I want to detrans. I regret starting hrt and wish i had my flat chest. I started this as probably an escape from my actual life. It's easy to pathologize your past as a sign of what your future should be. I do love being feminine but as a male, taking drugs to achieve that is just futile. I survive my first twenty years being normal and not making any drastic decisions or mistakes until this one. Its more bitter sweet, getting exactly what you want since you were a child only to realize it's never going to be how you want. I wished upon a monkeys paw and now I'm left with the consequences.
>>41242266I know I just don't want to deal with people giving me weird looks. If I actually stopped hrt i would definitely get my levels checked cuz idk how good my natural hormones would be. >>41242338>>41242356I might idk.
>>41243281you won't.
>>41239291>>41241472>>41242370Are u gonna get top surgery
>>41244526Probably if I can get the money for it.
>>41241698Ayden can I come hang out w you for a bit but you pay for everything? You're welcome to abuse my body in exchange ofct. american tranner
i will never socially transition
>>41245301any particular reason?
>>41245334nta but Im too self conscious and insecure and think everyone will laugh at me
>>41245301ok
delusion edition>QOTT: do you feel like a woman on the inside?>QOTT2: are you willing to give up your old self to become something new and better?previous: >>>41222763
>>41244491stop doing this chudette, you look like an ugly abomination, why do you think estrogen was the right choice for you lmao>>41244843just rape god
>>41244843Stop believing the jewish god's propaganda, for one thing.
>>41244962It just feels like a reasonable request to pray/beg for spiritually helpful things from god or the universe or whatever and when theres no response its hopeless. Seems cruel
I look and have the personality of this guy but deeply wish to look like a womanI refuse to believe god is real because he wouldn't do this to me.
where is my bf who beats me until i transition
why are some mtfs able to attract high quality men while others are seemingly forced to settle for the absolute bottom of the barrel?
>>41240402It's luck I guess, I'm mid af but pulled a 197cm, muscly English guy somehow.. guess if you meet someone and have the same interests that secures them too
>>41245425now post him
>>41245436I won't post his pics, he's posted here a few times before though before we met, I'm lucky tho, hope everyone else can get as lucky as me
>>41245554you were not lucky though, hes prob uguleh.
>>41240402no "high quality" man would date a tranny what?
5'6 editionQOTT: who are some of your favorite 5'6 people?prev >>41238077
>>41245486does it matter haha my dad hit me first at least i can use the teeth that fell out and my blood on the cabinets for charges against him
>>41245468thankfully, no matter how delicious my cookie dough is, i’m never tempted to eat it. if i really want something sweet while watching disappearance of haruhi suzumiya, i’ve thankfully got some ice cream
>>41245325it doesnt work fyi
>>41245500thanks nona <3 but idk if i really soul pass, someone else already said i don’t earlier in the thread. plus a good 30% of mmg is girls who soul pass flawlessly but are mourning the fact they don’t bodypass
>>41245505did you deserve it?
I finally ordered estrogen, but im still confused about my gender. I want to be a girl, but I also want to be a femboy. I just wish I could be both. Its honestly shameful that ill be starting hrt next week yet still havent figured out what I am yet. Whats wrong with me?
>>41244944I appreciate the sentiment, and it would be hot but bottoming just seems like it would be too painful for me lol
>>41244963You’ll learn to love it, not that you have any choice in the matter
>>41244893semantics often fail. be whatever you feel you need to be without putting it a name
>>41245402Kinda hard to do that when this whole world is based on labels. I wouldnt be able to get with straight dudes or gay dudes without a gender label. Also I want to look like aswell as be the boy in that pic so badly
>>41245559i mean you can use those labels in the context of hookups and stuff, just to make stuff easier. but in the end you don't have to confine yourself to them.
> mtf boymoder, year hrt> going to therapy w/ same therapist for most of the year> i consistently wear mostly bland outfits, either thick t-shirts or hoodies when it's cold to mask hrt, and she comments on it sometimes> end of session> "oh it's starting to get cold, it's almost hoodie season for you!"> picrel
I've had my therapist for about three years now, and I'm a year and a half on HRT. She constantly tells me about how much happier, more feminine, softer, and cuter looking I've come. It really makes me feel good.
>>41244528mine never saw me before hormones. i have improved but im still depressed. i'd prefer depression to not feeling like a person in general though. i still have a long way to go
>>41244528that's really sweet anon I'm glad you found a therapist that works for you:)
>>41243835Why wouldn't she notice the hoodie you're already wearing??Or is the implication that you wear two hoodies when it's cold?
>>41245437I wasnt wearing one i was just sad that theres an expectation that im going to wear one
Mostly straight man but I'm obsessed with women's feet and female supremacy I consider myself to not be entirely straight because of this.I don't care if you agree because it's true Normies basically view a man with my fetishes as a faggot. Why is this?
You are a stupid faggot lol
>>41245298This is real unfair
>>41245173>Daddy (symbolic) which for you is pretty unsurprisingly (see the recommended reading) your actual Mommy as internalized. This is why the suggestionWhat a scary idea
>>41244982I'm a tranny and I take hrt because I like woman and I want to be pretty boygirl and I deserve to be punished for being a weird freak
>>41245433Hot stuff
Pooners, when will they learn?
>>41241879He kinda cute is he single...
>>41243202his big ass forehead, nose, and chin makes him pass as a 25 y/o fgt
>>41243335>can't greentextGtfo tourist >>41242456Retarded whitoid
>>41244080"tourist"you're such a cuck go touch grass
>>41244080The guy in the pic is obviously white, you dumb cracka
im in a dilemma because i do get chest dysphoria, and it can get really bad sometimes. however, when it's not bad, i feel really hot. top surgery is an idea i play with in my head, but im not sure if i could ever bring myself to go thru with it. it just feels like a waste to remove them. my gf also really likes them so i know she would be sad, even if she says she just wants what will make me happiest. binding is also rlly difficult, so ive sorta accepted that i wont pass to the public. esp with long hair </3
>>41244898So you just give up on passing?
>>41245275yea atleast for now idk. im waiting to see how much i can get away with before the testosterone makes it obvious. i mostly just do it at work since it's easier than trying (and failing) at passing. im not too beat up about it though, even if it can hurt
>>41245303I’m honestly in a similar situation but my breasts are small enough to not be too noticeable in baggy clothing. Though I personally would really like to have top surgery, even if it ends up looking unsightly like how all those “theyre deforming our daughters!!!1!” people make it out to be, just because I think it’d be much better than what im working with currently. If it were not such a complicated and expensive process, I would have done it by now.
>>41245522hoping u can get it done one day :)im just bad at making big decisions like that, and i think if im so on the fence about it i should just wait until im certain.
I heard that this person is now in prison. Is that true?
she was retarded enough to post public bathroom selfies in 2025 in fucking FLORIDAidk its just borderline suicidal behaviour she opticsnuked herself. not in prison yet but theres certainly a decent chance she will be prosecuted.
>>41245478I don't see an arrest or criminal case yet. DA is still building or evaluating potential charges.
>>41245508Even better. Said videos had other people in them. Filiming other people in the bathroom is a no go even without the aggressive trans shit. I'm betting a disney ban has also already happened.
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Hunter x Hunter, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>DISCORD: discord.gg/mtf>ASL (biological sex, or gender)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41244815what state nona
>>41245296NC
>>41245369why is everyone so far away from meguess im consigned to the net...we have a lot of shared interests too :(i sent a friend request btw
How do you even make friends? The friend group I used to have kinda just dissolved, and know there's only one person I talk to occasionally.
>>41245513local band shows, game stores (pick up a hobby like ttrpgs or wargaming), and art groups are good places to start
Thought you could get LGB under the theocratic Trump regime? Nope, you’re just a God dam faggot like all the rest. LGB died today.
>>41245309Nope nazi germany is irrelevant. Lgbt exists because white CIS gay men fought for it along with CIS lesbians. You bpd psychos try to gaslight and change history I can’t wait until the government gets rid of you
>>41245352> Nope nazi germany is irrelevant.trans people were prosecuted under paragraph 175 in nazi germany. that is the sodomy law for gay men. they literally called us “paragraph 175ers”.
>>41245352the first sign protests at the white house 1963-1965 for gay rights was from trans people.
>>41245388I don’t live in nazi germany this is a red herring >>41245394Just making shit up now. All troons know how to do is lie
>>41245435> nazi germanytrump is nazi germany 2.0
I loathe being an autistic recluse, a man in name though hardly in form. Even to call myself female to male feels unearned. I take testosterone, yes, but make little effort to appear convincingly masculine. My friends vanished one by one, their absence unsurprising. They sought pleasure, abandon, the frenzy of youth. I remained still, inert, with nothing of that world to share.Yet perhaps solitude is not a punishment, but the only space that ever truly fits. To be alone is not a moral failing; it is simply the natural consequence of my being. And perhaps it is for the best.If I am unseen by the world, I am freed from performance. I no longer have to reckon with the body I despise. Within these four walls, only I exist, and so only my own feelings matter. If I refuse to think of my body, if I refuse to look upon it, then in some small way it ceases to exist.In the end, I am only a thought — a shadow of consciousness suspended in silence, untethered, almost dissolving.
>>41245448if it helps this really reads like you have the male autism
>>41245448If you shower and keep your apartment clean ill come hang out
A mob of dirty muslims harasses a trans woman, and nobody has said shit. Can you imagine the pain this woman will feel for the rest of her life? The PTSD? The indelible scars? These mass shooters are fucking useless. First that agp tranny doing the mass shooting in a church, then that other retard in a church. Why can't they fucking target the mosques, though? Why are they so useless? European cities are plagued with dirty muslims. Islam is cancer. And I don't give a fuck about what people say about Christianity, even though God is a fucking shit-eating fag who gets fucked in the ass and puts his legs behind his neck, at least Christians are not as bad as dirty muslims. It amazes me that stupid ass trannies support Islam. Islam is cancer. Trans women in cities like Paris, Madrid, Lisboa, London, are always targeted by the dirty muslims. They need to die. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNa8d9-o2U1/?igsh=ZWthZWgzbGJ6bTl5
>>41245080Don’t shoot up tje mosque pls I’m a boymoder who’s forced to go to the mosque during Ramadan Ps don’t kill boymoder spare me
>>41245080wtf a bunch of these comments are way nicer than the average shit you would find on american xitter
>>41245357I do NOT intend to shoot anything or anybody. I repeat it, I do NOT intend to shoot anybody, but it would have been nicer if the guys who did the mass shooting at the church would have chosen a mosque instead.
>>41245328Pretty much. Lgbt that care about muslims have extreme retardation
>>41245328both should be exterminated
