I hate being the only "girl" in vc. If I wanted to talk to men Id talk to men. Just do it.
>>42175624I do but u dont do it infront of anyone. Its so hard and voice is the thing I hate the most about myself. If i hear myself have fag voice i will cry infront of you no one wants that
Okay fine. I'm just embarrassed my roommates will hearWhat guide tho.
I wanna start laxative purging bc i don't wanna go bulimic (roommates might hear me gag) and i'm not losing weight fast enough even though i barely eat anything and walk everywhere, any suggestions?
>>42175079>mfw i've already starved myself into megaraping my metabolismhow do you expect me to go back
>>42175117so your choices are >feel worse and look uglier>feel better and look hotterwhich would you prefer? i know its easier to feel worse and look uglier, but wouldnt you rather be hot?
>>42175223>wouldn't you rather be hot<thinks im agplol
>>42175290>doesnt want to be hot??? uh okay ugly
>>42175050I'm at the point where I have to adjust the one meal a day I do eat because it isn't filling enough which tempts me to snack. I'd say just look into eating filling but low calorie food instead of just starvemaxxing. You'll be healthier and more attractive that way.
Why do trannies think other people are somehow obligated to indulge their mental illness/fetish?
>>42174375They are? But those still wont make you into a real woman.
>>42174386Let me know which country has made male genital mutilation illegal.the kikes and the kebabs absolutely do expect society to participate in their religious beliefs. And when society refuses, they do terrorism too.
>>get treated like a woman>sometimes people are a little extra mean cuz they think i'm a trannynobodys forcing you but being nice is nice
>>42174192Because they don't have a mental illness/fetish.
>>42175631We're all mentally ill. You have to be mentally ill to want to change sex.
starting to lose hope that i will ever find a fat person to date :( why is it so hard to find a nice fat boy or girl to love?
bye bye eveyone, i'm gonna go to sleep now. i hope none of you end up like me
I love you, blessings to you.>>42169504I'm sorry anon.
>>42171675don't be sorry for me anon, but thank you for your blessings
i cant sleep :(
woke up and took my morning supplements
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42164234I do it once a day but it can also take me up to 3 hours>a dopamine viceThat's what it is for me>I'm trying to go 100% abstinent bc its just a bit gross.Personally I just want to get rid of the porn>>42166967>a healthy rangeThe amount sounds reasonable, but the main problem is that I can't stop myself from doing it, regardless of circumstancesFor example I fell for the no nut november meme 2 months ago, but I only managed to abstain myself for 3 or 4 days before falling back into pornIt's like I have no impulse control>Are you socially fulfilled?My social life is nonexistent
>Essentially, professorship>Becoming a full-fledged researcher with his own groupWow, sounds like a very good step forward.Sounds like you've succeeded a great deal already.>Well, the private enterprise options are super diverse because I would essentially be qualified for all sorts of R&D/programming type jobs that prioritize creative problem solving over a CS backgroundThat sounds very helpful as a background, diversifying my skillset is something I've been trying to do as well but I'm trying to to not burnout before the new year.I should probably look into exercising better problem solving myself.>A former colleague of mine literally prints money for a living (as in, develops the printer software for money printers)Oh, I see now.That paints a clearer picture now, thank you.
>>42175207I meant to reply to:>>42154298
>>42174097??? ;w;
i've not posted here in a while... i think maybe 3-4 months. things are generally not going well for me.i finished my first semester of community college, failed 4 out of 5 of my classes.... and there was some bs i never did for financial aid so i might be on the hook for $3k. i havent registered for classes for next semester which starts in like 2 weeks. i havent made any new friends. and im gonna spend new years alone again.its become very clear to me that one of my biggest fears with transitioning is a reality. being a lateshit has completely fucked me and there really is no hope that i could ever pass. the proportions of my body just read so distinctly male.i was thinking about checking myself into a psych ward because ive been really considering just ending it, but im afraid itd just make things worse.... i know how trannies are treated in those places.i dont know why i even bother.
gmorning demons
>>42175000:c maybe this computer kinda sucks and the audio settings keep changing themselvs
>>42175014additionally you're not doubg vocal feminization so idk
>>42175018ok i just wanted to say some silly things sorry if im doing everything wrong i dont go outside often so i spend a lot of time in silence :cc
>>42175040a lot of people misunderstand the fundamentals of voice training and believe you can turn your masculine voice into a feminine voice. this is fundamentally not how it works, and essentially you have to relearn to talk from first principleshttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KWMEcXSWuwQ
https://voca.ro/11uXJrGAgDOHmore Demons :) i am ever sicker. i only read a paragraph this time>>42174833nasal but getting there! try to keep your throat relaxed at its crook (if that is where the issue lies)>>42174992this is so silly what are you readingyou sound like a gay male at the moment. if you're new to voice-training, try starting with learning how to manipulate your larynx and then how that affects your resonance. this is the backbone of voice-training.
Appealing to the Male Fantasy QOTT: What is your male fantasy?Previous: >>42078964
The male fantasy (getting violently fucked by 3 tall cis men at once)
>>42174279agreed.
I got new pants :>They’re size 26 men’s, I stg they’re made for someone with the proportions of slenderman>>42173135Facts, where’s our king at
bunch of useless lil dudes
>>42175485You’re on 4chan, what did you expect to find
foamer editionq what are your favorite transit vehiclesq2 if you could drive any transit vehicle what would you drive>>42144666
>>42174542that means you don't have dysphoria. you have transvestic fetishism. if as soon as the horny is gone so is your desire to transition, then that's not gender dysphoria. that's transvestic fetishism. or dual role transvestism. means you identify as your sex as assigned at birth.
>>42174580yeah but i still dislike all the things about my sex assigned at birth since it prevents me from looking cute
>>42174102I'm way past that. The reason I start on Jan. 5 is because the shots won't be in my possession before that.I don't even know how I feel about it, other that I have to try.I'm probably gonna miss this board though. Because I'm in, I want out of the "community" because there's way too many crazy people on these boards. And the first few months on E already comes with wild emotional changes. Don't need any new brainworms desu
>>42174276i have super poor mental imagery/minds eye so nope
ok ok so i know i dont really want to be a woman and i dont look feminine anyway and im not attractive and im not smart and im not good at anything and im bad at socialising and im poor and nobody is going to help me but life is probably still worth living right
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I only add people based on if I think the image they attach is cool or not.Is that shallow?
If you're 24+, not a chud and you're looking for a bad time add me@trichoplaxx
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>>42171485chu.vi and sudsforthesoul in archives
Shoulder width matters a lot less for passing than you think it does.
>>42175273what cis women consider broad shoulders
>>42175451NTA, I just think you're a pathetic little shit whose ideal state of being is a pile of viscera on the pavement
>>42175484cis women are stupid
>>42175484Most cis women have BDD now because of social media
>>42175490Are you going to make that happen, or are you just going to seethe? I'm sure you have the big manly body to smash me into a pulp if you wanted to.
Gf is a slavic, Christian, boymoder. I am ftm, atheist, stealth. She has more conservative views on immigration than me, with groups like Indians for example, r says Indians should stay in India. I understand her precaution to an extent, culture in India towards women is terrible but it don't think that means you need to cut Indian immigration. She jokes about hating them, I don't think she does but she is very scared when she sees a group of them in person. Coming from an American background and being second generation, I have a more liberal view of immigration but during our conversations I wonder if I am too woke, towards Islam etc. She is actually more progressive than me on certain topics, I don't believe in cultural appropriation but she does. I used to casually use the n word with my friends and other slurs, but after discussing this with her I agreed it's not a behavior I should continue. We differ a lot when it comes to lgbt or gender issues, I am slightly more tolerant towards nonbinary expressions of gender and 'deconstructing' we both think it is cringe but I think the main problem is more cis people's reaction to it right than the theyfabs themselves, even if it is a phase.
>>42175098Your gf sounds awesome.
>>42175104She's not a repressor she's on hrt and passes. She begrudgingly uses her girl name because people gender her correctly. She just wears boy clothes and thinks she looks like a boy because of brainworms
>>42175134Sounds nonbinary to me innit
>>42175293How does she seem nonbinary. She's a girl, but not confident in her ability to pass
>>42175098u r not racist enough listen to her
>argh i didnt see any trans women on television when i was growing upare you sure, anon?
>>chatgpt i didnt know that this famous woman was trans and now i cant cope my whole worldview is collapsing
What the fuck is this gaslighting attempt? Trannoids deserve what's coming.
>>42175136whats coming anon, a 45 year old man muttering sir while walking away so i cant hear it? its very funny that all the nazis have social anxiety
>>42175045>chatgpt - to which "famous" "trans" "gender" woman is this anon referring to (?)
>>42175136Its dr cox butthurt carla picked turk over his angsty depressive ass. Just ignore
Is it bad for a trans girl to be in a relationship with a man where they have traditional gender roles and she is submissive to him and cooks and cleans for him and lets him take the lead in the relationship? My cis female friends told me I'm encouraging men to be more sexist and misogynistic by doing this.
>>42175330Cissoids think that by your very existence as a tranny you owe them to not be like this, but they probably wouldn't bat an eye at a cis woman doing this.
>>42175330I watch the liberal women in my life live bad lives and give bad advice. Its okey to like the domestic side of life. They are just pissed off at men for pride and jealousy. Which is fine but like those are very cis feelings
>>42175330It's ok if both people want it that way. It's wrong to expect that all people want it that way.
>>42175330That's just being based.
>>42175330I am in such a relationship. Married even.Stop worrying about what other people think and do what brings you joy. If the more traditional lifestyle brings you joy, then do that. If not, then don't.I'm currently cooking for the NYE party.>My cis female friends told me I'm encouraging men to be more sexist and misogynistic by doing thisIf your friends are under 25, they're just dumb and brainwormed.If your friends are older, then they're just engaging in the normal intra-sexual competition.I can't give my husband children, but I am giving him what many (most?) cisfs simply won't because they're not even willing to try.Once the novelty (yay! i'm with a tranny) wears off, personality is what makes or breaks a relationship (this is true for cis people too, btw). Do you bring the other person what that person is looking for? It's that simple.
im banned from like every tttt discord is it over
>>42174171Me too because I'm an edgy poonchud "Nazi"
>>42174171they're mostly cringe and full of middle aged neverpassers trying to live out a mean girls clique fantasy anyway. i got instabanned from one a year ago for trying to cheer up a terminally wormed 'manmoder' who they were using as a lolcow. few weeks later they made an entirely new server to exclude some people from their clique without overtly banning them lolif you're reading this maria, i hope one day to read about your suicide. worthless control freak hon.
>>42174171I've been to hundreds and hundreds of discord communities over the years and get perma banned after a few days. All discord mods are niggers and Jew lovers. I exclusively use 4chan or telegram if needed. Don't worry its not just you anon. A very large portion of people are like us, discord is a nigger hugbox.
/tttt/ discord suck ass with power trip mods. Don't bother, the best discord servers are 50< members anyways
>>42174171skill issue i thinkim in a small server where our only mod (mod just by virtue of being the guy who owns the server) hasnt been online in months. not that he modded it actively beforehand anywayand there are no issues. everybody is friendly enough or at least mature enough to just coexist. there arent any weird nazis or racists because we're all old enough to have chilled outmaybe the issue is the letting 18 year old babychuds steer the culture towards edginess for edginess' sake
Czech hunter edition Previous thread>>41888225Comics we know of, all ofwhich are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Feel free to recommend new webcomics that are not in the lists, but don't be lazy, please include:Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>42172485It’s Charles Whitman walking in on them
>>42168793I used to pray for times like this
>>42172473Either wear the jacket or don't, jeez
