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...fuck.previous: >>40836388Goal of the thread: I will not be fucked with that today.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40964438>if I remember your other posts correctly you are currently trying to find healthy ways to cope with dysphoria to make it easier to work on your goalsI dont really know what my posts are honestly just maybe venting. Its been a tough year. Went through heartbreak for unrequited love for friend, detransitioned, struggled and mostly failed at making more friends, struggled with suicidal ideation, finally got to therapy, and feel so far behind everyone else and struggle so much at making close friends, that I feel like I'm drowing and its too late and and my life is pretty much over, but all I can really do is just keep on trying and getting back up and maybe after all the hard work, life might finally be worth living ine day
i will learn skincare
never posted here before but ive changed a lot in 2025. quit sugar, quit caffeine, clean from all drugs, stayed hydrated, started walking daily, worked on my art a lot, meditated a lot, solved my insomnia, and tried a bunch of stuff to fix my mental illnesswell, nothing is better. that sounds doomerpilled & it kinda is, but im just happy i was right this whole time. my problems are so deep theyll probably take a factory reset on my brain to solve. and i spent my whole youth this way, like really fucked in the head. i did everything they told me to & nothing worked. so i guess that's life. i rolled a bad character. but doomerism aside it's like what now. i guess i'm gonna try to really cook with my art and get a following on tiktok and insta. im gonna cultivate some shrooms and try to fix my mental problems. and that's it ig. despite all my health habits i'm kinda spiraling because nothing is helping. my feet are like 50 lb. lead weights that i can barely lift because im so depressed. but that's life. can't pick your life. just gotta keep on going
going to bed now bump
hithank you for replying to the last time i postedcleaning a bit at a time is becoming more manageable for mei also bought a vacuum and its quite handyand thank you for the reassurance on worki had an episode of crying and vomiting againbut i was lucky enough to have friends who cared for me afterwardsi still try my best to stay stable as much as i canthank you for your time and effort
I had a dream I (almost) had sex with twitch streamer and hazel's trans sister maedotmkv >find out in-dream version of mae does sexwork >$75 an hour>take her up on it >for some reason this is gonna take place in a museum >for some reason this museum has hotel-like rooms in it >for some reason she spends most of the hour just talking to some other people >get to room>only 30 minutes left>dream changes subject as my dreams tend to do but I'm still thinking about how I almost got to fuck mae >I did not have hot t4t sex with mae>I got cucked by my own dream
>>40975614that's really weird, I also dreamt about fucking mae last night
>>40976609It was the stream where her and Dem just watched the entirety of the Borderlands movie. The uncensored version of that stream is on the internet archive if you wanna watch it. Nice, I know you're a fan of that and certainly can't complain about being with friends :)I just bought a house. That's the reason I thought to ask that, it's the biggest thing to happen with me in years
>>40978605>buying a house in big 2025 holy shit>>40977436please go into detail about it
>>40980256Yeah, I've been trying to buy one for years, it's an awful process. I'll finally be able to be fully independent, so it's worth it. If you'ee ever in Poverty, Ohio; feel free to visit :p
I dreamt about fucking hazelfuckert. hazel
If you're already a year in hrt but your body doesn't changego anorexic and gain weight again, it will absolutely help you for the better.also, workout you lazy bitch
>>40978540......................20/mtf/hell (georgia us) ^^
>>40973683your shapewear is misaligned dear
>>40973683So true
>>40973683Can you describe your diet, like calories and portion sizes and for how long? What kind of exercises? I’ve gone from 145 to 125 but I want to get down to 115 or 100 and it’s been really hard.
>>40973683>workout like what? So many people have very different views of working out. I spend an hour every day in 140+bpm and i look like shit
is it possible to get boobs without gaining weight? before you ask yes I am regarded
>>40981825ok but how im 4 years HRT and just straight never got boobs despite excellent levels
>>40981813Yep, mine grew in and I actually lost 15 lbs, maybe through muscle loss because I did not make a concerted effort to lose that weight?But I was not skinny to start. I think I was on the cusp of average/overweight BMI whereas now I'm solidly average. So if you're rail thin to start, then maybe that's different.
>>40981875OK get breast augmentation then
>>40982121nta but you think i have 5k lying around?
>>40982121I want real boobs though that have real heft and softness not some stiff hunks of plastic shoved into my chest
is egg culture morally correct?
>>40969663Yes, absolutely. It's morally and ethically correct to crack femboys and trigger femboyfags (easiest way is to remind them that "otokonoko" always meant "transgirl")
ITT: Deltaurne tourists trying to claim Ralsei as their femboy fuckpuppet (they're not over Bridget happily transitioning to female and becoming a cute lesbian)
>>40978681Maybe because they go against your boner. Like... why do you want girls to be femboys so fucking bad? Are you a faggot? Why can't you let girls be feminine?
>>40979363He's a femboy fetishist. He even thinks Bridget is a man.Also... many of the "femboys" are trans or nonbinary, but forced by the author to be cis for publishing reasons.
>>40980306I think sexually harassing people in public in worse than posting on here
It’s not okay to be gay. It’s not okay to be feminine as a male. If you want to date men and be feminine you have to become a woman.
>>40976919Is there dignity in transition?
>>40980435nothing but
>>40976919taking estrogen as a male is a form of gender non conformity itself
>>40981052>saying the exact opposite of what's really going on
>>40981061they are like this
surrender to his will
>>40978912I have an exceptional amount of patience. I know that talk is cheap, but its the truth. if you got to know me, you'd know i mean it.the thing is, i dont really do blackmail or manipulation. sure, the idea may be fun to manipulate someone and wrap them around my finger. but its not as fun as pushing someones buttons in such a way that they cant help but fall for me. they may catch themselves in confusion, wondering "why am i doing this for him? wasnt i upset at him?"I want to carefully unwind someones mind to the point where they cant even think right from wrong anymore. and ultimately, when that happens, ill be right there to catch them in my arms. and put them into a pretty little dress. and make them mine.
>>40979327I don't doubt your abilities, you're dangerously persuasive enough with words alone. Pretty sure part of the trap here is the more one got to know you the more convincing you areI do love being toyed with and outmaneuvered. I'm an open book with an expressive face and can't hide what I'm thinking or feeling at all so getting the reaction you want would be embarrassingly straightforward. I think I'd resist most out of fear that you'd get bored once you get what you want and move on to the next doll in a cycle. If I'm at your mercy completely how do I stop you from leaving, how would exist if you were gone?The falling sounds so good, captured would feel so safe, my thoughts stained with yours would feel complete. Want to be full of you, under you, draped on your lap, always within your grasp.You're boyfriend material I can't wait for you to catch your doll
Would be down
>>40979919I think I've found the doll I'm interested in. do you have a discord?
>>40980396I'm sorry to say that as much as I find you compelling, I don't meet your requirements. When you mentioned bottoms in your first post I thought you might be open to dudes, but when another anon asked what you wanted you said any pretty girl would do with the right character. Being a pretty boy is useless to me in this situation. I still want you to have everything you want, I know your someone is dying to meet you. Just thought you should know other people definitely share your vision and your patience will pay off, look at all these people throwing themselves at you!
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies. Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio. For example: Video Games: Silent Hill, Fez, Mother, Super Mario World, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex. Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, Lucky Star, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya. Music: Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire. >ASL (biological sex, or gender) >letter(s) >primary interest Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>ASL22/m/australia>letter(s)cis bi bottom>interestsinto gaming (ff14,warframe and ow), music (jazz), manga (mostly horror but i read other genres aswell)>looking forjust wanna chat and get to know people. I’m pretty anxious and shy irl so I just converse with people online since it’s easier.>not looking forcan't really think of anything desu, just don’t be weird?>(free space)brown skinned + currently chub (trying to workout to slim down)>contacta_venuss
>>40972768Avoidant personality disorder
My personal experiences here have been abrasive, even compared too other chan fren threads.
>>40979753>local trans people in my area would be great>doesn't post where they livewhy are trannies so retarded?
>asl30/Gay Male/NYC>about meI have a height that starts with 6 anyd a weight that begins with 1 so that's a good start. Overall though, I like heavy metal, I cook well, I play bass guitar badly, I exercise a lot, and I spend my time listening to ASMR, and I guess I like politics too.>looking for:If you're cool online and seem pretty normal, I'd like to very much potentially meet up, especially if you're in the area :) We'll see how things go...I admit im kinda maybe looking for a potential bf...>Not looking forMajor perverts, creeps, stalkers, the usual>contactdiscord: numetalappreciator
is there a way to widen my hips or am i cursed permanently?
>>40982044Yeah bounce on my chaser cock every night until you gape so much your hips grow
You cab buy hip pads
Why are chasers all so ugly? I'm not asking for anything unreasonable. Just someone taller than me (I'm 6'1") with a full time job and who takes care of his health. I don't mean a gym rat muscle freak, just a normal healthy fit guy. Less like Ronnie Coleman, more like Bradd Pitt from Fight Club.
>>40979191Lol, it's pretty whack how a lot of the chasers I've met have the same phenotype: round puffy face, unkempt facial hair, often smelly, and very overweight.I know not all chasers look like this, but there's enough of a pattern there that has me scratching my head.And for what it's worth, I am an old transgender woman who is financially independent and doesn't have many male-brained hobbies or interests, so I know that I am really scraping the bottom of the barrel here in comparison to the much younger trans girls who play video games all day and are eager to be some chaser's pet.
>>40981994That used to be meNow instead I have well-kept facial hair and saggy skin
>>40979191>someone taller than me (I'm 6'1")
>>40979191>the minimum the average modern troon will settle for is a Bradd Pitt lookalike
>>40982048It's genuinely the biggest piece of evidence that trans women are women
QOTT: Do you have a pet?Last thread: https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/40962665/
>>40981446>Do you have a pet?Not since my cat died, no.
>>40981446yeah, I have to stay alive so my cat doesn't get lonely with nobody to wait on him
sitting here dizzy reminds me of the last qott: does obsessing over my eating disorder count as a "stereotypical female interest">>40981446qott: nah my parents never let me have one as a kid and now I feel like I'd do a really shit job of taking care of one
>>40981446my son
Would you date a 35 year old transbian neet who hand grinds coffee and spices in the morning and drinks it in a little teacup in the Arabic fashion?
>>40981015this sounds cozy.t. hsts
>>40981015hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... that's a tough call...probably not?
>>40981015everytime i hear abt a transbian older than 30 i can only imagine a person that resembles either emily or olive desu
>>40982042I'm sure they all look finearen't emily and olive dating ppl?
Loneliness is worse than death especially without drugs to help you copeAimlessly walking hoping I fall in a ditch and am never heard of again
>>40977193There is no joy in a heaven without people
Where is this? Looks pretty
>>40977127*hug*
loneliness is death, im basically already dead. what is life with nobody to share it with? how do i even know who i am with nobody to react to me? im all internal world with no exterior.
>>40977127you never replied to me in my thread after you posted about mushrooms
Trannies are too autistic to understand this, and I'm guilty of this too. Whenever a cis woman gives you a compliment, it means she has clocked you. In 80% of cases, it's malicious and she will laugh at you when you turn your back. HOWEVER, there is another 20% of cis women who feel bad for trannies and feel like they need to infantilize them, and they want to encourage them. I guarantee you that a compliment means that you have been clocked. 100%. It was too painful for me to admit it.
If trans women here posted their unadorned skulls would you be willing to analyze the individual features of their skulls for them?
>>40981942I can't because skulls need to be analyzed in real life. Haven't I thaught you anything in all of this time? Are you stupid or stupid?
>>40981955ok sorry but since we are stuck online what if trannies posted videos of their skulls rotated slowly in all directions?
>>40981719Trvke and real
>>40981719>there is another 20% of cis women who feel bad for trannies and feel like they need to infantilize them, and they want to encourage them.Honestly that makes me low key more attracted to that 20%? Im ok with being seen as non passing or pathetic by my partner if they see my soul as very feminine but trapped in a evil moid bodyt. bi tranny who desperately craves validation from cis women.
