Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42333559still dunno what that original post meant were you referring to me when you said "when they already feel bad"
>>42332877lmfao i think he fell asleep
>>42290753dont forget your anal.cfg
>>42303849weed
>>42282161Just be tomboys and present in a more masculine way. There is plenty of guys (and girls) who are in that sort of thing.
i might actually despise ftfemboys/no t "trans men" more than agp rapehonsat least boomerhons probably have some sort of dysphoria, but these people are literally just women who feel the need to appropriate EVERYTHING after reading too much bl, and make sure ftms can never be taken seriously i thought all these attentionwhores died after 2021, but apparently some stuck around instead of becoming detransitioners who spread the word about the horrors of changing their name to Ash or Xavier for 6 monthsthe droves of 50 year olds with sissy kinks are way worse for optics, but something about these women really grinds my gearsmtf btw(feel free to shower with me with praise for my opinions trans guys)
>>42331335>>42334514Catfight!
>>42321662there's ugly femboys yeah duh thats jst the worst of them
>>42334752It's a selection of femboys at a con, def high effort ones
>>42333324>fujo tumblrina fantasy you can bitch about not being ableliterally what are you on about>Pulling the "holier than thou" card against G is the embodiment of a "Not like other girls"Lmao like i care if yall want me here either i just come here to say shit>>42334514nah ur just slightly above me in terms of the worst trips on this board (since im generous im letting you have the 1st place so ill be 2nd)
>>42320271I agree entirely I'm so happy im not tye only one who feels this way mfs like this should be shunned
what manner of coping is this? how does a human arrive at this conclusion? i often times feel like i'm an alien because i cannot comprehend how i can be sharing a species with an individual who thinks like this
>>42333006same
every day no matter how terrible my life as a ugly mtf is i am so happy i am not attracted to women and dont have them in my life at all
>>42332778Well this is just crazy.That steak does not look overcooked at all.
>>42333249because its evil
>>42332778Because women are very awful things.
>Get drunk>Want to be a woman>Never happens when soberIs AGP just something that happens when you have low impulse control?
>>42331212Maybe you're just better at covering it up.
>>42332511ur probably right cuz they say that when ur drunk ur your truest self
How many emo "boys" are actually girls?
imagine using a name on an anonymous imageboard while accusing others of being attention whores
>>42334550
>>42334550thats not an emo boy. its a retarded person from kiwi farms that dresses like a 10 year old being raised by an American coal burner.
>>42334972I'm not an attention whore tho, and I don't accuse others of being one>>42334982What changed, it does look more feminine but I can't tell why
>>42335028brow ridge reductionbrow lifthairline loweringnose narrowingjaw narrowingchin narrowing
I have an opportunity to be in a relationship rn with an old friend (we even hooked up) but i just know that I have too many mental health problems, i couldn't be there for them or do the bare minimum and im just consumed with these terrible thoughts so i have to spend most of the day in bed. as much as i know its all just distortions but i keep thinking people want to hurt me or kill me. i know its not true but then i get wrapped in these unending fantasies about it and then i really start thinking about hurting myself, like it feels like that would fix it or if she just hurt me herself, but all of that would probably make me a really bad partner. the thing too is that she's actually a psychologist and she's had her own mental health struggles, i know she would understand but i think it would be too much for her, i'd hurt her somehow or just pull her down with me. im already such a bad friend with how bad i am about reaching out first or responding to her (or anyone in my life). but i also just long so much for a relationship, to be taken care of and to take care of, for closeness and trust, for security and intimacy, and to have someone in my corner. i've been in therapy for so long and i live in a mental health residential and no meds or treatments or therapies have stopped it. im at a loss, do i wait until im better and deny myself all that comes with a relationship for as long as it takes or do i risk the wellbeing of someone i really care about so that i can have that closeness?>t. bi mtf
>>42334822but she would say yes regardless and its not even just her its anybody really that i might find myself close to. besides nobody knows what they're getting into until they're in it
>>42334834take all of your bpdemon thoughts, put them in a jar and don't unleash it on themjournal or something
>>42334805As someone in similar shoes although maybe without as destructive tendencies you have (DPDmoder) I say go for it. I don't want to wait and lose what could be a good partner that things work out with in the end. All is fair in love and war
i got my shark at first for the meme but now he's all i have to hold and help me when i start spiraling. and i think i need to just crash out a little bit sometimes but i couldn't do that if i was with or near someone.>>42334871i really don't want to hurt myself and i've been trying so hard, i've only cut once in the past year. but its going to come out sideways somehow or just be some intense stressor or something>>42334873but i don't think all is fair in love (or war for that matter), and i might really fuck her up without even knowing or intending to, and it might just be so overwhelming for her.
>>42334929as long as you honestly lay out all your issues on the table and she as an adult agrees with full knowledge you are morally in the right for attempting to pursue romance. Love is important and it's worth risking hurt for. If you want to be self sacrificing and suffer without ever taking a chance, that is also a valid pathYou simply have to make the choice and neither is better than the other
I'm 24m and don't know what to think. Never gave it much thought.I'm very attracted to cis girls and slept around a lot. Then it gets complicated.I like trans girls, hyper feminine ones, Brazilian pornstar type, for which I lean slightly towards being a bottom.I like femboys, but I could only be strictly top.I hate to admit it, but also very masculine men, and I could only bottom.What is this? I barely ever watch porn, I might break every couple of weeks or so. I had a couple of experiences irl with all that I've listed (often a bit drunk) and some I enjoyed a lot but often had a sense of guilt. I don't imagine myself as a woman when it comes to bottoming, more as a femboy or something. But I'm very masculine in day to day life - muscular, extraverted, have typically masculine hobbies, 6'3, bodyhair.This is the first time I'm actually thinking about this, how do I make sense out of this
Repressed bi guyJust don’t pressure yourself, try to work through your shameDon’t have to publicly identify any way or do anything different if you don’t want
>>42333849ur jst bisexual lol
>>42334641That's what I'm wondering about, I do get very strong sexual urges but I'm scared to act on them due to shame, which is why 99% of my experiences have been drunk.
>>42334596i don't think you need to come out if your preference isn't men, overcome your guilt by realizing you're allowed to have sex with whatever gender you want, you already have
Pansexual
am i a bad person for feeling a deep need to just immediately kill myself or go back to self harming because of this>first week back at uni>transfem>pass well enough no one rly gives me second guesses and i get gendered fem 99% of the time>albeit i dont voice train cause im retarded so im clocky in that aspect but most people assume im just a theyfab for some reason cause of it>sitting by myself in one of my classes, in walks another transfem much clockier than me not that im trying to be mean>introductions go around, moment i open my mouth they dart their attention to me>deep hallow pit opens in my stomach>rest of class i just feel like total shit>as im making my way to leave after all is said and done she makes a b-line for me making me feel even more like shit>just try and keep casual conversation as i find my fastest way out of the building>get back to my car and feel a deep carnal need to just shove a rusty razor against my throatim not even trying to be mean cause i get the desire to have other trans friends but something about being so obviously picked out like that puts a deep desire in my chest to just fucking kill myselfif said person in question is reading this btw i promise im not being mean nor do i look down on you in any way im just a deeply self conscious, retarded, and depressed bitch
you do look down on them though. that's why it bothers you so much.at least be honest about it. i mean, i guess it's ego dystonic, so that's something.
>>42333383>transfem>dont voice trainwhy do people who call themselves that always have the most masculine voices imaginable? voice training is not that hard to do
wow
>>42333383>be me mtf>reading OP's post>transfem>doesn't voice train>hmm I wonder if she will get into an incident because she's a lazy stupid bitch who didn't voice train>...>yup wowFUCKING VOICE TRRAIN, PROBLEM SOLVED
Homes that are well laid out with good spacing, color palettes, and themes are fembrained. Cluttered autism dens with anime posters haphazardly mashed together on a wall are malebrained. So trannies, what's your excuse for your living space looking like shit?
>>42334936>what's your excuse for your living space looking like shit?money
Just your average liberal gay
>>42330610good to have chud tops to keep us safekeep it up sir
>>42330626People have been crying out genocide long before october 7dumb zoomer
>>42330328https://youtube.com/shorts/Pzuo2YRMV1Q?si=nGTyuZ1bO_Ri_W1Vhttps://youtu.be/Sd-RctabKMk?si=Qohaa80G4IlCdd93
>>42330663I really wouldn't mind if Texas was wiped off the map tbhdesu
>>42330167>The West is homophobic? What? It’s only in sandy ass shitholes like the Middle East and Africa do you see death penalties for gays. In places like Indonesia being gay was once seen as positive until Islam became the majority. >Islam is a conquering religion. Christianity is more open to interpretation.I feel like I might be the only 4channer who is both extremely anti-Islamophobia and pro-Israel. Everyone who says something pro-Israel here just ends up being a braindead chud, while I'm just pro-Israel for basic human rights reasons
Chuds and tourists: What do you honestly hope to gain out of this board by making the same posts about how trannies are men or whatever? Do you honestly think you'll accomplish anything or are you just bored in-between classes at school?
>>42334883Uh huh, whatever you say princess
>>42334892I just miss pre-2011 4chan
>>42334902how long have you been here brot. 2005 poster
>>42334902Take your pills unc, reddit is that way
>>42331798Trannies are not men, they're MALESand I like FEM MALES
>want to transition >start taking hrt>freak out when effects become more noticeable >detransition>want to transition>start taking hrt>freak out when effects become more noticeable>detransition>want to transitionHow do I stop this madness? I must just be retarded atp
>>42332146So was Kierkegaard's ultimate point that, since you'll give up an option no matter what you do, you shouldn't let regret be a deciding factor in what you decide?
>>42334603yes, life can only be understood backwards but must be lived forwards. if you just sit around trying to decide you will never know, you just have to pick something and see things through. in this case, if it was really a mistake and you regretted transitioning, so what? the alternative was you spend years wondering if you would be happier if you transitioned. you cant escape it because you are a finite being, knowing that in itself is reassuring
>>42334666Ah. That must kinda be what taking that leap of faith is about.Thanks. Been a while since I've Kierkegaarded.
>>42331023are you sure you aren't just a trutrans enby?
>>42331023I'm married and a landlord so my plan is to just live inside for years and send my wife on errands until the girlshots and surgeons make me look okreally if you're not happy with progress now, will you be happy when you inevitably break down and do it 5-10 years from now?
>>42334733>oomfwe dont say this here nona
>>42334759I've never see anyone say it but I think that a large degree of the delusion actually comes from self-image. I think the contextualization as attraction to men as "meta" directly correlates to a trannies perception of themself. Trannies who see themselves as ugly, hons or fetishists get the ick from picturing themselves with normal men in normal love so they dehumanize their partner as a way of removing their low self-esteem from the equation.
>>42334733You have no idea what I meant and you probably aren't someone who needs to be aware of this to protect themselves. For men who are looking for more than a hookup it's important.
>>42334806it literally does apply to cis women ur out of touch and probably a moid
>>42333866real
Week 25 day 2 of posting about getting a loving bf to kill me with love challenge impossible.is it gay to have a raccon?
>>42334817Yes, you are a faggot.
QOTT: how many lollipops are in your pocket at any given time? QOTT2: can i have one? previous: >>42185931
>>42333446you measure your blood pressure and you can feel it in your head, high head pressureyou can also get blood tests just find a lab
>>42334024no I'm a terrible person, but only because everyone failed me and I just gave up
>>42334024trannies are evil
>>42306807>>42332048theyre implants, and extremely obvious ones. he just spawned one day with them and abs those prominent take months, even years to achieve, and yet he gets perfect ones despite being on hrt for such a short time and having such little arm muscle? also they never fluctate, abs never stay like that, sometimes after a 2 week break a 6 pack turns into a 4 pack, or a 4 pack turns into toned abdominals, and toned abdominals straight up dissapear. with elliot he always has a perfect 6 pack on all pics, and that would never happen unless he was a highly dedicated gymbro, and judging by those noodle arms we can tell he isnt. and the biggest tell of all is the fact that theyre straight up protruding instead of on his inner body. abs are meant to be under the fat, meaning they only appear when dehydrated, starved, roided or when doing a shitton of work, and yet it doesnt look like elliot is doing any of them. he doesnt look starved or particularly buff, yet theyre so prominent. that would mean that his fat content is so low, meaning when having actual healthy stomach fat it would got directly over them and make them invisible, and can you even picture him with that type of fat distribution? he would look deformed with a protruding stomach in a "normal weight", unless he is in a normal weight, he just has the abs implanted over his fat layer, which he does
>>42334782also weve seen how deep his abdominal muscle layer is located judging by his pretransition self. he used to be extremely skinny and never had any abs. in order for him to have those abs when theyre naturally very deep inside his body, he would need kingpin levels of "im just made of pure muscle", which would be impossible to achieve, not even roids can do that. that fact probably made him extremely insecure and self concious, knowing he can never have any abs unless he roids or starves himself, making his petite frame even more prominent, which would explain why he got implants. they make him wider, but every single person with good eyes can instantly tell theyre implants, and it just exposes how insecure he is
