I miss her so much it hurts. I just want to know if shes ok. I want to not hurt her for once in my life. I want to hold her and make sure nothing hurts her ever again. The most beautiful soul i ever met. The poet. My muse, my painstar
QOTT: what are your new year's resolutions?QOTT2: how long do you think you'll actually commit to those resolutions before giving up or changing them?previous: >>42185931
>>42280021Dangerous post jesus
>>42282490Damn that got counted as pony posting??Fucked
how do you do, fellow doods?
>>42282490Jannies when there's /pol/ posts and ack spammers vs jannies when there's a pony
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Make friends with one via a nerdy hobby (do not expect anything and stay platonic). She will eventually introduce you to more trans friends who you can go after
>>42286201thanks but yeah ive been doing that but how do i meet any who live near me or meet any in the real world
>>42286222You won't believe me when I say this but you should do this but in person
>>42286201None of my trans friends have ever introduced me to their friends. I'm guessing this is a bad sign
>>42286238fuck thats a good point
as a white twink midshit living in milwaukee i DESERVE a cute milwaukee black tgirl boymoder
how do you cope with knowing you'll never be able to shed your male socialisation? hearing from women, i know I'll never be able to catch up, hell most autistic cis women eventually fall too far behind, an autistic man like myself stands no chance. and i realise, that I'm not willing to let go of my make friendships, and I'm too scared to make female ones, scared of how you need to be emotionally vulnerable, I've never been able to be.i feel so awful, knowing I'll never be able to fit in with the group i so desperately seek to join. i feel so fucking weird, I'm desperate to be able to fit in with cis women, because it'll forever clock me, other me as a "transwoman" instead of just, a woman, yet I'm unwilling to let my moid friends go, my moid hobbies go, my moid behaviours go. it feels like a vice, i know it's hurting me long term but it's helping me cope now.it disgusts me, desu, that some day, i will try to convince people i am a woman, while behaving so uncannily unlike one. it's truly sickening. and every time i see terfs talk about socialisation it's what hits me the most more than anything, more than any talk about gamete size or chromosomes. I was molded through my childhood, through my own experiences to be a man, and that is tough to erase.
>>42271255Socialization is basically conditioning via your assigned sex being molded into gender, which you could then "transition" out of but only into "transwoman".How do you destroy conditioning?Trannies depend on sexism to even exist and the experiences of our sexist world.
>>42281065I don't think it's true that will happen. For one that feeling of guilt is common among women who, even if they have it for different reasons, nevertheless find a relatedness in the abstraction. It is in fact one of the media archetypes or tropes that women often relate to. The whole premise of >I can't be like them>I'm too damagedIs something every woman who's been raped has felt at some point. There are many other ways this can happen too, such as being poor or even being rich. And I would query a guess that this is exactly why women are more intent on forming community and companionship with one another. To challenge and overcome that feeling.Of course it might not feel good to you if cis women identify with their perceptions of you as a symbol of their own insecurity, it certainly does annoy me, but at least in terms of finding shared experiences it's not like I who feels like my CSA was transmisogyny have an easier time relating to random women because of it, to the extent that when I feel especially depressed I will misanthropically or self hatingly reject the community that is offered to me often.>>42282267Socialization has at least two effective definitions that most people agree upon and when you separate them from each other you will find there is nothing controversial or invalidating about them. It's not really interesting as a problem. >Being social among males (everyone agrees trans women to some extent do this)>Becoming a male (it is obvious trans women do not do this)
>>42284369i do feel it's a bit different it's not like, damage, it's years and years of learned behaviour to be unlearned. it just seems utterly opposite to what just about every woman has experienced but more distressing ig is that they will be able to recognise it lining up with men. idk again look, i was wrong to generalise this for all troons cuz i feel like it's something that affects me more cuz I'm so faketrans ig
>>42271053learn vocal feminization and stop shouting over women and you'll be fine stop giving up before u start
>>42286113yes i am voice training and i do just tend to stay quieter as a quick fix but i mean idk, i mostly notice it as i get more confident with ppl and less shy like yeah i keep interrupting ppl i am seriously trying to stop that and mostly have stopped thi but i mean it's a bunch of other stuff too. i just end up feeling kinda lost in conversations sometimes ig idk
Trans will be banned soon.
>>42273058havent they tried and failed 20 times already
>>42285827I'm an assistant to one of trump's advisors >>42285921Kek, this time is different, troons won't get away
>>42286154Is trumps nussy as moist as I hear?
>>42286154>trump through executive order>>trans is illegal!>trans people like ok.jpg whats different>trump: whore moans illegal!!>alliance between cis gimrats,, joeseph rogan and winemoms march in the streets>>retarded redhats like "w-we'll misgender you now!">tfw what's different>mfw they're literally to shy to misgender a hot ladyok anon i hope your jerk off fantasy helps u make bit cummies
>>42273058Nah. You can try but lgbtq people will fight back and there are a LOT more armed lbgtq people who will fight for thier rights just as anyone else would
Can you please stop trying to start a war?We're all gonna get killed. I just want to play video games and watch Chinese cartoons.
>>42285754what are you quoting
>>42285793The point is that the situation is very volatile right now and the retards trying to escalate even further always seem to be trannies and they end up painting a target on all of us.It doesn't matter how much of a badass you think you are, if you start a war with the normies you're going to lose.I miss when nobody knew what a tranny even was.
>>42285826To be fair as is the case with the rights there's a big split between the politically buckbroken retardoid trannies vs just trans people who want have shit going on and want to live their life.Picrel doesn't even look like xir/xem cares that much about transitioning beyond the trans identity itself.Like to this fellow it'd be a bizzare notion that a girl could transition well and then stealth and never ever bring it up
>>42285561>innocent woman is murdered in cold blood by sub 80 IQ zogbot>BUT WHAT ABOUT DA TRANNIES DOE!
>>42285675I knew a cis woman who got multiple cosmetic surgeries paid for by medicaid. Worry about cis people abusing it first maybe.
>take estrogen>it become infinitely more enjoyable to hate people for being different to me>slowly lose all hope for gay rights of any significant kind>hetty genocide fantasies start creeping in>slow creeping desire to be the most hateful hon aliveanyone else?
>>42283664sure i doyou think like it though
>>42283475What is siddharthan?
>>42283475>picreltag urself im fake-straight twinkhon
OP heregot dick and im feeling better>>42284813its supposed to come with this too
>>42285512Hello my friend, what possessed you to write this?
>retard neet mtf>only source of income is disability>spend it all on rent cheap meals and hrt>government decides i dont qualify for disability anymore>late on rent>starving>running low on hrtshould i just kill myself now and dodge the suffering that will come with being a homeless hon?
> qotthow did you change how you moan after transitioning?
>>42285705i need to eat your stupid hole
>>42285712Trans girls just aren't attracted to men
>>42285849fuck off i want to marry a tranny and i'm a man
>>42285705you're so fucking hot! i need you rn.
>>42285857Become a girl and you'll find one within minutes
My mom told me to stop acting like a submissive whore. I dont know what she means by this. Im literally a top, and a manmoder (tho people clock me as ftm or lgbt usually) but still.... i dont know what she means. Im not submissive at all in public. Im just agreeable with the right people in order to manipulate them into good outcomes for myself.That said, i would lowkey really like a bottom gf who is rapey ....>_>
>>42282875I get to see peculiar autistic people flirt and be jealous.
>>42283069i’m not autistic and only a little peculiar :((((
is being weird on 4chan how you find love?
bunp
>>42283716Yes
hrt doesnt make you escape twink death everyone will call you old and rotten by 26 no matter how you look
>>42285877Yeah, but, like, being a middle aged woman is a lot more appealing than being a middle aged man.
>>42285877Have you considered maybe not going after pedophiles?>>42285946>26 is middle agedActual middle aged is going to be brutal on you lady, try to develop other hobbies besides catfishing coomers on the internet
>>42286036so many pedophiles love to give trans girls bad advice
>everyone will call you old and rotten by 26Girls hit the wall at that age yeah
>>42285877Ftm man here For me hrt has given me a lot of gender euphoria and relief. Obviously there are side effects such as heat flashes. The most apparent reaction I've noticed is how my fantasies have changed:I have never wanted to be pregnant, even before realizing I was Trans but it made even more sense after coming out as Trans and having that realization. But recently, I haven't been able to shake this fantasy of telling someone I trust, maybe a coworker that I am trans. They pretend to be okay woth it but when we are alone they overpower me, force themselves into me and fill me. They know it is still a risk, know it will be life ruining, and that only makes them fill me deeper. Obviously if this happened irl it would actually ruin my life but it's something I can't stop fantasizing about
mom found the hrt. im not home right now and i covered my ass by saying i don't mind telling her what it is but i dont want to say it over the phone. i kinda do mind telling her tho. need a good lie to cover my ass. i think she thinks its drugs if that helps.
im on injections also so like it needs to be something you shoot up that isnt fucking morphine or someshit
>>42286007my moms knows i take hrt and she even picks it up for me at the pharmacy sometimes and she knows i shoot bootleg run away hoe estradiol from europe and brazil too there isnt much my mom doesnt know.. she knows even more
>>42286024Hcg
just say its estrogen
enjoy my mtf tits and belly, /lgbt/
>>42282390thicc girl here wth am i looking at
I'm so hungry and jealous right now. My anorexic bulimic ass hasn't eaten in like three days I wish I could stuff my face like you.
>>42282390fucking fatass
>>42282390cute tits congrats, i wish i was this instead of anorexic
sorry sis I look better without hrt
Do gay men who date FTMs get made fun of by their gay friends and called straight?
Only if you have shitty friends. Or you have great friends who know how to banter
No, they're gay men not chuds
>>42286169He's cute
