of shit though either way. I think you'd be shitty even if you didn't have a bunch of closeted homos lining up.
>>40945992
>Obsessive love is the best kinda love
I used to think that too but then I experienced it and it was suffocatingly annoying and so I ended it. Obsession isn't really love anyway, obsession crosses boundaries and places their neediness over your well being.

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Every time I'm reminded there are dorks who dress up as nazis and larp online for years about "we're killing this and that!" I get a little but sick from how cringe it is.

Learn to write something of substance longer than a forum post. Nick Fuentes is respectable in a way from his presentation alone

>>40946002
>men love sodomize failed men

>>40944894
Black women kill the most amount of children. They have killed 60 million children in USA.

>>40945968
What the hell is this!? Do not take up the label of a "boi" if you're just going to say mindless horny shit. Where's the raceplay? Degradation? Do better

>>40946014
This is a decentralized movement old woman.

If I wanna goon over a new video game that I'm playing then i'm gonna do that.

The bugs of the citadel be buck breaking the pilgrims as they cüm in.

It shows that theocracy works;)

There are sexy bdsm threads and everything.

>>40943782
But I have to admit, I‘m probably a fake sadist. I‘m big into humiliating someone, but not irreversibly damaging their body or something like that

>>40937721
single dads that got fucked over by their ex

>>40943793
sad…

>>40937301
>>40937769
>>40939954
All of you sound very unstable and even worse, self-centered. Those are not the traits you want in a sub. The kind of damage you're talking about requires and incredible amount of trust and experience, and in part shouldnt be done anyway (the part about permanent damage). No sane dom is going to agree with a lot of what you say you want, but you may eventually find an insane person if you truly push your luck.
It's not about "being a bitch" or being an unserious dom. It's that you're a child who has no idea what they're asking for. Try to stop thinking only about yourself for 10 seconds and consider why a dom might not want to be responsible for permanently damagong someone - even if you leave ethics aside.

i've been thinking about messaging her all day.

>>40941332
Sovereign obviously, otherwise he would be the prelate or archbishop.

Bottoms are very fun at parties if they’re the flamboyant, bubbly, outgoing type
>>40940250
>>40941349
Autistic sensory issues have nothing to do with being a bottom??
>>40941412
Women are usually the ones having the most fun at parties. Wtf are you talking about?

I have fun with bottoms at parties, if you catch my drift

>>40945479
i didnt say no at all because i will say no now, + kys

>>40945577
This

What /tttt/ post will you regret being read out loud in your kangaroo court hearing?

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>>40947616
prolly something about how hot it would be if my bf hatecrimed me.

obligatory: PLEASE I LOVE THIS COOUNTRY DO NOT DO THIS TO ME!!!!!! IM A TRUE PATRIOT AND I WISH THIS COUNTRY WOULD JUST LOVE ME BACK

>>40945423
Not really, just the fact that people are in total denial that women have any influence at all

>>40939455
I have this feeling you're not attracted to AMaBs or make exceptions for transwomen.

>>40945423
I don't wanna wait!

>gay male dynamics are arranged based off of how women perceive men, as a display for women
YUP
once you realize this, the gay obsession with top/bottom makes more sense
women are really offended by male egalitarianism because it slices them out of the equation on principle cuz women can't have non-parasitic relationships

>>40947430
I agree 100%

>>40947689
Its funny that women throw up all these layers of obfuscation to prevent you from figuring out the truth. When I was a babygay teen I thought the whole bottom/top thing was very odd and strange and unnatural and tried to avoid it - but you really can't vers are like 20% of gays on dating apps. And everyone is ASKED to label themselves.

>>40946775
>I never finished highschool either, I kinda slept thru most of it, a common theme in my life tbqh
yeah.. do you think you will go back and get your diploma eventually? its not super necessary desu, i just lied on my resume and said i had it when i didnt. but if you want to do higher education its pretty much needed so i went back to get it
>you have to be out sometime though
i know, but its scary, i think i will come out to them eventually, when i get a girlfriend maybe.
>what are you going to study?
english lit or film, the two things in life i am actually passionate about :)
>and like I guess you are starting soon, right?
if i get my diploma this year, i will be starting college next year. im pretty confident i'll be able to get my diploma so all should be well :')

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>>40946885
oh no way I am ever going back to get a diploma... but I spend a lot of my free time re-educating myself I guess?
I will just eventually try to get a phd or just settle with the msc in biomed neuroscience and ma in philosophy, I just begged and cried, did some tests, failed 4 times, passed the last time and they've never been able to get rid of me since tbqh
>i think i will come out to them eventually, when i get a girlfriend maybe.
oh yeh, take your time mhm
>english lit or film
aw that's wonderful anon, I was trying to learn about film studies a few months ago, it was pretty interesting
I believe in you, you will definitely do well if you never give up

>>40947010
thank you :) definitely leaning more towards film studies because ive always loved film as an art form.
>I just begged and cried, did some tests, failed 4 times, passed the last time and they've never been able to get rid of me since tbqh
lol thats awesome, good job

>>40928439
Ah Im dumb, QotT
>Are you a voyeur? Exhibitionist?
A little bit of both in a very minor way. I dont like to watch others have sex or be watched. But I do like to compromise my partner in public and have had sex in public parks before or very saucy/touchy makeout sessions where nobody but the security cameras could see. Like, there's something to the thrill of "someone COULD see if they looked", but I definitely wouldnt want someone actually in the room with me and a partner during intimate moments.
>Do you write letters to your girlfriend? Does she write any to you?
I leave little inspirational notes around the home for my SO. Its a cute thing I like to do to boost moods. I havent done it as much since things have been circling the drain, but I could see myself doing it again with a new partner or if I somehow rekindled my current relationship!
>Do you collect art prints? Share pics!
Nope. :<

>>40947124
I love it, please make some cute movies or something
>>40947637
the notes thing is a cute charm point, have to advertise it when you're ready to date again