Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42032940
>mtfs can look like this >>42139960 while pooning past the age of 14 means you'll look like a retardUnfair but at least it gives me something nice to ogle at.
>>42151019Not enough women to argue with on r9k apparently
>>42151070I feel like it's so much harder to pass as MTFwe have to keep up with insane beauty standards while struggling with moreit's why the poor ones like me who can't afford much look horrible while more privileged trans women look like angels>>42149438hey I don't whine I loke conversing with feppers(Verification not required)
anyone here into ryona
>>42152798I only like seeing beat up men.
I hung out with this girl I’ve known for like 20 years and we went out shopping and we got dinner together and went to walk the waterway and it was so fun omg but she told me over dinner when I explained how I get jealous of her beauty that she feels the same way about me and wants to skinwalk me and then we talked about browbones and she has the same brainworms as me. But we like, reassured each other and it was really nice and she’s so tall omg she’s 5’8” but she was wearing these wedges too so she was like really big in them We ended up trying on dresses together and she looked so pretty!!! Being around a friend lowkey fixed something broken in my brain today lmao Also, like, she’s bigger and taller and heavier than me and does martial arts I’m just like ahhfbshdjdndh she’s so cool She called me petite and attractive and literally I’m so not used to that cause I’m a fucking tranny and I only just lost like 35 pounds this year but holy shit I am such a colossal luckshit to even have a friend like her let alone to feel as cute as I did today. Thank you for such a good day, world!
>>42148346>I started at 18, in collegeenvy...
>>42152679Don't worry, 18 is too lateOP is the trans pet of the group being told "yass queen" and "slay"
>>42152709no im envious of 18 year old starters because i started at 28
>>42152720At least you're not deluding yourself unlike OP
>>42152728not my pointwe both pass, monika especially passes while prettyi just wish i had started earlier so i could live life earlier like her
>Family harasses me to depoon for years >Pooners at college harass me to depoon for no reason >i depoon out of desperation to stop being hated and harassed>hated by trannies at college for depooning >family thinks i’m some “example” for younger lgbt >still look masc, can’t act female for shit. >wrecked by dysphoria for years >moment i try to repoon the government bans hrt for trans ppl without years of therapy that is now also illegal in the state so i just can’t win
>>42146947>most of them take roidsNo they don't. Taking exogenous hormones comes with serious health risks and should not be taken lightly.
>>42149799More importantly, 'roids arent a substitute for proper work and mindset, which OP doesn't have yet.
>>42149689As in they claimed i was better as a preteen girl (from photos) than as the adult man i was at the time. Looks and “vibes” or whatever. In hindsight its dumb. >>42149700Nope>>42150108Every time i read “mindset” or “fembrained” it just makes me want to go back on T more
>>42141450Win? You can't make everyone happy yes. That is life. Someone will always dislike you so itsbest to just be yourself unless that means like being a pedo or a murderer or something then don't be that.
>>42141450Diy king lmk if u have any questions fr
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>>42047951Love to see HRTGen still going strong
>>42140466>pure hon science on my end thonah that sounds reasonable>gaslight themselves into thinking they're lowim pretty good at noticing even slight changes will definitely notice an increase in migraine frequency im gonna take it slow and keep records im just slightly concerned because with drugs depending on the class im a lightweight but also or because of fast metabolism and my tolerance resets in like a day speaking of does anyone do like 5/6 day cycle with EEn? ive heard of 10 and that sounds like a bad idea. not even sure how you would dial that in traditional medicine if you arent doing a new blood test every day of the week. what kind of things effect the half life of fat soluble esters or is it more generally stabilized? it doesn't go through your liver right so metabolism shouldnt matter?
>>42149368https://estrannai.se/docs/ingredients/this explains how the estrogen esters work.you essentially have diffusion of the ester from the oil carrier into circulation (this is variable and theres very little info on what affects it from what i can tell)then the ester being converted to estradiol, via esterases in the liver. this is where your E2 level starts to increase, the EEn itself has no feminizing effects until it undergoes this process.then the estradiol being metabolized as it normally does, again occurs in the liver.
>>42147075>going strongI've been bumping it every now and then to stop it from dying off early
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Anyone here on raloxifene? What AA do you take?I've heard of people doing cypro+bica+raloxAnybody heard of just going with cypro and ralox alone, without the bica? The latter just seems redundant?
smart editionqott: are u smart?prev: >>42140263
>>42152291was it for hygiene reasons? you can be honest...
>>42152701i jerk off to my reflection in the mirror.
how did that happen?
>>42152701i like the changes ive got so far but my bones are moided and i hate that. also yeah mental effects e makes me feel more grounded in reality.
do you have a "small" ribcage?
Like do you like it when someone is making lot of noise? Or no noise? Or like what kind of thing do most people like?
>>42152183OP?
>>42152190no, the guy who is spamming the democrat thing
>>42152128just be yourself sis. stop acting and be yourself for once. you don't have to force moans or forced dirty talk. Be yourself
>>42152541I don't know what myself would be in the situation.Which is why I was asking what most people like
Obviously it very much depends what both of you are into. If you're nervous about the whole thing you could also talk with him what are his turn ons and offs.It's not good to force things that are not really true to yourself at the moment. Remember that's important that you enjoy it yourself too and it should be important to him.As for what I can say about my current man is that he very much enjoys seeing that I'm into this, to feel how I tremble from desire for him, to hear my moans, to hear me beg him to fuck me, but all that has to be real, it's clear when someone is faking it.
Is it possible for trans women to achieve the beauty of classical women? It is my dream
>>42148602>or, I'm just a midshit luckshit twinkhon BDDpassoid boymoder who doesn't understand what it's like for others less fortunate than myselfyesI would love to think that I just have cognitive dissonance, but the sad fact of the matter is that sexual dimorphism does existLike I have what some would consider a luckshit height (5'8.5), but even then, I still tower over most women.
>>42149043I just can not wrap my head arpund the height brainworms. There are just too many women that are ~6' that are hot. I mean I guess if you want to beat yourself up about it you can but it strikes me as such a silly thing to get obsessed about. Actress in picrel is 6'
>>42150416how do I stop hating myself for being 6'2? I think wanting to kms over height is a bit silly but idk
>>42148509>Where I'm from 50% of women my age are pretty, 45% are average, and only 5% are weird looking.congrats on not living in some BigFood-cucked place or bonglandwe seriously need to start gassing some peopleand bringing in some (non-brown) genetic variety to inbred island, their women are starting to get loopy from being this dysgenic
>>42150416it's not about being hot it's about going outside and being viscerally and visually distinct from every woman you see
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.QOTT>Are you wagecucking this holiday season?>Most eventful moment of your year?>Do you like the snow?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42086143
>>42152251why are transbians like this
>>42115509>Are you wagecucking this holiday season?no, I got fired in November. second job this year that fired me very shortly in and wouldn’t explain why. I’m worried they’re doing it because I’m a tranny :(>Most eventful moment of your year?finally moved across the country to be with my long distance gf of 2 years and get away from my awful family. but she broke up with me a few months in. she has 3 new gfs now and is in discord calls with them nearly all day long. it kind of makes me feel horrible but I know I have no right to impede on her ability to be with them and it would be mean to say something to her face. I honestly don’t think I can ever have a real relationship again. >Do you like the snow?I love the snow! where I come from it snows a lot but now I life in Oregon and it doesn’t really snow here
>>42152272She hasn't spoken to me after masturbated to her voice on call without asking :(
>>42152010My name is Chef
>>42152367Okay that is actually creepy, nona...
My boyfriend left me in late october. Its been really difficult since and just repeat episodes of me getting drunk and blowing up his phone every couple of nights. Hes also dating someone else. Last night ended up with him insulting me and me threatening him until i said something like the only reason he has been able to hurt me up until then was that I loved him implying that he had just killed that. He replied with "can i try something" and started talking to me lovingly the way he did when we dated... It made me tell him i was just gonna go to sleep i cant read this and he started begging me to stay and not leave his life. I told him he can stop pretending and that he won i wont try to hurt him anymore. We talked for a little while deescalated like that. Then he offered me if i wanted him to pretend a bit more.... I took him up on it and we spent the night acting like boyfriend and girlfriend and i asked him to say some things and act in certain ways i had begun to find triggering ever since he left, i thought it could help me feel a little less traumatised for some reason like i was reclaiming my trauma..obviously didnt workOur last interaction is now him sending me off to sleep and calling me love and saying he will sleep by my side and keep me safe. I think this is the best time there will ever be for my death. Im sorry i will not be able to keep my promise to not hurt myself S you were the only good thing in my life and ill die loving you im so thankful you gave me a comforting night at the end even if it was ultimately just pretendIll love you and be yours forever
>>42151009you need a boyfriend
Imagining a life without you is dreadful and the short call you gave me last new year at midnight because i told you i was spending it alone should be such a nice memory but knowing no thing or that will be happening this time makes me hurt and not want to be here to witness thatI have tried to not love you and to move on for a long time even before we dated and you know that and i never succeeded. I can imagine that you roll your eyes whenever i called you the love of my life but now that its finished because i lost you in a way that confirms it. I just dont have it in me to persist with everything in my life only ever being so terrible and my love gone with no forecast of returning im sorry that i invited you into the mess that was my life and i hope you never figure out that i did this. It was only a matter of time in the end and it was never going to get better and you deserved better than to be made to involve yourself in my mess. I feel like i unconsciously spent so much of the passed evening trying to convince you i would be ok and to make you not suspect i was going to off myself before the new year. If i lost someone i was willing to go so far for and who i dedicated every part of myself to whenever he asked then i have all the proof i will ever need that i am truly unlovable. And as you told me once long before we began dating, that your life had no destination without love back then, that sentiment echoes inside of my mind ever since i fell for you. I know that no matter how long i live and process this grief i will never overcome this self hatred. I love you forever. Your dani, always
I’m was planning on breaking up with my partner today and it’s so hard. they cheated on me and I still love them. I’ve just been crying all week every night. every time I think of how much I rely on them and every little thing we do together
Gay sex edition>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?>QOTT2: Did you enjoy it?>QOTT3: If not, why?Last thread: >>42106130
>>42151858everybody gets old and dies but some lived their life exercising agency and some didn't and some made compromises >what we do in life echoes in eternity
tfw i wake up and go through another day of taking the castration pills, meticulously researched supplement stack and 8 step skincare routine in the hopes of looking like a slightly less ugly caveman
>>42152121I cant believe mr beast would do thay
I'd like to take it for the mental effects. Idgaf about any physical changes atp i dont live my house anyway.The perfect life would be to be on the pills and have a slightly less fucked daily cycle and a remote job and thats it. No gf, no friends, no grand adventure to change or uncover my identity.Just chill in the solitude.
I just take hrt for the emotional range and skin/hair benefits. Maybe it's just dysphoria but I'm dead inside and unable to really feel anything on T.
The purpose of the historical Real Life Experience (RLE) without HRT for MtF was twofold:>Most trannies look like ordinary men if not adorned with unambiguously female-coded clothing and styling e.g. skirt, long hair, makeup, heels. Requiring female presentation instead of unisex ensured the patient was not simply functioning as a man during the RLE.>HRT does little for most patients. Requiring RLE without HRT showed patients what the rest of their life would likely be, without requiring any medical intervention and risk of associated complications.We must bring back the RLE to improve transition healthcare.
>>42152516>very few physical changesWhat kind of cheap bummy ass Temu hrt were they given?
>>42152509>>42152516>look like man>take hrt>look like man with moobs
>>42152535Prolly a "hondose" (the kind that works fine for true intershits)
>>42152456You'd figure that after all these years the psyops would improve, right?
>>42152563>t. would have failed RLE
QOTT:How do you feel about the objective fact that trannies can keep 20 threads alive at once, and cis f*moids can't keep one?>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>41990116
I think I'm getting sick. My throat burns a little like I got acid reflux or I spit up a little, my nose is running and my chest feels bubbly when I breathe. I'm not coughing yet, but I can feel the urge.
>>42149819Get well soon anon
Buff lady of the day
>>42147669i don't really get the point of remakes when the original is already pretty much a masterpiece (like silent hill 2)
did you have a good christmas clg?
> be shopping at Goodwill> go to the clothing aisle> there's a ton of pride shirts > $1 each> buy them all up> smuggle them all to different 3rd world countries via charities> gay pride worldwide> every other country is better off now> thank you lgbtq
schizo thread
>>42151887>> smuggle them all to different 3rd world countries via charitiesYou know they can be executed for owning LGBT propaganda right?
other psa thread died so i'm gifting y'all a new one for christmas.DO NOT REPLY TO BAIT.>you should just be a feminine man>all trannies are evil pedophiles>i would never ever fuck a troon because i'm straight and you can't make me>i'm ftm why do mtfs hate us>i'm mtf why do ftms hate us>look at my debunked study from 2004 that proves all fags are pedophiles>dae love bbc and want to be a white sissy sex slave in the bnwo>i'm g and i think we need to drop the t>i'm a real lesbian and i think all transbians are rapehon monsters and all other lesbians think that too btw>i want to breed an ftm and make her my little tomboy bitch>i'm a cishet man and i hate women and i should be allowed to talk about that here because lgbt has t which is transGENDER so this is the gender board and this isn't off-topic>look at my cute little ai boymoder and her ai bottom boyfriend come generate more ai boymoders with meif you see any posts like these, especially if they have a frog or 'jak picrel, they're bait. report it, put "sage" in options if you must reply, hide the thread, and move on.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
i'm sick waaaaaahhh
>>42151317can i rub your belly
>>42151319would that helpit is sinal
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