Did anyone else here self sabotage their friendships and stop talking to their friends because you utterly hate yourself and think you're worse for their lives or is it just me?
>>42336017I used to do so often
>>42336017i have bouts where i do this. i just feel like im an annoyance and go dark for periods of time. thankful for the ones that understand
>>42337584Imagine having those
>>42336082Not my third time but I did regret blocking some people this year. Even if they basically gave me minimal replies for months, I wanted to believe it could be repaired i guess, until it just felt impossible.
i just didn't make friends in the first place
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>>42333232transbian relationships are based so i support it
>>42336941It's only 13 days into January, bud. Also that was the fourth time I'd been over since new year's.Just quit gooning for a while.
>>42337201Did it take 4 hours or were you edging?Ive fucked for hours and never had any pleasure from sex at all and wouldn’t even start to have any build up that would lead to an orgasm unless i started death gripping
>>42337238It took 4 hours. Stop gooning.
>>42333627in theory yeain practice, I have preferences and very very few other guys fall into them, usually through no fault of their ownalso the biggest crush I have is a lesbian anyway so
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>>42334224>pretty please may i get one or two more people to give honest feedback on my post (...) and i will stop complaining foreveranything for my frenshttps://voca.ro/1g3HgXvJLqMm
>>42326902may i also have one more response...>>42329080cute >_< i dont have anything to say really besides that your resonance is a little bit too light? is that the right word?>>42333021ultra-luckshit... you sound really good though>>42333635is this the person who was talking about godzilla last time. you sound really good though also>>42335862are you the person before me too? you sound very similar... which is good!
>>42336972yeah godzilla is one of my big autism focuses
How do I boyremove a cute, really feminine and short repper who has admitted to being a repper?
>>42338180Like how you'd do it to anyone else
sudden unprovoked rape and if it doesn't work and they try to get help you slit their throat and keep doing it as the light drains from their eyes and their last moments on earth are being defiled.
>>42338180sex the repper while saying no boy could possibly be filled like this, she couldn't possibly be even slightly male
Trans women, what do you like sexually?
>>42337486LDR sex is so good ngl I think the yearning makes it better
>>42333166I want a harem of boys under 5'6 who I dress as anime girls and abuse badly, they're not allowed outside the house or on the Internet and if they leave character I put a needle in their dick and tell them it's for their own good
>>42333166strong, dominant men who like to throw me around and treat me like an object.then the moment he's done using me he needs to turn on a dime and cuddle me and let me fall asleep in his huge strong arms
Guys using force like first time i was with my bf is was on top while we were making out then he just grabbed my arms and flipped me onto my back and I couldn't move hottest thing he's ever done to me.
>>42337847fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
>5'4>110lbs>18 bidelt, 15 biacromial >32 underbust>41 shoulder circumference >27 waist >33 hips>11.5 hip width>size 8 mens/9.5 womens
>>42337895mine are only 14 but im hoping ill add some inches to it with weight gain cuz im pretty skinny rn
>>42337901you probably will, also bulking up your lower body in the gym might not be a bad idea either
>>42337764>can't accurately measure biacromial alonei used the average of several measurements standing against a wall
>>42337764>>42337766>>42337874how does everyone have such a small ribcage?
>>42338034>small ribcagedon't hugbox me nona
As a transwoman were you ever fascinated about how girls pee when growing up?
I remember asking my mom about it when I was like 8 and she explained to me what a vagina was
>>42338066I guess I wondered how exactly it worked. But I also sat down to pee all my life, urinals confused me much more
>>42338104same. mine did it extremely casually on a ride to school, probably the best basic sex ed I could've possibly had.
>>42338066not really. i just remember a classmate saying girls had “a rectangle” an being really confused as to what that meant
>>42338122urinals were so strange to me as a kid. considering how faggy i looked and how cruel other kids where I couldn't fathom why anybody would choose to whip it out in the middle of the room and if you look at it you're the faggy one.
I have an opportunity to be in a relationship rn with an old friend (we even hooked up) but i just know that I have too many mental health problems, i couldn't be there for them or do the bare minimum and im just consumed with these terrible thoughts so i have to spend most of the day in bed. as much as i know its all just distortions but i keep thinking people want to hurt me or kill me. i know its not true but then i get wrapped in these unending fantasies about it and then i really start thinking about hurting myself, like it feels like that would fix it or if she just hurt me herself, but all of that would probably make me a really bad partner. the thing too is that she's actually a psychologist and she's had her own mental health struggles, i know she would understand but i think it would be too much for her, i'd hurt her somehow or just pull her down with me. im already such a bad friend with how bad i am about reaching out first or responding to her (or anyone in my life). but i also just long so much for a relationship, to be taken care of and to take care of, for closeness and trust, for security and intimacy, and to have someone in my corner. i've been in therapy for so long and i live in a mental health residential and no meds or treatments or therapies have stopped it. im at a loss, do i wait until im better and deny myself all that comes with a relationship for as long as it takes or do i risk the wellbeing of someone i really care about so that i can have that closeness?>t. bi mtf
>>42334834take all of your bpdemon thoughts, put them in a jar and don't unleash it on themjournal or something
>>42334805As someone in similar shoes although maybe without as destructive tendencies you have (DPDmoder) I say go for it. I don't want to wait and lose what could be a good partner that things work out with in the end. All is fair in love and war
i got my shark at first for the meme but now he's all i have to hold and help me when i start spiraling. and i think i need to just crash out a little bit sometimes but i couldn't do that if i was with or near someone.>>42334871i really don't want to hurt myself and i've been trying so hard, i've only cut once in the past year. but its going to come out sideways somehow or just be some intense stressor or something>>42334873but i don't think all is fair in love (or war for that matter), and i might really fuck her up without even knowing or intending to, and it might just be so overwhelming for her.
>>42334929as long as you honestly lay out all your issues on the table and she as an adult agrees with full knowledge you are morally in the right for attempting to pursue romance. Love is important and it's worth risking hurt for. If you want to be self sacrificing and suffer without ever taking a chance, that is also a valid pathYou simply have to make the choice and neither is better than the other
>>42334805Some people fetishize the crazy, I learn to accept that
red: unemployed trannies are now all drag queens, ***they can't take hrt anymore***, and they are all assigned a school where they will be reading stories to children, in drag, every single morning until they turn 70. you get 2 "mental health" days a month, 4 weeks of paid vacation, but you have to work summer school (those kids need your message the most)oh and you get paid 40k a year + health insurance (that DOES NOT COVER GENDER AFFIRMING SURGERIES)green: congress is replaced by a new group that is 100% made up of straight trans women (both the house and the senate), they will be in place for life, no more elections, and when they die/get sick, they will be replaced by other, younger straight trans women
>>42336957they would be murdered, that's kind of the whole idea of america
>>42336975no they wouldn't
>>42336149*breaks the GREEN button with the amount of force pressed
>>42336149i press both buttons>no you can't do that you have to pick only one of th-i press both anyway
>>42338160being this autistic is very moid brained
Bruh Grok is just trolling now. Bad LLM.
>>42332708gemini is hugboxing me
>>42336881bro just take e before even the AI can't say anything other than>well, with hairline transplant surgery anything is possible!you'll be a luckshit if you aren't already mogged by t at that age.
>>42332721you would be surprised at how immediately effective traumadumping on chatgpt/grok can be.
>>42333541you can do all of that as girl, no?
>>42332721llms are unironically better than therapists now
I wasn't dysphoric about having a dick and balls. I got SRS because my boyfriend wasn't comfortable having sex with me like that. Now I have a vagina, and I'm... still not dysphoric.I was assured that if I didn't have genital dysphoria before SRS and I got SRS, then I'd develop horrible reverse dysphoria. Well, it's now years later, and I still have no dysphoria.What gives? Is dysphoria just bullshit?
how are you guys not scared that people will discover you have a pussy
>>42337986Why would you use a Q-tip instead of your body?
>>42338011Don't want to get poop on my body
>>42338022Yeah well I want to feel something behind so you better get to it.
>>42338005I hide mine under boxer shorts
who are you missing right now?
my ex that I met on herethought I moved past everything and tried speaking to her again, it was fine until I crashed out one night, left her a vicious letter and absconded yet againits been so long since everything happened but I guess I still have a chip on my shoulder after all. it was a broken relationship, even sloppier break up and everything past that. after all that I don't think I genuinely hate her, but some days my brain just relives everything and wants to fix it all despite trying to close the door on it and desperately trying to move past. its not even like a oneitis scenario really, idk what at this point but the failure of it hounds me relentlessly on some daysI need professional help
>>42327432Is it someone who used to live in California but no longer does?
I talked to a tranner for about a week and became completely enamored with her. She was exactly what I wanted but I came on too hard like an idiot and she ghosted. I miss you, A.
do you think after we die, we get a chance to meet all the people we lost?
>>42325968My friends group I nuked years ago
there should be one day a year where it's legal, a full amnesty, to go ham on trannies with fists or bricks
>>42337611Can I hump your leg at least?
>>42337603height don't matter they're all pussies outside of the internet
>>42337669Fr they are all nerds now, nothing like the old street trannies that would roast your ass.
uhm no. no there shouldn't. thats actually a bad idea.
>>42337714it's a great idea
>6'0>190lbs>19 inch bidelt>size 11.5 womensyup, its gorillahon time.
>>42335969>6'2>124lbs>17.5 inch bideltoid>size 11 womensliterally me
>>42337821except for my enormous ribcage ya
>>42337828Damn you're a little willowy thing aren't ya, kinda jealous.
>5'7>120 lbs>16 inch bideltoid>13 inch biacromial>30 inch underbust>10 inch chest breadth>26 inch waist>11 inch bicristal>33 inch buttock circumference >9.5 womens
>>42337843The no hips and no ass is just sad to see
State letter and what cartoons you watched growing up. I want to see if there are any correlations.
>>42337681>Berenstein bearsLmao yes that, guess I'm still messing that one up, I remember my mom trying to correct me on it when I was like 5.
>>42337738Forgot to mention >Bubblegum Crisishttps://youtu.be/ajTAnMqhZB8?feature=shared
>>42337664I feel that, friend. I don’t have much contact with friends these days either. I have on y like 2 friends from back in the day, and we never talk.
>>42337056Bi mtf boymoderSpongeBob, Fairly Odd Parents, Danny Phantom
>>42337662That sounds exactly like my ex wtf
