>be me >MtF>see my little sister cuddling with my dad for the first time like ever>little sister is 22 yrs old>I’m only 2 years older than her>wtf they have never ever cuddled before>think it’s really weird>jealousy pings inside me >my dad probably hasn’t done that with me because I’m trans and he doesn’t wanna cuddle my half-female half-male morphed body because it’d be weird for him
>>42292809There was that nickelodeon star whose mom insisted on showering with her and giving her daily vaginal exams until she was 17 but otherwise nah not much of a thing outside of utah
>>42292751i dont even like hugging people. thats gross
>>42292964my father was 6'5 and i ended up 5'10 kek
>>42293225I hate being insecure about my height. The only time I feel better is when a girl says they would date a guy my height I’m just slightly below average
>>42293314yeah its awful. i hate height luckshits. id rather be a 5'4 twinkhon than a 6'0 passoid
Just had the bleak realization that I’ve known i’m trans (ftm) for 10 years and actively repped. Mostly because of other people. If nobody else cared i would start hrt tomorrow, instead i can’t even speak the word transgender out loud without getting nervous. Anyone got advice other than rope
>>42290388>Mfw I like america thoughI did, we're getting 90 dollar health insurance that saves us roughly 1200 a month compared to what we were spending before, lmaoI can't believe people bitch about healthcare in this country
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>>42289167If that's your art I think I might have bought a commission from you circa 2021 lol
>>42290486The mbti thing was a joke lmao.
>>42290296>5'11POON OUT NOWt. 5'10 dood (there should be more of us, for optics)
ive slowly been coming to the realization that it doesn't get better. all i want in life is to be a housewife/homekeeper, i dont even care who its for, but i just want to be the most tradwife i could possibly be. instead i work a 9-5 with no support systems whatsoever, with crippling mental health issues, and disassociative episodes so bad ive gotten in multiple minor car accidents due to them. i go to my job, i come home, then everything else is a blur. i go in the shower, time skips, i get out. i have this fantasy in my head about what life could be, but everything around me is collapsing, no husband to love me, i feel like a shell of a person now. brain empty, nothing happening. no revolution will save me of my life, no hard work will get me out of this hole, and no prince charming will sweep me off my feet and take me to a better life. i see so many people living my fantasy online, but it feels like it is just impossible for me. i douse my mind with any chemicals i can find for any chance that i can finally escape it, or at least damage it enough to stop functioning. i am 19 years old and i already feel like its over, im cooked.
>>42292683you should try dousing your mind with lithium carbonate
>>42292743where can i buy that?
>>42292843it's readily available at most pharmacies with a prescription, which is very easy to get.
>>42292896i dont have money for a farmacy though
>>42292931it's an extremely cheap medication even without insurance. uninsured typical price is around $30 for a 2 month supply.it's one of the only medications scientifically proven to reduce suicidal tendencies. if you continue to do nothing about your mental health it will continue to worsen.
I am rationally, genuinely transphobic for reasons entirely unrelated to any sort of repressed or latent attraction to transgender people (I do not find them sexy at all and have never fapped to their porn), nor am I hiding being transgender myself. I like being a dude. I simply do not believe men can become women, or that others should be forced to humor delusional crossdressers who ultimately wield far too much power in society.
>>42293257mixed race people are corrupted by antiquated genetic code
>op oddly quiet after factsanon post
>>42293263See. Literal retardation. Explains things as if they’re a fucking soothsayer from medieval times. Ahh you see **magic words**. Big complex. I am smart peasants listen to me.
>>42292950facts anon I snorted and rolled my eyes when I saw your post but this is pretty based work
>>42293300speaking in jargon is unhelpful for mutual understanding
hi /lgbt/. i just had to go no-contact with my sister and i miss my ex bf so bad i want to cry. i hope you're all having a better friday than i am.
>>42292707told her to leave me alone and blocked her on everything. tomorrow i'll tell my mom and dad she's no longer family to me. i don't live with them any more but they do live nearby
>>42292638I don't talk to my sister either. It sucks. Sorry about all this. Do you feel comfortable sharing what happened?
>>42293071its one of those things where it's been a lifelong struggle with setting boundaries and her stepping all over them. the other day she did a major overstep and was completely unapologetic and i just decided i'm done
My relationship with my family(parents) is not bad but only because I see them once or twice a year, and less with my brother, we don't even talk that often, this is after I had a huge altercation with them all, took us a lot to heal but guess we managed, going zero contact works as it allows you to think about the situation.Wish I could say the same about my "friend", here I was just talking about giving her a chance, then right away not even 12 hours later she makes a huge scene in public, usual toxic behavior, she tried to paint the situation as my fault, I don't really care about how others see me but the thought of trying to put others against me is what ai couldn't stand, I guess that it was some sort of greater force intervening so I don't get hurt later.
>>42293127That makes sense. Hopefully your parents take it well
I’ve been on HRT for seven years and in all that time I have always topped and enjoyed it. But out of nowhere it became more flaccid and flaccid over time. I don’t remember the last time I was fully hard. It’s even starting to shrink now and I’m close to ending it all. I can’t have a sex life without my cock.I have been using Tcream every week but it’s not stopping the tides of entropy. In desperation I’ve started jacking off three or four times a day. Sometimes I will go for a run and jack off in a hot shower just to erectionmaxx, it’s all in vain. Futagen wisdom told me to do angion methods but it’s simply not getting me there. The only hope I have left is cialis. Advice please
>>42283046I got generic Viagra from the VA. You just gotta ask. I only got 4 pills per month tho. Your doctor might be different
>>42288876>the army believes you can only have sex four times in a month
>>42287328SRS is a disease of the mind
>>42282975>Tcream>The only hope I have left is cialis.Cialis should've been the first thing you tried, dumbass. T-cream isn't even a proven treatment for ED, Cialis has MOUNTAINS of evidence showing its efficacy. Seriously. What the fuck is wrong with some of y'all?
>>42288904>the military industrial complex is a bunch of cheapskates giving their servicemen and veterans the bare minimum or less when possible military grade == contract went to lowest bidder
my skeletons too fucked to pass isnt it
>>42292546>not on E>weight cycling
>>42292155ok but you are lowkey very hot can you rape me
>>42292831178cm>>42292838taper?>>42292871maybe but keyhole surgery is like 5-7k??>>42292932lol i was just trying to see my skeleton. im already past point of male bone growth so i cant masculinize anymore so im not rly scared about wasting time. i take good care of myself.>>42292984depends if u got a plappable booty
>>42293209>maybe but keyhole surgery is like 5-7k??i mean that's fair but imo i would take the risk, don't let testosterone make things worse just for optics sake. i mean shit just try something even if only for the sake of being able to say you tried. be your best self nona>depends if u got a plappable bootynta but are you actually a top? i mean i feel like with your body on E you could be like the ideal tgirl top not even kidding and that's coming from someone who's bicurious at best
>>42293209depends on how far you are its plappable enough are you into girls that are so mentally ill they will bend to your every wish
What does the /lgbt/ board think of him?
>>42292822https://voca.ro/19e5eeQZ6oV5
>>42293114>To be a childRight. To be a baby. That's what keeps the world turning... babies having babies
>bruh everything is a spookSo? Doesn't mean they don't matter to us.
>>42293137https://voca.ro/14yptrXNzb0X
>>42293169That's perfectly in line with Stirner's philosophy. You might intellectually recognize that religion is a spook but still egoistically value the community and aesthetics of it. The point is to be introspective and honest about what you value instead of submitting your ego to society, religion, morality, the state, etc. I suggest reading Bernard Williams who's a natural compliment to Stirner.
I suffer somewhat as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: How are you surviving eternal hellfire anon?
>>42293056I had a huntsman climb into my bed at night as I was about to sleep and the fucker bit me on my inner thigh. I jumped up, smacked the light on and the cocky cunt was just staring at me like "yeah, I did that, fuck you gonna do."
Reminder that women have vaginas, and you aren't a woman.
>>42292453The cities are just an overpriced woke dystopia that's filled with Indian slaves and hardly any transwomen. The trans women that are here are also hons. Free speech in this country isn't as bad as Britain or China is but it's heading in that direction. As for the country, it is filled with retarded boomers and, in some regions, abos.
>>42293056Another great post by the Australian Tourism Board.
>>42293267Go back to Japan then.
I want a guy to tell me what faggy clothes to wear for him. Cute sweaters, socks, underwear, cosplay, idc I just want to dress myself up for a man
>>42288799why arent u on estrogen yet
>>42288799hi OP, big man here. You could try wearing an oxygen mask connected to a 5L helium tank. make sure the seal is on really tight and then gradually release the pressure valve breathing as normal
>>42292431what will that do
>>42292431Ew why is your name violet youre def not a man don't talk to me please
>>42288799how do i make my body look like the on in OPs pic?
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>ASL19 Midwest >Looking ForPeople to talk to>Not Looking ForPeople expecting anything romantic or sexual >InterestsMusic and art based stuff like dance, music itself and all the sorts of genres are out there in the world right now I’ve been getting into kpop and country specific but still more than open to listen to whatever >DiscordSACRIFICALBLOODSPORT
>>42262245Was typing this up in a nsfw thread before it got deleted would appreciate any answers for my /LGBT/ >>42291642I have been jerking off once a month to chart my progress. Never liked it to begin with but figured it was a good measure of how hormones were affecting me. Tuesday last I started jerking and instantly felt that feeling when you were about coom. Took like five seconds and I came while soft like no erection soft like taking a pee soft. Is this a good sign? Barley any coom.6 or 7 months btw don't remember exact start datenotropeychan On discord
19/mtf/ colorado>aboutIm a uni student in electrical engineering, kind of a loser. Just got a job as a TA>wantsMore people to talk to/maybe hang with>InterestsI'm into computers(current driver is a macbook air running arch), coding(asm/C,high level scares me), reading(faves are vonnegut and neal stephenson), soldering, photography(film), 3d modeling, art, electronics, puzzle games, and music. Big fan of arguing, and getting outfit critiques.>discorddestructicorn
>>4229220820/mtf/brazil>aboutIm a designer girl and marvel rivals player>Interestsfwb, small talk or whatever.>Discordqueridalover
>hardware24 / mtf / aus>wantingI just sort of want to meet people, for no particular reason or end. Maybe I'll make a friend, or maybe I won't. I don't know.>avoidingRelationships>interestsbrain interests: Language learning (B2 Tagalog, B1 Chinese, A1 Burmese), archaeology, pre- and late imperial China. Currently reading the Analects in wenyan, occasionally also Hanfeizi. I would like to study math one day.tactile interests: guitar, music production, drugs, games without clear objectives unless you're racing, cooking, fashion, tea ceremony. learning to forage native plants, also beginning calisthenicsMovies: 80s/90s HK movies, Kaiju movies, Lino Brocka, anything with Robert Mitchum, every single Roger Moore 007 film, Obayashi. A good movie is like a well made car.Music: AGM, Bladee, Attic Abasement, Ffenestri, My Little Airport, IVOS, The Marías, Alcove Dream and stuff labelled "slacker pop", Nat Pwe>contactligaya.paraiso>free spaceswag swag swag swag swag swag swag
This is getting way to out of hand "you can look however you want you just need to identify as a woman and u are" then u got mfs like me who break into tears because I'm a ugly hon but atleast I manmode to not stur the pot Then u have the hons out there who is going to make us look so much worse
>>42292816Delete all social media it rots your mind
>>42292816You're falling for ragebait and the optics retardation
In the 80s-90s there was an event called "The AIDS crisis" that killed like half the boomers and Xer G/T population.This means that when looking at a Gen X or Boomer gay such as Peter Thiel or Caitlyn Jenner we need to understand that this person is still alive. They didn't die. This means that many aspects of their behavior differ from the median among boomer/xer genetic G/Ts.This may also explain why Boomers and Xers are so unusually hostile. The gay population among them was obliterated.
>>42292570I think you're making some decent points but still, don't you think lots of trans and gays died of AIDs? Like it's hard to ignore demographically I think
>>42292635I mean iunno maybe, ppl like freddie mercury died, but realistically the members of queen were p old by thennot really sure about any good trans rolemodels tho, watch some donahue episodes for an idea of the vibeI vaguely remember sitting on the floor at my grandparent's and one of the episodes was on and I think one of the adults was like 'are they poofters' and it seemed pretty awful I think a few old timers are still alive like that one bond girl uhh caroline cossey, and seems like that tennis champ renee richards is still alivenot sure if burger becky counts since she transitioned later, but she only died recentlylynn conway herself died recently too I thinkand I mean everyone heard of dani bunten who died in the 90s due in part to conway's website jennel jacquays died recently and yeh they're white, but a lot of the reason black trans women weren't prominent was cos black women weren't prominent media figures, but u could still see them for better or worse on jerry springer but numbers just kept on going on and it's less like for the gay community where they were just in the closet, cos the definition was expanded too, as if u were to now include meterosexuals along w/ gay there were plenty of examples of how to be and most were not pretty or refinedthe idea that there was a motherly community that was decimated by aids seems more like a fantasy, as much as the idea that millennials are mother figures to zoomers when trans seems to mean something different than 10-20 years agoI think aids had little to do w/ it realistically imho
>>42292908>but realistically the members of queen were p old by thenAre you 12?By rock standards, the members of Queen were at the apex of their careers. Heck, Brian May still performs today (at 78). And their peers from the time still fill up stadiums today.You zoomers have a really lopsided (and by that I mean wrong) perception of age and what constitutes old.I hope I live long enough to see you all at age 45.
>>42292922u should really try coming up w/ different material instead of fixating on one sentence and taking it out of context
>>42288960True, I used to know an older gay guy in NYC and if he went too far into his youth as a gay guy he’d get melancholy because basically everyone he knew back then died
The idea you could just become a woman was the cruelest prank in all of human history.
>>42292306im happy being a feminine man >>42292384tits on a male ribcage always look bad, you just like them because they offer plausible deniability that you aren't a faggot fucking other men
>>42292402>im happy being a feminine manFor now.See you in 5 years, repper.
>>42292402do you like posting mean things because it offers plausible deniability that you aren't really just thinking those things about yourself?>always look badsure man, id say they look better in person, but you'd never be able to check
>>42292393r u the intershit
>>42292449no, I am
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>>42291862gj. sometimes blood leaks out, but that's all right
>>42292560thanks <3 i think it's starting to kick in cause i feel so much more calm and peaceful now
>>42293000side note my ocd symptoms are much easier to deal with now too??? like I'm still getting intrusive thoughts but it's easier to just "dismiss" them and i don't get stuck panicking and trying to counteract them by thinking different thoughts on purpose and get sucked into a spiral of endlessly reacting like I'm being chased by a predator. it's still hard but it feels noticeably easier to deal with
Bought my vial of Een back in June 2024, went off it after 6 months. Planning on getting back on it, would my old vial still work? I've kept it in a drawer out of sunlight the whole time
>>42293117if theres nothing floating in it and the temp didnt fluctaute too much,yes.
