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>>40948984what was he like
>>40948436I’m well aware, not autistic myself but still have social issues I’m working through. Was just making sure before discussing it further.Do you have any hard evidence they don’t like being around you or is it more of a “ruining the energy” feeling.
>>40948984what did he say that made you realize it was performative? or do you just hate men so disregard any opinion they have on feminism entirely
>>40949106"ruining the energy" I guess but people also purposely ignore me all the time too
All the accounts that I use for repfuel & suppressionfuel are private right now what gives
Do ftms like being vaginally penetrated by boymoders?
>>40950051the PLAP must go onfat boymoder penises mvst breed with poonblood to make troonpoon children
pleeease i need girl cock
Do all FtM have a breeding kink?
ive found that i cant keep up with my boy. it seems like he is literally constantly masturbating, even when my mom is over. does anyone have any tips?t. post boymoder
>>40950088>>40950101sexxx
Why are ftms so eager to be impregnated?
>>40948790the idea of an xy male is so sexy for some reason like he doesn't even have to take estrogen to turn himself into a faggy little failed male, his body is doing that all by itself
>>40950181xy intersex male* i meant to say.
>>40947736it's just fun and feels really good..as long as i don't actually get pregnant lol
>>40948790Tell them they're very pretty for me
>>40948015You're very pretty
>Dad walks in
>>40949834if he wasnt transphobic yeah
>>40949944do u have any photos of your dad when he was your age/ 5-10 years older than you? because
>>40949798i love marie!!! she's so smart!! and pretty!! and autistic!!!
>>40949834based, it's ok to be gay with your dad
i mean probably
Are you comfortable with our 48th president's beliefs on trans women?
>>40948814Look at the tits on her (JD)
i really hope he doesnt run for president but its looking like the timeline has been locked in. the DNC is probably going to go the way of labour uk
>>40948832He also a closeted homossexual
>>40949243He isn't terrible to trannies, he just conceded the sports thing to seem like a moderate which I mean fair enough I agree with that anyways.
>>40950008it could be worse, but i think it was a bad move, optics wise. the reason people get all up in arms about the sports thing isnt that every tranny is just clamoring to get into womens sports. its because its usually the issue rightoids use to get their foot in the door, once they get someone to cave on sports they can get them to cave even further. if newsom wins american politics will be defined by the DNC constantly conceding to every demand of the GOP over a few decades in an effort to "win back voters" and "apologize" (itll never be enough because rightoids believe every democrat literally eats babies and worships satan)
>Crashing the trans movement with no survivors
>>40950115got his ass
>>40950120I like when they keep transbians out on the street, tied up so you can rent them for transportpersonally a fan of the whinny they make when you whip their asses to gallop faster
>>40950012>blm people are seen as violent terrorists now"BLM people" are rightfully seen as scam artists now since BLM pocketed donation money meant to pay for protestors legal fees and spent it all on a mansion headquarters in LA. Anyone that still thinks "BLM" is an actual threat belongs in a group home. And that includes (You).
>>40949877>I'm going into battle and I need your strongest potions
Y'all must be pissed the NRA came out to say gun rights are trans rights.>>40950012>clockyThat's one way to put it. Sounds like he was deeply dysphoric too. I'd feel bad for him if he hadn't murdered a bunch of innocent children.
it's crazy how much more i get gendered masculine when i have frizzy, curly hair VS when I have straight hair.i used to iron my hair early into transition, and must've ben getting gendered female like 80% of the time. not sure if it was just pity passing, but some did actually get surprised by my voice being male.nowadays when i keep it frizzy and curly, i still get the occasional malefail but it's somewhat rarer. currently keeping it frizzy for boymoding purposes, until i get FFS
>>40948150so when is your FFS?
>>40948150hmm fair enough nonnywishing u all the best in future ^_^ atleast make sure u practice voice training
>>40948160sometime next year thankfully
>>40948167yea will do. and thx
>>40948168sometime when next year?? do you not know yet?
ts so tragic ffs cant save everyone
>>40949957A barbershop haircut that cost a quarter
Looks female, transgenders seem to have one look the demand every transgender to look like. It's called mental illness, and the destroyed themselves, Anti transgender laws are popular again.
She is so pretty!!!
>>40949985That doesn’t look female you retard
>>40949957Yeah if I looked like that I'd shoot myself with a shotgun in the face
I'm dating a FtM person because most men on dating apps are ugly
>>40949788god i fucking wish that were me
>>40949823never ever ever ever ever take for granted what you have right now.
>>40949836It pretty much always was like that with my exes, though But i'm very happy for what i have and i'm aware it's something quite rare
>>40949788baseddddd, i filter out cis moids and only go for mtf or ftm trannies <333
>>40949823me and my gf usually couch rot a lot. we watch many movies but lately she has taken to stretching out between my legs and using my bits as a pillow. she usually falls asleep here though so she never gets to see the ends of the movies we watchwe have been thinking of getting a basement boy to yell at and throw things at and feed and collar etc
>only a few months left of 2025WHERE DOES THE TIME GO Q_Q
u_u idk
>>40949983And I have FFS soon
so i'm five years on HRT and i'm realising that i'm literally just a creepy skinwalking agp freak with a male essence who's essentially just an autistic man with a special interest for trans people and i make everyone in my life extremely uncomfortable. what do i do?
>>40948429can't disagree with you there, good thing i'm not a bong.>>40948400i simply can't do that because frankly your body is everything. i do still have to go outside everyday and have people treat me like a subhuman because of my appearance. even engaging in hobbies or things i like i will have something happen or have someone treat me differently and it makes me realise once again how much looking like this ruins my life. i do wear baggy layered clothes like every day even when it's too hot and ultimately i still find shit to nitpick about my appearance. idk what to do anymore.
>>40948429What's the alternative exactly? Since you're right, I don't see why anyone would want to be around me if I fail to provide them anything. Did not realize how unhealthy that sounds till sounding it out, so you make a very good point. Thanks for that.>fetishNah.>>40948515It'll always effect you. There's not a cure I've found, except finding ways to mitigate how much it effects you when you need to go about your day. Too, oestrogen mitigates a large brunt of that pain. Even if its just to yourself. It sucks that a lot of people hate us, true, but the relief makes it worth it for me to bee myself in spite of the public reception. Your call though.
>>40947891yes i noticed everyone is acting, but to what extent? i want to be real with people, i want them to know me and i want to know them, the real them. but if everything is just fake what is the point
>>40947515Do whatever you want just try and develop a better sense of self esteem. No one who matters will mind if you're non binary or a feminine man, or actually trans just seriously self loathing and depressed and autistic. Just take stock of where you are and find a way of being and talking about yourself that you're happier with. This kind of negative self talk will unironically fuck you up beyond belief. Wishing you the best anon, it sounds like a difficult position you're in with yourself right now
>>40949135What this is is boundaries anon. People put them up because they either stress themselves out if they share too much, or are worried they'll stress others out if they share too much, and they don't wanna get stressed out by having too much shared with them.Often over time, they'll open up a bit. Not always. Some people are so guarded you'll never get it. They probably have their reasons. Deliberate or not. I'm learning of the normies cause I have to deal with them interpersonally a lot now. I'm realising boundaries are things I want to have for myself sometimes too because sharing certain things about myself and having them received weirdly hurts a lot, and also having people be mad that I've shared too much has happened a lot now. I caught myself just before a trauma dump the other day and managed to divert it before it went there and it made the interaction with that person a lot easier. Anyway there's no pressure to learn the language of the normies. If my main goal didn't require it I literally never would. But I need to be able to communicate with them without stressing them out in order to get the things I need. I'm so glad I have autistic friends and this stupid website and journalling to be able to just not have to play their stupid social games.
i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
>>40948552I fucking wish you worst because you have people care for you. I don’t feel bad for appealing people
>>40948552lean on your support network, you're lucky to have it. i don't have anyone and cope by cutting myself, not worth it.
>>40949123If a member is pursuing a social transition—which involves changing grooming, dress, names, or pronouns—this can lead to restrictions in their ability to hold church callings or receive temple recommends. For individuals on HRT, they may only be eligible for temple recommend and ordinances if they are not also attempting to transition to the opposite gender. The Church's policy distinguishes between HRT as medical treatment and HRT as a step in a gender transition.Individual situations are handled through counseling between members and local leaders, with guidance sought from Area Presidencies and stake presidents. Transgender members will receive an annotation on their membership record which groups them with violent sexual predators and child abusers, and bars them from working with children or teaching church classes.Before 2024, transgender baptismal candidates were allowed to join the LDS Church if they had not surgically transitioned.As of 2024, even if transgender individuals have only transitioned socially, they are not allowed to be baptized.>>40949123Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40949123Sorry, I just wanted to hear from a "trustworthy boi" on the Church's stance on transgenderism.
>>40949160i eill sound insane and unhinged and i don't want to be in the nuthut. id rather die.>>40949159they dont know these things? how the fuck do i tell my bf or my therapist or anyone who cares that i fucking think about suicide this much and see it as the only logical solution to the fact that my shit is cooked because of my genetics. im post ffs and nearly 10 years hrt and i still get sir'd by most. i see a man most of the time in the mirror. there is no fix to this. im not dysmorphic. im dysphoric because i look like a man and am treated most often like a man. i never got to express femininity as a child because of my christcuck household and it ruined my life.
Was out the other day with my friend (we’re both mtf she just manmodes) and I thought I was boymoding. We went into her work to get some food and her coworkers instantly assumed I was her girlfriend, how does this happen I literally look like a fucking guy
>>40948437cute drawing literally me
i want to fuck my dad. this urge has been mentally all consuming for the past year ever since i stopped malemaxxing. will the estrogen get rid of these thoughts? is this a common urge for transgender women?
no, just you
it will only get worse
>>40950151how could it possible get worse it already is horribleis it incurable
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>>40948338using it. playing with it>>40948502give it a few weeks
one of my friends has been taking dangerous doses of hormones for the same amount of time as me and is so much better at passing. I'm currently two years in and on what I think is 3g of this? I was taking injections and had to move onto gel recently so I'm not confident with it. can anyone tell me if I should be on more or what. I know it won't make me be pretty but I just want... more
>>40949426What is this "dangerous" dose? Is their E2 peaking at excessive levels? The whole thing is you gotta hit a certain amount for things to happen and all. Also I've never used gels so I can't speak on how good or bad 3 grams may be.
>>40949967their friend must be drinking the e straight from the injection vial
>>40945737It is, but I feel safer getting advice from official sources