I’ve been feeling completely suffocated by my boyfriend and I wanted to spend the upcoming weekend alone without him. How bad would it be for me to go to a gay bar by myself without him? Would this look bad? I just need some space and time to myself.
just tell him honestly what you feel and why you are planning on going out/what you are planning to do. you are only asking for drama by going out w/out telling him. i think you know that already, you just want to stir up trouble like a little bitch. if that sort of thing works on him then good for you, but be careful if not, he might leave you for something like that
>>42199817If you went to take a shit alone, and you went to take a shit with him sitting on your lap, are they the same thing?
>>42199817are you genuinely autistic?
>>42200042Are you? Dont fucking talk to me like that.
>>42201132is “he” also a relatively submissive or feminine person? or is he masculine.
trapped beneath the iceslowly suffocatingbearing witness to the fading lightwhile sinking into putrid pitsfilled with such a nauseating stencha leering lustentitlement manifest
>>42202149where's the rest? can you write some more? Just seems a bit shortbut not awful
>>42202168hands hands handsgrasping and clenchingsearching with malintenta thoughtless greedor perhaps sadistic gleeit really matters notbecause the noose it tightens and solemn breaths with a stepbring silence everlastinga peaceful satisfactionand a bittersweet freedomthat at it's core is numbComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
if ur a 20 year old repper learn from my mistake and never troon out 20 is way too late>hrt at 20
ok johnsee you in 30 years
>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better>are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they want, “neurologically intersex” is not real as being intersex pertains to the sex organs or hormonal productions>how is this /lgbt/?We share similar experiences of discrimination and social prejudice based on sex and gender norms, even though intersex is a variation of sex characteristics, not a gender identity or sexual orientation itself—————————Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42197763It’s honestly a lot of fun, I tend to look for people that have similar features to myself and mimic what they do, also to just play around with it. >I work in cosmetics and it’s really enjoyable aside from the elderly
Bumping in excitement since I called off on Friday since all the holiday nightmares are over
be on time and become physically active
>>42182433thanks nona>>42185257perhaps not, but the way my family is makes me feel like i should>>42188619i'm bad about trying to find interpretations of my body that could hint at it, but i'm betting the true explanation is that it's just a brain thing like most trannies. i do wish i could've done something like get every test imaginable to truly rule it out, though. it'd make me feel less crazy
>>42200916I need to do that better I’m spread so thin I think I’m always late :/ >>42201605I think the best idea if you’re really wanting to know is to just talk to a doctor about getting tested, it doesn’t hurt (except your wallet, fuck it’s expensive) and if it’s nothing it’s nothing, like it doesn’t matter especially in terms of family, mine are pretty homophobic and body shamed me for how I developed and now that it’s been years they do it for all the other reasons, there’s no winning so might as well cut your losses and stop caring what they think
When I was about 4, I didn't know my words well and when my mom pointed to a male child in a book and asked what it was I said "daughter"( I didn't know it was a girl-only term) and then she said "ok then you want to be dressed in make up and a dress??" And I felt extremely uncomfortable and that's how I know I'm a cis man
>>42202075>>42202036If you're taking dutasteride or fin do minoxidil also and vit A,E,D andMagnessium as well as iron zinc and biotin and if you're non-responsive to minoxidil apply tretinoin 5 mins before minoxidil every time. Dermaroll 1.5mm depth 192 needles once every three weeks for five minutes total or so. Dont overdo it
>>42202115I'm not doing all that
>>42202176A multivitamin will contain most of that
>>42202176Valid. This is just all i know of in terms of combating hairloss.Honestly in 90% of.all vases youre fine if you stick to dutasteride and minoxidil. Ms.
>>42201964I'm a post-op tranny and I don't want to wear makeup or dresses either.
do i pass???
>>42194184You look like a white Somali
>>42199058why is it that somalis have that lightbulb heae shape? they must be the ugliest people on the planet. its crazy an entire people can look like that and not just a single disfigured individual. i wanna try bbc but the only black people we have here in the nordics is somalis. im so jealous of americans when it comes to this
yakubian monstrosity
>>42199110Porn addiction
post nudes
I usually don't attention whore or start bullshit threads. I usually just go on here to offer advice or hope, anything that's not just the same black pilled bullshit that feeds the brainworks. It makes me happy. But tonight is something different. >Be me>Early 20's passing MTF>Stuck in southern state for foreseeable future>To be honest my circumstances are actually really good. I'm lucky to be in them despite my location. My family sucks but they support me and are in my life. >Autistic enough to mention + schizoaffective bipolar disorder >Been trying the whole meds and therapy thing most of my life. Trying to get better, improve and be consistent but lately it's just been getting to be too much.The green text was unnecessary to be honest, I just wanted to do one if it'll be one of if not my last. I'm sober too. Had a stretch of different addictions and weed use but I've been sober for over a year with only occasional alcohol use and no real desire to relapse, even in my current state. I don't really have any specific reason to be this coming to this kind of decision. Maybe just a combination of many. I've had suicidal ideation and severe depression since I was 10, I'm shocked I've even made it this long. Idk. I kinda just wanted some people to talk to. People who have no stakes, don't care, hell, may even hate me for existing. Tonight unfortunately is not the night. I need to finish up writing a few final messages to people I care about and to finish up my will and get it notorized. If y'all have any questions or just anything go for it. Only thing I have planned is maybe a walk to the gas station to buy cigarettes. I don't smoke, at least haven't in a long time, I just figured I'd enjoy something I miss.
>>42202033Get a pack of dark green spirits they give a nice buzz also don’t do it
Anon please go to a hospital and check yourself into a BHU. Bring some books with you and take a few days of being around people and eating well to mull things over. These decisions, they should not be made out of desperation, and you are so, so young. Please give your future self the chance to be happy and stay with us.
>>42202116I've never been in a psych ward before. I'm scared. I've been told there are some good ones near here. But I guess it's just the loss of autonomy. Also, I lied in the original post and am addicted to nicotine via vaping. That may be the biggest thing keeping me from checking myself in right now is that I don't wanna go through nic withdrawals and have no desire to quit.
>>42202193I've been in before. I believe most allow you to take smoke breaks. Pack a bag with a few changes of comfy clothes (no drawstrings, hoodie strings, or belts). Bring your vape, cigarettes, a lighter. They will take it from you and lock it up and then require you to ask an attending at the front desk to use them. Bring some books, body/hair wash, and anything else you like to pass the time.It is incredibly nerve wracking going to an emergency room and saying you feel you are at risk of suicide. If you have a friend to go with you/take you, that is ideal. You can call hospitals beforehand and ask if they have vacancy in their BHU, if they allow smoke breaks, what the rooming situation is (some give you a roommate, some give you a private room). This is what I recommend. It saved my life, even though I hated every second I was there, it saved my life. Please please go. I can help answer any other questions you have if you have them, but please just go.
>>42202033Where the FUCK can I get this hat
>husband called me his little obedient and well-behaved slave girl princess after i drank his loadawawawa... i love him so much...
>>42202227lucky bastard
>>42202255you're righti'm a very very lucky girl
>be me>mtf 20s transbian pass hot idk>arrive late to NYE party w gf and friends>start talking to old friend "max">max says "thank god, everyone has been third wheeling me the entire bight">party is geniunely boring, every couple is in their own world>catch up w max>another friend "emma" walks up visibly drunk half awake>"im down half a dozen beers now">she looks like it, she gazes emptily into space like shes about to fall>she snaps back and says "yeah i was about to kiss you but your gf is here">what?>i did not enjoy this comment>comment felt gross>not sure what kind of face i made but she left after my expressionComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42200870i spent my nye on this board talking to other anons
>>42200870Yeah it sounds a bit degrading.The solution is to hang out with people who don't date. Then nobody tries hitting on you and nobody ignores you in favour of their partner.
I got invited out to a NYE party by another transfem I was flirting with earlier and when I arrived I find she also invited someone else without telling me and was just all over her the whole night. I just kind of awkwardly participated in small talk with other ppl while they were eating each other's face and left after the new year. Weird night but it's about part for the course when dealing with other trans ppl.
I didn't spend my time with anyone because I have no real friends. Cheers anon I'm sorry that happened.
>go to new years party>hardly speak for 6 hours>come home to flirt in chasergen and watch adam sandler moviespretty ok night i guess
Thanks to all the ‘Queers for Palestine’ morons we’re now seeing a resurgence in actually high iq homosexuals who sexually HAVE a survival instinct and don’t feel like sucking off their future murderers
Notice how these threads always go dead silent because gays don’t want to admit how stupid they are
>>42189433I agree with both of these actually
>>42195008exceedingly based post
>>42200270free palestine and kys for contributing to the lgbt political tourist crisis
>>42195008Their salt quota?
day two of begging for a transbian gf im 18 and mtf :)
too young desu
>>42201991am i really :(
>>42201903i cant be your gf but i can be your fren ^^dc: papillonary (19 mtf)
>>42202134sent :p
>>42202011Yeah, I'm 28 and people younger than like 24 are wildly immature and insufferable to be with. I also don't edate..
>tfw no ftm bf
>>42202160Have you ever made any effort towards getting one? I just see you posting this and nothing else
>how should I appeal to men who like other men?>I know, I'll make myself as feminine as possible!Why are bottoms so stupid?
>>42199986>how should I appeal to men who like to goon to other feminine men?Only a small portion of men who like other men enjoy feminine men. Not even feminine men want feminine partners.
>>42199986Isn't that a pooner
>>42199986They want straight passing men like all gay guys.
>>42199986Checked couppe socials, that's got to be a poonerHer everything is too small for it to be a real tomgirlWay too 'cute' to be a girl who's too cute to be a girl...Fucking full circle...t. trapologist
masc x fem supremacy
Qott: Would you ever abandon your boy?
>>42201505good attitude frem we love that
>>42200894Not good.. I'm hypomanic :(
cashed my oil check
>>42200894I'm taking a long rest. Relaxing on a heating pad under a cover.
>>42201606cash me outside
how i imagine all the chuds making transphobic threads on /tttt/
>>42201201fuck I admit I want this >t. boymoder
>>42197642nah you look good, although i doubt its really u
>>42195627how tall are you
>>42197642Oh super cutie!!!
>>42197642You look like a man
